Su Yan actually didn't understand why he followed the Cheng father and daughter that day. He only knew that his action, somehow led him to do so, making his heart inseparable from the name Cheng Kou from now on.
After that long talk with his father, he kept thinking about where his future was headed. He was a child of the Su family, and the family tradition was upright, so they would never let him fall into such depravity. Besides, he didn't want to live such an empty and helpless life.
Qin Su is gone, but every corner of this school reminds him of her.
He wanted to change places and start over.
At that moment he thought of the little girl in the red dress and suddenly wanted to see what she looked like.
It is said that after Qin Su's mother passed away, the Cheng family and the Qin family lost contact. At that time, Cheng Kou was still a baby. She never knew that her cousin existed, let alone met her.
What kind of person is willing to donate half of his liver to a stranger
Su Yan didn't think he was so noble.
That's why he was curious, and that's why he took it seriously.
Once the mind becomes active, it is hard to stop.
He didn't dare to ask Qin Yue, so he encouraged Qin Shan to find out Cheng Kou's information from Qin Yue's study. He knew that they were the same age and she was studying in Mingyuan Middle School.
Then he found Su Zhong's secretary and asked him to help with the transfer.
Then, he finally met Cheng Kou.
She was the same as he imagined, but not exactly the same.
Cheng Kou has a beautiful appearance, otherwise she wouldn't be the most beautiful girl in her class. Maybe because of the blood relationship, she vaguely resembles Qin Su in some places.
Unexpectedly, her eyes were very beautiful, sparkling with sparkling light.
The eyes are bright and charming, and the look is lively.
Su Yan had noticed that she looked at people very intently, but unfortunately, her gaze had never fallen on him.
For the first time, he felt jealous.
Suddenly, ten years passed. Every time he went to S City, he would go to S University. He was as familiar with the road leading to the News Building as he was with his own home.
He and Cheng Kou had no destiny, and he had never met her on the campus of S University.
Qin Shan knew what he was thinking and was amazed and laughed at him for being so reserved.
He never thought that he had to be with Cheng Kou, but unfortunately, he didn't meet anyone he liked more.
For ten years, more than one-third of his life, he has been in love with the same person, but the other person is unaware of it and may not even know him.
If others hear about this, they will definitely think he is stupid.
Fortunately, he is not the only fool like this.
In the evening, Rong Yan asked Su Yan to drink with him. He had gone out of town for something today and could not come back to visit Qin Su's grave.
Rong Yan and Su Yan were childhood friends, so Qin Su was naturally his childhood sweetheart as well, and had always been blamed for his mischief since they were young.
Qin Su was a well-known good girl. Even though the adults knew that some things had nothing to do with her, they would not embarrass her. Thanks to this, Rong Yan always escaped trouble.
Rong Yan missed the days when Qin Su was still around, his childhood filled with laughter and joy, even though he was so old.
The girl is gentle and dignified, and her time is forever stuck at the age of seventeen.
The two of them booked a private room in a familiar club. The elegant space was so quiet that the only sound was their shallow breathing.
Rong Yan pushed a glass of wine over with great force. The glass slid across the table with a harsh sound, breaking the silence in the room.
He filled his own glass as well, raised it to Su Yan, and said loudly: "Tonight... we won't go home until we are drunk."
Cheng Kou was very busy today, and it was already dark when she got off work. It was then that she realized that Su Yan had not come to pick her up, nor had he called her.
The night wind was a little chilly. Cheng Kou shivered, wrapped his clothes tightly, and took out his cell phone to call Su Yan.
No one answered.
Cheng Kou pursed her lips and walked towards the Jade Garden against the wind.
The key unlocked the door and the living room appeared before her. The room was silent, just like when she went out in the morning, with no sign of anyone coming back.
In fact, she didn't see the lights downstairs, but she was always looking forward to it.
She was already too hungry, so she just made herself something to eat and called Su Yan again.
Still no one answered.
Cheng Kou curled up on the sofa until late at night. In a half-asleep state, she heard Su Yan open the door.
His footsteps were heavy and Cheng Kou woke up suddenly.
He was wearing a pure black suit today, with a thin black tie tied around his neck. It was neat and tidy in the morning, but now it was hanging loosely on it.
His steps were unsteady and a little unsteady. Cheng Kou went to help him up, but he didn't respond.
Cheng Kou bit her lip, endured the smell of alcohol on him, and helped him to the bed in the master bedroom.
Su Yan has a good alcohol tolerance. He is very sober and restrained when he has occasional social events. Even when he was forced to drink at Yi Jin's wedding last time, he was only slightly drunk. He is so confused now, and I don't know how much he drank to have the effect.
Cheng Kou turned around and went to the bathroom to run some hot water, soaked the towel, and then squeezed out the water.
Su Yan was still lying there, drunk and asleep, without moving at all. Only half of his body was on the bed, with his two straight long legs resting on the ground.
