Chi Qing's pain became more and more severe, and even transferring her to a hospital in the provincial capital did not help relieve her pain.
I went back to the city and found Yunbai.
"If you don't give up, I can play with you."
Yun Bai actually sneered and told me that he could play with me.
I was really angry at this time.
"Yun Bai, I used to still cherish our love as husband and wife, but now you want me to give up on it."
I left, knowing that everything about us had begun. In the end, I didn't expect that there would be a slaughter. Husband and wife, former husband and wife, who said that divorced husband and wife can be friends? That is absolutely impossible. If you can't be together again, it's already very generous of you not to be enemies.
I never expected it would come to this. I also wanted to think about Xiaozhe, but I had no choice at the moment. Yunbai didn't leave me any other choice.
I went to He Dana and told him I had made up my mind.
He told me expressionlessly that I could go into the second room. Remember, after you go in, lie down on the bed and don't look at anything else. You will have a choice at that time. Of course, I am giving you a chance. Whether you use it or not is your own business.
I entered that room, Room 2, one of the eighteen rooms. I didn't expect that I would come in before He Dana died. This was beyond my expectations, and it might have been beyond He Dana's expectations as well. It was something I didn't expect at all.
I went in and didn't look at any place. I didn't want to know the similarities and differences between this place and other places. I didn't want to know too much and I wasn't in the mood.
When I lay down on the bed, I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but in just five minutes, I fell asleep.
I actually entered a dream. It was like a real dream. Yunbai and I were walking on the street. That was the last year of our happiness. Xiaozhe was two years old. We were having dinner at Dali. I didn’t know what opportunity this was given to me. I actually heard He Dana say, this is your last chance and the only one, otherwise your life in this world will change.
When I went to the bathroom, a stranger gave me a small bottle of water. He Dana told me to pour it into Yun Bai's cup. You and Yun Bai are in another time, and no one will find you. She died in that other time, or she died now.
I started sweating when I took it. I sat back down, my hands and feet were weak, and I was sweating. Yun Bai wiped my sweat. I couldn't do it at this moment. This was our happy moment, but He Dana made me choose this time. Torturing things always happen, whether it is the reality of this world or the reality of another world. If I die, if I commit suicide, what will happen? Then I will have no choice.
I poured the potion into my cup and drank it myself. I really couldn't make a decision. I knew that if I did this, I would be considered a man. I drank the potion that day and then I fell down. Yun Bai hugged me and cried. I was sent to the hospital, but I couldn't be saved. I knew I was dead.
However, I actually knew that I was dead, and I actually returned to the original world and stood in front of He Dana.
"Only I can see you. You were hit by a car in this life. This was your own choice, but I can save you. You have two lives in this life. I didn't tell you this. I have no idea what your choice will lead to. You also want to live another life. I'm just telling you that you can only have this chance again. If there is a next time, I can only go to Lao Ji and get you a beautiful urn."
I never expected this to happen. I don't want to live in this world because it is painful and I cannot bear it. Maybe I am too weak. My escape did not solve the problem. In fact, for many things in the world, not having to escape may be the best solution.
"I don't think you need to save me."
"Maybe I can't do it, because there are many things I need you to know and need you to complete. I adopted you as my godson for a reason, and you have to see me off to the end."
I thought, it's useless for me to struggle anymore. If He Dana doesn't want me to die, I can't die. I have no choice. I can't choose. The world is really helpless. Sometimes when you choose to die, it's not up to you.
I didn't die, I survived, but Chi Qing was still in pain, the kind that was unbearable.
I went to find Yunbai again, and she looked at me for a long time before speaking.
"You don't want me to die?"
She actually knows everything. It seems that Master Yun Zheng has taught her everything he knows.
"No, it's not that I don't want you to die, I'm just tired of living. If I don't die, you will torture me for the rest of my life."
"A man wouldn't die like that."
"Let Chi Qing go."
"Impossible, just like you didn't let that man go in the first place."
I slapped Yun Bai in the face and the corner of his mouth bled, but I knew that wouldn't solve the problem.
I went home and it was deserted. This deserted home could only feel warm in my memories. My father went back to the old house, waiting for that happy moment, but he never waited for it, as Yunbai took Xiaozhe away.
I have absolutely no idea what she is thinking.
He Dana came over with wine and food.
"Godfather, what should I do?"
"I gave you a chance, but you didn't use it. What should I do? Chi Qing will die in childbirth."
I was shocked. If this was true, maybe I would do it, but could I really do it? I didn't understand myself at all. I thought I knew myself very well, but in fact, people know themselves the least.
"Is there any other solution?"
He Dana glared at me and said nothing.
Someone knocked on the door. When I opened it, it was Yun Bai.
