When Liu Shougui told me about Li Xiaohuan, I was stunned. This was absolutely beyond my expectation.
"Li Xiaohuan's soul has been drawn."
I don't understand about the soul-pulling.
"What's the meaning?"
"Li Xiaohuan's soul is being led by a certain soul, and can be taken away at any time to do something."
"who?"
"I don't know now, I'll have to wait and see."
"What will happen then?"
"After more than a hundred years, Li Xiaohuan's soul has truly left his body and cannot come back. Just like people often say, 'You have lost your soul?' A person without a soul is just a fool. A fool will die in a few years."
I stood there in a daze.
“Is it the spirit of a ghost?”
"Yes, their souls must be connected. I also want to know what Li Xiaohuan did."
"Where else is there but the dressing room and the home? I don't see anything."
"I need to go see the dressing room. This one is a little bit evil."
In the evening we went to Li Xiaohuan's dressing room, dressing room number 13.
Go in, said Liu Shougui.
"Take out all your stuff and put it here so I can see it."
I opened Li Xiaohuan's cabinet. Everything was in the cabinet, including a makeup box, work clothes, and some miscellaneous small items, which were placed on the ground. Liu Shougui was watching.
I didn't say anything, I didn't see anything wrong.
Liu Shougui picked up a hair. It was a handmade hair from nanmu wood, quite delicate. When he picked it up, I noticed that it was normal for girls to have these things, but I had never seen Li Xiaohuan wearing it.
“This thing is very valuable.”
I didn't say anything. It seemed that this thing might not belong to Li Xiaohuan.
"It's this thing. Just ask Li Xiaohuan how he got it."
After Liu Shougui left, I packed up my things and took the hair home. Li Xiaohuan had prepared the meal, so I put the hair on the table to see Li Xiaohuan's reaction.
“Why is this thing so familiar?”
"Found it in your locker."
"Oh, you..."
"Xiao Huan, I'm sorry, I have to tell you the truth, something happened."
I told the story.
"Impossible?"
"Do you remember the cut on your leg? You were sleeping soundly, how could there be a cut? It must have been made somewhere outside."
Li Xiaohuan was stunned and stood there. After a while, he suddenly burst into tears, hugged me tightly and told me that he was scared.
"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I have it. Tell me where did this flower come from?"
"I remembered this hair ornament. I found it under the dressing table after I finished putting on my makeup that day. I don't know who it belonged to, but I thought it looked pretty, so I threw it into the closet."
"Can you remember that day?"
Li Xiaohuan thought for a long time and finally remembered, the 6th, the 6th of this month.
The next day, I checked the surveillance footage of Room 6. There was a missing video in the dressing room No. 13. It was gone. I was putting on makeup at that time, Bai Wan's. Then I left, and Li Xiaohuan put on the second makeup. Everything was normal at this time, but there was no video of her picking up the hair flowers. It seems that all the videos about this are gone, and it is related to Bai Wan.
I called Liu Shougui.
"Find out the address of Bai Wan's family and we'll go there."
Bai Wan's home, Galaxy Bay NO1, a single villa area.
When we went over, Bai Wan's father was at home. He was in his fifties and looked like a businessman.
"We are from the crematorium, and this is our director, Ke Mingzhe."
"Oh, what's the matter?"
"Two days ago you made an appointment to take away Bai Wan's ashes, but you canceled it."
"Yes, the cemetery I chose for Wanwan was changed, so I didn't go to take it. Is there anything else?"
"Look at this headdress."
I put the flowers on the table.
"It's Wanwan's. This is her favorite headpiece. I brought it back from the south. It was carved by a master craftsman. How come it's here..."
"I'm sorry, it fell off while I was putting on makeup and I didn't notice it. Then it happened and it was under the bed. I checked the surveillance and it should be your daughter, so I sent it over."
"Oh, thank you."
"How did Bai Wan die?"
"Oh, it's really annoying to mention this. I was swimming and choked on water. Oh..."
Liu Shougui didn't say anything about this matter. He just watched and listened. On the wall was a photo of Bai Wan wearing this hairpin.
After we came out, I looked at Liu Shougui.
"It's Bai Wan's, for sure. She died because of swimming. In addition to this hair flower, Li Xiaohuan must have had contact with Bai Wan in other places. Take another look, ask Li Xiaohuan."
I went home and asked Li Xiaohuan, and she said she really couldn't remember, and maybe she had seen him somewhere.
"For example, restaurants, shopping malls, supermarkets, swimming pools..."
"I remember now. I met Bai Wan. Yes, it was her. I met her when I was swimming. She dropped something and I helped pick it up. She smiled at me. When I came out that day, I met her again. She was a girl who loved to laugh. She also told me that we would become good friends. She also gave me something, a bracelet. I didn't want it, but she insisted on giving it to me and then left. I took the bracelet back and it looked quite valuable. I knew that she was driving a little red sports car at the time. I thought, she is really rich. She gave this thing away just like that. Rich people are like this. They give away things they don't like. I thought that I would return it to her if I met her again, but I never met her many times, so I put it in the locker of the swimming pool."
