This cause and effect is mentioned all the time, which makes me feel very annoyed.
Although Zhang Xiaoxue cut her stomach, it was not a serious matter. It was just a cut, and after bandaging it, she could go home.
On the third day, I took Zhang Xiaoxue to Ji Yihe. He looked for a long time before speaking.
"There is no solution for now."
I took Zhang Xiaoxue home. The fetal ghost would say something from time to time, and we pretended not to hear it. In fact, that was not the way we came back.
This man was reincarnated and came here to invest and collect debts. I never thought that this would be such a reincarnation and such a way of collecting debts. I cannot accept it.
I felt that this matter was still related to my mother, and it seemed that Ji Yihe had something difficult to say. The next day, after get off work, I went to Ji Yihe's place again. I accompanied him for a drink, and then he told me the truth.
"The root of the problem lies with your mother. If she is willing to drip a drop of blood onto this bone, everything will be resolved. But your mother may not be willing to do so."
I understood, and suppressed the anger and hatred in my heart. I went home that day and did not go to my mother's house because I drank too much. That would be irrational, and my mother could only think that I was drunk.
The next day I went to my mother's place. When I went in, my mother blocked the door and didn't want me to go in. I pushed her open and went in. She was stunned. No matter what, I used to respect my mother. After all, she raised me and took care of me. But I didn't expect that she would do such a thing. Logically, I shouldn't have cared about this matter. However, I didn't expect that this debt would be on me. The man died on his own, and he blamed my father. It was my father who did that in the end. This is what I think.
I sat down and glared at my mother.
"I want to talk to you."
I remained calm. You did such a thing and yet you didn't divorce me. You have tortured my father for a lifetime. You were so wrong. But when I think about how good she was to me, I feel conflicted.
"About my father."
My mother was stunned for a moment, then sat down and lit a cigarette. My mother smokes, but she rarely smokes in front of me.
"Just ask whatever you want to ask!"
"Wish I told me the truth about you."
The mother lowered her head, finished her cigarette, and shook her head.
"I have nothing to tell you."
"Of course, you are too embarrassed to say it, I can say it for you, you found a lover outside, and your father knows it. You actually made up an excuse that my father smelled like a dead person, which is ridiculous, but I just don't know, why don't you get a divorce?"
My mother was stunned. I still found out about this. She had never expected or thought about it, so she didn't react for a while.
She stood up, walked to the window and looked out, and I waited for her answer.
"I loved your father at first, but later I stopped loving him and fell in love with that man. I had no choice. I didn't dare to divorce him because if I divorced him, your father would kill me with his weird methods. You were too young, and a child without a mother is pitiful, so I endured it."
"But you are committing adultery and having an affair."
"You could say that."
"Okay, I don't care about this matter. I think you should know about the matter between you two and between Zhang Xiaoxue and me."
"Yes, I know everything about you. After you fell in love, you were willing to live for only three years. Wasn't I willing to do the same at that time? But with you, I can't do it."
"Well, no matter what your excuse is, Zhang Xiaoxue is pregnant now. It's a ghost baby, and that ghost baby is your lover."
After I finished speaking, Yun Bai suddenly turned around and stared at me.
"Impossible. He was a kind man. I always thought his death was caused by your father, but later I found out that it wasn't your father who did it, so there is no causal relationship, so it can't be possible."
"Do you think he is kind? If he was kind, he wouldn't have hurt you and destroyed other people's families. Such people will never be reincarnated."
"Impossible, impossible..."
The mother seemed a little confused as she muttered. She had never been confused before, at least in my impression. She always had a gloomy face without a smile, and you could never guess what she was thinking.
I didn't say anything, just watched.
"Who said that?"
"Don't worry about who said that. There is only one way now. A drop of your blood may solve this problem."
My mother's face gradually turned pale. She was with my father and her father Yun Zheng, who knew a lot about the crematorium.
"no."
She rejected me, which was something I didn't expect. I thought she would love me all her life, but she ran away later, which meant I was wrong.
"If Zhang Xiaoxue dies like this, then I will die too. We are now connected by Yin and cannot be separated."
"That's your business."
I didn't expect that my mother Yun Bai has become so terrible at this moment. I can't recognize her anymore. Is she still the mother who loves me
I lowered my head, thought for a long time, turned around and left. Maybe I will never enter this door again. She loves that man, even at this time. I can't figure out why she does that and what's so good about that man
When I got home, Zhang Xiaoxue was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling motionlessly. She was numb at this moment.
The next day, Mao Xiaoli called me into her office.
"Xiaozhe, there is only one way to deal with that matter."
Mao Xiaoli didn't continue talking. I didn't know the reason and I didn't say anything either.
"How can I tell you this?"
"Sister Mao said directly."
