After the Chinese New Year, Wei Shi originally wanted me to rest for a few more days, but I refused and went to work on the eighth day.
I didn't go to Sheng Minou again, and of course he wouldn't take the initiative to come to me.
This is also very good, as long as I hold back myself, no matter how charming Sheng Minou is, no matter how much he wins my heart, if he won't be in ten years or twenty years, if he won't be in twenty years or thirty years, I can always quit.
The days are spent step by step in peace, work, life, go out to eat with friends when you are free, go home and sleep when you are tired, watch a movie occasionally, and spend an ordinary and ordinary life.
I thought that the rest of my life would be like this. Who would have thought that one late night in March, this kind of peace, ordinaryness, and ordinaryness would be broken by someone unexpectedly.
In my sleep, I was awakened abruptly by my phone trembling repeatedly. Dazedly took a look at the mobile phone on the bedside table, Mo Qiu sent me more than a dozen messages in one breath, and each paragraph was long and dense.
I rubbed my eyes and scrolled down. I didn’t understand what he was doing in the middle of the night. For a while, I said that it was thanks to me when I was in junior high school. , if possible, I really want to have a good chat with me, during which Rory talked a lot of nonsense; in the end he said something that I don't dislike, I hope I can go to his funeral and see him off for the last time.
"Fuck, what the hell?" I woke up all of a sudden, and my sleepiness was completely wiped out by the midnight terror.
During Chinese New Year, Mo Qiu approached me and asked me to have a cup of coffee in the coffee shop. The two chatted strangely and awkwardly for a little while, about an hour. There is also a step ahead.
When we chatted with him at that time, he didn't show any signs of world-weariness at all. When asked if he was married, he blushed and shook his head, saying that although he was not married, he already had a serious lover.
I politely congratulated him, and politely asked him to bring his lover with him when we meet next time.
What did he say then
"We... haven't met each other yet." Mo Qiu held the coffee cup and stared at the table nervously, not looking directly at me.
"Never met?" I was puzzled for a moment, and soon understood, "Online dating?"
His cheeks were even redder, and he gave a low "hmm" in embarrassment.
There are also reliable online dating, but Mo Qiu's personality is really like the kind of bully who was cheated of money and heart online, and finally was cheated into nothing.
Out of the friendship of my former junior high school classmates, I reminded him a little bit: "It's better to meet each other, don't be so stupid that you don't even know whether the other party is a man or a woman."
Mo Qiu's body froze, he quickly raised his head to look at me, and then lowered his gaze: "I know, I know about my appearance, name, age, and job." He may also have seen my doubts about his online dating, Explained, "The other party has much more money than me, so he is not a liar."
Why can't rich people be liars, and they may also be emotional liars.
But at that moment, Mo Qiu was in high spirits, and I reckoned that he wouldn't listen to me, and it seemed that I was very indifferent, so I stabilized the basin full of cold water, and finally didn't pour it out.
After that, we didn't have much contact. We contacted in the middle of the night, but it was still a farewell text message.
I quickly called back his cell phone, only to find that it was already turned off.
Fuck, it's enough for most of the night...
I hurriedly called Shen Xiaoshi again. Fortunately, he has always been a night owl, so he didn't sleep at all.
"Hey, Brother Feng, what's the matter?"
"Do you have the address of Mo Qiu's house?" Since Mo Qiu has added the WeChat account of the pawn shop, he may have bought or pawned things in the shop before, and he may have left a mailing address.
"Mo Qiu?" There was a rustling sound from the other end, "Wait a minute, I'll look through it."
After waiting for two minutes, Shen Xiaoshi said that he had found it, and then gave me a list of addresses.
"You send the address to my mobile phone." As I spoke, I got up and dressed, and walked out the door as fast as possible. "What's going on, Brother Feng?" Shen Xiaoshi didn't think of asking until now.
The phone vibrated slightly, and I glanced at the message he sent, and said, "Mo Qiu seems to be committing suicide, I'll go check it out first, and hope there's nothing wrong."
"Fuck, commit suicide?" Shen Xiaoshi was also shocked, "Then should I call the police?"
After he reminded me, I remembered that there was a way to call the police.
The weather in early spring was still a bit cold, so I shrank my neck and walked downstairs, saying as I walked, "Stop talking, I'll call the police first, they should be faster than me, I don't know if I can call a car. "
After hanging up on Shen Xiaoshi, I dialed "110" for the first time in my life. The operator asked me what happened and Mo Qiu's address in detail, and said that the police would be on the scene as soon as possible, and an ambulance would be provided at the same time. past.
I was lucky, and an empty car came when I got to the side of the road. As soon as I sat in it, I explained to the driver that I was going to rescue someone, and told him to drive as fast as possible. Hitting the windshield, that gear change, that drift, it's like driving midnight F1.
It usually takes only half an hour to get there, but because of the hard work of the driver and because there are few cars at night, it only took 15 minutes to get there.
I got out of the car and ran towards the community. I didn't need to search much. Under the dim street lights, the place where the lights of the police cars flashed was my destination.
An old resident parked a police car and an ambulance downstairs. I was about to go upstairs when two ambulance workers came down from the narrow corridor, carrying a stretcher one behind the other, followed by two policemen.
