The surprise came so suddenly that Lin Xian couldn't react. She unconsciously opened her mouth slightly, and said softly "Huh?" The next moment, she belatedly couldn't restrain the corners of her raised lips, dancing and begging for confirmation: "Xiao Xiaowan, did you just agree? ?!"
Xiao Wanqing softened her eyebrows, and pettingly replied: "Well, I promise you."
Lin Xian couldn't help but wanted to rush over to kiss Xiao Wanqing. But just as she leaned to the left, she was firmly stopped by the seat belt. Her pouting mouth drooped instantly, and she pulled the seat belt on her body, looking at Xiao Wanqing aggrievedly.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't help laughing, and said, "It's wrong to intend to affect the driver's safe driving."
Lin Xian pursed her lips, sat back on her body, and said loudly and arrogantly on purpose: "Humph!" as if I was angry.
When the red light came on, Xiao Wanqing stopped the car. She glanced at Lin Xian from the corner of her eye, and the smile on her lips deepened.
Lin Xian was arrogant and coquettish for a while, seeing that Xiao Panpan didn't coax her, he broke his merits, and said coquettishly: "You don't coax me."
After the joy faded a little, Lin Xian looked at Xiao Wanqing's gentle expression, pursed his lips, and began to feel distressed.
She was looking forward to Xiao Wanqing's ability to face the past slowly and get out of it. But when the expectation was about to become a reality, she couldn't help feeling worried and distressed: "I'm not sure whether to celebrate at my home or outside, but it must be in the southern district. Panpan, is it really okay? If you still If you're not ready, don't force yourself for me." These are her sincere words.
Although she hoped to celebrate her birthday with Xiao Wanqing, everything was nothing compared to her desire for Xiao Wanqing's happiness.
Xiao Wanqing restrained her smile imperceptibly, and there was a flash of sadness in her warm eyes. After a while, she turned her head to comfort Lin Xian and said, "I didn't force myself. I haven't gone back for a long time, so I should go back and have a look."
There seemed to be a clear spring in her eyes, rippling charmingly, and she confessed to Lin Xian: "Xianxian, in fact, it's not that I haven't tried to go back these years, but every time I go to the South District That bridge, I started backing down."
In these years, she lived alone, but because her parents wanted her to live. There are always some days every year when she feels that she can't go on anymore, misses her parents, thinks of breaking down, wants to go home, thinks of talking to them in front of their graves, but in the end, she still dare not go back, dare not step into .
When people are extremely negative, they just keep replaying the worst and most hurtful words in their heads.
She always remembered the phrase that her gentle and gentle grandma, the white-haired man sent the black-haired man, and when she was emotionally driven away, she scolded her in the meanest tone, "Humiliated the family style, killed the parents, unfilial and unrighteous, why do you still have it?" face back."
Until she died, grandma refused to see her again.
Until her death, her grandma didn't forgive her, so how dare she forgive herself, the bad self in the past.
However, Xiao Wanqing put down her right hand holding the steering wheel, put her palm up on the armrest of the seat, and said softly: "But this time it will be different. This time you are with me, envy."
Lin Xian looked gentle and solemn, stretched out his hand to cover Xiao Wanqing's palm, interlocked his fingers, and said firmly: "I will be with you. Xiao Panpan, from now on you will have me in every part of your life. We will be in the same boat through thick and thin , go and return together."
Xiao Wanqing looked at their intertwined hands, her eyes were tender, and she lowered her head and kissed the back of Lin Xian's hand.
When the green light came on, Xiao Wanqing had to let go of Lin Xian's hand and start the car.
She remembered what she wanted to discuss with Lin Xian: "Xianxian, I also have something to discuss with you."
"Huh? Tell me."
"I'm planning to change jobs and leave the magazine. Your Aunt Wen invited me to work as the operations director of Star Media where she works. In terms of salary and benefits, they are better than the current ones, but they may be much busier than they are now. I envy you how do you feel?"
Changing jobs is said to be a matter for one person, but it is actually a matter for two people, because it affects their daily lives and will change their common living conditions. Xiao Wanqing respects Lin Xian's ideas.
