She cried silently, she couldn't hold back the tears, big drops fell, lonely and desolate.
With so much melancholy, at the age of 20, she almost feels that nothing in this world will ever go smoothly again.
I don't know how long I sat like this, the sun rising like a salted egg yolk from the east, the light around her became brighter and brighter, and she began to feel hot. It was at this time that the doorbell of the apartment rang.
Who will it be so early? Gu Chengcheng couldn't think of it, she moved her tired legs and walked over, thinking it was Gu Nan, but when she opened the door, the person she saw was Zhou Yan.
"Zhou Yan..." Looking at the fresh and handsome face in front of her, Gu Chengcheng suddenly came back to her senses. She remembered a messy living room. The door that was opened hurriedly was collected, but it was too late.
The smell of alcohol soared into the sky, and then accompanied by the vomit that had passed through the night, the pungent sour smell made one could not help holding his breath. Zhou Yan suppressed that he would see her like this and asked, "Did you drink? How much did you drink?"
It was still discovered. Gu Chengcheng knew that there was no need to do more, so she let go of the doorknob, but did not invite Zhou Yan to come in.
"What's the matter with you? I'm so messy inside, I'm afraid it's not suitable for you to go in. Don't mind." The red eyes were still swollen from crying, and the dress on his body was a little wrinkled. It was easy to see that it was like this all night. It will be over, Zhou Yan really doesn't know how she can indulge herself to this point, the frown is getting tighter and tighter.
"Chengcheng, tell me, what's wrong with you?" he asked her in a low voice.
There's nothing that can't be said. Gu Chengcheng smiled when he heard his solemn tone, and shrugged as if he didn't care: "What could be wrong with drinking? Of course, I'm in a bad mood."
Naturally, I only drink when I'm in a bad mood, otherwise... what else could it be for
The taste after being drunk is so good, and drinking is naturally to escape reality, but it is a pity that a drunk person will wake up and wake up and watch everything that happened last night, which is nothing but unbearable.
"By the way, you haven't said it yet, what's your business with me?" As if he couldn't see Zhou Yan's frown, Gu Chengcheng just asked him himself.
What can Zhou Yan do when he comes here, he is just thinking about this weekend and wanting to take her for breakfast, but in the current situation, how can he pretend that nothing has happened.
"Probably guessed that you vomited in a room at night, and I made a special trip to clean up the house for you." Zhou Yan said with a smile, but Zhou Yan was very serious.
When the words fell, Zhou Yan stepped over Gu Chengcheng and went in. How could Gu Chengcheng take care of him like this, and hurriedly held people back, she pushed Zhou Yan out the door, not to chase people out on purpose, but at the moment she was real I don't want him to be here: "Zhou Yan, you can't do this kind of thing for me, or you should go back first? If you have anything to say, I'll find you in two days."
I can't do this kind of thing for her... This sentence suddenly pulled the distance between the two people, or, all along, Gu Chengcheng has been very careful to keep the distance between the two people, and the only people who desperately want to get close are Just Zhou Yan.
"Why can't you do it? Do you think I'm not qualified?" Of course, this was not Zhou Yan's original intention. He just wanted to stimulate her, and she had no choice but to compromise.
Gu Chengcheng was also really stopped by the question. Of course she didn't mean what he said, but it was difficult to answer this kind of words. She thought about it a thousand times in an instant, and she could only change the way.
"Otherwise, wait for me downstairs first, and I'll just pack up and change clothes and go down." She has a clean nature. When Zhou Yan hadn't come over, she only cared about her own thoughts and didn't think there was anything wrong. Now she's back. God she couldn't take it anymore.
Being rejected again, Zhou Yan knew that she really didn't want to do it herself, so she could only let her go, "Well, I'll be waiting for you downstairs, you won't feel good when you wake up from a hangover, just wash up and come down. Well, I'll call the hourly workers to have them clean up the house."
It's so serious, Gu Chengcheng can still hold on, she has made a mess herself, so she has to do it herself, not to mention it's not such a big deal.
"What kind of cleaning do you need? It's not that I don't touch the spring water with my fingers, so I'll be fine." Gu Chengcheng shut Zhou Yan out of the door after he finished speaking.
Gu Chengcheng's words were still in Zhou Yan's ears. She said it unintentionally just now, but he could hear it clearly, and really wanted to add: "If it wasn't for the accident in the Gu family back then, you'd be indifferent now. "
Gu Chengcheng made a blunder. Her movements and speed were not very fast, and the room with the door closed suddenly became quiet. She found that she was afraid of being so quiet that she would not be able to control her thoughts.
She couldn't help thinking about the dream last night, and the real memory in the dream.
Zhou Yan waited downstairs for a long time before seeing Gu Chengcheng's figure from the exit of the building. She changed into a refreshing jumpsuit, not as embarrassed as before, and washed her face, but she could still see her face vaguely. He was haggard, and his eyes were not swollen.
The gentleman Zhou Yan was polite. He got out of the car and opened the side door for her before getting back in the car. Originally, the two planned to have breakfast together, but now it seems that they can't catch up with breakfast, and it is still possible to spend lunch together.
"You usually go out for a walk when you have nothing to do. Don't always lock yourself in the room. It's not good for a long time, and everyone will be depressed." I bought a glass of freshly squeezed corn juice at a food chain store on the side of the road. To Gu Chengcheng, Zhou Yan said softly.
Gu Chengcheng didn't have an appetite. She only felt sick to her stomach. Fortunately, the corn juice was warm. She took a sip with a straw, and it felt good when it reached her stomach.
"How can there be such a good spirit, I can't wait to sleep for twenty-four hours to feel satisfied."
When she was young, she was so inactive all day long. This was not what a 20-year-old girl should be in. Zhou Yan listened to her and didn't say anything. It's good to go.
"If you don't mind, I want to know why you are so drunk." As soon as those words came out, the car became quiet. Zhou Yan wasn't sure if Gu Chengcheng would say anything, but he was very patient.