"Your mother refused to give a drop of blood because she was afraid that the man could not be reincarnated. In fact, he could not be reincarnated. I am afraid that no one can take out the bones in your father's sarcophagus. So now there is only one way, that is, Zhang Xiaoxue dies, and the way of death is not an ordinary way of death. That man can not be reincarnated in this world, and he will not see your mother again. In this world, there are love between people of different ages, love between people who are dozens of years apart. That is not reincarnation from the previous life. Your mother is waiting for such a day. If this is the case, your mother will definitely not give a drop of blood. Zhang Xiaoxue can only die, and everything will end. Your three years of life will not be three years, and everything will be normal."
"no."
Mao Xiaoli didn't say anything more, nor did she try to persuade me. It was impossible for Zhang Xiaoxue to die. I would not let her die. Even if I died, I would not let her die.
"Is there any other solution?"
Mao Xiaoli shook her head and said, I think Master Zhou might have a solution.
When he went to work the next day, Zheng Jun's eyelids were swollen, and it was obvious that he had been crying.
We just nodded, and our hearts ached a little.
I was a little confused that day, and Zheng Jun was also a little confused, but we still didn't dare to be careless. We were busy until after two o'clock in the afternoon. I went to Master Zhou after get off work, and she told me that there was really no other way.
After thinking about it, I realized there was no other way. I wouldn't go home. Zhang Xiaoxue's parents were there and insisted on taking Zhang Xiaoxue home, saying that this place was unlucky. What good could happen in a house where someone was burned to death
The words were harsh, of course, they were blaming me. I didn't say anything. Zhang Xiaoxue didn't want to leave, but was dragged away anyway.
The house has become cold again, and it is getting colder and colder, just like in winter, with the temperature getting lower day by day.
I sat at home in a daze, it seemed that all this could not be resolved, so what would happen in the end? The child was born, grew up, and married my mother. This was simply a joke. When he grew up, my mother would be in her seventies. It was simply a joke.
Someone knocked on the door, but I didn't say anything. I left after it rang for a while. I didn't want to see anyone. Since there was no other way, I would just wait for this child to be born. If I didn't let him die, then this reincarnation would be in vain. I didn't know where my turn would be in the next round. This was what I thought, but who would strangle their own child to death
But what kind of reincarnation is this
I took a day off and stayed at home the next day because I was sick. I lay in bed with no strength left in my body. Thinking about this moment, the warmth seemed to be getting farther and farther away.
Zheng Jun came after get off work, hugged me and cried, and asked the local nurse to give me an IV drip, and I felt better.
I drank a bottle of beer while having dinner in the evening.
"Xiaozhe, do you really want to do this?"
"It's more complicated than that. I didn't tell you."
When I told this, Zheng Jun looked at me blankly.
"What should we do? This child must not be born. What is that called? What has happened?"
Yes, what does that mean? If my child marries my mother, should I call her father or son
I decided that if there was really no other way, then I would strangle the child to death. This was the only way. I absolutely could not let Zhang Xiaoxue choose this matter by dying. That was too unreasonable.
Zhang Xiaoxue's belly was getting bigger day by day, and I could only go to her house to see her but couldn't take her home.
My belly was getting bigger day by day, which made me feel heavier, so I went to find Ji Yihe.
"Master Ji, what should we do?"
Ji Yihe shook his head. If your mother doesn't agree, then there's nothing we can do. We can't force her. Only if she is willing can the blood stop the rotation. Otherwise, there's nothing we can do.
I looked for my mother again, but she didn't let me in and blocked me at the door.
"I hope you will think about it. The reincarnation you are waiting for is a reincarnation of revenge. My son married you. Do you think about it?"
"That's not your son, he's just on loan. I've been waiting for him for almost a lifetime, and I don't want to lose this opportunity, even if it's just to see him once."
"You are not crazy at all. You are my mother. I don't know what to say to you."
I left, tears dripping down my face. I went to the river and watched the water flowing quietly. Is this also considered reincarnation? I don’t know. If so, what kind of reincarnation is it? A wrong reincarnation, it actually happened like this.
I got home in the middle of the night, took out my father's white wine, drank half a bottle in one go, and then fell asleep on the sofa. I couldn't sleep unless I was drunk.
I got up late in the morning and when I arrived at the crematorium, Zheng Jun had already been working for half an hour.
"Are you drunk?"
I just nodded.
"Okay, sit aside, I'll make you some tea. I can finish today's work by myself."
I didn't move. I felt weak and uncomfortable all over.
Zheng Jun works very efficiently and has much of the spirit of Master Zhao Juan.
We finished work at two o'clock in the afternoon, and Zheng Jun and I came out. Then the phone rang. It was Master Zhao, asking us to go to the Hao Zai Lai Restaurant in the evening. It was a restaurant located in the countryside and quite famous.
Zheng Jun and I went home first.
"Xiaozhe, this matter can't be dragged on like this, there has to be a solution."
"No, there is no other way. I can only wait until the child is born. I will not let my mother see it, and I will let him come back in this life."
"What if things don't go as you thought?"
I was stunned for a moment. Yes, no one can see what is ahead. What if it is not? That would be a huge joke. (To be continued)