I was stunned. It turned out that they had contact.
As for bracelets, they are not given to anyone casually, just like a woman cannot give a man a belt casually. They are a connection, and two people have an unbreakable relationship. The bracelet connects hands to hearts, and hands to hands. The souls of the two people are also tied together.
Li Xiaohuan was ultimately brought to justice because of the hair flower incident, which she had not expected. She did not even know what she had done.
Then Bai Wan's ghost has been in the crematorium all the time, which means she has something she hasn't let go of.
I can understand why Liu Shougui is unwilling to help me, because Liu Yang and I have already divorced, and it is painful.
I went to find Zhang Wen, the person I trusted the most, but he was a little cold to me. That feeling was gone. I believed that he would come back to this world, but now I don’t believe it. I don’t know how he would come back to this world. He turned out to be my father in my previous life. I absolutely don’t believe this. This was said by Liu Shougui. At that time, I just thought it was Liu Shougui’s revenge. Although Liu Shougui used to be my father-in-law, now it seems that he hates me. I can explain it.
When Liu Shougui called me and asked me about this, I felt sad because he was still able to help me time and time again.
I told him what happened and he told me, Rong Ling.
Regarding Rong Ling, I don’t understand and I don’t know. He Dana never told me.
Perhaps in He Dana’s diary, there will be such a record of the integration of spirits.
"How to do it?"
I asked Liu Shougui.
"It's to merge into Bai Wan's ghost and see what she is doing and what she can't let go of."
"Is it me?"
“There is no choice.”
"as a result of?"
I always ask about the consequences, which seems a bit stupid, but I have to ask. I don’t know what the consequences will be. Maybe they will be terrible, something that you cannot accept as reality.
"I don't know what the consequences will be. Maybe you will enter another world, and you will no longer exist in this world."
"If I don't do this, is there any other way?"
"No, I also hope you can see the child when you are free."
Liu Shougui’s knot cannot be untied. There will be many knots in a person’s life that cannot be untied until death, otherwise it is not called a knot.
"Okay."
I decided to do this because I love Li Xiaohuan, so I have to do it. Of course, if Liu Yang does this, I will do the same. There are too many things I can't let go of. Some words are good, but they are said by laymen and people who have never experienced it. Who can let go? I don't believe it. Time is a good thing. Everyone says so. In fact, time is just something that makes you stupid, so you let it go, not because you let it go.
Rong Ling, am I afraid? It seems that I am not afraid. For the sake of a loved one, I am brave. Only when there is no love, I shrink.
Liu Shougui and I talked about this while we were drinking together at Dong Yan's place. It seemed that we liked going to this kind of place and were more accustomed to it.
Liu Shougui told me that I went into the morgue and stayed there, covered with a shroud. He said it was living, but it wasn't really living, although it was only for six hours. However, I didn't know what would happen in these six hours.
This kind of soul fusion means going to another world, finding Bai Wan, and then asking Bai Wan what made her unwilling and what caused her soul to be trapped. This is not a fun thing.
But I have to do it.
I did it anyway. I lay on the bed in the morgue and covered myself with a shroud. I had thought about it before when I died, but I never thought I would do this while I was alive.
Bai Wan's soul has been in the crematorium all the time and has not left. This kind of ghost is unwilling to leave. There are many ghosts that stay in the crematorium. Some of them are unwilling to reincarnate for no reason. This is not acceptable. The scary thing is the soul of Bai Wan.
I lay on the morgue bed and felt like I was dead, my soul had left my body. It was the first time I did this, and He Dana told me that I should never do this unless it was absolutely necessary.
But is this the right time? I don't know, but I think it's worth it, as long as this life is worth it.
My soul left my body and I wandered around the corridor like a gangster, full of arrogance.
I met Bai Wan's soul, and I felt like I met the woman I loved in the corridor of high school. It was not a good feeling. Liu Shougui said, "Don't let me fall in love with Bai Wan's soul." I thought it was a joke, it was absolutely impossible. I don't love a person, and I can't fall in love with his soul, but I was wrong.
The love of the soul and the love in reality are completely different.
Just like I fell in love with my deskmate in middle school, I can't get rid of her, I like her, I love her, and I am willing to do everything for her. At this moment, I feel like this, which is definitely not a good thing.
What should I do? I completely lost control.
Everything Liu Shougui told me was useless at this moment, just like when I was three years old and a man gave me a piece of candy, I really couldn't resist the temptation.
Bai Wan and I's souls were connected. We held hands, just like when I was in middle school, holding a girl's hand. I felt excited, nervous, scared, and excited. It was that feeling anyway.
I don’t know, what will happen
I took Bai Wan out of the crematorium and sat by the river. I like the riverside. This is definitely related to my father. My father likes to sit by the river. I have also fantasized many times about sitting by the river with the one I love, not thinking about anything, not saying anything, just quietly.
I saw Bai Wan's unwillingness in the river, which shocked me and made me stand up. That was something I had never expected. I thought it was impossible, absolutely impossible, but that was the fact.
It is indeed a fact, a shocking fact. (To be continued)