While Lin Xian was speaking, his eyes were tightly locked on Xiao Wanqing's body. She didn't dare to let go of any moment of Xiao Wanqing, for fear of missing any clues that could represent, could mean that Xiao Wanqing treated her differently.
But in the end, she was only disappointed to see that except for Xiao Wanqing's expression froze when she first heard the words, and a flash of shock and disbelief in her eyes, she quickly recovered her calm . So much so that Lin Xian couldn't even tell, the Xiao Wanqing she saw just now seemed to have a vaguely gloomy expression, was it her illusion.
Lin Xian didn't know what kind of turmoil and anxiety Xiao Wanqing suddenly felt when she heard the sentence "Lovesickness becomes a disease, and a long illness becomes a doctor", let alone how Xiao Wanqing restrained herself and forcibly suppressed everything. He suppressed his untimely panic, and managed to put on a decent and calm smile.
All she could see was Xiao Wanqing bit her lip, looking like an ordinary enlightened elder, with obvious worries and concerns in her eyes, and a soft voice as if she was cautiously asking for fear of touching the girl's heart: "Yes... yes Are you a senior at the university?"
She still remembered that Lin Xian had told her before that he didn't like boys of the same age and thought they were too naive. So, did you meet later, a senior boy
Why, her mood is different from the first time when Lin Xian asked her if she fell in love? Xiao Wanqing imperceptibly tightened the hand holding the bag.
But she still remembered her identity, she subconsciously thought, this is what normal elders should do, right
She looked directly at Lin Xian with gentle and soft eyes as usual, as if she was a considerate and reliable aunt who was encouraging the younger generation and was ready to listen to the child's concerns and answer the child's questions.
Lin Xian's eyes deeply explored every subtle expression of Xiao Wanqing, thinking about the fluctuation of her eyes every blink. But she doesn't have the ability to see people's hearts. She couldn't tell, just now, Xiao Wanqing's smiles were stagnant, his face was deep, and he was even flustered, whether it was an elder's concern for a junior, or... a woman's... concern for another woman.
She thought, even if Xiao Wanqing showed a little more abnormal surprise and a little more panic, as long as she was a little more, she would be able to convince herself, and she would be able to muster up the courage to take these things as what Xiao Wanqing released to her. At the signal of attack, she dared to take a step towards Xiao Wanqing.
But no.
Xiao Wanqing's behavior couldn't be more normal.
In Lin Xian's heart, there was an uncontrollable loss.
After all, she still didn't dare to startle the snake. She restrained her mind for a while, facing Xiao Wanqing's worries and concerns, she suddenly burst into a mischievous smirk, clapped her hands together, and said playfully: "Aunt Xiao, am I pretending to be like this?! Hahahaha, this is my previous A line in the short story I wrote, the sentence you asked me just now, there was a similar line in it, and I suddenly remembered it. "
Xiao Wanqing's still concerned expression was slightly startled, and then she frowned slightly, looking at Lin Xian's smiling face with doubts. She tried to see clearly whether what Lin Xian said was true or not. Just now, just now, the sadness in Lin Xian's voice didn't seem fake at all.
Is it because little girls don't want to reveal too many secrets and things about themselves to adults? Was it just a slip of the tongue just now
But under her scrutiny, Lin Xian looked back at her frankly, his eyes were clear and clean, and there was a pure mischievous smile.
"Aunt Xiao, why are you still so easy to deceive... I said it casually before, and you believed it, hahaha."
Xiao Wanqing's raised heart gradually relaxed under Lin Xian's usual naughty complacency after playing pranks.
She felt in a trance as if, strangely, relieved, a little... relieved, even, a little ecstasy
She subconsciously ignored her own feeling, flicked Lin Xian's forehead lightly with her index finger half-happy and half-annoyed, and said angrily, "The child who herds sheep! He will be eaten by wolves."
