Small cuts made by shrimp shells could be seen on the pads of his fingers. For the first time, Yunli didn't think he was shameless. She just felt that this was not enough to compensate him.
She looked around and tugged on his sleeve: "Go home first..."
Fu Shi will not move.
Yunli was extremely helpless. After making sure there was no one else around, she held his hand in a hesitant manner.
Her soft and nimble tongue traced across his fingertips, while Fu Shi looked quietly at the blushing person in front of her. She would raise her eyes from time to time, and then looked away embarrassedly before making eye contact.
Nanwu doesn’t seem that cold either.
He held her face with his remaining fingers, and moved his fingertips still wet to the corners of her lips, whereupon he pressed his lips directly against her with undoubted aggression. He held her waist with his palms to prevent her from retreating.
It wasn't until she was out of breath that Fu Shize let go of her and pulled her back.
As soon as he entered the door, he lifted her clothes directly from behind, and his fingers were still cold at the outdoor temperature. Yunli shuddered and grabbed his wrist: "No more of that!"
Fu Shize stopped and went to look through her suitcase. After a few minutes, he looked at her thoughtfully.
This look made Yunli hairy.
He stood up without saying a word. Yunli was stunned for a moment: "You want to go out?"
Fu Shize: "Well, let's go to the convenience store to buy water."
…
It was already past three o'clock, and Yunli was so sleepy that she couldn't open her eyes. Fu Shize had just sat up. The light in the room outlined every line of his body. Yunli hugged him from behind and kissed him on the waist. Click.
"I'm going to sleep first."
"Go and take a shower." He turned his head and gently rubbed her head with his hand. Yunli felt sour all over and said with a nasal voice, "No, I'm going to bed."
Rationally, Yunli knew that she should clean up, but she didn't have any strength. She almost hid herself under the quilt, leaving only a pair of slightly narrowed eyes following Fu Chize.
He went to the closet and took out a set of dark blue pajamas. Yunli thought of the single color in the closet when she went through it at night, and muttered, "Can I buy you clothes from now on?"
Fu Shize paused and suddenly asked her: "Buy the same one as Xu Qingsong?"
Yunli suddenly woke up.
"You like him like that?"
Yunli was extremely embarrassed: "You will never be jealous of him..."
"So you like it?"
“…”
Yunli was speechless and gave him a little peck: "You didn't wear his clothes before, didn't you like it?"
Fu Shi laughed without any warmth.
"That's because you like it."
Yunli paused. People like Fu Shize had indeed done a lot for her.
Originally it was completely unnecessary.
Fu Shize slowly approached, and seeing his sullen face, Yunli felt soft, and put her arm around his neck with a smile, "That's just right, I like it for you too."
She went around and around and finally answered his question sideways.
Even though Yun Li said this, Fu Shize still had no emotion on his face. Yun Li said flatteringly, "Then I will pick out whatever clothes you like."
"Pick what you like." Fu Shize's attitude softened and he played with her hair: "I like what you like."
This time Yunli was smarter and could finally interpret Fu Shize's words correctly.
—I like what you like.
—But you can't like what another man likes.
Because of his tiredness, the few minutes he took to take a shower suddenly became long. Yun Li closed her eyes and fell into a dazed sleep, vaguely feeling Fu Shize lift the quilt.
The warm towel pressed against her thighs.
She blocked his hand with some resistance at first, but he ignored it and slowly wiped it clean for her.
Feeling comfortable, Yunli's slightly frowned eyebrows relaxed.
She looked cute and quiet while sleeping, and Fu Shi looked at her for a while, then lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead.
…
The next day, Yunli slept until past one o'clock, and a few rays of sunlight slipped into the room. She leaned back habitually, and what should have been empty space behind her was another person's chest.
She turned her head, and Fu Shi hugged him from behind, his chin resting lightly on her forehead, and his hands holding her waist. Fragments of light fell around his eyes. The skin was so thin that thin blood vessels could be seen.
She looked further down, and she still remembered that after the last time last night, he went to take a shower.
