"But..." Jiang Ruan's eyes flickered, as if he was caught in some memory: "My idea is wrong."
Yan Chuyan's pupils vibrated. This sentence is exactly the same as what the grandfather said to him today.
"Why?" Yan Chuyan wanted to know why Jiang Ruan had such an idea.
Jiang Ruan shook his head with complicated eyes: "I'm telling you now, you won't understand."
"Don't tell me, why do you know that I don't understand?" Yan Chuyan looked at Jiang Ruan's eyes, and he wanted to explore the answer from inside.
Jiang Ruan's eyes flickered, she pursed her lips, shook her head and said, "Chu Yan, tell you something..."
Yan Chuyan's lips were drawn into a line, and he was a little dissatisfied with Jiang Ruan and suddenly changed the subject. However, he did not say anything about Jiang Ruan.
"I had a dream when I was in a coma. Chu Yan, do you know what I dreamed of?"
Yan Chuyan was puzzled.
Jiang Ruan told Yan Chuyan about his depths in a dark dream. After Yan Chuyan listened, his eyes were complicated.
Jiang Ruan said: "In the darkness, the word that touched me the most I heard. It was your voice that said: You can't let go of your rights."
Yan Chuyan's eyelashes lowered, he did say this. At that time, I talked to Yao Zhenlie.
A Ruan, did he wake up at that time? Yan Chuyan's eyes were complicated, "Why?" He didn't understand, why would Jiang Ruan dislike him chasing power
"Chu Yan, look at me." Jiang Ruan suddenly pushed Yan Chuyan away gently, she was facing Yan Chuyan. Her eyes blinked, and the light inside was bright: "Did you see anything?"
Yan Chuyan shook his head.
Jiang Ruan smiled helplessly. After her coma this time, Jiang Ruan felt that she was also a blessing in disguise. Some things she couldn't think of before, she also figured it out today.
The most important thing for a person to live is to be happy.
Cherish the present and cherish what you have now, this is the most important thing.
Jiang Ruan looked at Yan Chuyan, bent his eyes and smiled and said, "The problem is obvious, right in front of you, isn't it? I'm hospitalized."
Yan Chuyan's eyes widened slightly, doubts gleaming in them.
"You want to ask why, right? Jiang Ruan didn't wait for Yan Chuyan to ask. She said to herself: "Do you know why I was hospitalized? Because of Ji Yuan. Ji Yuan likes me, and he has some contradictions with you. Then there is Han Enya. She doesn't like me because she likes your relationship... And Wang Min, who gave me medicine. These people... are all based on the reason for my hospitalization. "When Jiang Ruan finished talking about these things, her mood was complicated. After all, these people were not too big or young to take pictures of her hurt.
When I was young, Jiang Ruan always had a mentality that others bullied me and I would return... But now, Jiang Ruan lowered her head and looked at her bulging belly.
Jiang Ruan stretched out his hand and gently stroked his stomach.
She has children now. She began to hesitate. Because of having a child, Jiang Ruan didn't want to fall into the dispute between Yan Chuyan and Ji Yuan again.
Because Jiang Ruan can't guarantee.
In this kind of dispute, will her child be harmed? She can't guarantee that she will once again fall into an unknown danger and become miserable
The reason Jiang Ruan started to be afraid was because of the unknown of the future. When she woke up this time, the only thing that made her feel the most rewarding was now.
Because everything seems so peaceful now, nothing happened. Unfortunately, none of the things started, Jiang Ruan also understood at this moment. Everything, maybe not so complicated, life should be in a dull state.
"A Ruan, these things..." Yan Chuyan wanted to tell Jiang Ruan that these things are Ji Yuan's fault. He will take care of it and give Jiang Ruan an explanation. He will work hard to become stronger and give her and her children a warm haven.
However, Yan Chuyan will have time to say these words in the future. Jiang Ruan suddenly stretched out his hand and interrupted him. "Let go, Chu Yan."
Let go? Yan Chuyan's eyes widened, and he didn't understand what Jiang Ruan suddenly meant by "letting go". Jiang Ruan looked at Yan Chuyan's suspicious eyes, and she explained, "I really want a peaceful life now. I don't want to take revenge on anyone anymore, and I don't want others to trouble me. Yan Chuyan... You can let go of you Everything you have now? Do you live an ordinary life with me?"
For Jiang Ruan now, the love she wants is simple. It is to live an ordinary life, be peaceful without being disturbed, and spend a lifetime with someone you love.
Because Jiang Ruan is tired of this day of disputes with others. All this, she wants to close this end by herself. As for why she asked Yan Chuyan about letting go of his rights.
That's because Jiang Ruan hopes that Yan Chuyan can accompany her to her old age in the second half of her life. In her dream, she heard Yan Chuyan's firm choice, the answer that disappointed her.
And now... Jiang Ruan hopes that Yan Chuyan can make the opposite choice.
"Sorry." Yan Chuyan lowered his eyes, he didn't understand. Why, what Jiang Ruan is saying now is somewhat the same as that of Grandpa? "I have my reasons for not letting go of the right. Except for this, A Ruan, you can ask me to do anything."
The room suddenly became a lot quieter.
"A Ruan..."
Yan Chuyan said softly.
Jiang Ruan interrupted him, "If your choice is this, we still don't want to remarry." Jiang Ruan didn't want his children, and would be involved in this dispute in the future. Repeat the same mistakes in their lives.
Jiang Ruan loves Yan Chuyan in his heart.
But as a mother. Jiang Ruan also loves his children. If she doesn’t think about her own children, but will follow Yan Chuyan’s opinion on her own way, selfishly because love continues to get deeper and deeper in this dispute...
Jiang Ruan didn't dare to think about whether his children would be the same in the future? The children who were hurt by the offenders have been and have continued. It was like a curse, and I couldn't get rid of it at all.
Jiang Ruan suddenly thought of a sentence: "When is the injustice reported?"
Because of the injury this time.
Jiang Ruan completely figured it out. She didn't want to continue to suffer in this dispute, she wanted to come out. She wants to solve Ji Yuan and Zhao Xining's problems in person.
To cut this dispute personally.
For her children, as a mother. Jiang Ruan must do this. This time, she will throw away her previous inherent thoughts and change to a new kind of thinking to solve this long-standing trouble.
She knew what she wanted.
If Yan Chuyan insisted on asking for rights, then the two of them would have nothing to do with each other, and there would be no intersection... Thinking of this, Jiang Ruan's eyes darkened. It's not that she doesn't love Yan Chuyan anymore, it's just that something... compelling.