Lin Xian giggled, not afraid at all, took her hand and walked up the escalator, teasing her naturally: "Aunt Xiao, you heard that I have someone I like, are you suddenly nervous?" She His gaze seemed to be directed towards the top of the escalator, but from the corner of his eye, he kept secretly looking at Xiao Wanqing's reaction.
When Xiao Wanqing heard this, her heart beat slightly stagnant. Is she nervous
Her heart answered her, and she tensed up.
So, she smiled and told Lin Xian frankly: "I'm nervous." She paused and explained softly: "Our Xianxian has someone we like so much. Of course I'm nervous. I want to know who he is. What kind of person is he, and is he a person worthy of entrustment?"
The corner of Lin Xian's mouth raised just now when he heard the first half of the sentence, and gradually lowered when he heard the second half of the sentence. Her thumbnail sank deeply into the pulp of her index finger, exhausting the last expectation in her heart, and asked Xiao Wanqing again as if casually: "Then if I really have someone I like very much, she is also really good, Xiao How about you, auntie?"
Under her gaze, Xiao Wanqing narrowed her eyes, and the smile on her lips was gentle and natural: "If you are a very good person, and treat you well and make you happy, I naturally... have no objection .”
No objection... As soon as these words came out, Xiao Wanqing felt that her heart, as if suddenly, was a little empty...
No wonder I used to see a tearful and smiling mother when the bride got married.
Maybe, this is the mentality of those mothers who marry their daughters
Sour and astringent, empty
Lin Xian's heart sank gradually as he listened to the soft and gentle words ringing in his ears...
Xiao Wanqing didn't care at all.
She seemed to have no reaction beyond the normal elders.
In fact, she doesn't feel anything about herself, does she
Xiao Wanqing even said: "If Xianxian you really have someone you like, can you show it to your aunt first? If you don't want your mother to know, I will help you keep it secret first."
Lin Xian's face became darker and paler, and he lost his smile.
She knew that she shouldn't have too many fantasies. After all, up to today, she and Xiao Wanqing haven't spent too much time together. It didn't take long for Xiao Wanqing to gradually realize that she was an adult woman.
It took Wen Tong six or seven years or even longer to melt Xiao Wanqing. How could she, Lin Xian, think that Xiao Wanqing could fall in love with her in just a few months.
However, sometimes, occasionally, Xiao Wanqing would really give her the illusion that she might be different to her.
At least, it's different from Wen Tong, her mother, and many others.
She prided herself on being calm, and she also agreed to give herself and Xiao Wanqing time and be patient. However, she seems to have overestimated her patience and underestimated her desire for Xiao Wanqing. In the end, she still had times when she couldn't restrain herself, couldn't control herself, and wanted to be impulsive. Especially when she and Xiao Wanqing are about to be separated for more than half a month.
She wanted to find a little hope for herself, a little sweet nourishment for herself, so that she could rely on this spark that could start a prairie fire and the sweetness that could be recalled in all kinds of ways to survive this first taste of but menacing lovesickness.
However, the result was even more tragic than she had imagined.
Lin Xian knew that this should not be done. However, she was still very disappointed, disappointed, and even wronged. She was afraid to hear Xiao Wanqing gouging out her heart with those innocent and kind words again, so she barely held on, and made Xiao Wanqing smile and changed the subject: "Aunt Xiao, what are we eating?" ?”
One lunch, because of Lin Xian's abnormal silence, the atmosphere was a bit condensed.
Xiao Wanqing was also absent-minded because she was a little surprised that she was flustered just now, but not long after, she was keenly aware of Lin Xian's abnormal depression and fatigue.
She stopped her chopsticks and cared about Lin Xian: "What's wrong with Xianxian? Is the food not to your liking? Why is his complexion so bad all of a sudden?"
Lin Xian looked at Xiao Wanqing's gentle and beautiful face, her face so close but she couldn't ask for it, her heart became more and more sour, and her frustration and powerlessness came over her, making her unable to maintain even a forced smile. She sniffed, stretched out her hands to cover her stomach, and said in a low voice: "My stomach hurts suddenly, I wonder if it's because I'm too tired from walking."
