Lin Xian chased down the stairs with heavy steps. When he got out of the elevator and turned into the lobby, he saw Zhou Qin bending over not far from the building, holding on to a street tree with difficulty to breathe.
Lin Xian's heart tightened, and he quickly trotted out. She held Zhou Qin's arm and said anxiously: "Mom, what's wrong with you? I'll take you to the hospital."
Zhou Qin heard Lin Xian's voice, and his heart, which was so cold all the way, finally warmed up a little. But she still held her posture, weakly pulled away the arm supported by Lin Xian, and said coldly: "What about me has nothing to do with you, I don't need to trouble you." Taking a step forward, Gu Zi swayed and walked forward.
"Mom!" Lin Xian called angrily.
She reached out and hooked Zhou Qin's arm, and helped her to walk to the parking place in front, and said anxiously and angrily: "Can't you be reasonable? Are you happy if you really cut off ties with me?" ?”
She looked at her pale mother, frowned and asked in concern: "When did you come here? Did you stay up late every day to work on your thesis? Have you had breakfast? You don't know that you are not a young man now, and your body is not as good as before. Yet?"
Zhou Qin's body froze, hearing Lin Xian's bad tone but clearly able to hear the reproach of caring, his heart gradually softened again. She glanced at Lin Xian from the corner of her eye almost imperceptibly, Lin Xian was already much taller than her, and at some point, her face gradually faded, the brows were less immature and more mature, yes Indescribably bright and moving.
This is her most precious daughter, who was born in the expectation of their family, devoted all their hard work and love, and brought up in the palm of their hands with all their hard work. She has as many disappointments and chills as she has towards her. love and distress.
Can she really let her go unfeelingly? Zhou Qin knew that this was impossible. She pursed her lips, and finally stopped struggling, and let Lin Xian help her into the car without saying a word.
Zhou Qin's current state is obviously not suitable for driving, Lin Xian asked her to sit in the passenger seat. She looked back at the building where Xiao Wanqing was looming, took a deep breath, gritted her teeth, got into the car, started the car, and drove out of the community.
On the way, Zhou Qin leaned on the seat and closed his eyes to rest, his face softened a little. Lin Xian looked at the road, unconsciously replaying Xiao Wanqing's astonishment, grievance, and sadness when she was caught off guard by Zhou Qin's slap just now in her mind, feeling like a knife was piercing her heart. She would rather those two slaps fell on her own face. She did not expect such a violent reaction from Zhou Qin. Of course, they came out of the closet in embarrassment under such circumstances, which was even more unexpected to her.
Everything was messed up and deviated from the track they set.
She clenched the steering wheel with both hands, glanced sideways at Zhou Qin, and couldn't help but asked in a low voice: "Mom, you went too far just now, no matter what, how could you do it. You haven't been educating me, no matter what, A gentleman uses his mouth but not his hands. It is the rudest and most incompetent expression."
Zhou Qin opened his eyes suddenly when he heard Lin Xian's confident questioning, and the emotions that had just calmed down began to fluctuate rapidly again. Of course it was her fault to do it, calm down a little, and she also realized that she had lost her composure. However, ask yourself, who can maintain reason and calmness when he sees his daughter who he entrusted to his best friend to be taken care of by his best friend on the bed.
Besides, she not only couldn't stand the impact of Lin Xian's homosexuality, but also couldn't bear the blow of being betrayed by Xiao Wanqing. She treated Xiao Wanqing with sincerity, she clearly believed in her like that, how could she hurt herself like this. It was a double whammy, and it nearly robbed her of her sanity.
When she thought that she didn't know people well, she was the one who handed Lin Xian over to Xiao Wanqing; As soon as she thought of Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing, the so-called aunt, who had been in bed for countless times, she felt heartbroken and out of breath, and reflexively wanted to vomit.
"I'm going too far? Lin Xian, is it not too much for her to be like you? Tell me, how do you think I should treat a person who seduced my underage daughter. Should I thank her and bless you with a smile? "Zhou Qin poked his neck, gritted his teeth and asked in a hoarse voice.
Lin Xian immediately defended angrily: "Mom, don't speak so harshly, what temptations, what underage. I am already an adult, and I fell in love with her because we like each other. What's more, Even if it was seduction, I started it first, I was the one who seduced her, so don't throw dirty water on her."
Zhou Qin listened to Lin Xian's categorical defense of Xiao Wanqing, blood rushed to his head, and became more and more angry. What a ghost!
"When I handed you over to her, were you an adult? What do you know? Can you really distinguish the dividing line between feelings? You have never liked anyone since you were a child, what kind of love 1 love 1 love? Isn’t it all taught by her? How old are you, how old is she, you are still young and ignorant, is she also young? She calls me sister, you call her aunt, you are her junior, she Watching you grow up, even if she really needs someone, she shouldn't start with you. She dares to do such a thing shamelessly, why can't I poke her back." Zhou Qin gasped hard, Don't choose what to say. Her mind was so dizzy that she would lose consciousness in the next second, and she could no longer maintain her dignity and think twice.
