People must learn to make choices if they are alive.
Not everything, if you hold it tightly, you have everything.
Jiang Ruan suddenly woke up because of all kinds of events. When people are closest to happiness, they are healthy and their family members are safe.
Everything else, even if it looks beautiful. All kinds of accidents will eventually lead to fragmentation.
Because he understands, Jiang Ruan understands what he should grasp.
just…
The original decision made by Jiang Ruan was because of the last sentence left by Yan Chuyan. She hesitated.
Jiang Ruan blinked, thinking of the moment when Yan Chuyan closed the door of the ward. At that time, Jiang Ruan felt that she and Yan Chuyan seemed to be completely different from the world at that moment.
In the past, Jiang Ruan felt that she and Yan Chuyan belonged to two worlds. However, at that time, she was dazzled by love and never cared too much.
Now, look at it sensibly. They are indeed people from different worlds. Whether it is life habits.
Thought... Jiang Ruan felt that the gap between them was too big.
"Right..." Jiang Ruan was lying sick, staring in the direction of the white wall, but her hollow eyes made people think that she was looking through the wall and looking at something more distant. "Love... Can't you really have both?"
The answer came out very quickly in Jiang Ruan's heart: No.
This answer caused Jiang Ruan's lips to twitch slightly, and she smiled bitterly.
In the quiet ward, except for the sound of insects outside the windows.
At this time, the ward became quieter.
It was so quiet that Jiang Ruan felt that the wind was blowing through his ears, and at this moment there was a feeling of loneliness.
…
Walk straight west from outside the door of Jiang Ruan's ward.
In the wide hospital lobby, a man is sitting on a public stool with a cigarette in his hand.
Upon seeing this, Yan Chuyan took a few steps forward. This figure is not someone else, but his father, Yan Congde. He moved closer and yelled softly: "Dad?"
When Yan Congde heard a voice, he turned his head, his eyes originally exuding melancholy, gradually became focus.
"Chu Yan." Yan Congde replied.
Yan Chuyan's long eyelashes blinked. He didn't say anything, people approached Yan Congde step by step.
"Mother and them?" Yan Chuyan asked suspiciously. He did not see his mother and the fifth uncle's family.
"Your mother took your fifth uncle and them home."
Yan Chuyan understood, he didn't ask any more questions. He chose to sit beside Yan Congde. Yan Chuyan looked at his father who was smoking again. Yan Chuyan opened his lips. He wanted to say "Dad, smoking is bad for your health", but he stopped abruptly in his throat.
"Give me a cigarette." Yan Chuyan's voice was hoarse, and said lightly.
Yan Congde was taken aback for a moment, smiled and shook his head and said, "Smoking is bad for your health. You are still a child, don't touch this stuff."
"You smoke yourself, and you actually told me that smoking is bad for your health." Yan Chuyan seemed to hear a joke, and he shook his head.
"I smoke because I have something in my mind. You kid, just work hard. What do you want to do so much?" Yan Congde frowned. He still didn't plan to give Yan Chuyan a cigarette.
"You have things in your heart, do you think I don't have them?" Yan Chuyan said lightly, "I also have a lot of things in my heart..." Especially when I thought of the matter between him and Jiang Ruan just now. Yan Chuyan's eyes flickered, and he continued: "And Dad, even if you don't give me a cigarette. You smoke next to me, I smoke next to me. The harm I smell next to me is as bad as when you smoke. "
Hearing this, Yan Congde frowned. After thinking about it, he decided to take a cigarette out of the cigarette case.
"No." Yan Congde handed a cigarette to Yan Chuyan and said, "This thing can be smoked occasionally. If you smoke it too much, it will be addictive. It is not good for your health and unhealthy.
"I know, Dad." Yan Chuyan's eyes flickered, and he continued: "You usually smoke less. Smoking is not good for your health."
Hearing his son's words of caring about himself, Yan Congde rarely felt warmth in his heart. He casually responded to Yan Chuyan with a "um".
"Speaking of which, what's upsetting you?" Yan Congde asked.
Speaking of this, Yan Chuyan's eyes darkened. He lowered his head slightly to look at the smooth floor, without speaking.
Seeing his son like this, Yan Congde seemed to have thought of something, and asked, "Is it because of Jiang Ruan?" Over the years, Yan Chuyan has rarely asked Yan Congde for advice. He handles everything at work very well.
Only, he ran into trouble with Jiang Ruan.
Yan Chuyan's eyes flickered a little complicated. After a soft "um", he asked, "Dad, what do you think of Jiang Ruan?"
"Jiang Ruan?" Yan Congde was a little surprised when asked by Yan Chuyan. However, thinking that after Jiang Ruan married to Yan's family, she would do her duty as a wife. Yan Congde has nothing to fault with Jiang Ruan. "she's fine."
"Really?" Yan Chuyan didn't believe it. Thinking of what Sanshu Yan had said to him. Sanshu Yan said: Back then, it was your father who did wicked things. He dismantled Yan Sheng and a teacher whom he could talk to, and forced Yan Sheng to marry Zhang Hui. Yan Sheng is still blaming your dad!
"Of course this is true!" Yan Congde frowned. He turned his head and looked at Yan Chuyan with a puzzled look and said, "Chu Yan, why are you suspicious?"
"Dad, don't you dislike Jiang Ruan and our family are not in the right place, right?"
Yan Chuyan's question caused Yan Congde's brows to frown even tighter. He thought of some things from that year, especially the four words "right to each other". It has been lingering in his heart, he has always been unable to let go of this matter.
Yan Congde's eyes were complicated. He turned his head and looked at Yan Chuyan seriously and said, "Chu Yan, what did you hear?" He was sure that his son must have known something. Otherwise, Yan Chuyan would not ask him that. of.
Yan Chuyan's eyes dimmed. He said: "Dad, you might be unhappy to say something..."
"You said." Yan Congde is already mentally prepared, maybe Yan Chuyan has investigated his past events.
Yan Chuyan raised his head slightly, and in the direction of a hundred meters away from him, there was a huge French window with the word "Tian". There was a dark night outside, and there were some branches and leaves, and these branches and leaves were rustling with the wind.
Yan Chuyan looked at the scenery, his heart moved slightly. He said, "I'm sorry, Dad... I investigated your and mom's past. Because I want to know what happened between you and your second uncle."
Yan Chuyan's words filled Yan Congde's heart with emotions. He was clearly prepared, and when he heard these words, he still couldn't control his emotions.