Hearing the diagnosis result, Wen Tong's expression changed drastically as if he was facing a formidable enemy. On the contrary, Xiao Wanqing, the person involved, calmly reassured Wen Tong that he was fine and that it was not a big deal.
Fortunately, the area of Xiao Wanqing's tympanic membrane perforation is not very large, and the treatment is timely. The doctor said that repair surgery is not necessary, and you can try to be conservative. First, take drug treatment and observe for two weeks to see if it can heal naturally.
Xiao Wanqing narrowed her eyes, considering the next thing and the risk of being noticed by Lin Xian after the operation, she chose conservative treatment without hesitation. She didn't want Lin Xian to know about it, she didn't want to increase the conflict between Lin Xian and Zhou Qin at all, and she didn't want to increase Lin Xian's psychological burden. Lin Xian is very sad now.
Wen Tong immediately frowned, interrupted Xiao Wanqing's conversation with the doctor nervously, and asked the doctor whether the conservative treatment would delay the timing and cause any irreversible sequelae. The doctor naturally didn't dare to talk too much, but he still said that the risk was very small, so she didn't have to worry too much. Only then did Wen Tong feel relieved.
After taking the medicine and sending Xiao Wanqing back, Wen Tong worriedly reiterated to her the precautions that the doctor told Xiao Wanqing, Xiao Wanqing just smiled weakly and nodded.
Wen Tong looked at Xiao Wanqing who was leaning on the passenger seat, who was clearly worried, and his eyes gradually darkened. The emotional matter is the two of them's own affairs, and she, an outsider, shouldn't comment and interfere. However, looking at Xiao Wanqing's red and swollen side face, thinking of her injured ear, thinking of the accusations and insults she had suffered, she felt emotional ups and downs, and finally couldn't help it.
She knows that people are biased, Zhou Qin is partial to Lin Xian, so she criticizes Xiao Wanqing; she is partial to Xiao Wanqing, so she is full of distrust and dissatisfaction with Lin Xian's performance in this matter.
She called her name softly: "Xiao Wanqing."
Xiao Wanqing turned her head to the side, with some doubts in her clear amber eyes, she looked at Wen Tong softly, waiting for her next words.
"I know that I have no position and no qualification to say some things. As your friend, I should support you unconditionally. But if I don't remind you, I feel that I have not done my duty."
"Tell me." Xiao Wanqing's voice was hoarse but calm.
"Xiao, maybe Lin Xian is really not suitable for you, at least, Lin Xian at this age is not suitable for you at this moment. I have no intention of judging whether the relationship between you is right or wrong. There is no such thing as love. The method is judged by right or wrong. It’s just that it’s not appropriate. Lin Xian is still too young and too young. I don’t deny that she loves you, but she can’t give you anything except love. She can't even protect herself, let alone protect you. Her current age and ability make her powerless to resist the cruel reality, except for being slaughtered. With you involved, she has fallen into a passive position together. Falling in love is obviously two people who are responsible for each other, but now, in the eyes of most people, it has become your unilateral responsibility to her. Life is not a fairy tale, love, not only love is enough. "
"Sister Zhou Qin is resisting like this now, putting most of the responsibility on you. I know you are a responsible person, but you may not be able to bear some responsibilities. If Sister Zhou Qin really comes out It's a big deal, can you let yourself go? Can you and Lin Xian still be together? Take ten thousand steps back, you are together in such a situation, even if you survived at this moment, but in the days to come, Zhou Qin Sister and the others will never lose their resentment towards you, but if Lin Xian is a little bit wrong, if her development is a little bit unsatisfactory, you may be charged with unwarranted charges one after another. Everyone is It will change, even if we ourselves dare not say that we will not change in a few years, let alone Lin Xian is still at such an uncertain age. You have endured all these, but what if she changes someday? How should you feel about it? Xiao, I am worried that you will be sad now that you are separated, but I am even more worried that you will not be able to bear the collapse in the future. If the relationship between the two lasts for a long time, how can it be day and night. Maybe you take a step back now and wait for Lin Will it be better if Xian grows up a bit and can really be responsible for you?"
Xiao Wan looked at Wen Tong with dark eyes, clasped her hands, and her fingers pressed each other tightly.
"Wen Tong, is separation really the best choice for Lin Xian and me?" Xiao Wanqing almost murmured. What little courage she had left to persevere, every time she was denied by these close people, it dissipated a little. She may not care about what she has to bear, but she does care what Lin Xian will bear if this continues.
