On the eve of Yu Sui's departure abroad, the former teammates of FS celebrated Yu Sui's birthday together.
At that birthday party, Shi Luo lost in Truth or Dare, and when he was punished, he kissed Yu Sui by accident.
Chen Huo said at the time that it must be Yu Sui's first kiss, but Shi Luo always believed it or not.
Shi Luo's eyes trembled slightly: "Then, that's really your... first kiss?"
"Otherwise? If I really have any love history." A hint of helplessness flashed in Yu Sui's eyes, "It would have been dug up long ago."
Shi Luo thought about it, and that's right.
Before his debut, Yu Sui was too young to fall in love. If he really talked about someone after his debut... With Yu Sui's fanatical girlfriend fans around, this kind of thing could never be hidden.
So that punishment was Yu Sui's first kiss.
Shi Luo recalled the scene two years ago, scratching his white hair, his throat tightened a little.
It was Yu Sui's first kiss.
Pity.
At that time, he was so excited by Chen Huo that Shi Luo really couldn't remember how he felt when they kissed.
Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, his auricle was slightly warm.
Whether he remembers it or not, this person's first kiss is his own.
Yu Sui's first kiss was his own, not someone else's.
Shi Luo's paranoia flared up again, and he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "Then... you went to Germany, in the past two years... "
Have you been in a relationship with anyone else
In Europe, those people who I don't know and have no contact with are not necessarily blind.
People who like Yu Sui are indispensable.
For two whole years, even if you haven't been in contact with anyone, will there be someone who will attack this person through means such as Truth or Dare
Shi Luo hesitated to speak, but it was not easy to ask.
What position do you have to question these
Shi Luo turned slightly sideways, touched a cigarette in his trouser pocket and put it in his mouth, did not light it, and avoided Yu Sui's gaze and did not speak.
Yu Sui on the side looked at Shi Luo's movements and demeanor, guessed what the little brat wanted to ask, and said directly: "No, I haven't dated anyone, and I haven't had any physical relationships with anyone. Contact, in two years…”
Yu Sui couldn't help laughing: "It's like a jade, and the original packaging hasn't been opened. It's what it was when I left. It's what it is now."
Yu Sui was clearly talking about himself, but Shi Luo felt like he was being molested. His ears turned red, and he stammered with a cigarette in his mouth, "I didn't, didn't ask you that!"
"I'm sorry." Yu Sui smiled and leaned back slightly, "I thought you were a straight man again, but I already recruited, no, from beginning to end, not at all."
Shi Luo's throat twitched, and for some reason, after Yu Sui said this, he became even more nervous.
Yu Sui waited quietly for Shi Luo, and pulled the topic back: "So what? You already took advantage of my first kiss, what else? What else do you want?"
Yu Sui was waiting for Shi Luo to say a word.
Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, his heart beat faster and faster, his lips trembled slightly unconsciously.
The answer is already on the horizon.
For Shi Luo, Yu Sui was too complicated.
It is a benefactor and an enemy, a brother and a captain, his career goal and his most desired teammate. Multiple identities stand in the front, and emotional obstacles caused by special childhood experiences are behind.
Shi Luo's short nineteen years of life have been exhausted, and the only thing he has never tasted is the taste of being loved. He was in this mountain, and he only realized it after turning around in this moment.
The thousands of mountains and peaks in his heart all dissipated in an instant, and there was only one Yu Sui left in Shi Luo's heart.
Shi Luo lowered his head with a cigarette in his mouth, trying his best to control himself without losing his temper.
Shi Luo has become more and more good at controlling his emotions in recent years. As long as he is given a little time, Shi Luo can sort out his emotions. He wants to talk to Yu Sui well about the following.
But Yu Sui didn't give Shi Luo this time.
Yu Sui noticed that Shi Luo's body was trembling slightly, and subconsciously said, "Lolo..."
As soon as Yu Sui said two words, Shi Luo's eyes turned red.
The second half of Yu Sui's sentence, "Give me a good time," was choked back.
Shi Luo couldn't bear to wipe his face, and said dumbly, "Fuck."
Shi Luo gritted his teeth, he didn't want to lose his temper, but he just couldn't control it.
He couldn't bear Yu Sui calling him that.
Shi Luo took the cigarette in his mouth and didn't want to delay for a second: "I like... um."
Yu Sui covered Shi Luo's mouth with his hand.
Yu Sui looked directly into Shi Luo's eyes and said seriously, "I like you."
Shi Luo suddenly felt a pain in his heart.
Everyone said that Whisper was a scumbag, only Shi Luo knew that no one could be more gentle than Yu Sui.
Yu Sui let go of Shi Luo's hand and said softly, "Do you like me?"
Shi Luo lowered his head, his throat choked violently, trying not to let his tears fall.
Shi Luo's voice was hoarse: "Well."
"like."
"I like you."
Inside the glass wall, the teammates on the first floor were still there, and there was really no way to cross the line. Yu Sui took Shi Luo's hand and squeezed it lightly.