Xiao Wanqing knew that Lin Xian came to see her aunt today. She didn't doubt that he was there, as if she would recall something, she worried: "Could it be that you were trying on clothes when you bought them just now, and you caught a cold after changing them?"
Lin Xian nodded weakly, and said, "Well, maybe it is."
Xiao Wan's green brows revealed a worried look: "Then let's go back after eating, and I will buy the leftovers by myself next time. You go back and lie down for a while, sleep and rest."
Lin Xian refused without thinking: "No, I will accompany you."
There was a stubborn look on the girl's pale face.
Xiao Wanqing's heart is warm and distressed. She knew that Lin Xian had always been stubborn, and she couldn't hold her back, so she had to compromise. "Then let's make a quick decision this afternoon."
As soon as the voice fell, she got up. Lin Xian looked at her in bewilderment, and disappeared from sight step by step.
After a while, Xiao Wanqing came back. She brought a cup of hot brown sugar water, placed it in front of Lin Xian, sat down beside her, and said softly, "Drink a little brown sugar water to keep warm." She naturally stretched out her hand, and put it on Lin Xian's chest through a layer of sweater. On the little stomach, he said softly and considerately: "You eat while it's hot, and I'll rub your stomach for you to see if it feels better."
Lin Xian's heartstrings seemed to be touched by something. She turned her head sideways and watched Xiao Wanqing lower her head and look at her lower abdomen. Wenxiu's face was full of concentration and her eyes were picturesque.
Seeing Lin Xian looking at her, Xiao Wanqing raised her eyes and looked at her. There seemed to be a little starlight shining on the water waves in her water eyes, and her voice was low and soft: "Do you feel better?"
It's amazing, it's heart-pounding.
With her like this, how can she not like her
Lin Xian felt that he really wanted to kiss her...
I want to kiss her eyebrows, kiss her eyes, kiss her...
Thinking of her made my heart ache.
But, she can't. She can't. She is not eligible.
Lin Xian leaned her head softly on Xiao Wanqing's shoulder, closed her eyes and quietly felt the ups and downs of her sweetheart's chest, feeling happy, sad, happy, and lost, with mixed feelings. In the end, it merged into a murmured whisper: "Aunt Xiao, you are so kind."
Xiao Wanqing just listened to her ear, echoing her pleasant chuckle, and his hands became more gentle.
Concerned about Lin Xian's body in the afternoon, Xiao Wanqing was no longer as leisurely as she was in the morning. After visiting two shops, she quickly helped Lin Xian choose a coat. Then, when you go to the supermarket to buy new year's goods, it will be a quick fix.
Although Lin Xian said repeatedly that she was fine, Xiao Wanqing never let go of her heart. After returning home from shopping, she even refused Lin Xian to accompany her to prepare dinner in the kitchen, and insisted on letting Lin Xian rest in the room.
When Xiao Wanqing lowered her eyes and lowered her eyebrows, and carefully helped her put on the warm baby and tuck up the quilt, Lin Xian stared at her with burning eyes. Suddenly, the gloom of the afternoon, the loss and grievance of the afternoon, all disappeared without a trace up.
The person in front of you is the person in your heart.
She is in front of her eyes, in her heart.
In the reflection of her eyes, there is a small figure of herself.
This is, the person she likes...
In the evening, not long after dinner, Zhou Qin came to pick up Lin Xian as promised.
Lin Xian's luggage has already been packed. Zhou Qin handed Xiao Wanqing the gift boxes in large and small packages and all kinds of New Year's goods, and the two chatted for a while in the living room, chatting with each other. Zhou Qin still invited Xiao Wanqing to her home for the New Year as usual, and Xiao Wanqing also politely rejected her again as she expected.
Seeing that it was getting late, Zhou Qin realized that he still couldn't impress Xiao Wanqing to go home with her for the New Year after several years, so he sighed, finally gave up, and offered to leave.
