Since I was a child, I knew that my mother was unhappy.
When I grew up a little more, I found out the reason why she was always unhappy—her father had an affair.
Because she was unhappy staying at home, she always took me to the other side of the city, where her good sister and a cute little girl lived.
The little girl's name was Cheng Kou. It was the first time I saw this word and I couldn't pronounce it, let alone write it.
The adults told me that this is the "kou" in "cardamom". I nodded and wrote it down obediently, but who knows what cardamom is.
He didn't pay much attention to Cheng Kou. Although he didn't show any displeasure to her, he always took a negative attitude towards her approach.
I thought she would give up, but she pestered me even more and told me, "Instead of spending your precious time in sadness, you might as well live your current life better."
Weird and silly.
But it was very useful. I finally allowed her to get closer and finally included her in my protection circle.
Of course it was a long time later that I found out that this little girl who didn't give up and was determined to play with me was persisting just for a skirt.
When we met again in high school, Cheng Kou had grown into a young lady with fair skin and a pretty face. The boys in the class privately said that she was the most beautiful girl in the class.
There were a few chauvinistic pigs who had ill intentions towards her, but I chased them away.
Gradually, a rumor spread—Cheng Kou and I were not only childhood sweethearts, but we were also engaged.
As a result, no one dared to harass her anymore, and of course, my market value also dropped.
But it doesn't seem to be a bad thing.
When I found out that Cheng Kou liked Su Yan, I asked her for confirmation immediately. To my surprise, she actually admitted it.
I suddenly felt like the cabbages I had been raising for years were being eaten by pigs, although they were good-looking pigs.
I also know that good-looking pig. We played basketball together. I feel he must be a very good person. Cheng Kou has good taste.
I was thinking about whether I should help her, but she didn't seem like someone who would take the initiative.
While looking for an opportunity, I observed Cheng Kou. She, with her girlish thoughts, seemed different from the girl I had seen growing up.
However, I changed my mind soon after and was determined not to help Cheng Kou.
In the final of the basketball game, Su Yan beat me in that way, which made me not want to match them up at all.
I originally thought that my self-esteem was just hurt, but many years later I realized that I was just angry or jealous because Cheng Kou was pretending to cheer me on but actually wanted Su Yanying to win.
As the college entrance examination was approaching, Cheng Kou and I met a childhood playmate.
The boy looked at us going out alone, smiled knowingly, secretly put his arm around my shoulder behind Cheng Kou's back, and said something that shocked me to death.
Buddy, I've seen it a long time ago. You really like Cheng Kou.
Later, I broke up with Cheng Kou and returned home in a daze. I lay in bed at night, thinking about things over and over again, but I couldn't fall asleep.
I don’t like Cheng Kou, I don’t like Cheng Kou, how could I possibly like Cheng Kou.
The next day I told my mom that I wanted to go out and see the world, but she was reluctant to let me go because she loved me too much. She had no choice but to let me carry the camera and travel alone.
***
The next time I saw Cheng Kou was when I came back from abroad, unable to resist my mother's hunger strike.
She has changed a lot and she never mentions Su Yan.
When I began to secretly hope that she had given up, I realized how stupid I was.
This time I want to help her. After all, I am tired of watching her being so persistent for ten years.
I inquired about Su Yan's recent situation and found out that he was from the Su family.
It's no wonder, he has always had a loner temperament.
I asked a friend for Su Yan's address, and the house next door was for sale, so I bought it.
I spent a lot of hard-earned money, and Su Yan really knows how to enjoy himself.
I know that Cheng Kou will soon work at Nanshan Magazine, which is at both ends of the city where we grew up.
So I suggested at an appropriate time that she come live with me.
After doing all this, I lay on the big bed in my new home, thinking of many things from my childhood, and gradually I could no longer control my emotions.
I took a deep breath and turned over.
I don't like Cheng Kou. I don't like Cheng Kou. Yes, that's right. I don't like Cheng Kou.
I said this to myself.
I am such a contradictory person. I have prepared everything for Cheng Kou, but I still don't want to let Su Yan get what he wants easily.
Sometimes I wonder if I could piss Su Yan off to death, then I’d be happy.
Of course not.
I comforted myself that I just wanted Su Yan to take the initiative to confess his feelings, to let Cheng Kou know that she was cherished, and to let her not belittle herself. She really deserved such honor from Su Yan.
Su Yan was finally driven crazy by me.
I held the little cuttlefish and peeked at my house without feeling any guilt at all.
Hehe, when I become a godfather, I can tell this story to her.
I firmly believed that Cheng Kou would give birth to a daughter, but I was really thinking too far ahead.
I will definitely give Cheng Kou credit for his ability to win over Su Yan, this beautiful lady from the upper class.
But can anyone tell me why there are so many troubles after picking the flowers.
