After returning from the ancient city of scheelite, Xiao Wanqing notified the old neighbor who had arranged for her to enter the school in advance, told him that she was planning to leave the city, and handed in her resignation.
Since Xiao Wanqing joined the job, the Chinese performance of the class she substitutes for is obvious to all. Although the old principal of the neighbor is very sad in his heart, he really can't stay when she sees that she is leaving. After expressing his regret, he readily agreed and did not let her go. Xiao Wanqing was in a dilemma.
In and out of the house on weekdays, Lin Xian also met with this neighbor several times, and nodded politely several times. Before leaving, Lin Xian took the initiative to ask Xiao Wanqing to pay a formal visit to them, and it happened that the Spring Festival was coming to give them a New Year's gift, thanking them for taking care of Xiao Wanqing in the past few years. In fact, Xiao Wanqing also wanted to send some New Year gifts to formally thank them and say goodbye to them, but she did not expect that Lin Xian would think of this for her in a thoughtful and thoughtful way. If it was in the past, Lin Xian would never have imagined it.
During the visit, Lin Xian was polite, generous, and calm in his conversation and manner. Knowing that Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing are in the same school, and they also work with pens, they have also watched TV series adapted from her works, and the old principal is full of praise. Xiao Wanqing looked at Lin Xian's other side of maturity that she had never seen before, and there was relief, pride, and admiration in her eyes.
During these days in Yipin, the neighbors made dumplings and made dim sum, and they always sent their grandson to send a copy. The little boy is five or six years old, fair and chubby, and has a very good relationship with Xiao Wanqing. Every time he comes to deliver something, he always finds Xiao Wanqing, and coquettishly asks Xiao Wanqing to hug Xiao Wanqing's thigh, and asks Xiao Wanqing to pat her head. After playing for a while, I am willing to go back.
Every time Lin Xian saw his sticky little appearance, she couldn't help being jealous. In order to protect her daughter-in-law, she had no choice but to go forward to attract fire, and tricked the children to divert their attention and play with her.
Lin Xian still has a good way of dealing with children. After going back and forth, he became familiar with the children, and the other party obediently called her "sister" twice, but Lin Xian was dissatisfied on the contrary, and insisted on being called "Auntie" "That's right, Xiao Wanqing smiled helplessly and dotingly on the side. It is the first time that I am dissatisfied with being called "auntie" before.
Occasionally, Lin Xian played games with the children, one big and one small, sitting cross-legged on the carpet, knees to knees, head to head, leaning over to focus on puzzles and building blocks together, Xiao Wanqing watched quietly from the side , eyes like water.
After playing for a while, Lin Xian can't help but take a look at Xiao Wanqing to feel at ease. Occasionally, when the children put together a satisfactory shape and seek Xiao Wanqing's praise, they will be childishly jealous, making Xiao Wanqing also have to praise herself. Every time he looks at their playful figures, Xiao Panpan's warm eyes seem to have some kind of longing, which is too gentle. Lin Xian's whole heart was tied to Xiao Wanqing's body, and she slowly realized it, and secretly put it in her heart.
Kindergarten is on holiday earlier than junior high school. The parents of the children are on their annual leave. They want to take the children on a trip abroad during the time before. When they come back, Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian should have returned to Anjiang City.
The last time we met, Xiao Wanqing bought a lot of toys and stationery for the child, and personally sent the child back solemnly. She rubbed his soft hair, and told him to listen to his grandparents in the future, not to go home early after school, eat well, and grow up well.
At night, Xiao Wanqing came back to the room after taking a shower and wiping her half-dried hair. Lin Xian was flipping through something with a tablet. Seeing Xiao Wanqing coming in, she frowned, lifted the quilt and got out of bed to get the hair dryer, then dragged Xiao Wanqing to sit by the bed, knelt down behind Xiao Wanqing herself, and talked to Xiao Wanqing in a gentle and meticulous manner. Help Xiao Wanqing blow dry her hair.
Hair was blown dry, Xiao Wanqing was tired from sitting, acted like a baby unconsciously, and leaned back into Lin Xian's arms with peace of mind. There was a smile on the corners of Lin Xian's lips, he put down the hair dryer, straightened his back and sat up firmly, and wrapped his arms around Xiao Wanqing's waist so that she could lean more comfortably.