Zhou Qin resisted so resolutely, fell down so shockingly, without any supportive voice around him to continue, Xiao Wanqing was not afraid or shaken.
"But, Wen Tong, I can't do it." Xiao Wanqing's suppressed voice sounded in the confined space. "Wen Tong, I can't forgive myself for giving up without trying hard, I can't forgive myself for letting Lin Xian down and crying. I have no way..."
The words are lingering, Wen Tong's eyes are hot and his throat is astringent. After all, she felt sorry for Xiao Wanqing and couldn't bear it, so she pursed her lips, sighed in compromise, and said nothing more.
"Don't worry, Wen Tong, I will persevere a little longer, and it will be fine." Xiao Wanqing looked at the heavy rain outside the window and the gloomy sky ahead, not knowing whether she was comforting Wen Tong or herself.
Back home, Wen Tong instructed her not to think about anything, go to sleep and rest first. Xiao Wanqing was obviously extremely tired, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. She didn't want Wen Tong to worry, so she obediently went back to the room, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.
She closed her eyes and listened to the sound of Wen Tong cooking from the kitchen not far away, and the warm and laughing past of Lin Xian and her in the kitchen kept flashing in her mind. It's only been more than a year, but it seems like a lifetime away. It turned out that at the very beginning, 17-year-old Lin Xian once had such an innocent and carefree smile on his face.
Lin Xian, are you okay? She thought of the girl's red eyes and thin and immature figure when she left in the morning, and her heart ached.
In such a panic, Lin Xian was alone. Lin Xian is only 19 years old. At an age when others can be carefree, she has forced Lin Xian to grow up faster than others. Now, Lin Xian has to bear so much for this relationship, so that she Is it really right to betray relatives
In the end, what to do is good for her. Xiao Wanqing questioned herself over and over again, full of contradictions.
In the evening, when eating together, Xiao Wanqing had no appetite, and under Wen Tong's urging, she barely ate half a bowl of rice. No matter how sad the days are, time is still passing by every minute. The New Year's Day holiday will end tomorrow. After the meal, Wen Tong washed the dishes, and Xiao Wanqing rinsed the water for the second time. Wen Tong asked about Xiao Wanqing's next arrangement.
"I was going through the personnel procedures before, so I originally agreed with Shi Jinglan that I can go to the company to formally sign the contract tomorrow. Now, look, are you going to sign the contract according to the original plan, and then postpone the inauguration time, or should you directly postpone the contract? Time?" This matter was imminent, so Wen Tong had to ask.
Xiao Wanqing thought for a moment, then said slowly, "Can I postpone the contract? Wen Tong, I don't know if I can fulfill this contract in the future." In this situation, she is not sure where her future will go. Although she didn't want to imagine it, she knew in her heart that if, if she could only be separated from Lin Xian, then it would be impossible for her to continue living in Anjiang City.
Wen Tong suddenly understood her implication, and felt a pain in his heart. She was silent for a few seconds, and replied in a deep voice: "Okay, don't worry about Shi Xing, I will communicate with Shi Jinglan, she is not the kind of rigid and unaccommodating person."
"I'm sorry to trouble you." Xiao Wanqing smiled lightly. She saw that it was getting dark outside, and the rain had finally subsided a little. She cared about Wen Tong and said, "Are you going to work tomorrow? Your car is still in the North District. I will give you my car. I will go to the North District to drive you back tomorrow. "
Wen Tong frowned and said, "No need, how can you still drive with your ears like this?" Besides, she didn't want Xiao Wanqing to go to the North District alone again.
After washing the dishes and chopsticks, she turned off the faucet, and said freely while wiping her hands: "It's a bit dark for me to take a taxi alone at night, so can I stay with you tonight? Lin Xian doesn't sleep in the guest room now, so her room is convenient Can you lend me a night to sleep? I have an important meeting after the new year to attend tomorrow morning, and I happen to be going to the North District to discuss matters in the afternoon, so I took a taxi there, and I will be able to pick up my car when I come back."
She was worried that Xiao Wanqing would be alone tonight. If possible, she would also like to ask for leave to accompany Xiao Wanqing during the next two days. Although she can't help much, at least she can take care of Xiao Wanqing's meals and body. But the schedule for the next two days is too important, she really has no way to escape, so she can only think about coming over at night. Besides, she was careful, she asked for leave to accompany Xiao Wanqing, Xiao Wanqing would probably have a psychological burden and would not agree. Fortunately, Xiao Wanqing seems to have calmed down a lot now, and she can feel a little relieved.
