Yan Chuyan was stunned for about two seconds, and then reacted quickly, and squatted down in a hurry, but after squatting down, he didn't know what he should say. In the end, he spit out only two simple words. : "A Ruan..."
Jiang Ruan came back to his senses in a daze. He looked up with tears and saw the sad look on Yan Chuyan's face. He couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart. He opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but he didn't know what he should say. .
Her eyes were red and her eyes were almost bewildered by tears, but she felt that she could still clearly see the man squatting in front of her.
Yan Chuyan looked at her teary face, and couldn't help but feel a pain. He understood it now, and understood that she should have been guarding the door since just now.
A sorrow flashed in his eyes, he reached out and took her into his arms, lowered his voice and opened his mouth: "A Ruan...when did you come?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Jiang Ruan couldn't control himself from the moment he heard his soft voice. He couldn't help but stretched out his hand and hugged the man in front of him tightly. The words'I'm sorry' poured out. Out.
But Yan Chuyan didn’t know why she wanted to say sorry to herself, but felt that she should follow her words to answer, so she reassured her: "It’s okay, it’s okay, you did nothing wrong, A Ruan, I will hug you. Will you go back to the room?"
"No." Jiang Ruan raised his head to look at him, stretched out his hand to grab his arm, and muttered: "No, Ayan, it's me. I'm sorry. I shouldn't just care about my own thoughts but ignore them. You, you will be sad too, if the child is gone, you will be sad too."
Yan Chuyan finally understood why she would hide here and cry by herself, but he could not deceive her to say that he was not sad, because he was genuine and felt uncomfortable.
He raised his hand to hug Jiang Ruan, and said as he walked to the bedroom: "It will pass, A Ruan, everything will pass."
He placed Jiang Ruan in the **, went to the bathroom and wrung a hot towel to wipe Jiang Ruan's face. While wiping his face, he said: "A Ruan, you are right, I will be sad too, and my heart is also very sad. It's uncomfortable, but I know that we will get out of this one day after all."
"I am the baby's father, your baby's mother, and our pain is the same."
It's just that he is more tolerant.
Jiang Ruan understood what Yan Chuyan meant. Although he had been wiping the tears on his face, her tears could not stop streaming down: "Ayan, I'm sorry..."
It seems that she can only say such things anyway, but Yan Chuyan doesn’t like to listen. He doesn’t like her saying sorry to himself. He doesn’t want his A Ruan to say sorry to anyone. Here, Jiang Ruan does it. Everything is right, this is paranoid petting.
So he bowed his head and kissed Jiang Ruan, his voice pouring in this kiss: "You don't have to say sorry to me, A Ruan, I love you."
There were still tears in the corners of Jiang Ruan's eyes, but she slowly closed her eyes. In this gentle kiss, she seemed to feel that her anxiety and pain for so many days had been healed.
Her body hadn't recovered well, so after the kiss, Yan Chuyan just lay on her body and breathed for a while, did not touch her, and after a breath of relief came over, he turned over and hugged Jiang Ruan. In his arms, his voice was low and dull: "A Ruan, I still said that. We always have to come out."
Jiang Ruan lay in his arms, his eyes open without speaking.
After not knowing how long, she suddenly whispered: "Ayan, I have been pretending all the time. I am sad, and I feel sad."
She nuzzled in Yan Chuyan’s arms, and said: "I have always imagined the day when the baby was born, and the excited expression on your face, I have also always imagined where we will take the baby to play and dress him. Beautiful clothes, teach him to read and write, you will take him to read the newspaper with you and read the news, and I will take him to draw together."
"I have been fantasizing like this all the time, but Ayan, all of this can only be a fantasy in the end."
Yan Chuyan felt that his whole heart had become a ball. He was thankful that Jiang Ruan had really said everything in his heart, but he was also sad, and her fantasies were shattered.
Her fantasy is actually not his Yan Chuyan's fantasy.
A flash of tears flashed through Yan Chuyan's eyes. He rarely did this, and really wanted to cry, for the woman in his arms and their child who was too late to be born.
He reached out and hugged her tightly in his arms. He didn't know what to say. Could it be that he wanted to say, did he also have illusions? Just saying this will only make Jiang Ruan even more sad.
"Ayan..... We will have children again, right?" Jiang Ruan murmured, with inexplicable sadness in his voice.
Yan Chuyan tilted her head and kissed her forehead, her voice hoarse: "Yes, we will have children again."
Hearing this, Jiang Ruan seemed to feel a little satisfied, but still couldn't let go of it: "Will the baby blame us when we have another child?"
"No, he will bless us, A Ruan, he has always been in our hearts, that is to say, he has always been around outside." Yan Chuyan stretched out his hand to caress Jiang Ruan's heart, his voice was gentle and charming.
He did not come out of grief, but he was already looking forward.
Jiang Ruan raised his head and looked at him. After a while, a smile finally appeared at the corner of his mouth. There was hope in the smile. She said, "Ayan, I am very happy to have you by my side."
If she had experienced such a thing alone, and if Yan Chuyan was not by her side to accompany her, then her heart would probably be shattered.
Yan Chuyan kissed the corner of her lips and reached out to turn off the light. Before the light turned off, there was only one faint sentence left: "Go to sleep, get up tomorrow, it's another day."
He seldom said such words of interpretation, but one sentence after another sank into Jiang Ruan's heart.
The two hugged each other and slept. The next day they slept until more than ten o'clock before waking up. Yan Chuyan woke up first, but he didn't wake up when he woke up, so he kept looking sideways at the person in his arms.
When Jiang Ruan awoke from his sleep, he opened his eyes and saw Yan Chuyan's gentle eyebrows. He couldn't help but smile at the corners of his mouth, and whispered, "Morning."
Yan Chuyan lowered her head and kissed her on the face: "Get up and go down for breakfast. Mother Wu came here just now and said that Jennifer and James had already had breakfast."
Jennifer...
Thinking of this name, Jiang Ruan's eyes suddenly widened, and some incredible words: "Didn't I sleep with her last night, now..."
Why didn't she go back to the guest room last night, she would be teased by Jennifer later.