Zheng Mimi called me and said that Xiao Suiguang wanted to see me.
I was really surprised, Xiao Suiguang and I only met once, and we didn't talk much, what did he do when he saw me
"You caught his eye that day. He wanted to invite you to his house for dinner and let you visit his collection." Zheng Mimi said.
What Xiao Suiguang wants to see is actually not me, but "Zheng Mimi's boyfriend". If he tells a lie, he needs to use more to make it up, which has always been the case.
"I'll just help you for the last time. If your uncle asks me about it again, just say you kicked me."
Zheng Mimi repeatedly said that she knew, then sent me my address and made an appointment.
"jingle".
As soon as I hung up the phone, a guest entered the door.
"Welcome..." When I saw that the other party was only sixteen or seventeen years old, I stopped the welcome speech and reminded, "We don't do business with underage people here, little sister."
I pointed to the red slogan on the wall, and the little girl with straight black hair and bangs froze for a moment, and hurriedly waved at me.
"No, no, I'm here to find someone, not to be a thing."
The little girl has a small face and big eyes, with beautiful and regular features. She looks like a pure Han, but her tone of voice is a bit weird, like a foreigner.
"Who are you looking for?" There are only three people here, Liu Yue, me, and Shen Xiaoshi. Liu Yue just glanced at her and didn't respond, so she probably doesn't know her. …
My eyes turned to Shen Xiaoshi, and I had various guesses in my heart.
In Xiaoshi's current state, not to mention that his mother has not yet escaped from prison, there are a lot of things going on, even the matter with Wei Shi has not been sorted out, and adding another underage girl, I am really afraid that he will not be able to bear it.
"What, what? I don't know him, it has nothing to do with me." Shen Xiaoshi felt that I was looking at him, and quickly separated himself.
Then he asked the girl, "Who are you looking for?"
The girl looked around the room, and finally settled on my face. She nervously grabbed the strap of the backpack on her shoulder, walked towards me and said, "Hi, are you Lu Feng? I'm Han Yingyuan, Qi Yangtong half-sister."
Hearing the word "Qi Yang", the expression on my face suddenly became tense.
I also thought about what would happen if I met Qi Yang's family members on the street, but I never thought that one day they would come to my door.
The shop is not a place to talk, under Liu Yue and Shen Xiaoshi's probing eyes, Han Yingyuan and I went out together to a nearby tea restaurant.
"Sorry, I came to you suddenly..." The girl put the small black backpack on her knees and held it in her arms, "My father and mother remarried, so my brother and I are many years apart. My brother... Not two years after that incident, I My parents divorced, and I went to live abroad with my father. I haven’t returned to China for a long time, and I came back this time to deal with my mother’s funeral.”
I was surprised when I heard this: "Your mother is..."
The girl lowered her eyes, unable to hide her sadness: "She died in a car accident a month ago..."
Although Qi Yang was mentally ill, his family members were all innocent, and it was a pity that he passed away suddenly and unexpectedly before his old age.
"Sorry." But even so, I really can't figure out why the girl came to me. Their family and I were settled ten years ago.
Han Yingyuan pursed her lips, looking as if she was speechless and didn't know where to start. At this time, the clerk just happened to bring drinks.
The glass with condensed water was tightly held in both hands by the girl, like a furnace providing heat, which gave her the courage to speak again.
"Actually, I shouldn't have bothered you. But I found something in my mother's belongings. After looking at it, I really... I can't convince myself that nothing happened..." She unzipped her backpack, from It took out a green leather notebook that looked quite old, carefully placed it on the table, and pushed it towards me.
I took it puzzled, opened it with curiosity and looked at it twice. The densely packed words on the inner pages are very scribbled, and the format is actually a diary.
And the more I looked down, the more shocked I became. This is not someone else's diary, it is Qi Yang's.
I turned a page and looked up at Han Yingyuan. She lowered her eyes, as if she didn't dare to meet my gaze.
"I found this at the bottom of my mother's big box of clothes. I am not very close to my brother. I was only six years old when he passed away. I didn't know him well. When I saw this diary, I felt This would be a good way to get to know him, but I didn't expect..." She gripped the glass more tightly, her body trembling slightly, "This is simply a diary of a demon."
As I read it carefully, I gradually understood why she said that.
Qi Yang is indeed a psychopath, he did not hide his abnormality in his diary, he killed a stray dog today, abused a stray cat tomorrow, and recorded all their tragedies on paper, as detailed as tasting wine. Every scream, every reaction.
He takes pleasure in it and has no regrets.
Suddenly, I had a hunch in my heart that I might find in Qi Yang's diary what Sheng Minou refused to tell me, where the jigsaw puzzle was incomplete.
I quickly flipped through it. Ten years ago, Sheng Minou and Qi Yang had been classmates for two years in their sophomore year. That was the end of everything. If you want to know the beginning, you must find their first encounter.
Flipping through Qi Yang's diary roughly, when I turned to the page where freshmen start school, I saw Sheng Minou's name in the diary for the first time.
Qi Yang and Sheng Min'ou turned out to be roommates at the beginning, and from the first day when Qi Yang saw Sheng Min'ou, at first glance, he believed that they were the same kind for no reason, and they should be together.
