After Xiao Wanqing took a shower, she blow-dried her hair until it stopped dripping, and then went out of the bathroom to check if Lin Xian had come out of the shower. Lin Xian is not slow in doing things, but he is always surprisingly slow in taking a bath. Although all electric water heaters are used now, Xiao Wanqing is still worried that Lin Xian takes too long to take a bath. Once more than half an hour passed, Xiao Wanqing would call Lin Xian's name outside the door, and she would be relieved only after hearing Lin Xian's answer.
However, strangely this time, the bathroom door was wide open, as if it had been out of use for a long time. Xiao Wanqing subconsciously turned around to look at Lin Xian's door. The door of Lin Xian's room was also open, and there was no light inside.
Obviously, Lin Xian was not in the room either.
Xiao Wanqing frowned, and walked towards the living room suspiciously. As soon as she stepped into the living room, she saw a figure sitting quietly on the sofa through the subtle light coming in through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the balcony.
"Xianxian, why don't you turn on the light?" Xiao Wanqing asked Lin Xian while turning on the light.
Lin Xian murmured "uh" vaguely, but did not answer her clearly. Xiao Wanqing was a little surprised by her voice.
She walked quickly to Lin Xian, only to find that the girl didn't seem to have taken a bath yet, and she was still wearing that overly formal white shirt. Looking up, Lin Xian's cheeks were abnormally red, and he stared blankly into his own eyes, which were hazy.
Xiao Wanqing's heart tightened. Subconsciously, she reached out to touch Lin Xian's forehead, but Lin Xian bent her eyebrows, pulled Xiao Wanqing's hand from her forehead, and held it in her palm.
"Xiao Xiaowan, you are so pretty." Lin Xian murmured with a smile.
The temperature under his hands told Xiao Wanqing that Lin Xian didn't have a fever. Xiao Wanqing was a little relieved, and took advantage of the situation to hold Lin Xian's hand, laughing dumbfounded.
Lin Xian looked like he was drunk? In Xiao Wanqing's impression, although Lin Xian seldom drank, his drinking capacity was not so shallow. On Lin Xian's birthday before, she watched Lin Xian also drank a little wine, obviously nothing happened at that time. I only drank a few small cups today, what's the matter
Xiao Wanqing couldn't think of the reason, she only thought that her drinking was good and bad.
You idiot, you can't drink and still be brave.
Xiao Wanqing sighed softly, her eyes full of love and compassion. She helped Lin Xian sit up, and asked her warmly, "Why didn't you take a bath?"
Lin Xian pouted, and murmured: "I went in, but I felt dizzy and bored, so I came out again." The girl's eyes were misty and foggy, but her thoughts were still clear, and her words were clear. clear.
It seems that the little guy has a good drink, and he doesn't make a fuss when he's drunk.
Xiao Wanqing pulled out her hand and scratched her nose lovingly. She stood behind Lin Xian and gently rubbed her temples for a while: "Are you still dizzy now?"
"No more dizziness, Xiao Xiaowan, you are amazing!" Lin Xian grinned, clapping her hands excitedly like a child to praise her.
It is still a beautiful and bright face, but the expression is cute and cute. Xiao Wanqing was funny and caring.
She had never tried hugging Lin Xian, and she heard that drunk people would be very heavy, so she was not sure if she could hug Lin Xian. Because she was afraid of falling to Lin Xian, she didn't dare to be as bold as Lin Xian hugging herself. She returned to Lin Xian, only gently helped her up, and walked to Lin Xian's room while caring about her: "Then have you brushed your teeth and washed your face?"
"I've brushed my teeth and washed my face." The girl leaned on her shoulder, very well-behaved.
"Then let's go to sleep, okay?" Xiao Wanqing was taken away by her gentle tone, and unconsciously used the tone of coaxing a child.
Lin Xian responded with "Okay", and then, she suddenly leaned on her shoulder, rubbed her cheek, and said coquettishly, "Can I sleep with you? I want to sleep with you, I really want to..." Words Speaking of the latter, she stared at Xiao Wanqing with misty eyes for a moment, with obvious desire and expectation in her eyes.
Xiao Wanqing's heart suddenly softened by her eyes. She couldn't bear the thought of rejection at all. Forget it, she felt a little worried about letting Lin Xian sleep alone like this.
"Okay, then be good, let's sleep together, okay?"
"I will always be good. I sleep very honestly." The girl blinked her eyes and promised earnestly.
Xiao Wanqing smiled lightly, but did not speak.
Lin Xian is quite honest when he sleeps. It's just that he likes to sleep with people in his arms, but his movements have always been quite regular.
Back in her room, Xiao Wanqing placed Lin Xian on her bed. Then, she went to Lin Xian's bedroom to get her a pillow and a nightgown. When she returned to the room again, she realized that Lin Xian was still obediently maintaining the upright posture she had left when she left. Seeing that he was back, Lin Xian's eyes brightened, and the corners of his lips curled up into a bright and bright smile.
