The person lying still didn't move, which made Zhou Jinheng feel at ease, and at the same time he was even more delighted to finally be able to touch it.
When you're awake, don't talk about approaching, and when you say anything, you must be prepared to be ignored. Although this silent resistance is frustrating, it also proves from the side that the little fool has not forgotten him.
If you can't forget, you will have resentment in your heart. If you are full of resentment, you will resist. And hatred is because of love. It is better to be hated by him than to be forgotten by him.
Zhou Jinheng did not expect that one day he would use the strange logic he had seen in the script to comfort himself, and while smiling bitterly, he clenched that hand even tighter.
God treats him well after all.
He will make up for his mistakes one by one. Since he is given a chance to hold this hand, he will never let go.
It rained until midnight.
When Yi Hui opened his eyes, Zhou Jinheng was putting back the door curtain that had been opened at a corner. Seeing that he was awake, he said, "The rain has just stopped, so let's sleep a little longer."
Yi Hui didn't answer, he put his palm on the tent cloth to feel it, and it really stopped raining, so he sat up and packed his things.
Zhou Jinheng couldn't persuade him, so he had to clean up with him.
The blanket was not tied with ropes, and it was a little too large to fit in a backpack. Zhou Jinheng put it under his armpit, and he carried the tent that he had put away. Yi Hui was going to grab it. In front, only the unopened package of cookies was left for Yi Hui: "You take this, you must eat it before going down the mountain."
Yi Hui was too lazy to pay attention to his unreasonable "orders", put the biscuits in his pocket, and walked on his own.
It was still dark, and the rough road was covered with rain, and it was not much better to walk than when it rained. Zhou Jinheng led the way in front, but his hand with a flashlight was behind his back to show Yi Hui the way. After walking for a while, Yi Hui felt sorry, turned on the flashlight with his mobile phone, and said, "I have a flashlight, you can take a photo yourself."
Zhou Jinheng turned back when he heard the sound, his face fell into the beam of light and smiled: "Okay, then follow me, be careful with your feet."
After a while, Yi Hui realized that he laughed because he thought he cared about him.
The more they talk, the more guilty they appear. Their current relationship is at best a friend of a friend, and it conforms to the laws of nature when they are treated indifferently.
Passing by the only public restroom on the mountain, Zhou Jinheng turned his head and asked, "Is it convenient?"
Half an afternoon plus an evening has passed, Yi Hui felt that he could hold back for a while, and shook his head, "No need."
He wanted to continue on his way down the mountain early, but Zhou Jinheng turned around and came back. He stepped in front of Yi Hui in three steps and took two steps, handing over the blanket in his hand: "Wait for me."
Yi Hui stood there holding the blanket, so angry that he wanted to stomp his feet but didn't dare to move casually, for fear that he would be unable to hold back if he moved too much.
After Zhou Jinheng came out, he muttered to himself while wiping his hands: "I can't hold back like this in the future. I seem to have read it in some book, holding back hard will cause problems with the kidneys."
I don't know if it was a psychological effect, but Yi Hui immediately felt a pain in the kidneys, which was a bit like a precursor to "suffocation".
Still in the men's toilet. Zhou Jinheng sent Yi Hui in with a flashlight, looking like he was about to release his hands, but was stared at for a long time by Yi Hui's scrutiny eyes before he exited embarrassedly, and when he went outside, he did not forget to shout loudly: "Slip on the ground. ,be careful."
Yi Hui felt as if he was being taken care of as a child, and then he thought, he was a fool in the past, isn't he equal to a child
The slightly warmed heart immediately cooled down. It was stupid enough last time. Back then, the man Gougou pointed his finger and he followed up. Even if he wasn't much smarter than before, he wouldn't be that stupid.
When he was about to get down the mountain, Yi Hui received a call.
"I'm sorry, classmate Jiang!" Tang Wenxi apologized as soon as the call was connected, "There is no rescue team down the mountain, I want to go to the police, the guy said that there are no wolves in such a low mountain, the police will definitely not care, and he said His friends have joined you... are you with him now?"