She pushed me aside and came in. I wanted to strangle her. Maybe she knew me too well. But there would always be a day, or a time, when she would not understand me, and that would mean she would not understand everything about me.
Yun Bai sat down and looked at He Dana and said.
"Crazy He, don't make it too big. You can do something like this. I tell you, if you play it, you may not be able to afford it."
He Dana kept a stern face and said nothing.
"Crazy He, if there is a next time, I don't know who will die."
Yun Bai slapped an envelope on the table and left. The "pop" sound made me startle. What was that? The envelope was confirmed, but it was black, which I had never seen before.
He Dana watched Yun Bai leave. He didn't touch the envelope. I didn't move either. I poured myself some white wine, drank it, and then stared at the ceiling. I didn't know where to go.
He Dana did not touch the envelope and left. I did not move either. I just went to sleep that day and the envelope was left on the table. The black envelope was a kind of terror to me. Although I am not afraid of death, I am still afraid. Perhaps this is human nature. There is a saying that if you are not afraid of life or death, you are just timid. Maybe I am that kind of coward!
I got up in the morning and went to work. I took a look at the black envelope, paused, and left. I wanted to see it out of curiosity, but at this moment I remembered that I should never be curious. If I were not so curious, perhaps so many things would not have happened.
I was in a daze in the refining room, watching like that. The old master told me that I could do it, so I sat and watched. In fact, my heart was confused and numb. I couldn't make a decision. Chi Qing was suffering in the hospital.
Chi Qing's father came, his eyes wide open as if blood was coming out of them.
"Do you have any idea?"
I understood what he meant. It was not the doctor's business, and he knew it too.
I didn't say anything and left to find Yunbai.
When I saw Yunbai, I asked her.
"What do you want?"
"Divorce and remarry me, it's that simple, and I'll let Chi Qing go. Of course, I won't let her give birth to that child."
"You can't stand the smell of death on me."
"Actually, I'm telling you, Ke Zuo, you're stupid. You love me so wholeheartedly. You do smell like a dead person, but it's not like what I said. I was just making an excuse."
I really don’t understand what Yun Bai said. He wants to remarry me, but he provokes me like this. What is his purpose
"Your remarriage with me is not your real purpose."
"You're finally smart for once."
Yun Bai's words made me decide to kill her, no matter what method I used.
I went to Ji Yihe's place that day, and I told him about this incident. We both drank too much. Ji Yihe never drank with anyone, let alone drank too much, but we always drank too much.
He asked me when he woke up in the morning.
"Do you still want to do what you said yesterday?"
I nodded. I told him yesterday that I wanted to kill Yun Bai.
Ji Yihe gave me an urn. The urn was as small as a fingernail, but very exquisite. It was amazing that a small villa-style urn could be made to this level.
"Put it at the left corner of the door where Yun Bai lives and bury it within three days."
I left with the urn, leaving resolutely without any regrets. I really regretted that no one killed Yun Bai in my dream.
When I got home, the envelope was still there. I hesitated for a long time and picked it up. The envelope was not sealed. I pinched it open and looked inside. There was a piece of paper, also black. I pulled it out and opened it. It was a painting, drawn with a white pen, very professional.
The painting was actually a solitary grave with three wormwoods standing alone on the grave. What did that mean? On the tree next to the grave, there was a person hanging. The person was actually shaking. I was stunned. What was wrong with this painting? The person was hanging there and seemed to be shaking. Is this a painting
My hands were shaking. Who was that person hanging there? He had his back to me, so I couldn't see him. I couldn't tell who he was.
I wanted to see who it was, so I pushed it and it turned out to be Huaer. After a while, the hanging person shook again, and I started sweating. What was Yun Bai doing
I think the Yin painting that Master Yunzheng once told me about should be this thing, a white painting on black paper. Something in the painting seems to move, but it doesn't actually move, it just looks like it's moving. The Yin painting is a kind of foreshadowing, or a kind of "seed", like a seed, once planted, this thing will happen whether it happens or not.
I started sweating. That was for He Dana. That meant that the person hanging was He Dana. This was something I had never expected. He Dana didn't even take the envelope, and his face was livid. Was he scared? I had never seen this before. If He Dana was scared, then he would have no way to deal with it. This was the scariest thing.
I went to He Dana's place. There was a moon in the sky and it seemed very quiet. But in fact, I know that quiet places are actually the most unquiet.
The door to He Dana's yard was locked and could not be opened. I shouted but no one came to open the door. He Dana must be inside. I looked through the crack in the door but could not see anything. I climbed over the wall and entered the corridor. When I entered the corridor, I saw a person hanging there. After I howled, my legs went weak and I leaned against the wall. Then I stared at the body dangling back and forth in amazement. (To be continued)