I discovered an extremely painful thing, that is Yun Bai. She said that I smelled like a dead person, but it was not true. I did not see this. I just heard it from Ge Zhu. She said she saw it, but just mentioned it briefly, and it seemed very light. She was also telling me something.
Of course I don’t believe that Yun Bai is that kind of person. Although this is what happened between us, I don’t want to admit that this happened to me. It is because of a certain man that I smell like a dead person.
Maybe Yun Bai didn't smell it at first? Master Yun Zheng is also a refiner, and she didn't smell it either, but she smelled it at this moment, so I have to think more.
I went to look for Yun Bai, but she was still the same, with no intention of letting me in, and even asked me to keep a distance of more than two meters from her.
"I want to talk to you."
"We have nothing to talk about."
She's going to close the door, I said.
"About that man."
Yun Bai’s face was pale and he stared at me blankly.
"I don't."
She closed the door and I blocked her way.
“We have to talk.”
She saw the ferocity in my eyes and was scared. I went in, sat down on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and I didn't know where to start.
"when?"
"We've been together for almost three years."
That is to say, they knew each other for a long time and were involved in feelings. They had been together for almost three years, but I didn't know about it. Of course, if she did that, I would definitely not know about it.
"What about the smell of death on me?"
"That's true. Ever since I met this man, I've felt that you smelled like a dead person, and it's getting stronger and stronger."
I didn't say anything else, it was meaningless.
That day I left Yun Bai's house, I drank a lot and passed out. I was sent back by Zheng Jun. She kept watching me since I entered the house.
The next day, as I was putting on makeup, I said.
"That's true."
Zheng Jun didn't respond until he finished his work, she said.
"You don't know this. Leaving her is your best choice."
I think so too. When I went to Master Yunzheng's house that day and drank with him, I mentioned this matter. Master Yunzheng kept his head down and didn't say anything.
I got a little angry, the first time I did that to my master, or my father-in-law.
"I knew it a long time ago. I'm going to end my daughter. Ever since you said you smelled like a dead person, I tried to persuade you, but it was useless. I'm sorry, you two should get a divorce!"
"I wanted to leave, but she didn't agree."
“You can go to court.”
After the master finished speaking, he shook his head, stood up and went into the bedroom.
I left my master's house and went to the river. I had to get a divorce, but I wanted to find this man.
I asked about the sending army.
"I hope you do this, just leave and find that man. There is no meaning in it. At most, it will just vent your anger."
My hatred has already arisen, and it can only grow heavier. I cannot tell when it will disappear. My father once told me not to easily feel hatred. Once you have hatred, it cannot be taken back, and it will destroy many things. Those are all debts that must be repaid, but I cannot control myself.
Every day after get off work I would stand at the door of my house, a home I could never return to.
I kept watching. After get off work every day, Zheng Jun tried to persuade me many times, but it was no use. The hatred was growing. I tried to control myself for fear of losing control.
The hatred that makes me turn cuckold is unsolvable. Divorce for any man or woman for any reason is understandable, but this is something you simply cannot understand. It is hatred. If I don’t avenge myself today, I will do it tomorrow, sooner or later, even when I die, after I die. This hatred suddenly magnified in my heart and made me lose control.
I stared at Yun Bai. She would definitely go out and go on a date with that man. That was for sure.
I have been waiting for this day. Yun Bai dressed up beautifully. She looked like a dead person and dressed like a widow. I have never seen her like that before. That was the way she dressed when she was in love with me.
Master Yunzheng said that people with extremely yin need a kind of stimulation, of all kinds, in order to realize their potential. I don't know what he means. There are many people with extremely yin in this world, but there are many requirements for where they stay.
The algorithm of extremely yin people, see if you are an extremely human person.
Ten Heavenly Stems: Jia, Yi, Bing, Ding, Wu, Ji, Geng, Xin, Ren, Gui
Twelve Earthly Branches: Zichou Yin Mao Chen Si Wu Wu Shen You Xu Hai
Sixty Jiazi: A system of dating using the ten heavenly stems and twelve earthly branches. There are sixty combinations in total, with the first being Jiazi. This cycle repeats every 60 years.
Specific combinations: Jiazi, Yichou, Bingyin, ... Guiyou, Jiaxu, Yihai, Bingzi, ...
That is, the Heavenly Stems and Earthly Branches are formed by taking one stem or branch from each of their respective orders, for a total of 60 combinations.
The ancients defined odd-numbered heavenly stems as yang and even-numbered ones as yin.
For example: This year is the year of Bingxu. The yin and yang are determined by the heavenly stems. Bing is an odd position, so the year of Bingxu is a yang year.
By the same token, the ancients used these 60 combinations to calculate months, days, and hours.
For example: Renchen month, Dingchou day, Dingwei hour
Therefore, there are many combinations of the yin year, yin month, yin day and yin time you mentioned.
for example:
The time of the Yiyou year, Guiwei month, Dingsi day and Wei hour was between 1:00 and 3:00 p.m. on August 1 last year.
In the four pillars or eight characters, the heavenly stem of the Wei hour is Ding, which is the Ding Wei hour.