"Yeah." Yi Hui replied vaguely, but was more worried about him, "I'm fine, there's really no danger on this mountain. Have you reached the bottom of the mountain? My sister said you didn't go back to my house, did you find another place to live?"
Mentioning this, Tang Wenxi began to hesitate: "Well, um... I have found other accommodation in the city, don't worry about me."
The two chatted a few more times. Tang Wenxi's plane ticket was booked for tomorrow morning, and it was about to take off in less than half a day. Yi Hui couldn't catch up to send him there. on the phone.
After more than half a day of overuse, the phone's battery was finally exhausted, and the flashlight and the shutdown vibration went out together. Once Zhou Jinheng, who was walking in front, noticed it, he returned and walked side by side with Yi Hui.
This part of the road is spacious and easy to walk, but it was windy and rainy all night, and the fallen dead branches and leaves were all over the place. Yi Hui accidentally stepped on a branch and almost fell. Zhou Jinheng stretched out his hand to help him. Sideways dodged.
In the end, he was still young, and he couldn't hide things in his heart. When Zhou Jinheng kicked away the obstacles on the road for the third time, Yi Hui actually breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
He is still the same, and the recent entanglement must be on a whim. When he gets tired of playing and his patience is exhausted, he will naturally give up.
Along the way, Yi Hui deliberately prohibited himself from thinking wildly. In order to distract himself, he found a bunch of irrelevant things for himself to think about.
For example, why does Zhou Jinheng's mobile phone still have electricity
At the resting place at the foot of the mountain, there is still some distance from the residential area, Zhou Jinheng asked Yi Hui to wait here, and went to the 24-hour convenience store opposite to buy something.
Yi Hui had been patient since halfway through, but now that no one was around, his clenched teeth loosened a little. Sitting on the stone bench, I rubbed my left knee, thinking that this body is slow to recover, and I am afraid that I will be in bed for a few days.
He didn't know what Zhou Jinheng bought, but felt that if the wound was not treated properly, it might become infected, and it would be troublesome if he had a fever. Now that you have occupied this body, you should adapt to its habits, protect it, and not let your family worry about it.
After kneading a few more times, Yi Hui stood up and moved his joints, estimating that walking back and forth should not be a problem, so he limped to the other side of the road following the light.
The convenience store was deserted in the early morning. A small truck was parked at the main entrance. Two people wearing work clothes with the supermarket LOGO were carrying goods inside. The air under the mountain after the rain is fresh, take a deep sniff, and the smell of soil and grass fills my lungs. The footsteps and conversations of workers entering and leaving slightly drown out Zhou Jinheng's voice.
The call seemed to be coming to an end. Zhou Jinheng held a half-filled shopping basket in his hand, turned his back to the door, and bent over in front of the dessert aisle to find something. Didn't I go back last time? Hey, if it wasn't for you, why would I go back?... You little girl, just take care of yourself, don't worry about my brother... Well, you can start preparing now, next time Maybe I'll take your sister-in-law home with you... Well, your sister-in-law is waiting for me, hang up first."
Putting the phone back in his pocket, Zhou Jinheng threw the selected items into the shopping basket, turned around and saw Yi Hui who was standing not far away, and was stunned for a moment: "Didn't I tell you to wait for me there?"
Later, he may have realized that Yi Hui heard what he just said, with a rare shyness on his face, he licked his dry lips, and said, "Take everything, go, and go to the checkout."
One poses a familiar and intimate gesture, but the other does not intend to cooperate. Yi Hui walked past Zhou Jinheng to the medicine counter. Zhou Jinheng realized what he was looking for from the direction he was walking, stopped him, and raised Yangzhong's shopping basket: "I've already taken it."
On the bench outside the convenience store, Yi Hui was pressed and sat down again involuntarily. Zhou Jinheng squatted on the ground, neatly rolled up his left trouser leg, and took off the handkerchief that had been tied for several hours. Red and swollen, frowning and wondering, "Why is it more serious?"
He remembered that the little fool was squeamish, but thanks to his good physical fitness, he usually got better from headaches and fever, not to mention that such small bumps and wounds often healed before he found out.