Lin Xian is only 19 years old, not even 20 years old, how dare Xiao Wanqing, how could she have the heart to cross the line with her, how can she be so irresponsible, bottom line, and offline.
Lin Xian heard the disrespect towards Xiao Wanqing in Zhou Qin's words, and the anger that had been suppressed completely came to his head. She raised her voice and retorted: "Mom, don't use such dirty thoughts to speculate on people, can you? Can you be fair? I'll say it again, I started it first, I seduced her, I liked it first Hers, I confessed, I forced her to accept me, even if there is a mistake, all mistakes are my fault, okay! "
"Is it my guess, or what she did is dirty." Zhou Qin retorted, his chest began to heave violently. "Lin Xian, I didn't say you were right, but as an elder, she didn't guide you correctly, instead making mistakes again and again with you. This is her fault."
She looked at Lin Xian who was looking at her with cold eyebrows and no hesitation, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and it was the first time she reached out and grabbed Lin Xian's forearm in such a helpless manner. The quarrel had exhausted her last strength, she said in a weak and hoarse voice: "Lin Xian, you can't go on like this, I can't just watch you walk towards the cliff dead end. You know that you will be judged by others in the future. How do you give pointers behind your back, what will others think of you in the future, how do you think of our family? You will go abroad next semester, and I will resign and go with you. Let’s change the environment and start over, okay? I don’t want you to regret it in the future and blame me for not pulling you a handful."
"I won't go!" Lin Xian refused. She looked at her mother who kept saying it was for her own good, but didn't really think about her feelings at all, and her throat was sore.
When the red light came on, she slammed on the brakes and stopped. She turned her head and looked at Zhou Qin disappointedly with red eyes, and said with a sneer, "Mom, are you afraid that my homosexuality will embarrass you and the family? Is it your face after all?" Is it important or my happiness? Do you think that what is good for me must be good for me?"
She was full of thoughts, and all kinds of dissatisfaction in the past flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern, making her more resentful: "It's been like this since I was a child, you only let me do what you think is right, and you think it's okay. I have never thought about whether these things I really like to do and whether they are things that will make me happy. I have no choice at all, and I can only move carefully within your limited range. From elementary school to now, all my choices are arranged for me by you, can't you give me a little freedom? Why do you have to manipulate my life like this, I have my own path now. Even if it’s wrong, even if I’m going to fall and bleed, I’m still willing. Don’t worry, I’ll walk through the path I choose by myself. I’ll never regret it, and I’ll never shirk my responsibilities.” During a quarrel , The words were hurried, and Lin Xian realized that he had said something hurtful after he said it.
"Lin Xian, is that how you think of me? So you have such a big resentment towards me?" Zhou Qin sniffled, as if extremely sad, and smiled softly at himself. It doesn't make sense. Disappointed, she withdrew her hand on Lin Xian's forearm, and said coldly, "Just treat me like this. You can only choose one between our family and Xiao Wanqing."
"Mom, why do you have to force me like this?" When the green light came on, the car behind honked to urge Lin Xian, who was still there, Lin Xian patted the steering wheel angrily, drove the car, and questioned Zhou Qin in tears.
"It was you who forced me." Zhou Qin closed his eyes slightly, exhausted physically and mentally.
Tears blurred Lin Xian's vision. She raised her hand to wipe away the tears, took a deep look at Zhou Qin, and insisted, "I can't leave her. Mom, she only has me, I started first." Yes, I promised to accompany her to the end. I'm sorry, I can't follow the life you want. "
"So you don't want me and your father anymore, right?" Zhou Qin stared at Lin Xian with tears in his eyes, clenched his molars tightly, and squeezed out this rhetorical question from his throat.
Lin Xian's big tears fell from the corner of her eyes: "You don't want me anymore." She sniffed her nose, smiled bitterly and said in a low voice, "You can have another one, maybe she will be more obedient."
Zhou Qin was so angry with Lin Xian's last words that his chest ached, and he almost couldn't breathe. His face was pale, and he said sharply, "Okay, Lin Xian... you are fine... you... you go down! I don't want you to see me off."
Lin Xian bit her lower lip, looked at the hospital not far away, and clenched her fingers tightly. After a while, she replied solemnly: "Okay, I'll go, we'll talk after we calm down a little bit." After that, she speeded up the car, pulled the car over to the hospital gate, loosened her seat belt, and opened the car door , leaving a sentence "Pay attention to your body" and got out of the car. She closed the car door with a "snap" and left without looking back.
But she didn't walk fast, her ears were consciously listening to the movement of the car behind her.
A few seconds later, she still didn't seem to hear the sound of Zhou Qin closing the car door and starting the car. Lin Xian frowned, still worried. She had just stood still and was about to turn around when she heard the noise of the crowd behind her: "Hey hey..."
Lin Xian panicked and turned his head immediately. Turning around, she looked past the surrounding people, and saw her mother, who seemed to have just opened the car door and got out of the car, with one hand still on the car door, but the whole body was lying on the ground, motionless.
"Mom..." Lin Xian cried out in shock as he ran forward.