Gu Zen came to school the next day, but Li Yuechen's seat was empty, and he sent him a few WeChat messages but didn't reply, nor did he answer the phone.
For several days in a row, Gu Chen's face slowly sank.
After class was over, Song Yan walked slowly to Gu Chen's side, looked at Gu Zen contemptuously: "What? Still looking at Li Yuechen's seat? Do you want me to tell you the news about Yue Chen?"
Gu Zen, who was originally indifferent to Song Yan appearing in front of his face, raised his head.
"His parents found out about your affairs, and his mother called me yesterday and wanted me to persuade Li Yuechen to separate from you." Song Yan said slowly: "Gu Chen, if I were you, I would take the initiative by myself." Don't make things difficult for everyone, Li Yuechen has a very good relationship with his parents, but now you are stuck in the middle, so if you really like him, let him go."
The line of Gu Chen's mandible was tense, and he retracted his gaze again. In the end, he didn't show any emotion. Song Yan couldn't tell how much he listened to.
As far as he said, he didn't believe that Li Yuechen would fall out with his parents because of Gu Zen. He said this to Gu Zen at this time, but he hoped that Gu Zen would have some self-knowledge and quit on his own initiative. Don't give Li Yuechen any more. Trouble.
On Li Yuechen's side, his lips were almost worn out. He knew that Li Xunsheng's side would be difficult to deal with, so he pestered the soft-hearted Qi Xinyue.
But after all the good and bad words, Qi Xinyue has never let go this time. He watched the time pass and his mobile phone was confiscated, and he didn't know what happened to Gu Zen. Will he be arrested by his father too? Will he be bullied again
He gradually became anxious, and finally one night, he walked around the bedroom a few times, and then turned to the window, which was really helpless.
He opened the window, and the cool night breeze hit, but it didn't blow away his anxiety.
He raised his hand and grabbed the frame of the window, climbed up with his feet, and leaned out of the window. He looked out the window at the open space downstairs, and wanted to use a foothold to cushion it. Before he finished observing here, he heard a push The sound of the door entering was accompanied by Qi Xinyue's exclamation.
"What is this for! Come down quickly! Do you want to throw yourself to death!" Qi Xinyue's sweet voice became sharp at this moment, sounding full of panic.
Li Yuechen couldn't jump down in front of his mother no matter what, he frowned and finally retreated.
Li Yuechen drooped his head, retreated to the bed and sat down.
"Are you crazy? Why do you have to find a boy to fall in love with? Why do you have to have him? You said that if you fall through the window from here, it will be bad, I will... .. . . "
Before she finished speaking, Qi Xinyue's tears fell, and Li Yuechen immediately panicked.
"Mom, don't cry, Mom, I won't open the window, it's all my fault, don't cry." Li Yuechen said repeatedly.
"I just want to see him and see how he is doing. You say his father knows about him, but he doesn't know about him..." Li Yuechen said in a lower voice.
Qi Xinyue has never spoken to Li Yuechen in such a strong tone: "You just want to see how he is doing, have you ever passed me before? Have you ever thought about your father? Your father's company You're almost bankrupt, and you're still thinking about that man!"
"What?" Li Yuechen asked in surprise.
I don't know why my father's company went bankrupt, it's been fine all along.
Qi Xinyue said with red eyes: "Your father's company has been in some financial crisis recently, and the Gu family has come to exert pressure recently, and the bank loan can't be granted, and no other company is willing to cooperate with your father's company when the Gu family expresses its opinion." , Your father didn’t tell you all this, he hasn’t closed his eyes for several nights.”
Qi Xinyue took Li Yuechen's arm: "Even your cousin, Li Shan was replaced in the middle of the filming of the recent scene, and the director wanted to cheat on her, and she was so angry that she cried at home and refused to go out. Are you serious?" Do you want to put our family in such a predicament for this man?"
Only now did Li Yuechen realize that he was so naive. He was too whimsical, and always felt that young people's love was warm and free, and no one could stop him. When he was not with Gu Zen, he felt that the biggest obstacle was that Gu Zen didn't like him. When Gu Zen really liked him, they failed to write a happy ending as they wished.
He is not a child who doesn't understand everything, he knows he can't be so selfish, he wiped the tears from Qi Xinyue's face, and said in a hoarse voice with torment in his heart: "Mom, give me some time, I will think about it."