Lin Xian's heart was filled with warmth and nephrite, as if something was about to overflow. She fondly rubbed Xiao Wanqing's soft and fragrant hair with the tip of her nose, and suddenly begged Xiao Wanqing in a low voice: "Panpan, let's have a baby."
It was completely unexpected, and Xiao Wanqing was stunned for a moment. But the girl's movements of hugging her were too gentle, and her begging tone was too tender, Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but feel soft in her heart.
She turned sideways, nestled intimately in the girl's arms, leaned on her jade-like shoulder, raised her head and asked Lin Xian warmly, "Why did you suddenly mention this?"
Lin Xian touched Xiao Wanqing's cheek, and said softly: "Panpan, you like children very much, don't you?"
Xiao Wanqing's eyes flickered for a moment, but she didn't speak.
In fact, rather than saying that she likes children very much, it is better to say that she likes to see Lin Xian playing with children. Such a scene is so warm and beautiful. She could see that Lin Xian actually liked children very much. Although she loved to tease children, she was also unexpectedly patient and gentle. So, she can't help feeling guilty and regretful occasionally.
Xiao Wanqing didn't speak, Lin Xian took her as acquiescence.
There was a smile on her lips, and she continued: "Actually, I didn't like children before. Whether I have children is not important to me. But I like to see the softness you show towards children, which brings you I can't help but feel soft."
"Panpan, I used to think that girls sacrificed too much for boys to have children. Why are there always some girls who are stupid and willing to give birth to boys early and tie up their golden years. But now I have this by myself With all my heart, I wanted to give birth to a little aster for you, only then did I realize that love is what I want. The child is not born for the other party, but for myself, for my pious love and desire for the person I love. raw."
The girl's face seemed to be shrouded in a hazy soft light, vaguely showing the tenderness and charm of a mature woman, Xiao Wanqing's heart was vivid. She raised her head and kissed the corner of Lin Xian's lips, moved and murmured: "Xianxian, I know your heart, I understand. In fact, I don't like children that much. I regret it, and I think it would be nice if I could have a cute and beautiful child like you."
She bit her lip and said timidly: "Xianxian, let's discuss this matter after we go back and settle down, shall we? Besides, you are still young, so if you want it, I'll do it."
This is a big event, Lin Xian is still young, Xiao Wanqing doesn't know if she is impulsive, if she is really ready to have a child and raise a child. Besides, Lin Xian is currently on the rise in her career, and she is considered a half-public figure. She doesn't want Lin Xian to make career sacrifices, and she doesn't want Lin Xian to face criticism from others in the future.
Lin Xian knew that this was a big matter, and Xiao Panpan was used to being considerate and thoughtful, so it was impossible to make a final decision based on these few words. She just wanted to let Xiao Panpan know first that she has this idea, this will, and this determination, and the details can be discussed later.
She turned her head and kissed Xiao Wanqing lingeringly, which made Xiao Wanqing gradually soften and fall down with a soft groan. She let go of her hand, and Xiao Wanqing fell powerlessly on the soft quilt.
She looked at the soft and shy Xiao Wanqing lovingly, leaned down, pecked her cheek lightly, and whispered: "No, Xiao Panpan, in my next life, I don't want you to work so hard. Besides, I want a girl like you Such a daughter wants to pamper her and grow up with her. Especially, I really want to."
After that, she straightened up, grabbed the hem of her pajamas with both hands, and took off the large T-shirt that was as long as one leg. The dim light shone on her exquisite, white and jade-like body, instantly making Xiao Wanqing's throat and hair tight, and her complexion flushed.
Lin Xian bent down again, looking at his sweetheart's gaze that was as soft as water dripping out, but also contained heat and passion, and was satisfied. She licked Xiao Wanqing's ear, and teased her softly in a provocative voice: "Besides, Panpan, why do you dislike me?"
Xiao Wanqing trembled a bit after being licked by her, her long eyelashes fluttered like a small fan, and she whispered shyly and dotingly: "I didn't..."
Lin Xian chuckled, and fell sideways beside Xiao Wanqing, wrapping her slender arms around Xiao Wanqing's waist, hugged her tightly, kissed her again and continued: "Then I'm not young? Then let me Come on. Panpan, I have understood everything from how to have a child to how to settle down after the child is born, and even the education issues in the future. Don't worry, I am not impulsive. The decision made. In China, a family like ours is definitely relatively unusual, but the child has you as a good mother and the love of our two mothers. I have the confidence and determination to let her be like other children. grow up healthy and happy."