Lin Xian stared at Xiao Wanqing after hearing the words, apart from being surprised by the news, she was more moved. She naturally knew that it didn't have much practical significance for Xiao Wanqing to discuss this with her. She knew little about Xiao Wanqing's work, let alone help her analyze the prospects, pros and cons. But Xiao Wanqing still asked her, and seriously discussed with her, treating her as a real equal partner.
"Why do you suddenly want to change jobs?" Lin Xian cherished the rights Xiao Wanqing gave her, and asked her softly.
She was a little jealous of the fact that Xiao Wanqing might work with Wen Tong for a long time in the future. Although Wen Tong was very generous and decent when she met last time, she still cared a little about letting her lover spend time with her rival beside her.
She also paid attention to the sentence in Xiao Wanqing's arms, "I will be much busier than now."
During class today, some students suddenly surrounded Shi Man mysteriously and asked Shi Man, "Man Man, do you know Zhi Jin very well?"
Shi Man raised his eyes and glanced at the female classmate, expressing his acquiescence with his eyes.
The female classmate excitedly said: "Then can you help me to ask senior sister Zhijin to help me get an autograph of Lu Mingfeng? I have liked him for a long time. I saw the official announcement that senior sister Zhijin wants to partner with him in the shoot." "Summer Cicada" has already entered the group."
Shiman's face turned a little cold all of a sudden, he pursed his lips, and after a long while, he finally said: "Okay, if I can convey it."
After the female classmate left happily, Lin Xian saw that Shiman's expression was a little bit wrong, and he joked with her in a lively atmosphere: "Miss Zhijin looks like a star, you are going to follow her, Mrs. Idol."
"Oh." Shi Man gave a far-fetched chuckle: "I'm afraid she's going to become someone else's idol lady." She said sadly: "Do you know that I only talked to her for a few minutes this week? She Busy like a spinning top, every time she couldn't say a few words, someone next to her urged her to act. I don't want to be an idol lady, I just want to go back to the days when I could see her every day."
Shiman lay down on the table, and asked Lin Xian in a low voice: "Why do you think Zhijin suddenly wants to act, I didn't find that she likes this aspect before."
"Maybe it's a dream I discovered suddenly." Lin Xian comforted her. "Maybe it'll be fine after this busy period." It can be seen that Lin Xian felt a little uncomfortable in his heart when he saw that he was alone and lonely these days.
Hearing Xiao Wanqing's vaccination, she was a little scared. If Xiao Wanqing got busy, she would become the second Shiman.
But, just like she comforted Shi Man, what if this is Xiao Wanqing's dream
"Because the current job has actually reached the ceiling for me, and there is almost no room for upward development. Xianxian, I want to get out of my comfort zone, try to challenge myself, and see more possibilities for myself."
Lin Xian looked at her shining eyes and bit his lip. After a while, she restrained all her small thoughts, bent her lips, and answered Xiao Wanqing softly and sincerely: "If you feel so happy, I will unconditionally support any decision you make."
"However, maybe there will be a period of time in the future that I will not be able to commute to get off work on time and eat with you." This is the most obvious effect.
Lin Xian poked Xiao Wanqing's cheek, and joked: "Idiot, I'm such an adult, don't I know how to eat by myself?" She smiled and said triumphantly: "I can still prepare supper for you. "
"But you have to promise me something." Lin Xian restrained his smile and said seriously.
"What?" Xiao Wanqing said tenderly.
"No matter how busy you are, you have to take care of yourself. Your health comes first, and your work comes second. Don't worry me. If you don't do it, I will lose my temper." The girl said the little threat with confidence, her maturity and considerateness made people feel warm , and so cute and self-willed that it makes people feel soft.
Xiao Wanqing agreed with affection, "I promise you." She paused, then turned her head suddenly, staring at the road ahead, said shyly and softly, "Lin Xian comes first, body comes second, and work comes third."
Lin Xian was stunned for a second as if she had heard something incredible. Then, she couldn't help but unbuckled her seat belt, leaned over and kissed Xiao Wanqing's arm lightly through her clothes. In fact, she already wanted to throw her whole body on Xiao Wanqing, but she was afraid of scaring Xiao Wanqing by driving, so she restrained herself and kissed the clothes on her arm almost imperceptibly.