Gu Chen, who was in the Yunshan community, finally received a message from Li Yuechen on a weekend night.
His expression remained the same, but his finger speed was much faster when he typed the reply: "Where are you? Song Yan said you were locked up."
Li Yuechen quickly replied, "This is your home."
When Gu Zen saw Li Yuechen, he couldn't breathe a sigh of relief. He had never seen Li Yuechen like this. It was a face full of emotions such as pain, sadness, entanglement, and struggle.
He was very sensitive and felt that Li Yuechen might not be here to tell him any good news when he came to him this time.
He stood there quietly waiting for Lu Yuechen to speak, as they had always been getting along, Li Yuechen always took the initiative to find him, and Gu Chen was always in a passive state.
What will be the bad news? His parents locked him up at home? Keep him from going to school? Or are you going to cut off his pocket money? Gu Zen remembered that Li Yuechen might have escaped, he looked Li Yuechen back and forth, and saw that his clothes were intact and there was no sign of injury...
"Let's break up." Li Yuechen's hoarse voice came, interrupting Gu Chen's flying thoughts.
Gu Zen was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't hear clearly, but Li Yuechen slowly put his hand into his pocket, and took out the key to Gu Zen's house: "You will be well in the future..." Suddenly Li Yuechen Chen couldn't speak anymore.
He raised his hand and handed it to him. Gu Chen seemed to have reacted suddenly. He began to look at Li Yuechen and shook his head. Li Yuechen's hands began to tremble. He put the key on the table and turned around abruptly, unable to bear it. He was afraid that if he would take another look at Gu Chen's appearance, he would be reluctant to leave.
So confused and helpless, like a child who was thrown at the intersection and couldn't find a home.
His eyes were astringent, and he said, "I'm leaving."
As soon as he lifted his footsteps, his body was hugged by Gu Chen, hugging his waist so tightly.
He closed his eyes, almost out of breath, this feeling of suffocation was given to him by Gu Yu, holding his wrist that was hugging his waist, and pulling it away bit by bit, as if he was pulling himself from side to side heart of.
He knew that he couldn't delay any longer, and after pulling Gu Chen's hand off, he opened the door and left without looking back.
Gu Zen raised his foot to catch up, but the door Li Yuechen slammed closed in front of him. He was shocked, and immediately opened the door to go out, but he could only see the back of the passing intersection in the distance.
Now even the back is gone.
He walked forward in a daze, as if he had let go of the hydrogen gas, knowing that he would never get back the balloon flying into the sky, but he couldn't control his steps to pursue it.
He whispered to the intersection where he could no longer see him: "Don't... don't break up." His voice was hoarse and unpleasant, but he repeated it several times.
This is the second time in his life that he has experienced this kind of heart-wrenching, like being held by someone and being torn back and forth. Even the blood flowing in the blood vessels is painful. The last time was when his mother jumped off the building in front of him. Blood dripped all over the floor, soaking the soles of his shoes.
At night in Yunshan District, the lights have not changed, and the wind here has not changed. He is still alone, the same as before, but he knows in his heart that it will never be the same again.
Only then did he realize that some people's misery is a thin layer of ice, which can emerge from the bottom of the water when it is broken, but there is an iceberg pressing on top of his own ice layer, which is heavy, cold and hopeless.
Does he deserve it? Why
Even if he pretends to be deaf and dumb, does not make any resistance, accepts everything, and is a numb waste, but he is still not let go, even a little bit of sweetness will be taken away, obviously as long as there is such a little bit of sweetness, he can persevere and continue to live up.
He returned to the empty house and sat on the sofa. After a while, he took out his mobile phone and found the voice message Li Yuechen sent to him on New Year's Eve.
"Happy New Year, Gu Zhen"
"I love you"
"Love you so much, love you forever" the tender and loving voice sounded in the empty room.
He laughed out loud, and suddenly laughed so loudly that he choked, coughed continuously, and fell down on the sofa.
He just listened to it over and over again, until Dongfang's belly turned pale, and he stopped the repeated playback. He didn't know that his eyes were bloodshot, and there was crazy despair and stubbornness that could no longer be concealed.
He picked up his cell phone and dialed Gu Wangling's number. If this is the case, then everyone will be in trouble.