Xiao Wanqing's heart skipped a beat all of a sudden.
According to her previous estimate, she felt that Lin Xian was not very drunk. So she handed the nightgown to Lin Xian with confidence, and told her: "I'll go out first, and you can change into the skirt yourself, okay?"
Unexpectedly, Lin Xian, who had always been obedient, suddenly rejected her firmly: "I don't!"
"???" Xiao Wanqing was stunned.
She sat down beside Lin Xian, trying to reason with the drunk man: "Xianxian, you see that you are wearing a shirt with a stiff collar, and it is uncomfortable for you to hug you when you sleep."
Lin Xian's dark eyes rolled around, as if thinking. In the next second, she hugged Xiao Wanqing's body, leaned against her, and said, "But I'm so tired, Xiao Xiaowan, can you change for me?"
Eh? !
Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but glanced down at Lin Xian's face, which was becoming more and more bright because of the blush, and subconsciously moved her gaze downward.
Xiao Wanqing's throat slipped unconsciously.
She gently pushed Lin Xian away, moved a little to the side, and patiently explained to Lin Xian: "Xianxian, it's not very convenient for me to change it for you. You can just take off the shirt without unbuttoning it." .”
Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished speaking, Lin Xian was crying and asked her sadly, "Do you not like me anymore?"
Xiao Wanqing didn't know why, so she immediately raised her eyes to look at Lin Xian.
Lin Xian bit her lip, her eye sockets, which were dyed thin red, were full of watery light that was not falling yet.
She seemed very sad.
Lin Xian was afraid that he would not be good at pretending, so he didn't stop drinking until he was a little tipsy. Her head was really dizzy, but her consciousness was still clear.
In the first half, she had been soberly pretending to be drunk, in order to let Xiao Wanqing relax her vigilance. But she didn't expect that when she asked Xiao Wanqing, "Do you not like me", her heart suddenly ached. In an instant, it seemed as if all sorts of grievances welled up in his heart, his nose was sour, and he was almost on the verge of tears.
Seeing Lin Xian sad, Xiao Wanqing felt as if her heart had been pricked by a needle. She moved closer to Lin Xian, stretched out her hand to caress her cheek, and coaxed her: "I don't, I don't like you."
"Then I'm your girlfriend. There's nothing you can't see on me. Why is it inconvenient for you to change my clothes? You just don't like me and don't want to see me." Lin Xian sniffled, and the more she said, the more wronged she became .
Reasonable and well-founded, Xiao Wanqing didn't know where to start to defend for a while.
Seeing that she didn't explain, Lin Xian seemed even more sad. She curled up her long legs, hugged her knees with her hands, and tears started to fall down in big drops unexpectedly.
She choked up and said: "You really don't like me anymore. You don't want me to pick you up from the company, you don't want to hold my hand when you go to school, and you don't want to wait for me after the game. Now, you don't even have an explanation. Willing to give it to me." Lin Xian became more and more sad as she spoke, and the sadness and uneasiness that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time suddenly burst out, so that she couldn't control herself even if she wanted to restrain herself.
She even really began to wonder if Aunt Xiao really really didn't like her anymore. She was really, so stingy that she wouldn't even give her an explanation. Lin Xian didn't want to cry too embarrassingly, she suppressed herself from crying, choked up silently and was out of breath.
Xiao Wanqing didn't expect that Lin Xian would really pay attention to every detail and take it to heart. She looked at Lin Xian, who was suppressing his crying and began to pant, and her heart felt like a knife.
Xiao Wanqing's throat also began to choke. She reached out and hugged Lin Xian tightly, kissed Lin Xian's forehead hair, and comforted the girl over and over again in a low voice: "I don't, Xianxian, I don't dislike you."
But Lin Xian didn't listen, the sadness and sadness she was provoked couldn't be recovered after the defense line collapsed. She became more and more sad and sad, sobbing and asking Xiao Wanqing: "Where did I not do well enough? I can change it, can you tell me?"
She said: "Aunt Xiao, I'm so scared, I've been so scared all the time. You don't tell me anything, I don't know what you're thinking. I'm worried every day, afraid that one day you might end up with me because of being with me. It was too hard, so I took back your love and turned around to leave me. But I have been staying where I am and I don’t know anything."
Every sound of "scar" by Lin Xian was like a sharp arrow piercing Xiao Wanqing's heart, the pain made Xiao Wanqing's heart sore that she could not breathe. Tears welled up in her eyes as well.
She took a deep breath, stopped her tears, patted Lin Xian's back, and lifted her crying face buried in her knees. She lowered her head and gently kissed Lin Xian's tearful eyes, like kissing the priceless treasure in her life: "Lin Xian, I like you."
This is the first time Xiao Wanqing told her frankly: "Lin Xian, I like you."
Lin Xian obviously wanted to laugh, but the corners of her lips hadn't curled up yet, but her tears were already flowing under Xiao Wanqing's red lips, flowing more violently.