"Xianxian, don't make trouble, fasten it." Xiao Wanqing said worriedly.
"Xiao Xiaowan, do you want to hurry up? It's late, and I want to sleep with you soon." Lin Xian was not afraid at all, and slowly buckled back the seat belt, while clasping his hands together and kissing himself With the index fingers of both hands, one side hinted with a hot and sly smile.
"Lin Xian..." Xiao Wanqing snorted angrily.
Lin Xian saw with satisfaction that Xiao Panpan's small white ears exposed to the air were stained crimson at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the curvature of her lips became more and more high.
Why do you want to laugh unconsciously just by looking at her
When Zhou Qin heard that Lin Xian had successfully invited Xiao Wanqing back, he was so shocked that his double chin would come out, and he was a little incoherent with joy, and kept asking Lin Xian how he did it.
When Lin Xian heard Zhou Qin's surprised voice, his heart became sweeter, but his mouth was always loose and mischievous: "Maybe I'm too cute, Aunt Xiao couldn't bear to reject me and make me sad."
Zhou Qin's father was originally invited to attend a lecture at the university that night and couldn't come, but when he heard that Xiao Wanqing was coming, he wanted to meet Xiao Wanqing no matter what. Zhou Qin and Lin Zhan discussed it, and finally decided to reserve a box and open a table in a restaurant in the city center. Firstly, it looks solemn, secondly, it is close to the school where her father is going to give a lecture, so it is convenient to send him there at that time, thirdly, it is also closer to the road in the southern district, so it is convenient for Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian to go back, after all, Lin Xian is the next day There are classes.
After Lin Xian heard about it, he immediately agreed. In fact, she was also a little scared. If Xiao Wanqing went directly to the house, it would be too big a step. After all, if you want to go to her house, you will pass by Xiao Wanqing's house first.
Xiao Wanqing is willing to try to step into the Southern District today, and Lin Xian already feels very content. She wanted to go slowly and steadily.
At the beginning of November, on the day of Lin Xian's birthday, Xiao Wanqing got off work a little earlier, went to school to pick up Lin Xian and went to the southern district together.
When the car was about to drive onto the bridge that must be crossed from the North District to the South District, Xiao Wanqing's hand holding the steering wheel trembled uncontrollably. Even for work, in this area, she pushed it to other people to approach. It's been almost ten years, and she hasn't seen the scene across the bridge again.
Lin Xian's warm hand gently covered her trembling hand.
Xiao Wanqing turned her head to look at the owner of the hand, and Lin Xian smiled at her with closed eyes.
The car gradually drove up the bridge, passed the center of the bridge, and drove through the dark years of the past ten years. Crush the solid tunnel barrier bit by bit.
"The road here was overhauled a few years ago, Xiao Panpan, guess how to get to my house." Lin Xian paid attention to Xiao Wanqing's expression, and said in a lively atmosphere.
Xiao Wanqing unconsciously tightened her hands holding the steering wheel, took a breath and said, "Choose the one on the left, right?"
"Wow, how do you know?" Lin Xian exaggerated.
A bitter smile appeared on Xiao Wanqing's lips, and she said hoarsely: "How could I not know the way home."
Lin Xian's throat choked when he heard the words, and his nose became sore inexplicably.
She stared at the fragile yet strong gentle woman beside her with a slight smile, and suddenly called her name in a low voice: "Xiao Wanqing."
Xiao Wanqing turned her head slightly to look at her.
"I love you." Lin Xian couldn't help but say softly.
On Xiao Wanqing's lips, the bitterness gradually faded away, and there was a star-like light shining in her eyes.
For many years, she has been remembering grandma's words, blaming herself, not daring to think about her father's last words, not daring to find any excuses for herself.
Many years later, because of Lin Xian, she gradually remembered that in the emergency room, when her father closed his eyes, he finally struggled and said to her intermittently in a breathy voice: "You can... go... your way, but happiness!"
The car gradually drove down the bridge, and the familiar and unfamiliar scenery of the southern district came into view.
Dad, I brought her back.
This time, you will bless me, right
Xiao Wanqing's eyes were hot, and her breathing gradually became heavy.