The starting point of all this is all because of love.
Yan Chuyan's troubles began when his mother was bullied, and his father was ridiculed, abused, and ridiculed by his brothers and sisters. Because Yan Chuyan witnessed this when he was a child, he realized his weakness and incompetence. So, he started to want to grow up, become stronger, want to support this family...
But now he has grown to that old. I still want to have rights in my heart as it was at that time. Because as long as he has the right, many things...he can do it.
It's just... Yan Chuyan found that he seemed to be missing something... He couldn't tell... Now, he gradually has the right. However, my mind has become somewhat different from what I thought when I was a child...
Maybe, people’s hearts have changed, right? There are more people and things in contact...
"It's rare that you have such a filial piety..." The grandfather sighed, "but Chu Yan." The grandfather suddenly stopped talking, and he seemed to be brewing something.
Yan Chuyan stopped the wheelchair. At this moment, in front of the grandfather and Yan Chuyan, there was a huge French window.
Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, at this moment, there is a dark sky as the background. The moonlight outside the window, because today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, looks particularly bright and round.
Vaguely, a cricket's scream could also be heard. Yan Chuyan said softly: "Grandpa, please speak up."
"Do you know that your idea is actually wrong?"
The words of the great grandfather made Yan Chuyan's eyes slightly widened. For the first time since he grew up so old, someone told him: Your idea is wrong.
Is his idea wrong? Yan Chuyan frowned, a little dissatisfied in his heart. Wrong? He didn't think it was. After all, he has accepted this idea for many years.
Suddenly someone comes and tells you what you think you are right, but it is actually wrong. This is like shattering your beliefs, which is unacceptable.
"Wrong?" Yan Chuyan frowned, and he tried to calm the emotions in his heart.
"I know you must be very unconvinced in your heart now. I have also been young..." Grandpa said.
Yan Chuyan: "..."
"But when you have the courage to face this mistake, you will become even better. And your parents, uncles and aunts... Now the character has been completely finalized. There is no way to change it."
Yan Chuyan opened his lips and said, "Grandpa...I don't quite understand. What do you mean by mistake?" He wanted to hear what the grandpa said.
"Rights, as appropriate. Don't stick to it."
Yan Chuyan's eyes darkened.
"Because once you become obsessed, this thing will become something that binds you. Although you can't see it, you are already bound by it invisibly. Your parents, uncles and aunts are examples of this. ."
Yan Chuyan did not speak.
Grandpa continued: "Assuming you are really completely bound by rights. You will live unhappy."
Speaking of unhappiness, Yan Chuyan's eyes widened slightly. This sentence is a bit right to his heart. Over the years, his happiness has really diminished every day.
It wasn't until he met Jiang Ruan... that his happiness began to increase.
"Are you now blaming Zhang Hui and the other brothers and sisters of your parents?"
"Grandpa..." Yan Chuyan interrupted Grandpa Grandpa and said, "I probably know what you want to say... But, I'm sorry. I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you. I still can't let go of my rights so far... plus , I am not a Virgin either, I can forgive Zhang Hui and the others. Besides, there is one thing I have never understood..."
Grandpa's eyes flickered: "You continue to say."
"Grandpa, you should be able to see it too? The contradictions between our relatives are not at all in harmony..."
"I can see it."
"Then why, do you still insist on the concept of loving each other between relatives?"
When Yan Chuyan asked this question, the room suddenly became a lot silent.
"Do you want to know the answer?" Grandpa said softly after a long while. His tone was very light, as light as a feather falling on the ground.
"Yes." Yan Chuyan nodded.
"Do you miss your family and die?" Grandpa suddenly asked.
Yan Chuyan was taken aback, he didn't understand why the grandfather would ask like that. But affirmative answer: "I don't want to."
"This is the answer."
Yan Chuyan was taken aback, but he couldn't react to this sudden answer. "Grandpa, I don't quite understand..."
"Go back and think about it." Suddenly Grandpa didn't want to continue this topic with Yan Chuyan: "If you don't want your family to be ruined, if you want happiness. There are some things, even if you don't like them, you have to accept them. Only by doing this can you truly grow and become mature, and will have more power to protect the people you love. Right is not the only criterion of power, Chu Yan, do you understand?"
Yan Chuyan's eyes flickered, he didn't quite understand what the grandfather said. After thinking about it, he is no longer suitable for staying here now. Yan Chuyan said, "Grandpa, shall I go out first?"
Grandpa nodded, his gaze looked at the scenery outside the French window. At this time, the dark clouds did not know when they had already covered half of the moon. When the grandfather saw this, his eyes narrowed, and he suddenly said: "The moon is cloudy and clear... Life is like this moon. Once you reach Consummation, you will face loss. Lost and lost. Yes, it is just a momentary thing."
Yan Chuyan's heart trembled and his eyes were slightly startled. At this moment, something suddenly came to his mind, but very quickly... all the clues in his mind disappeared.
Yan Chuyan's eyes darkened, and his lips were pursed. In the end, Yan Chuyan turned the door open and walked out.
I only heard a "click" behind me and the sound of the door closing gently.
Everything... seems to fall into silence
Around him, there was a darkness that could not be seen.
This darkness made Jiang Ruan feel extremely suffocated...
"anyone there?"
"Is there anyone?"
"Where is this place?" Jiang Ruan's eyes flashed with anxiety, and she was terrified. However, there is no one here.
Suddenly, a voice rang. "I will not give up my rights."
Jiang Ruan was taken aback. Chu Yan? She opened her mouth, only to find that she was unable to speak!
Yan Chuyan's voice unexpectedly sounded again: "Neither of me want to give up."
"You are too greedy." Another unfamiliar voice said intermittently: "You can't have both fish and bear paws. Choose one of the two rights to love."