Obviously I still have clothes before going to bed.
Why is it gone now
She turned back and stared blankly at the particles of dust floating in the air, reflecting in the sunlight. She was completely sleepless, and after struggling for a while, Yunli's fingers got between his hand and her own skin, trying to move his hand away quietly.
But it was wrapped in his palm.
Fu Shi took her hand, placed it in front of her belly, and kissed her lightly on her neck.
Yunli felt his reaction and begged for mercy: "Farewell..."
Fu Shize seemed to have not yet woken up, with a gloomy expression and a lazy tone: "I'll be gentler."
“…”
When Fu Shize was preparing breakfast and lunch, Yunli's face was still buried in the pillow, so he went over and knocked on the door.
Full of resentment, Yunli deliberately turned her face away from the wall.
Fu Shi was leaning against the door, looking at the man with a funny look. He deliberately pulled Yunli's quilt. She was naked and would defend the quilt in her hand to the death.
But it succeeded in getting her to sit up.
Picking up the clothes from the corner, Fu Shi consciously turned his back to her.
Yunli no longer believed in his character. She grabbed the quilt with one hand and carefully put a pair under the quilt with the other hand, staring closely at Fu Shize's back.
"Hurry up," he said lazily, "keep hearing the sound, I'll want it."
“…”
Yunli put on her clothes in twos and twos. Hearing the sound of her getting out of bed, he turned around and caught a glimpse of her naked feet. He frowned and took out her cotton slippers from under the bed.
She pulled on her shoes and walked slowly to the bathroom. Fu Shi followed her and gave her some warm water to wash up.
Seeing that he had been following her, Yunli asked in confusion: "What's wrong?"
Fu Shize had a smile in his eyes: "I'm afraid you'll fall."
Being teased by him again, Yunli got angry from embarrassment. She dipped her fingers into some water and swung it on him. Fu Shi raised his eyes and flicked it nonchalantly.
The two of them had no other plans today and were going back to Xifu on Wednesday. Yunli ate the toast that Fu Shize had torn into pieces in advance and asked, "Do you usually visit Brother Jiang Yuan when you return to Nanwu?"
Fu Shi took a sip of milk and responded casually: "Yes."
"Then why don't we go see him later?" Noticing his gaze, Yunli said hesitantly: "Because we have a meeting on Monday and Tuesday, and we have to leave on Wednesday."
Yunli made her intentions clearer: "I want to go with you from now on."
Fu Shize's hand paused. The glass bottle contained chocolate milk. Looking over, he saw Yunli's clear eyes opposite.
She is already present in every aspect of life.
He didn't think about it and just hummed.
Jiang Yuan was buried in the cemetery. Yunli spent a long time picking the items on the map, wanting to buy a bouquet of flowers along the way and take them there. Fu Shi saw her busy packing her things and sat on the sofa playing Sudoku.
By the time Yunli could go out, it was already early three o'clock.
Stopping at the door of the flower shop, Yunli picked a bouquet of white flowers and got back into the car.
Fu Shize glanced at it and said suddenly: "You never gave me flowers."
“…”
He said this without any special emotion and started the car directly. Yunli said "later" and got out of the car again, while Fu Shi leaned by the window and watched in the rearview mirror as Yunli came back holding a bunch of violets.
She stuffed the violets into Fu Shize's arms: "The first bouquet of flowers I send is for you, and the second bouquet is for Brother Jiang Yuan."
Fu Shi smiled: "No need."
But he still caught the flower and tied the plastic film tightly to ensure that the petals would not be pressed before placing it in the back seat.
The cemetery was on the outskirts of Nanwu City. Yunli barely visited the grave. After entering the park, she saw no other people.
Fu Shize walked to a position skillfully. Yunli looked down and saw Jiang Yuan's photo on the tombstone. He smiled slightly and looked directly at the camera.
Yunli suddenly felt that the lighting and techniques of this shooting and the clarity of the photos were very familiar.
She thought of the ID photo on Fu Shize's ID card.