Cheng Kou walked up to him, half-knelt beside him, and wiped his face with a towel.
The warm cotton thread brushed across the skin, taking away the floating dirt mixed with sweat.
Cheng Kou felt that Su Yan seemed to be feeling a little more comfortable, and his originally furrowed brows relaxed.
Cheng Kou stood up and prepared to make some hangover soup. She had just done half of this action when her wrist was grabbed. Su Yan exerted a lot of strength, and Cheng Kou could not move, so she had to maintain an awkward posture.
"Qin Su, don't go."
Cheng Kou looked over in disbelief. At this moment, Su Yan was immersed in sleep, and his expression was so innocent, as if the mumbling just now was just her imagination.
"Qin Su..."
This time Cheng Kou heard it clearly; his call that sounded like a sigh really hit her eardrums.
It was as if an invisible slap hit her in the face, forcing her to look at it. She felt a little embarrassed and tried to pull her wrist away in a hurry.
The movement was so big that it woke Su Yan up.
He still didn't let go, and sat up with his other hand on his forehead.
He half-closed his eyes and stared at Cheng Kou, as if he was trying to figure out something.
Cheng Kou's heart was in her throat when she was looked at by him. No matter how she adjusted her breathing, it refused to return to normal.
Su Yan took action, pulled her over, put his long legs together, and held her firmly in front of him.
He tilted his head to think for a moment, then reached out his hand to her, brushed away her bangs that were in the way, held her face, and smiled like a child.
"Koubao." He called her that.
Cheng Kou's heart fell to the ground, and the pain flowed through his limbs along with the blood.
She reached out and hugged his shoulders, and the protruding shoulder bones hurt her a little.
"Koubao." His voice was soft. "I'm very sad."
Su Yan gradually moved closer, hugged Cheng Kou, and grieved silently.
Fortunately, she is here.
Raising his hands to hold her neck, Su Yan tilted his head back and kissed her, not only on her lips, but also on her forehead, eyelashes and nose.
He did not miss any place, and finally moved back to her lips, pried open her pearly teeth, and kissed her lips.
The kiss lasted for a long time, so long that his neck began to ache, and then he changed positions naturally.
He pressed her into the quilt and kissed her again. This position made it easier for him to move, allowing him to do whatever he wanted.
The two bodies were pressed very close together, and the heat was transmitted to each other through the thin clothes. It was obvious that he was already aroused, Cheng Kou could feel it, but she did not push him away.
Because she could see that his pair of black eyes, even though tinged with a hint of lust, were still peaceful and calm.
There was no falsehood in his eyes; there was unspoken emotion flowing in them, and that was the unmistakable truth.
Su Yan bit the skin on her collarbone, leaving a mark that was neither light nor heavy. He moved his lips away for a moment, then kissed her again lingeringly.
Over and over again, reluctant to leave.
What did Qin Shan say? He is not a man? How can a normal man not be impulsive when facing the woman he loves? It's just that some things don't need to be rushed.
He had waited for ten years and more than three thousand days and nights. These few days really didn't make a difference, but at this moment, he couldn't wait any longer.
He urgently needed to prove her existence. The person in front of him belonged to him and would not leave.
Another button of the pajamas was undone, and before his lips moved over, his hands went around his back and unbuttoned it clumsily. However, the little thing seemed to be against him, and remained motionless despite his movements.
Su Yan clicked his tongue impatiently, and Cheng Kou saw it and actually felt that there was a rare bit of childishness in him.
In fact, Su Yan's consciousness was not very clear, otherwise he would not have treated Cheng Kou like this. The alcohol seriously affected his brain, and his mind was now slow and he couldn't figure it out, so he simply gave up and went back to kissing Cheng Kou's eyelashes.
He loved these eyes, especially the way they filled him.
So touching.
His thoughts became more and more confused, and his head became heavier and heavier. Su Yan used his last bit of consciousness to move his body to the side so as not to put too much pressure on Cheng Kou.
Cheng Kou raised her hands and hugged the sleeping man, inserting her fingers into his soft hair and combing it gently.
She propped up half of her body and looked at him tenderly. He was still wearing the same clothes he wore when he went out that morning. They were now wrinkled, and the outer clothes were not as comfortable as his home clothes. He looked very uncomfortable.
But she was also sleepy and didn't have the extra energy to help him change his clothes.
She thought to herself, let him be like this, it's his fault for drinking so much behind her back, he deserves to feel uncomfortable tomorrow morning.
But I feel a little reluctant.
Her eyelids were fighting, but she didn't go back to the guest room to sleep. She leaned over to hug his waist and huddled beside him. It was a snuggling posture, and also a defenseless action. After she did all this, she finally pulled the quilt over them, wrapping them both up, leaving only their heads exposed.
She also fell into a deep sleep.