Yu Sui looked down at Shi Luo's hand and exhaled, "...Finally."
Shi Luo snorted, and the thousands of emotions in his heart had not yet subsided, but he suddenly sensed something sensitively.
It doesn't really make sense to tangle about this at the moment, but Shi Luo felt a little uneasy in his heart.
What does "finally" mean
I figured out that liking Yu Sui just happened a few minutes ago, but what about Yu Sui
Shi Luo suddenly didn't dare to think about it.
If possible, Shi Luo hoped that Yu Sui, like himself, had only just seen his intentions clearly.
But Yu Sui was obviously not.
So when was he tempted
one week ago
Half a month ago
a month ago
still…
Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, and the pain in his heart increased a little bit.
Now is definitely not the time to be entangled in such details, but Shi Luo just couldn't control it.
With the understanding of Yu Sui's intentions, many doubts in Shi Luo's heart popped up. Shi Luo didn't want to think about it, but his heart was getting more and more painful.
Shi Luo looked at Yu Sui with red eyes, and his lips trembled slightly: "When did you like me?"
Yu Sui obviously didn't expect Shi Luo to suddenly ask this.
Yu Sui laughed: "Luo Luo, in our atmosphere... shouldn't we be talking about this?"
Shi Luo stared at Yu Sui and asked, "When?"
Shi Luo stubbornly said: "When? You're not me, you grew up normally, interacted with people normally, and you must know better than me what you like or not. If you are tempted, you must understand. When did you get tempted?"
Yu Sui smiled and wanted to kiss Shi Luo without saying a word. Shi Luo stepped back, his tone changed a bit: "When?!"
Yu Sui was silent for a moment, smiling.
"Say it!" Afraid of attracting the attention of others, Shi Luo tried his best to suppress his voice, "Tell me, when did you become tempted?"
Shi Luo was shaking all over: "Yu Sui, you... you've always been so kind to me, you... "
"If I'm really nice to you." Yu Sui paused and chuckled, "I'll have to be a real scumbag now."
Shi Luo anxiously interrupted Yu Sui: "Speak!!!"
Yu Sui was startled.
After a while, Yu Sui said simply: "In that club, when you were betting with me."
Yu Sui avoided Shi Luo's gaze, looked down at Shi Luo's hand, and said in a relaxed tone, "I should be able to understand, that scene, no one will be tempted."
Yu Sui couldn't even look him in the face and said, Shi Luo couldn't bear it anymore, he gritted his teeth and said, "Speak, be honest, speak."
Yu Sui took a breath.
It's really hard to deceive Shi Luo.
In the more than two years since he met Shi Luo, Yu Sui had only managed to hide one thing from Shi Luo.
It seems to be out of control now.
Shi Luo had already taken it seriously, Yu Sui knew it, and couldn't hide it.
Yu Sui looked at Shi Luo and tried to speak as gently as possible: "When you were still the anchor."
Shi Luo's eyes trembled, and the tears he had endured for a long time fell instantly.
When he was still a wild anchor, Yu Sui was tempted.
Looking back at the countless confrontations two years ago, all of them are different.
That year, Yu Sui was nineteen years old.
In the house dance studio of a live broadcast platform, Yu Sui, whose identity was exposed by Shi Luo, said: Luo, come to FS, I will show you.
After Shi Luo won the MVP for the first time in the regular season, Yu Sui avoided others and Luo whispered, "I'll celebrate for you alone, and then drove Shi Luo all night to take Shi Luo back to his hometown."
In Shi Luo's hometown, outside the college entrance examination room, Yu Sui leisurely started the live broadcast while waiting for Shi Luo, and secretly told everyone about the child in his heart.
At the FS base, after learning that Shi Luo had recklessly signed a five-year contract, Yu Sui had a complicated expression and hesitated.
Yu Sui asked what Shi Luo thought of himself, and after hearing Shi Luo's answer, Yu Sui remained silent.
On the eve of Yu Sui's departure from the country, Shi Luo and Yu Sui let go of their harsh words, and told him that if he didn't take him away today, he would never look for him again in the future.
After killing a rookie medic thirty times in a row, Yu Sui was told that the original ID of the one named Evil was Luo.
…
The past is vividly remembered, Shi Luo burst into tears, and he couldn't control it.
Every moment in the past, Yu Sui was liking himself.
All the memories were covered with knives, Shi Luo couldn't imagine how Yu Sui came all the way.
"you… "
Shi Luo's tears meander: "How do you..."
Shi Luo clenched Yu Sui's hand tightly, his throat choked violently, unable to utter a complete sentence.
"I couldn't say it at first, because I was worried that you didn't like me yet." Yu Sui put his hand on Shi Luo's head and rubbed it, his voice was hoarse, "I couldn't say it later... I was worried that you already liked me."
"What I said just now is true. In twenty-one years, I have only liked you once."
"At that time, I was young and inexperienced. Wherever I put you, I was worried that I would hurt and touch you."
"But being so careful will still hurt you."