My breathing was almost stagnant for a moment, and I was afraid of seeing the corpse covered in white cloth on the stretcher bed.
They went down, I had no choice but to retreat, to the outside of the gate, the stretcher bed passed by my eyes, Mo Qiu was lying on it with a pale face, although it looked more like a dead person, it was not a dead person after all.
Great…
I relaxed my whole body, held on to the door frame and exhaled a long breath.
A young policeman approached me and asked if I knew Mo Qiu.
"I'm his friend, and I called the police."
The other party put his waist down, and sighed just like me just now: "I'm burning charcoal at home, and I even cut my wrists. It seems that I am quite determined to die. Please persuade him. You are so young, what can't be solved?"
I also want to know how big things need him to take such a dead end.
The door of Mo Qiu's house was broken when the police broke in, and it couldn't be closed for a while, and I had to go to the hospital with an ambulance, so I had no time to spare. Maybe after his physical trauma, he would suffer any loss of property, so I had no choice but to call Shen Xiaoshi and ask if he could go to Mo Qiu's house to take a look at his house at such a late hour, and find a lock changer to help him tomorrow Fix the door.
"Fine, I'll sleep wherever I go anyway." Shen Xiaoshi agreed without saying a word.
When I arrived at the hospital, I was busy again, paying the bills and going through procedures for examinations. When I settled down, it would be dawn.
It seems that Mo Qiu's parents divorced when he was very young, and then they went their separate ways and no one cared about him. He grew up with his grandparents. Now that the two old people are gone, he is the only one living in that old house.
This is the second time I have entered the emergency room. Since the first experience was really not good, I was also quite resistant to this place. After staying for a long time, I felt a little nauseated and broke out in a cold sweat.
Anyway, Mo Qiu wasn't awake yet, so I greeted the nurse and went to smoke outside the hospital.
During the smoking break, Shen Xiaoshi suddenly called.
"Brother Feng, I saw that your friend's computer was not turned off, so I wanted to turn it off for him, but I accidentally looked twice..." Shen Xiaoshi hesitated to speak.
"Then?"
"Then I saw something I shouldn't have seen. I used my clever little brain to think about it, and I probably understood what happened to your friend."
Shen Xiaoshi told me all about his discovery, at first I didn't care, but in the end the more I listened to it, the more frightened I became, my brows were tightly frowned, I couldn't even smoke, my stomach was churning, as if I ate bad rice from the previous night.
"Are you sure?" Shen Xiaoshi said: "I'm afraid I was thinking too much. I went through his chat history for nearly a year, and found a video cache in his computer that I didn't delete in time... Do you want to see it?"
"Look at it, don't watch it!" I scolded him, "Turn off the computer for me, and pretend that you have never watched it."
At this time, a nurse shouted at the door: "Is Mo Qiu's family there? He is awake."
I hung up the phone in a hurry and went back to the emergency room.
Mo Qiu half-opened his eyes, but he still wasn't quite sober. He didn't know if he didn't wear them at first or they took them off during the rescue, and the glasses were not visible on his face. A pair of blurred eyes glowed with water, and the lip color was a little black and blue. At first glance, it looked a bit sickly and beautiful.
"Why can't you think about it? Didn't you feel fine when I saw you before?" I sat down beside his bed.
Mo Qiu rolled his eyes and looked at me, without saying a word, shedding two lines of tears silently.
I have a headache: "Don't do this..."
"Lu Feng..." Mo Qiu's eyes were full of sadness, and he asked me in a hoarse voice, "People who fail will never succeed, will they? Family, friendship, love... People who fail will fail in all aspects. Is it right?"
I looked at him and put away all expressions: "That's right."
Mo Qiu looked at the ceiling: "It's also... People like you don't... don't understand us, these losers."
"A person like me? What kind of person am I?" I laughed, and at this moment, I felt that I had nothing to hide. "I just got out of prison half a year ago. You have to give me a In terms of category, I should be 'former inmate'."
Mo Qiu was shocked, turned his head and looked at me in disbelief: "You..."
"In the summer vacation of the freshman year of high school, I killed a person and was sentenced to ten years in prison." Now that I have opened my mouth, the next one is not so hard to say, "In terms of failure, am I not a failure compared to you? Besides, You are not such a failure in terms of friendship, don't you still have me to save you?"
Mo Qiu stared at me blankly for a while, then said dryly: "Thank you." He wrinkled his facial features and cried harder, "Thank you for always protecting me..."
I originally wanted to close his water gate, but I didn't expect to hammer all the water pipes, so I hurriedly asked the nurse for a tissue, pressed it on his face and wiped his face.
"What happened to you? Tell me, don't be alone in your heart, maybe I can help you?"
"You can't help me." I wiped his nose red.
I was patient and said kindly: "How do you know I can't help you if you don't tell me?"
He was silent for a long time, during which he wept silently.
Just when I couldn't help but want to have a showdown with him, he said slowly: "I was filmed... a bad video, the other party threatened me, if I don't meet his request, they will send my video... to On the Internet, let everyone know that I am... a jerk."
There were tiny drops of water on his eyelashes, and tears trickled down his temples, soaking a small piece of the white pillow.
"I'm not, I'm really not..." He shook his head, there was hope for me in his eyes, but more despair.