Yi Hui can naturally think of everything he can think of. He was going to be silent until the end, but remembering Zhou Jinheng's brisk tone on the phone just now, Yi Hui suddenly felt a surge of sourness in his heart.
Then, this unfamiliar feeling turned into another side that he had never dealt with before, which strongly affected Yi Hui's sanity, causing him to say without thinking, "Because I am not him, of course I am different from him."
This sentence was like a cold wind passing through, and Zhou Jinheng's face changed suddenly. But after a while, the corners of his lips curved back to softness: "It's different, it's different, who can be the same from childhood to adulthood."
While speaking, the movement of his hands did not stop. He carefully smeared the wound with a cotton swab dipped in red syrup. He leaned in and blew lightly a few times. He took off the gauze and was about to stick it on the wound when Yi Hui suddenly snatched the contents of his hand. past.
"I'm not the person you're looking for, you're wrong." This impulse was not easy to come by. Yi Hui remembered saying something similar, but he knew it was more important in the moment, "You're wrong, I'm not him."
Perhaps sensing the approaching danger, or perhaps still lacking confidence in himself, Yi Hui changed his mind. He didn't want to play with Zhou Jinheng any longer, he didn't want to wait until Zhou Jinheng lost his patience, he wanted to cut off the relationship now.
What is that now? He had already changed his sub-body and was already trying to get out, but Zhou Jinheng didn't know which tendon was wrong and ran to entangle him endlessly. Whether forced by helplessness or obsessive, why should everything still be controlled by him, and why should I spend it with him again
No matter how long a life is, it will eventually come to an end, not to mention that this life does not belong to Yi Hui, and he has nothing to exchange for it.
"Didn't you say that you just leave if I don't want to see you?" Yi Hui said without waiting for the other party to speak, "Thank you for coming to me, thank you for taking care of me, you can leave now."
After listening to this, Zhou Jinheng pursed his lips tightly, unable to hold the smile he barely held up, his complexion turned gloomy, as if the rain was about to come.
This is a sign before he gets angry. Yi Hui knows what he looks like when he is angry better than anyone else. Next, he should be furious, pick up something handy by his side to vent his anger, and then walk away.
As long as it doesn't go with his heart, he will always react like this. Yi Hui doesn't mind doing "things" again, it's not the first time, he has enough experience in this area.
One second, two seconds... The time passed quietly, and the expected storm had not come.
Yi Hui could only hear a laughter overflowing from his nose. He couldn't tell whether it was sarcasm or sarcasm, but it wasn't because he was happy.
"Go? Where else can I go?" Zhou Jinheng's voice was hoarse, as if asking himself, "Where else can I go when you are here?"
Yi Hui didn't understand and didn't want to understand. When Zhou Jinheng pinched his chin and turned face to face, there was still no warmth in his eyes.
Even though he was fully psychologically prepared, even though he had passed the first few times in peace, Zhou Jinheng was still stung by Yi Hui's indifference and resistance, and his frustration was like a fine net that surrounded him tightly.
Accompanied by the overwhelming feeling of overwhelm.
"You like me, you said you liked me." Zhou Jinheng stubbornly looked at Yi Hui, the other hand touched his cold hand hanging by his side, and couldn't wait to pass his temperature to him, "You You're just mad at me, you don't really want me to go, do you?"
In the face of this nonsense, Yi Hui just thought it was a joke, but he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
He couldn't even put on an expression that was just enough to knock the opponent back.
The effect of self-hypnosis is still continuing, and now he can stay out of it without deliberately pulling away. It seems like a third party who is outside the story, can ignore the tenderness that should not belong to him, and without looking at the eyes with expectation and begging, he can draw his hand from the other's loose palm little by little.
"It's him who likes you, not me."
The skin on the palm of his hand came into contact with the air again, and as the sweat evaporated, Yi Hui's vision was blurry, but his thoughts were far from clear.
From beginning to end, I am begging you, I begged you to like me in my last life, and now I beg you to let me go.
If you have to let me go, then I will tell you.
"I hate you, please... stop pestering me."