Lin Xian's expression was sincere and peaceful, and his words were clear, obviously calm and reliable after thinking about it for a long time. Xiao Wanqing's heart was warm and astringent, and she hugged Lin Xian back, feeling warm and stable.
She didn't refute her any more, and said softly, half praising and half feeling emotionally: "Xianxian, you think so far."
Lin Xian knew that Xiao Wanqing was shaken, so he relaxed, and regained a bit of childishness, and said with a low smile, "That's right, I even thought about the name."
"kindness?"
"My surname is Lin, and my name is..." Lin Xian shook his head triumphantly.
Before Lin Xian finished speaking, Xiao Wanqing interrupted her, and said with a smile: "Obviously you married me, why does the child still have your surname?" She didn't really care about this question, it doesn't matter whose surname the child has, All her babies. She just saw Lin Xian's proud little appearance, so cute, she couldn't help but want to tease her.
Hearing this, Lin Xian turned her big bright eyes, narrowed them slightly, and a smirk curled up on the corners of her lips. She got up and supported her with her hands, half kneeling and pressed Xiao Wanqing under her body, her calf squeezed between Xiao Wanqing's thighs, and said ambiguously, "Why do you say?"
Xiao Wanqing stared at Lin Xian with concentration and affection, as if Lin Xian was the whole world in her eyes. She reached out and rubbed Lin Xian's seductive lips with her thumb, she smiled slightly, and said innocently: "I don't know."
Lin Xian took her finger in his mouth and bit it lightly with his white teeth. She lowered her body, brushed her long hair on Xiao Wanqing's beautiful face, entangled her lips with Xiao Wanqing, and said with a numb smile: "Then let me tell you why."
Her heart is full of tenderness, she wants to make Xiao Wanqing happy, she wants to tell Xiao Wanqing: Xiao Panpan, you deserve all the best. And I will work hard to grow into a big tree in the sky, and give you everything you want, the most well-behaved child, the most stable life, and the most comfortable home.
A week before the Spring Festival, Xiao Wanqing sorted out the things in Yiping, estimated the time of arrival, packed them and sent them back to Anjiang City. After that, she returned the rent without considering the extra rent and liquidated damages, and returned to her hometown by plane with Lin Xian.
For six full years, Xiao Wanqing did not set foot in this city again, and everything was no longer what she remembered.
After the airport was expanded, Xiao Wanqing got off the plane and looked around while walking. Looking at the completely different buildings around her, she felt an inexplicable sadness in her heart, and said with emotion: "Everything has changed here."
Lin Xian dragged the suitcase with one hand, and took Xiao Wanqing's hand with the other. Seeing that Xiao Wanqing was in a low mood, he touched the back of her hand and said softly, "But nothing about you has changed."
She turned her head to look at Xiao Wanqing, put their interlocking hands in her heart, her eyes were shining like stars, and she coaxed her with crooked eyebrows: "Your Lin Xian, our home, have not changed."
Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian looked at each other, feeling the faint heartbeat of the girl under him, finally bent her lips and smiled slightly. Before I could say something, a strange yet familiar magnetic female voice suddenly sounded not far away: "Xiao Xiaowan..."
Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian turned their heads following the sound, and saw Wen Tong wearing a cashmere coat, with one hand on the railing and the other in the pocket of his suit trousers, tilting his head and smiling slightly towards them.
She has become more mature, her posture is still straight and outstanding, and the charm of her whole body has settled down, and she has some grace and calmness that she has seen in Shi Jinglan. But between the deep and sharp eyebrows, there is still the soft and playful look that Xiao Wanqing is familiar with when treating friends.
Xiao Wanqing looked at her, and her eyes became moist all of a sudden. Together with Lin Xian, she walked up to meet him quickly, and then, for the first time, stood in front of Wen Tong with such enthusiasm, and opened her arms.
Wen Tong bumped into Xiao Wanqing's eyes, and there was still a smile in the eyes, and suddenly there was a glint of water. She opened her arms and hugged Xiao Wanqing. She couldn't hide her excitement and miss any longer, and complained with a choked voice: "I saw you and Lin Xian tired and crooked as soon as I came here. Don't you know I'm waiting for you? Why are you still so tired?" Grinding."
