"I might..." Jiang Ruan blinked her eyelashes, and after hesitating, she said softly, "I will do something that bothers you."
Mother Jiang frowned, "What's the matter?"
Jiang Ruan pursed her lips, and she lowered her head like a child who had made a mistake: "I will not remarry Yan Chuyan. From now on, I don't want to have anything to do with him."
When this sentence was spoken, the surrounding air became abnormally quiet.
"Why?" After a long while, Mother Jiang said in a calm tone: "Can you give me an answer?"
"Because... I can't see happiness."
Mother Jiang frowned, "Is it Chu Yan who doesn't love you anymore?"
Jiang Ruan shook his head and said, "No... I feel that two people are far away. There is no way to reach a consensus on things like three views."
"Aren't these things communicable?" Mother Jiang said softly.
"It is indeed possible to communicate." Jiang Ruan's eyes darkened, "But, Chu Yangou and I passed. He can't let go of power, and I want to chase happiness... Because, there is no consensus, I think even now I am If you continue to procrastinate with Chu Yan, you will break up in the future... Since this is the result, it might as well be a clean break. Isn't it better to chase what you want?"
A hint of complexity flickered in Mother Jiang's eyes: "A Ruan... I can't answer your words. You still love Chu Yan in your heart, don't you?"
Jiang Ruan's lips pressed into a straight line, and she did not answer.
"If you don't speak, I also know that you still love him." Mother Jiang sighed. Jiang Ruan was her daughter. How could she not understand Jiang Ruan's character.
"What about love?" Jiang Ruan said ruthlessly, "What can I tell you if I love Yan Chuyan? Moreover, life is not only love, there are many other things. If people only look at love, they can't live. Go on."
"A Ruan." Mother Jiang's gaze flickered: "The happiness you are chasing is nothing but things...love and power. Just ask your heart, there is no Yan Chuyan, no love. You face life alone. Youyan, raise the child in your stomach alone. Can you really do it?"
Jiang Ruan's eyes darkened. She knew that these things were simple to say, but they were not easy to do.
"Think about it. A Ruan, once a person grows up, everything he does has to consider the consequences. You can't just do it casually, because you have a unilateral idea and make a decision."
Jiang Ruan pursed her lips, and she didn't speak any more.
Xu Moyan was sitting on a public stool in the hospital, next to medical staff who rushed to and fro in the corridors to deliver medicines to various wards.
He has been sitting here and waiting for more than half an hour now. Yan Chuyan and Yan Yu didn't know what to talk about, it took so long.
Thinking of Zhang Hui's increasingly thin body these days, Xu Moyan felt more and more disturbed in his heart. Suddenly, the door of the ward was opened.
Xu Moyan raised his head, Taohua looked at the person who came out.
Yan Chuyan's face was still indifferent, his Dan Feng eyes met Xu Moyan's inquiring gaze.
"Have you finished talking?" Xu Moyan said, his voice sounded a little hoarse.
Yan Chuyan nodded faintly: "Well, the conversation is over."
Xu Moyan didn't speak any more. When he got up from the public stool, he was about to walk in the direction of the ward. Yan Chuyan said: "Let's talk about it?" At the same time, Yan Chuyan also closed the door of Yan Yu's ward.
"We?" Xu Moyan frowned.
"Yes, just me and you." Yan Chuyan's voice was cold, but there was a hint of seriousness.
Xu Moyan's eyes flickered a little complicated.
On the rooftop, the wind was blowing. At this point in time, it has passed noon when the sun is shining. The sun's rays are the softest at this time, because the sun is about to set.
Yan Chuyan and Xu Moyan took the elevator to the rooftop.
Stepping into the rooftop, Xu Moyan felt the wind blow on his face. He looked back at Yan Chuyan and said, "What do you want to say?"
Hearing Xu Moyan's anxious voice, Yan Chuyan pursed his mouth and smiled lightly and said, "Do you smoke?"
"Don't smoke." Xu Moyan shook his head.
"You don't smoke, this is a good habit, you must continue to carry it forward." Yan Chuyan said lightly. He did not answer the question Xu Moyan asked him just now.
Xu Moyan frowned, "You asked me to come to the rooftops, maybe not to talk to me about smoking or not? What did you just say to my mother in the ward?" Since Yan Chuyan didn't say it directly, he just said Asked directly.
"She asked me to lie to you." Xu Moyan said that he didn't smoke, and Yan Chuyan didn't plan to pass him a cigarette. Because the upset in his heart has increased, Yan Chuyan can only take out cigarettes from his pockets, intending to relieve his sorrows.
"Lie to me?" Xu Moyan was taken aback. He didn't think his mother would be such a person, and would let Yan Chuyan lie to him.
"I think this matter, even if I lied to you. You will see it. Therefore, I am not going to lie to you." Yan Chuyan lit the cigarette, took a sip, and said to himself: "Did you find out? The state of my aunt's face actually doesn't look good at all."
Xu Moyan pursed his lips, but he did not speak.
"Aunt, she is very afraid that one day she will not be able to survive. At that time you are alone, she will be very worried..." When Yan Chuyan said here, his eyes flickered: "So she asks me, if possible, trouble me Help her take care of you more."
"I don't need your care." Xu Moyan refused directly.
Yan Chuyan sneered when he heard the words, "Heh", "You are quite kind."
"I'm already an adult, and I can take care of myself. You can just agree to this matter in front of my mother. Anyway, I won't bother you." Xu Moyan looked at Yan Chuyan and said .
Yan Chuyan smiled and did not answer.
"Apart from this, is there anything else?" He didn't believe it, and Yan Chuyan stayed in it for almost half an hour. That's all that's said.
"One more thing." Yan Chuyan said lightly: "She asked me to take you back to Yan's house. Let you, Yan Sheng and Zhang Huixiang..."
"Forget it." Xu Moyan interrupted Yan Chuyan directly, "Zhang Hui, I have already talked to her. From now on, I will not see her again. As for my mother, I will not leave her alone. "
"There is one thing you have to know." Yan Chuyan looked at Xu Moyan and said: "Your mother is in this state. It's really hard to guarantee that one day it won't work."
"I know this."
"At that time, let's talk about the worst result." Yan Chuyan looked at Xu Moyan and said, "What are you going to do? Don't you plan to recognize Yan Sheng Zhang Hui and the others?"
"No." Xu Moyan shook his head, the bangs on his forehead covered his eyes: "Don't worry at that time, I will disappear in front of any of you. You will not find me."