Yi, Gui, Ding and Ding are all yin heavenly stems, so it is a yin year, yin month, yin day and yin hour.
If it is an extremely yin person, then the things about extremely yin people will also be mentioned below. If they are good, they are good, and if they are evil, they are evil. There are many weird things, and it is absolutely nonsense.
My evil came out and I couldn't control it.
Yun Bai did not stay in this city, but took the train. This was something I did not expect. I followed her. No matter what, I would follow her to the end today.
I met that man in another city. I don't know what to say about that man. In this era, cross-city love is simply impossible. I have no idea how they met.
I did not attack Yun Bai, nor did I attack this man. It seemed that I was too weak, not a man at all. Any man would have rushed out and beat this man half to death, or even killed him, but I did not. I actually left and returned to my city. It rained in this city that day, and it was red rain, not anything else. From that day on, I saw things in red, and I never told anyone about it.
I knew there was something wrong with my eyes.
I want to tell my son Xiao Ke that maybe he is the only one who can understand me, but he is too young and I seem so lonely.
When I got home, my father wanted to talk to me, but I shook my head and went into the bedroom. I could see that my father was very worried.
My head was in a mess, I had lost my mind, I admit that, I was smoking, drinking, sitting in front of the window in the bedroom, I didn't know what to do? In fact, no matter how Yun Bai treated me, I still loved her, at this moment I couldn't accept it at all.
At that time, I was thinking that I would leave the cemetery even if I died. But when I was hesitating, I learned about this incident, which was simply unbelievable to me.
When I woke up in the morning, I found that something was wrong with me. I felt it myself, and my father felt it too.
I was at work, sitting in a chair in a daze. The manager came in, took a look, and left. A moment later, Yi He came and took my place.
I went to the director's office.
"Xiao Zuo, we are brothers and friends. You are a little abnormal. Go home and rest, or go and see. You can come anytime."
I left without saying anything, went to the river, sat down, and cried while hugging my knees. At that time, I felt that my knees were the safest place and they would never tell my secret to others.
My father finally came to talk to me, but I kept becoming less and less talkative. Ge Zhu came a few times, and He Dana came N times. I never came out of the bedroom because I was afraid of seeing people. I knew that something was completely wrong with me.
My father asked me to admit that I was sick, and I admitted it.
I went to the Fifth Hospital, the mental hospital in our city. Those were scary times.
I was completely lying to the doctor, saying that I had no problem, that what I saw and felt was the opposite, that my eyes saw red, could he explain it? Although he was a doctor, he had never suffered from mental illness and could never understand a patient. He was lying to me, thinking that he was just a patient, a fool, which I found ridiculous.
He gave me a lot of medicine and I took it because I knew I felt very uncomfortable. During that period, I was in a coma the whole time. That kind of medicine made me sleep, sleep non-stop. I didn't see anyone or go out for two months. Two months later, I was completely cured. I came out of the bedroom and asked my father to cook and drink.
My father was dazed. When we were drinking, I said I was fine. He hugged me and cried. I understood. For two months, my son didn't come out of the room and just slept. It was so scary, as if my son was about to die. I feel sorry, father.
I am back to normal and go to work. Actually, some bad situations still occur, but I have not forgotten what that man looked like.
I was doing my own thing in the office. After Xia Chun left, I was alone in the refining room. Although I was tired, I felt safe this way and no one would harm me.
After finishing my work every day, I lock the office door and do one thing in the office, which is bone splicing.
In fact, there is one thing you may not know. In the process of refining, some bones cannot be completely burned. They are smashed, but not completely. The bones taken out are not all. If all is taken out, the urn cannot hold any more. Many people do not know this. I will pick out some bones and piece them together.
This bone-splitting was told to me by He Dana. He told a story about a person who hated someone so he would splice their bones. I thought he was talking about his own story, but he didn't admit it.
The bones are pieced together with the bones of thirteen people, and then you know a person's birth date and eight characters, written on the back, and the man will die soon. Of course, no one knows this. (I have said here that I am also revealing the deeper secrets of the crematorium, which is not allowed, there will be a kind of death curse, and I will reveal more things in this way below, because I want to use "Folk Corpse Burning Strange Stories" as an end to the novel about the crematorium. I will not write it forever, and I am willing to write "Yong'an" in the comments at home. I will spend this life in peace.), I don't want to do this, but hatred is magnifying. Don't have hatred in your heart. It is not good for yourself or anyone else, but no one can control this hatred.
Bone matching is not an easy task. Only the bones of people who died for revenge can be used. The bones of people who died for revenge are different. They become piercing white after being refined and a bit dazzling. Of course, this is a subtle difference and it is almost impossible to see without looking at multiple types of bones.
I put the bones in an empty room, which was one of the unused rooms in the morgue opposite. The key was a key I took from a key hanging on the wall. Perhaps this key would belong to me forever. The room was empty and there was nothing in it.
I put the bones right there, in the middle of the ground, and pieced them together, piece by piece, and I thought the man was dead.
I want to know the man's birth date. Of course, this is not easy. Most people's birth dates are not known to outsiders. You should not let outsiders know it either. I think it is not a good thing. It is more important than losing your life. (To be continued)