Xiao Wanqing's kiss slid across the bridge of her straight nose and landed on her thin trembling lips. She gently licked and sucked, her voice was hoarse and soft, and she confessed again: "Lin Xian, I like you."
Her warm lips slid down her jaw all the way to Lin Xian's snow-white and slender neck. Lin Xian couldn't bear it anymore, she put one hand on the bed, stabilized her body, and gradually stopped crying.
The woman's gentle confession sounded again in the quiet air, like a whisper from the bottom of her heart: "Lin Xian, I like you." The voice was moving.
She raised her head, showing a gentle and sad face, and smiled slightly. Then, she stretched out her slender hands, and unbuttoned Lin Xian one by one, and lowered her head under the gaze of Lin Xian's moist eyes.
The hot and humid breath sprayed on Lin Xian's neck, and her soft red lips slid all the way down, finally landing next to Lin Xian's heaving heart.
Lin Xian leaned back, trembling as she breathed out.
It's like sighing, and it's like sighing. Lin Xian felt her Xiao Panpan hugged herself tightly with both hands, and pressed her cheek against her heart. She said word by word in a low voice: "Lin Xian, I like you, I like you very much."
There was a hot and humid liquid that slid across her heart, submerged in the body temperature of the two of them.
Lin Xian clutched the quilt, feeling sweet and astringent in his heart, full of mixed flavors.
Why, why is it so sad to even confess.
Xiao Wanqing's nose was stuffed up, and she took a noticeable breath, then she slowly let go of Lin Xian. She reached out and pulled back gently, and took off Lin Xian's shirt that had been opened, and then, the underwear. She turned her head to take Lin Xian's nightgown, half knelt up, and signaled Lin Xian to raise her hand.
The girl's body is very beautiful, Xiao Wanqing stared at it with narrowed eyes, but her eyes were very clean and gentle. Lin Xian's face became hot under her gaze, but her long eyelashes were still fluttering, and she raised her hands in coordination with Xiao Wanqing.
With Lin Xian's cooperation, Xiao Wanqing easily helped her put on the nightdress. In a half-kneeling position, she looked down at Lin Xian's clear eyes that were still red, kissed her smooth forehead, and sighed softly, "But, Lin Xian, I'm also very scared."
"Lin Xian, I'm afraid that you will be found out and pointed at by others. I'm afraid that one day when you are about to leave, you will blame me for making you suffer too much on this wrong path."
"I'm very guilty, and I'm afraid that I have led you to ruin, whether I have seduced you, whether it is because of me that you have embarked on such a thorny road."
Her words fell into Lin Xian's ears, like a thunderclap on the ground. Falling in love is a matter of two people, and it is the responsibility of two people. Happiness is enjoyed by two people together, so the burden should naturally be borne by two people together. She thought that Xiao Wanqing would be under pressure facing her parents and family, but she never thought that Xiao Wanqing would still have such a layer of psychological pressure when she was with her.
Who seduced whom? Why use the word seduce? Isn't it mutual attraction
If you have to talk about seduction, it is she who seduced Xiao Wanqing.
Lin Xian frowned and asked Xiao Wanqing in a deep voice: "Xiao Xiaowan, have you forgotten? I started it first."
Xiao Wanqing obviously didn't listen to her words. That was just a sentence she lied to herself at the time.
It was only after Lin Xian came to her that she found out that she likes girls, and confirmed that girls can also like girls; then, he fell in love with Lin Xian and unknowingly seduced her, and finally, it was Lin Xian who subtly and unconsciously seduced her. I like myself.
If any link in the middle is removed, Lin Xian will not be what he is now.
She helped Lin Xian push back the messy hair that blocked her eyes, and murmured: "Xianxian, you are drunk. There is class tomorrow, let's go to bed early."
Just like one of the reasons she hasn't said it all the time, this is her own problem, and Xiao Wanqing doesn't think Lin Xian can give her an answer that will make her feel at ease. Even though Lin Xian now swears that she will not regret it, Xiao Wanqing can't believe that she will think the same in the future.
So, this is an unsolvable proposition.
But if speaking out can make Lin Xian feel at ease, then even if it is embarrassing, she is still willing to dissect her fragile heart to Lin Xian.
Now that the conversation has progressed, Lin Xian wonders if Xiao Wanqing already knows that she is pretending to be drunk. But there are some things that she can't do when she is fully awake, and there are some things that Aunt Xiao can't say to her when she is fully awake.
Whether she knew she was pretending to be drunk or not, Lin Xian knew Xiao Wanqing didn't want to talk anymore.
Lin Xian stared at Xiao Wanqing for a while, Xiao Wanqing looked a little tired with her snow-white neck hanging down.
Lin Xian pursed her lips. After a long while, she smiled, leaned into Xiao Wanqing's arms, and compromised and said to her: "Okay, let's go to sleep, good night."
Lin Xian thought, it doesn't matter, at least they communicated frankly with each other.
Xiao Panpan left the question to himself. Then she should give Xiao Panpan the answer.