Du Lanshan came out to disrupt the situation, and Cheng Kou was confused and didn't understand. There was no way, I not only had to let her live in my house, but also had to warn her.
And that Senior Brother Lu, I liked her at first sight!
Oh my God, what’s going on with Uncle Cheng and Aunt Song, who have always loved their daughter dearly, now
I won’t say that I was secretly happy for a minute because Aunt Song thought I was better than Su Yan.
Cheng Kou was sad and upset because of her parents' opposition. I couldn't bear to see it and could only give her some advice.
Oh, I am such a hard-working little bee.
***
Ever since I was hit by the psychopathic brother of that crazy woman Du Lanshan instead of Cheng Kou, she has been staying by my bedside every day.
So does she still have time to date Mr. Su, the expressionless man
Really, at this time, I am still worrying about this kind of thing for her.
The nurse whispered in my ear that it was a pity that I was blind, and I heard it.
My mother occasionally appeared in the ward, and her voice was always tearful, and I heard it too.
I even heard the argument between Cheng Kou and Su Yan outside the ward.
Okay, I admit that I ate a few more bites of food because I was happy that Cheng Kou was on my side.
He also wanted to set a trap for Su Yan and trip him up like he did before.
But my mind told me that I couldn't let her go on like this.
I said all the nice things I could and Cheng Kou seemed to listen to me.
I don’t like Cheng Kou, I don’t like Cheng Kou, I like Cheng Kou.
I said to myself again.
I can no longer deceive myself. After all, no one would continue to be stubborn after risking his life to save others.
That's too lame.
Oh, don't remind me, I still remember that I became blind because of another stupid woman who was scared silly, it doesn't matter anyway.
Don't tell me that I used this expression to mock Cheng Kou for having such evil intentions but not the courage to confess his feelings. It's too embarrassing to slap myself in the face.
I finally got the chance to show off in front of Su Yan. This was a rare colorful change in the darkness.
Su Yan always refuses to let me win in the end.
The same thing happened during the basketball games in high school, and with that stupid woman Cheng Kou.
I am not worthy of such a stupid Cheng Kou, so I'd better give him to Su Yan.
Cheng Kou and I have a past that Su Yan cannot compare to, but even so, I didn't get her.
Many people asked me whether it was worth it to do this for Cheng Kou. I just smiled and said nothing.
It was originally an unsolvable problem.
The invisible world is indeed scary, but if Cheng Kou didn’t exist in this world, I would definitely not be happier than I am now.
I once heard a saying that companionship is the most lasting confession of love, which seems a bit romantic.
She gave me warmth, and I want to repay her with my whole life.
***
Cheng Kou and Su Yan’s child was indeed a girl.
Little Niannian was so adorable when she was born that I couldn't let her go. Don't think that I did anything to her by saying this. I promise that I really treated her very well.
My eyes haven't recovered yet, so I can't take pictures. I don't seem to have anything else I want to do, so I just stay at Su Yan's house and play with Xiao Nian Nian.
Don't mind the fact that I said she was cute even though I couldn't even see what she looked like.
How could Cheng Kou's daughter not be cute? But it would be best if she didn't inherit Su Yan's facial paralysis.
Little Niannian is very naughty, and looks just like Cheng Kou when he was little. Although I can't see her, everyone says she looks like Cheng Kou, so I believe it.
When Xiao Nian Nian was three years old, my life changed dramatically.
Sometimes I am quite grateful to Su Yan. I am a lazy and disabled person who hangs around in his house every day and enjoys bullying his daughter, but he can resist the urge to throw me out.
I didn't admit anything just now.
Su Yan always leaves his daughter to me. In fact, I know that he is a reserved person just because he is afraid that I will be lonely.
Where were we talking about? Oh yes, when Xiao Nian Nian was three years old, I met a little girl. I couldn’t see her face, but I could feel that she was full of vitality.
Then I did something stupid.
The little girl knew that I became blind while saving people, so she ran over and asked me a question.
I casually said that if I could meet her, I would ask her to marry me.
I am just a blind man, and I cannot open my third eye to face the world from a God's perspective.
How do I know that stupid woman is the unlucky person I rescued
For the sake of this stupid woman, Cheng Kou came to talk to me. I shamelessly occupied Su Yan's lounge chair on the balcony, feeling the evening breeze blowing on my body, and my heart became clear.
Cheng Kou's voice was very close to me, and I felt very annoyed listening to her talking about the same old things.
Do women become nagging grandmas after getting married and having kids? !
I couldn't help but be distracted, and my thoughts drifted far away.
I don’t like Cheng Kou, I don’t like Cheng Kou, I really don’t like Cheng Kou.
Huh? It seems to be true!
Then who do I like
That name was on the tip of my lips, about to come out.