I realized that the ID photos of the two people might have been taken together.
At this moment, Fu Shi could only face a cold stone.
Yunli felt indescribably uncomfortable.
Fu Shi picked up a few fallen leaves from the side and dusted off the tomb.
Fu Shi took Yunli's hand and said, "Brother, let me introduce to you, this is my girlfriend."
His tone was relaxed, as if he was talking to an old friend: "Lili, I told you last time, I told you that I don't want to break up."
Yun Li was stunned for a moment, and Fu Shize's eyes dropped: "We are together again."
"I saw your diary, and I know you want to live." He paused for a long time, glanced at Jiang Yuan in the photo, and the smile on his lips stung him.
Fu Shize said softly: "I'm sorry, I couldn't let you survive."
The air was suppressed for a few seconds.
"I know you don't blame me anymore, and Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang don't blame me anymore. I know you don't want my life to be a mess." He was silent for a long time, and then said, "Don't worry."
"It's going to be fine."
"Don't blame yourself."
"But I will never forget you, brother."
After saying these words, Fu Shize took the Bai Baihe from Yun Li's hand, placed it neatly in front of his tomb, and said in a relaxed tone: "My younger brother and sister brought it to you, you should also take good care of yourself."
The entire park was lonely and desolate, and his words were drowned in the sound of the wind.
After saying this, Fu Shi stood up and pulled Yunli out.
After walking two steps, he stopped, looked at Yun Li, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, and said with a helpless smile, "Why are you crying."
"I will be good to you all my life, and I will be good to you all my life..." Yunli sobbed incoherently, her tears bursting like a dam. Later, she simply gave up struggling and sobbed: "I don't know why I cried. ”
She knew it.
Because I feel so sorry for everything he has gone through.
Because I know the pain he endured due to his reservedness and reticence.
Because he hopes there will no longer be such pain in his world.
Fu Shi held her hand tightly and put it in his pocket.
The two of them walked back in silence. Yunli remembered what he had just said and asked, "You just said you didn't want to break up..."
But when Yun Liti broke up, Fu Shize agreed quickly.
"I was worried that you thought I was too down and out. When you broke up with me, I wanted to go back to my old self and find you again."
Yunli tried to control her tears, but choked uncontrollably: "Why didn't you just say that then?"
Then she will stay with him for this year and a half.
Fu Shi looked down at the steps, like a child. His shoes could only be placed in the space on the edge of the steps. He did not need to spread his body and kept his balance with his hands behind his back.
His voice floated on the wind.
"I'm afraid I didn't make it."
"I'm also vulnerable."
I'm also vulnerable.
There are so many things that I worry I can’t do and it will all be in vain for you in the end.
Fu Shi didn't like to make empty promises, especially when facing Yunli.
He doesn't want to feel any more guilt for the one he loves, and he doesn't want to bring any harm to the one he loves.
Yunli thought of many reasons, but never thought of this. She stared at his figure in confusion, stepped forward, and hugged him from behind.
"From now on, I will be behind all your vulnerabilities."
Then your vulnerability is no longer there, because we are here.
…
After returning to the car, Yunli used Fu Shize's mobile phone, connected it to the speakers in the car, and played "Unconditional" by Eason Chan.
Noticing Fu Shize's gaze, Yunli said easily, "I just feel that your love for me is unconditional."
No matter the breakup, no matter what happens, Fu Shize will eventually be by her side.
The lyrics were displayed on the central control electronic screen, and Yunli listened silently to the magnetic male voice, as if Fu Shize was telling her—
/Please don’t be afraid/
/I will still listen calmly/
/still stick by my side/
/Resonance with your advance and retreat/
…
/I only know how to love you every day/
…
/Because the love in the world doesn’t care about conditions/
After returning downstairs, Fu Shize and Yunli first went to the nearby vegetable market to buy some fresh leafy vegetables and fish. After returning, they naturally stayed in the kitchen together.
Fu Shize was washing vegetables and Yunli was stewing fish. During this time, the sound of water stopped and she felt Fu Shize hugging her from behind.