Putting it on someone else is "love at first sight", but putting it on him is simply "death at first sight".
"Fart..." I couldn't help but gritted my teeth and cursed, and then I realized that something was wrong. There was an underage girl sitting opposite me, and she was also my sister who was the target of my cursing.
"Sorry." I apologized to Han Yingyuan, "I couldn't hold back for a while."
"It's okay." She sipped her milk tea and shook her head slightly.
I continued to look down, and the more I looked, the more I trembled with anger, and I burned inside.
I asked Sheng Minou why he couldn't live in a good dormitory, he had to spend money to rent a room outside, it turned out that he was harassed by Qi Yang and couldn't live anymore.
Qi Yang followed him, sent him various explicit messages, did not allow him to associate with others, and even sent him various bloody "gifts".
An ordinary person would have been driven crazy by Qi Yang long ago, but Sheng Minou has endured his harassment for two years.
[He has been indifferent before, I thought I couldn't shake him anymore. But today I suddenly discovered that he actually has a younger brother.]
Just looking at the title that represented me on the paper, I felt a chill hit my spine, and I couldn't help but get goose bumps on my neck.
[His younger brother, such a cute younger brother, if he opened his belly and put it in front of him, would he still be so calm?]
[I cut my belly and went to him, knelt down in front of him and promised that he would do anything to me, but he rejected me again, saying that I don't understand him. I don't understand him? No one in this world understands him better than me!]
[I told Sheng Minou that his younger brother, like me, wants to monopolize him, kiss him, and make him only see me. Sheng Minou's eyes are so terrifying, hahahahahahaha!]
I looked at the diary at a speed of ten lines at a glance, and the scribbled handwriting became more and more difficult to read at the back. Every stroke penetrated the back of the paper, and I was extremely crazy.
Finally arrived at the last few entries in the diary, the content matches the handwriting, it is simply suffocating.
[I secretly installed a bug in Sheng Minou's room and synchronized his phone information.]
[He invited me to the ruins because he wanted to kill me, and asked his brother to the ruins to see him for the last time. I know his plan, but I will not let him do it...]
[He also said that I don't understand him? If you don't understand him, how can you figure out his thoughts so clearly?]
[It's good to die in his hands, but it would be better to die in his brother's hands. I want him to never forget me forever.]
[We don't belong to this world. I am about to be freed, how long will he be tortured again?]
I stared blankly at Qi Yang's last diary entry. The store was very air-conditioned, but I was sweating from the roots of my hair.
Ten years ago, Qi Yang's words were unbelievable. I knew it early on, but I didn't expect that everything, including his death, was a trick he had set up.
I looked up at Han Yingyuan in a daze, pointed to the diary and said, "What does it mean? Qi Yang asked me to kill him on purpose?"
Han Yingyuan bit her lip and said in a low voice: "From the diary, it seems to be like this... I was young at that time, and I didn't have a very good image, but I heard from my father that it seems that my brother's biological father is there. Mental illness inherited in the family."
I've been calling Qi Yang crazy, but I can't imagine that he is really crazy.
I closed the diary funny and pushed it back to her.
"Why are you here to show me his suicide note now?"
Han Yingyuan was stunned: "I just think that I should find you and tell you the truth. You don't have to live a lifetime of guilt for this..."
I interrupted her: "I've never felt guilty about it. I never regretted killing him."
I only wish I hadn't done it earlier, otherwise Sheng Minou would have been harassed for two years less.
Han Yingyuan flinched as if she was frightened: "Yes, I'm sorry!"
I took out my wallet and dropped a bill on the table: "This has nothing to do with you, thank you for telling me the truth."
I got up and wanted to leave, but when I walked halfway, I remembered that there was still a question I didn't ask, so I went back and asked her.
"By the way, do you know how much compensation was paid to your family ten years ago?"
The girl blushed suddenly: "It seems, it seems to be two million... I'm sorry, we shouldn't want this money..."
Really two million.
I closed my eyes, said nothing, turned and left.
After reading the diary left by Qi Yang, everything that was not fulfilled before was fulfilled.
Qi Yang is really powerful, he used his own death to count me and Sheng Minou in it.
But what does it mean that Sheng Minou asked me to go to the ruins to see me for the last time? Is it Qi Yang's alarmist talk, or... the truth is like this
Facing the scorching wind outside, my hands and feet were cold.
A possibility that I had never thought of before appeared before my eyes unexpectedly.
It was never me who wanted to fight Qi Yang and die together. The fear that Sheng Minou wanted me to experience was not Qi Yang's death.
[When you have truly experienced fear, you will never approach the abyss again.]
In his eyes, he is my abyss, and only when he disappears can I really get back on track.
He wants to use an almost tragic way to generate stress and make me remember never to be close to someone like him.
I clutched my chest and sat down on the roadside flower bed, feeling that I was about to be overwhelmed by this brutal truth and couldn't breathe.
Whatever he wants to do, he never cares about my sorrows and joys, nor does he think about what will happen to me after he does this...
The world is boring to him, and he's tired of pretending to be "normal." He wants to be free, but he's leaving me in hell.