"A Ruan..." Ji Yuan knelt on the ground, his voice was already hoarse, more, even with a touch of crying, he said: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, A Ruan, I It's really not intentional. I never thought that something like this would happen. I beg you, don't you do it to me well..."
"Then I beg you to not do this to me, did you listen to me!" Jiang Ruan couldn't help yelling again, his eyes widened and he looked at the man in front of him, his voice was cold: "Ji Yuan, I will repeatedly And the third begged you, I told you, I told you more than once, begging you not to do this to me."
"I obviously..." She took a breath, reached out her hand and wiped the tears from her face, and said: "I begged you like that before, but you didn't care about my feelings, Ji Yuan. , You have never, never cared about my feelings."
She merged her hands together and covered her face to cover up the sadness and pain in her eyes, but the tears could not stop anyway and flowed along the gap between her fingers.
Ji Yuan felt pain in his eyes, but he also knew that he couldn't get Jiang Ruan's forgiveness anyway at this moment.
He took two deep breaths and fell to the ground. After an unknown period of time, he said softly: "A Ruan, I know you are sad, and I also know that I am sorry for you, but I really love you. , I will die without you."
"So you used my child's life in exchange for your own life?" Jiang Ruan let go of his hand, sneered, and opened his mouth faintly.
Ji Yuan shook his whole body and opened his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what he should say, because he knew that whatever he said was unnecessary and futile.
He sat slumped on the ground, dumbfounded, without saying a word.
Jiang Ruan did not speak either. The two people confronted silently. The atmosphere was a little frozen for a while. After some time, Jiang Ruan's voice remembered again. This time, there was no crying in her voice, and there was no more crying. Sad, some, just indifferent.
She said: "Ji Yuan, from now on, from now on, there is no relationship between the two of us."
She lowered her eyes and looked at the man in front of her, as if she was looking at a stranger: "The things before, I can see what you have protected and loved me. I don’t care about you, but this time It's impossible."
"I won't let you go, Ji Yuan, in my eyes, you are just a stranger who has done something wrong and made a terrible mistake."
Jiang Ruan's voice was extremely cold, and his words stuck to Ji Yuan's heart.
He couldn't help shaking his whole body. He raised his head and looked at Jiang Ruan incredulously: "A Ruan, do you have to be so unfeeling? I, I love you so much, you are my life, A Ruan, I beg you Don’t do this to me, okay?"
He wanted to reach out and hold Jiang Ruan's hand, but she threw it away.
"You are the one who is unfeeling, Ji Yuan, you are the most unfeeling person in the world. Your love is cheap and selfish. I can't afford it and I dare not take it, let alone say that I am your life. Up."
Jiang Ruan's face was very dark, his eyes turned to the window on the side, and after a while, he said: "You go, I will let Ayan handle this matter for me. From now on, I don't want to see you again. it's your turn."
Ji Yuan looked at her blankly, and didn't know how to respond for a while. He wanted to be the same as before. When the news provokes Jiang Ruan's anger, he just coaxed a few words with a shy face. Jiang Ruan's heart is very soft. She will forgive herself as soon as she is soft.
But now, it seems that no matter how shy he is to coax, it is useless, because his Jiang Ruan is no longer the same Jiang Ruan he used to be.
"A Ruan..." A tear slipped slowly from the corner of Ji Yuan's eyes, as if he knew that even if he stayed, it would have no effect, and there was no way to make Jiang Ruan change his mind.
So he slowly got up, stood still in front of Jiang Ruan, and then looked down at the daisy that he accidentally dropped on the ground. After a while, he stooped and picked it up and placed it at Jiang Ruan’s feet. .
He said: "This is the flower I chose for you, A Ruan, get better soon, I'm waiting for you, you have to believe that I really love you, my love is not cheap."
He swallowed hard, his words fell off, and after a deep look at Jiang Ruan, he turned and left.
Jiang Ruan was still sitting by the bed. When Ji Yuan walked to the door, she suddenly said: "Ji Yuan..."
Ji Yuan paused, and a flash of joy flashed under his eyes. Could it be that Jiang Ruan forgave himself
But he obviously thought too much, because in the next second, Jiang Ruan said: "You make me feel sick, and your flowers, including your people, make me feel sick."
nausea
Ji Yuan's whole body was stiff in place, and he couldn't recall his mind for a while.
Once upon a time, Jiang Ruan would have said such harsh words, and she would have said such words to herself unexpectedly.
Ji Yuan's eyes were red in an instant, and for a while, he felt an urge to turn around and pinch Jiang Ruan's neck, telling her with brute force that she loves him all, but reason has been telling him that this will not work. , This is not possible, he can't do this to Jiang Ruan, otherwise the relationship between the two people will be worse.
He took a deep breath, didn't say a word, but opened the door and left the bedroom.
When he saw Yan Chuyan in the living room, he paused and wanted to walk away directly, but he was stopped by Yan Chuyan, "Stop."
Ji Yuan stopped, turned his head and looked over.
There was a tablet computer on Yan Chuyan's lap, and his face had a pair of flat anti-blue eyes. He moved his gaze away from the computer leisurely and landed on Ji Yuan.
He saw Ji Yuan’s red eyes and clenched fists. He still couldn’t let go of his hands. He pulled out a mocking smile at the corner of his mouth and said: "Ji Yuan, I don’t care what A Ruan said to you. In short, From now on, you should be prepared for everything. I won’t let you have the opportunity to retreat."
In the past, when Yan Chuyan spoke harshly, he was very brief and powerful, but this time, he said such a long sentence without much hatred.
But even if Ji Yuan felt his heart palpitations for no reason, as if a storm was about to come, those words of Yan Chuyan were just the tranquility before the storm.
He swallowed with difficulty, even though his heart had turned a thousand times, but his face was very calm, and he even laughed: "You let go, I will follow everything."
He tried to see from the bottom of Yan Chuyan's eyes what Yan Chuyan wanted to do, but found that he couldn't understand it. He seemed to have never seen everything about Yan Chuyan.
Thinking of this, Ji Yuan couldn't help but felt a little frustrated, why he lost to Yan Chuyan no matter what it was.