"Love has conditions," he whispered in her ear.
Not unconditionally.
And the only condition -
The one I love is you.
…
After nearly two years, I returned to EAW, and the company's layout and environment were just like yesterday. Yunli followed Zhang Yanxin to the door of EAW's conference room. She turned around and saw Fu Shize at the end of the corridor.
She remembered that a long time ago, he was wearing a peaked cap, his hands were in the pockets of his jacket, and he was looking at him calmly.
The difference was that this time, he raised the corners of his lips slightly, glanced at her, and then slowly entered Xu Qingsong's office.
Looking at him, Yun Li couldn't help but curl her lips. When she noticed Zhang Yanxin turning around, she suppressed a smile before following him into the office.
There are no colleagues from the past among the people connected with EAW. Yunli and a few people are responsible for game development, mainly communicating with EAW about the details of the game documentation.
This is a large-scale parent-child game that is highly entertaining. A separate venue will be opened in EAW. In each round of the game, children and parents complete tasks in different scenarios. There are ten small tasks set in the game, which may be Competing for prey in desert grasslands, etc., or reclaiming wasteland in deserts and dry land, etc.
Zhang Yanxin was almost always communicating with the other party throughout the whole process. Yunli listened to their conversation, and her eyes were attracted by the posters on the bookshelf in the corner.
It’s the VR game competition that Xu Qingsong talked about yesterday.
The virtual reality world allows people to experience many things that they can never experience in the real world.
It is also possible to make up for the regrets in reality, or at least bring comfort to the regretful past.
Yunli remembered what Fu Shize said that he really hoped Jiang Yuan would survive, and an idea came to his mind.
Zhang Yanxin still had something to talk to others and asked Yunli to wait for them in the lounge first.
There was someone in the lounge. When he opened the door, Yunli unexpectedly saw He Jiameng, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Hey, Teacher Xian, Xianyun?!" He Jiameng was pleasantly surprised, "I haven't seen you for a long time."
Noticing the work permit on Yunli's body, she reacted: "I didn't expect that it was Teacher Xianyun who came to meet me. Do you want to come in and sit down?"
Pulling Yunli to the sofa, He Jiameng chatted with her about what happened over the past year.
When girls are chatting, it is easy to turn to personal issues.
Yunli noticed the small diamond ring on He Jiameng's left middle finger and asked, "Sister Jiameng, are you getting married?"
Recalling the words "The boss is so handsome" that he often heard before, Yunli opened his eyes slightly, half-covered his lips and said, "Yes..."
Before Mr. Xu said the words, He Jiameng already knew what she was going to say, and said with a sad face: "I'm not the boss. A long time ago, the boss called me directly to the office and told me gently that he wanted to Resign… "
Resign…
Yunli looked confused, and He Jiameng explained: "It's his fault even if the employee fell in love with him, so he should work somewhere else..."
“…”
Yunli thought about it and found that it still fit Xu Qingsong's style of painting.
He Jiameng made a sad look: "How could I bear to let my boss resign because of me, so he asked my mother to go on a blind date with me. As a result, my boss never said anything about leaving after we fell in love."
"Did the blind date go well?"
He Jiameng looked happy again and said: "The person I met on the second blind date is my current boyfriend. He is very good to me. We will get married next year." After that, she said with concern: "Teacher Xianyun, you Are you still single?"
When Yunli resigned, He Jiameng made several insinuations and learned about their breakup.
Yunli shook her head. Before she could explain the identity of her boyfriend, He Jiameng said indignantly: "Fu Shize is really indifferent. He is so gloomy and can't even say a word. It must be very difficult to talk about love." He's not easy to get along with, and I don't know who can tolerate this kind of personality. Fortunately, Mr. Xianyun, you didn't hang yourself from a tree."
“…”
"By the way, I just saw him going to see his boss. Teacher Xianyun, if you don't want to see his stinky face, just stay in the lounge!" He Jiameng patted Yunli's shoulder thoughtfully.
“…”