Xiao Wanqing couldn't help laughing, patted her on the back and admitted her mistake: "I was wrong, I kept you waiting for a long time."
Wen Tong let out a soft "hum" through his nasal cavity, smelling the familiar and reassuring aroma of his friend, the corners of his lips slowly curled up, and finally said happily: "All the bad things are over, Xiao. "
Lin Xian pouted, seeing Wen Tong hugging Xiao Wanqing and not letting go, couldn't help joking: "Aunt Wen, how long are you going to occupy my lover, I'm going to be jealous."
Xiao Wanqing and Wen Tong laughed at the same time, and then let go of their hands. Wen Tong narrowed his eyes, and joked and threatened: "Okay Lin Xiaoxian, are you crossing the river and tearing down the bridge? Do you want to walk back by yourself?"
Lin Xian hooked Xiao Wanqing's arm in fear, and said coquettishly, "Panpan, why don't you give up."
Xiao Wanqing scratched Lin Xian's nose generously, and said crookedly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."
Wen Tong looked like his teeth were sour, shook his head, his mouth was hard and his heart was soft, he helped Lin Xian drag the luggage in her hand, turned around and said angrily: "Follow up, we will be stuck in traffic if we are late."
Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian followed with a smile.
Because Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian just came back, there must be a lot of things to say and do in this long-lost home, so after Wen Tong sent them to Xiao Wanqing's downstairs, she rejected Xiao Wanqing's invitation, and thoughtfully said nothing. keep up.
Xiao Wanqing knew what his friend wanted, so he was not polite to her, and Wen Tong was even more rude. He made an appointment with her to come over for dinner in two days, and specified that Xiao Wanqing would cook and receive her in person. Xiao Wanqing agreed with a smile.
Standing at the door of the house where he had been away for a long time, Lin Xian handed over the key, and softly motioned Xiao Wanqing to open the door with his eyes. Xiao Wanqing took the key, her hands trembling inexplicably. She held the key with two fingertips and inserted it into the core hole. She felt in a trance that it was like holding the key to unlock the lock of her own destiny.
Seeing that she hadn't moved for a long time, Lin Xian raised his hand to gently hold her catkin, and together with her, exerted a little force.
The gears rotate gently and silently, turning the cold iron blocks and the ruthless years.
The door opened with a "click", and Xiao Wanqing turned her head to look at the girl's soft cheeks, as if she heard that the shackles of fate bound her body finally rolled down with a "bang" sound...
All the furnishings in the house really remained unchanged as Lin Xian said, just as they looked when she left. Lin Xian is kept very well maintained.
She lived alone in this house for nearly ten years, and Lin Xian lived alone for six years. It witnessed her and Lin Xian's youthful years, witnessed their progress from immaturity to maturity, and also witnessed their meeting and parting.
Xiao Wanqing caressed the counters, sofas, murals, and gramophones in the house with nostalgia, and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the red sunset gradually falling between the buildings outside the window, and her eyes gradually turned red.
The evening wind blew up the white window screens on both sides, blowing Xiao Wan's long green hair, facing the warm red light, her lips curved slightly. Lin Xian looked at Xiao Wan's upright figure with her long hair fluttering in the wind under the sunlight, her eyes never blinking.
Xiao Wanqing seemed to be aware of it, and looked back at her with a smile.
It seems like a world away, like a dream...
She had been waiting for this scene, this looking back for a long, long time... After so long, she was afraid that she would spend the rest of her life and never see her again.
Something flowed through her heart, wet. She couldn't help hugging Xiao Wanqing from behind, wrapping her arms around her waist, getting tighter and tighter, as if she wanted to eagerly feel the reality of the warm and soft existence in her arms.
After all the hardships, she rested her chin on Xiao Wanqing's shoulder, suddenly feeling aggrieved and happy, crystal tears rolled down her cheeks, and murmured, "Panpan, we're going home."
The tears in Xiao Wanqing's eyes overflowed in an instant.
She turned around, hugged the girl's thin, thin but warm and reliable body, gently kissed the tears off her face, and whispered: "Well, we're home."
"Xianxian, I finally have a home."