Xiao Wanqing sent them out, and after closing the door, she wanted to send them downstairs. Zhou Qin smiled and jokingly declined: "It's not an outsider anymore, what to do politely, just deliver it to the door. We know the way, and we won't get lost and let you lead someone."
Although Lin Xian was reluctant to part with her, she didn't want Xiao Wanqing to brave the night to go out and experience the cold wind. She echoed Zhou Qin and said to Xiao Wanqing: "Aunt Xiao doesn't need to send it off, you can go in quickly." She warned with concern: "I'm not here, you remember to close the doors and windows at night, and don't open the door when strangers knock."
Xiao Wanqing listened to her instructions with a smile, although it was a bit funny that Lin Xian treated her like a child, but there was a warm current flowing slowly in her heart. She was about to agree to her, but Zhou Qin couldn't listen any longer, and slapped Lin Xian on the head violently, mockingly said: "It's the same as you can protect Xiao Wan here, as long as you don't make trouble for others " She urged: "Momochiji, I'm leaving soon, just now your Auntie Xiao said that she has a draft tonight, don't waste time."
Lin Xian had no choice but to bid farewell to Xiao Wanqing again aggrieved: "Then Aunt Xiao, I'm leaving."
Xiao Wanqing returned her softly with a smile on her lips: "Well, be careful on the road." She paused for a moment, finally with some expectations, and cautiously invited Lin Xian: "If you have time, you can also come to play during the Spring Festival."
Lin Xian straightened her brows and eyes, and answered her loudly, "En, yes."
The girl dragged her luggage and turned around. Xiao Wanqing watched her follow Zhou Qin, step by step, gradually drifting away, her figure getting smaller and smaller...
Zhou Qin slowly disappeared at the corner of the corridor, and soon, Lin Xian will also disappear from her sight.
The sound of luggage pulleys rolling across the floor crushed Xiao Wanqing's heart bit by bit. The atrium, like the empty home at the moment, seems to become empty with the girl's departure.
Xiao Wanqing, the faint smile on her lips gradually disappeared...
The automatic sensor light in the corridor, because Xiao Wanqing remained silent for a long time, suddenly went out.
The darkness, like a big bloody mouth, swallowed her slender figure in an instant.
The next second, in the gradually quiet corridor, light footsteps sounded crisply in the darkness. Almost at the same time, the light on the top of the corridor lightly squeaked...
The dazzling light split the darkness.
The girl, stepping on the light, ran towards her step by step...
Xiao Wanqing stared at her slender figure in a daze, and it magnified in her field of vision bit by bit.
Then, with a delicate body, suddenly, it crashed into her arms. It's like, something, all of a sudden, slammed into her heart heavily...
The heart, following the body, trembled slightly.
Zhou Qin's clear voice sounded in the distance, urging Lin Xian: "Xianxian, where are you, the elevator is here!"
Lin Xian turned a deaf ear to it.
She tightly hugged the soft and thin body in her arms, and her thin lips couldn't restrain themselves from the corners of Xiao Wanqing's lips, quickly and gently brushed the soft cheeks, and finally stopped at the edge of the small earlobes.
The scorching breath hit Xiao Wanqing's ear which was blushing instantly. When Xiao Wanqing heard it, she said to herself in a low voice and softly: "Aunt Xiao, wait for me to come back."
She stepped back a little, straightened up, and stared at her. The eyes are clear and bright, shining brightly.
The next second, Zhou Qin appeared around the corner, looking at them suspiciously.
Lin Xian turned her back and trot towards Zhou Qin: "Mom, I couldn't help but say a few more words to Aunt Xiao, don't rush, anyway, it must be very difficult to walk now..."
As early as the moment the girl let go of her, and the moment Zhou Qin appeared, Xiao Wanqing involuntarily took a step back, and gently propped her back against the wall with one hand.
The girl's lively and charming words gradually disappeared in the empty corridor.
Xiao Wanqing remained the same, staring blankly at the direction Lin Xian left.
Legs, a little weak...