Xiao Wanqing knew what her friend was thinking, such kindness was not considered heavy, so she did not refuse.
It was late at night, after saying goodnight to each other, Wen Tong and Xiao Wanqing went back to their rooms.
In the silence, Xiao Wanqing looked at the void with a sad expression, thinking. She knew that it would be impossible for Zhou Qin to accept herself for a while, but Lin Zhan had always been a little more open-minded than Zhou Qin, and maybe there was still a little possibility of breaking through from Lin Zhan.
What can she prove her deep love for Lin Xian
She got out of bed, sorted out the love poems she wrote to Lin Xian, sorted out those conflicting and struggling days, those happy and happy days, all the notes she wrote because of Lin Xian and for Lin Xian, trying to prove that she and Lin Xian The purity and sincerity of the love between Lin Xian; she opened the safe and took out two documents, one was the bequest agreement that she had already notarized, and the recipient was Lin Xian, and the other was an insurance agreement, between the policyholder and The insured is herself, and the beneficiary is Lin Xian. This was done after she confirmed that she wanted to go on with Lin Xian for a long time.
She had no choice but to clumsily present all this to Lin Zhan and Zhou Qin, trying to piece together her true heart to show them.
She may not have much, but she is willing to give Lin Xian everything she has without reservation.
I don't know what time it is in the middle of the night, Wen Tong was sleeping in a daze, when he suddenly heard a huge sound of glass falling to the ground and shattering from somewhere next door, which made Wen Tong tremble subconsciously.
She opened her eyes, dazed for a moment. The next moment, she seemed to think of something, her complexion changed suddenly, she got off the bed, and ran towards Xiao Wanqing's bedroom with bare feet. Before knocking on the door, she directly opened the door of Xiao Wanqing's room, and looked inside through the darkness.
In the thick darkness, a slender woman squatted beside the bed with her back facing her. Wen Tong saw that on the ground, under the cold moonlight, fragmented glass shards were glowing coldly, and wet water was winding around the shards, flickering faintly...
it's blood...
Xiao Wanqing had another nightmare. She dreamed that Zhou Qin was seriously ill, dreamed that her mentor and teacher's wife were also sick in bed, dreamed of a lot of blood, dreamed of her parents' mourning hall, heard mourning and music playing everywhere, dreamed of Lin Xian crying, crying all the time …
She told herself in fear that it was all a lie, it was all a dream. She stretched out her hand to break free, to tear apart this terrifying dream, and the next moment, she was awakened by a loud noise.
The crystal ball that Lin Xian gave her, the precious crystal ball she kept on the bedside, was broken by her in her sleep.
She subconsciously stepped on the ground with her bare feet, and was instantly pierced by the debris splashed around her, dripping with blood, but she didn't notice it. She squatted down slowly, staring blankly at the two girls hugging in the crystal ball who fell into the mess.
When Lin Xian gave her the crystal ball, her romantic and determined words seemed to be still in her ears: "Under such a severe collision, it can still stand firm and intact. I thought, this must be a sign of the relationship between us. , must be able to do this, even if there are twists and turns, it will remain unswerving.”
But now, after such a dream, the crystal ball shattered.
Is this also a foreshadowing of tragedy
Xiao Wanqing forced herself to go outside, and the strong mask she put on in front of Wen Tong broke.
Wen Tong's quick steps forward slowly stopped amidst the woman's uncontrollable mournful sobs.
It turned out that all her calmness and strength in front of her were just a disguise.
It turned out that she had already collapsed.
Suddenly, Wen Tong's heart felt like a knife was twisted, and he regretted and felt guilty. Is this the first time in these years that she has truly glimpsed the collapse behind Xiao Wanqing's strength. It was as if some switch had been touched, and as time passed, she began to wake up to whether she had been doing something wrong all these years.
Back then, when Xiao Wanqing was indulging in the grief of losing her parents, was it wrong for her to rationalize and pull her out? Obviously Xiao Wanqing was already so sad just now, why did she want to make things worse by thinking that she was rational and that she could bear it, shaking her and hitting her like everyone else.
Maybe, when people are sad, they just need someone to cry and hurt with her.
But she never really cried with her.