Flower of Azure

Chapter 90: Miss you as before)

Views:

But! ! ! ! !

"Zifu..." She was so frightened that she knelt beside him. No, no, how could Brother Xuan be so cruel!

But…

The heart that is used to being cold becomes hot when it is cared for in love.

He doesn't understand, because love without giving your whole heart is not called love.

The collar was suddenly lifted up. Luo Xuan roughly pulled her away from Yue Zifu and held her in his arms.

So far, he has finally accepted the loving self, but if he wants to accept the lustful self, he really needs a little more things to get used to.

Liuli looked at her familiar home in Ailaoshan in horror. It was in a mess and the dust was thick.

After saying that, he turned around and went out to the quiet room, not wanting to hear Liuli's cry again.

Now, living with Liuli has made him feel extremely happy. That kind of happiness makes him feel guilty, as if he shouldn't have it.

Fall in love with someone, and from then on, he will never be you again.

Brother Xuan is crazy, crazy! !

And how dare she question his love for her and leave him again!

The waves are soluble in water and a little clearer, and you can see the flowers and the moon very clearly.

Three whole months! I'm going to go crazy looking for her! But she lived in a room with another man for three whole months, playing the piano and talking and laughing here every day! !

You can live for that person, die for that person, do everything for that person, and confuse right and wrong for that person. All the people in the world put together are not as heavy as that one person.

What a courage! What a courage! !

It's a charming and sultry place, and the dream is full of hazy dreams after drinking.

She actually ran away before he could get used to it! Does she know how difficult it has been for him to have her, but he can't accept the painful struggle between himself

The anger that had finally subsided suddenly came back, and he grabbed her back and sealed her internal power. Ignoring her cries, he tore the gauze into strips, tied up her hands and feet, and then hung her high on the beam.

But he knew that Liuli didn't understand. This kind of complicated inner feeling was not as easy to understand as a simple one like "because you are not in good health". Even if he told her in detail, she couldn't understand it. Because even he himself can't fully understand it.

And everything that happened in Tianshan left an indelible shadow not only in Liuli's heart, but also in his.

Everything was already beyond his expected control.

The air is full of murderous aura. Luo Xuan's slightly narrowed blood-red eyes jumped over Liuli and looked down at Yue Zifu like a god.

Luo Xuan stretched out his hand to relieve her acupuncture points, fearing that doing so for too long would be bad for her health.

If it weren't for the fact that this man looked exactly like Lu Yang Feixue, and his behavior at the wedding was too strange, and he actually regretted the marriage in the end, I felt something was wrong and followed him. I still don’t know that she is hiding here! ! !

Without principles, you have lost yourself.

Before Liuli could react, he hit Yue Zifu quickly and hard with a palm from the air without mercy. Liuli had never seen him so bloody and cruel before. She watched Yue Zifu vomit blood and fainted on the ground.

Although he knew that this was a natural thing, he, who had always been aloof, couldn't help but reject it in his heart, and even rejected the idea that he wanted her.

Luo Xuan turned his palm over, and the guqin gradually twisted and deformed on the ground, eventually breaking into pieces. Liuli looked at Luo Xuan's furious expression and was frightened to death.

"Zifu, don't scare me! Brother Xuan, don't scare me!"

The tips are charming, the corners convey affection, and there are a few tears of lovesickness.

But she didn't expect that her first action after she could move her body was to run desperately outside the house.

He doesn't like anything that happens that can affect or control his emotions.

Brother Xuan has never been like this, never! ! !

Liuli struggled desperately to see how Yue Zifu was doing, kicking and beating randomly with her hands and feet. Luo Xuan tapped her acupuncture points very displeased, carried her head down on his shoulders, and then flew straight into the air.

There have always been a few hurdles in his heart that he couldn't get over. They were the walls he had built up in his heart for a long time in order to maintain himself. In other words, they were the facts he deceived himself and was unwilling to accept no matter what.

Do you want to live a happy life in this bamboo forest

That man even went so far as to regret his marriage because of her.

Desire made him feel even more deprived of his humanity and his own ugliness.

"Let me go back! Let me go back! He will die! If he doesn't go back, he will really die!!" Liuli didn't expect that he would lose control like this and even tie himself up.

First, he couldn't accept her feelings, then he couldn't accept his feelings for her, and then he couldn't open his mouth to express his feelings for her. When finally everything seems perfect, two people in love live together. Only then did he realize that he still had an unbreakable bond in his heart, which was that he couldn't accept being too close to her.

He desperately used the last remaining bit of reason to resist, but in the end he fell into complete defeat step by step.

But…

What qualifications do you have to fight with me

This time, he would never let her escape again.

Luo Xuan casually threw it on the bed like a sack. Looking at Luo Xuan's cold eyes, Liuli's heart trembled. Although it was her fault for running away from home, there was no need for him to be so cruel! What does this have to do with Yue Zifu! How could he want to kill someone as soon as he took action! !

This kind of emotion is so powerful that nothing can suppress it. This often makes him feel scared, and he feels that he is terrible like this. Because he is no longer the otherworldly doctor Luo Xuan.

He suddenly stopped and looked back. He snorted coldly. He was still breathing, and he glanced around the forest as if he was looking for someone. But he was too lazy to care anymore and went straight to Ailao Mountain.

But when she returned to the room, Liuli Ren was gone. There was only a pile of blood-stained gauze ropes on the ground that she had broken with brute strength.

But his blood-red eyes and trembling hands still revealed his extreme loss of control over his emotions. He smashed the things in the quiet room all over the floor. It had only been less than an hour, but he was already wondering whether it would be too uncomfortable for Liuli to hang there and whether he would keep crying.

He was born with a strong sense of abstinence in his bones. Not only beauty, but also not strong requirements for material things. He can discover his true feelings through constant stimulation, which is his love for Liuli. But all of a sudden, how can you live a normal married life with a person who regards even his slightest desire for Liuli as shame and depravity

Luo Xuan looked at her with gloomy eyes: "Go back? Where else do you want to go back? This is your home! From now on, I am never allowed to step out of the door again!!"