For The Rest of Our Life

Chapter 68

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Two days before the Lantern Festival, Lin Xian School started classes. This semester, since Lin Xian and the others do not need to be forced to participate in morning self-study, so Lin Xian does not need to get up very early except for Tuesdays when there are classes in the first period. Therefore, Xiao Wanqing also followed Lin Xian's schedule and adjusted her wake-up time.

The first day of formal class was Wednesday without morning classes. After having breakfast together, Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing stood at the door contentedly and watched Xiao Wanqing go to work. Lin Xian closed the door after Xiao Wanqing passed the corner and disappeared. She returned to the living room, opened the floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the balcony, facing the refreshing morning breeze, bathed in the warm morning sun, stretched her lazy waist with her hands up, and a faint smile gradually appeared on her lips.

Such a life is so good...

It would be even better if I could still ask for a reluctant kiss when I sent Aunt Xiao out every day...

The curve around her lips deepened, and her eyes were full of brilliance—Lin Xian, there will be one sooner or later. She encouraged herself firmly in her heart.

It was close to nine o'clock before she changed her clothes, carried her schoolbag and went out to school. Since she has the little sheep, she doesn't have to spend more time waiting for the bus, so her time is much freer. It's a pity that the battery of Little Sheep is not long enough. If she drives Aunt Xiao to work and then transfers to school, the battery may run out after school. Besides, the little sheep is really, some are not very good on the stage. She couldn't imagine Xiao Wanqing wearing smart casual business attire, or a suit, or a skirt, sitting astride her little sheep, facing the wind and messing up her well-groomed hair. If the colleagues in Aunt Xiao's magazine see it, I'm afraid they will be surprised.

She entered the school, parked the car at the gate of the academy, took off her safety helmet, and couldn't help thinking about learning to drive again.

Entering the classroom, it was still early, but Chen Zhi and Tang Mo had already arrived, helping her and Shi Man to occupy a seat. We haven't seen each other for a whole winter vacation. When we met, we couldn't help but chattered about our holiday life. I thought it was all about eating, drinking and having fun, but unexpectedly, Tang Mo shyly announced Big news—she's out of the singles. The boy was her back desk in high school, and she passed the college entrance examination to the north, and came back from the winter vacation to confess to her, saying that she had a crush on her since high school, and she accepted it with emotion.

Shi Man didn't know when he came to them. Just as he was about to sit down, he heard Chen Zhi and Lin Xian stand up abruptly, and said in surprise, "Tang Momo, what's going on!"

"What's the situation, you guys?" Shi Man was taken aback, and Tao Hua's eyes were full of doubts. She patted her chest to calm her heartbeat, and then sat down leisurely on the empty seat beside them.

Lin Xian excitedly explained Shi Man's doubts: "Tang Mo is out of the singles! A few months ago, the person who said that he might be asexual, got out of the singles in one winter vacation!"

Tang Mo immediately blushed, and stopped Lin Xian in a low voice: "Xianxian, keep your voice down, everyone is watching."

Before Lin Xian could answer her, Chen Zhi hooked Tang Mo's neck from behind, pulled her into his arms, winked and said, "Well, Tang Momo, we play games every day during the winter vacation , You actually covered it up tightly, and you only told us now. Tell me the truth, when and where did you confess your love?"

Seeing their joyous appearance, Shi Man also had a comfortable smile on his face. She stretched her ears to listen to Tang Mo's confession, and at the same time approached Lin Xian, who was listening with great interest, and teased her: "Now, you're the only one who is single."

Lin Xian was stunned for a moment, being poked to the point of pain, turned his head and stared at Shi Man with a merciless look, and said angrily, "Isn't it better to be kind?"

Shiman suddenly laughed out loud "hahaha" without the slightest sympathy. She blinked, and asked Lin Xian in a low voice half joking and half serious: "Winter vacation, is there any progress?" Neither Chen Zhi nor Tang Mo knew that Lin Xian liked Xiao Wanqing, so Shi Man didn't name her.

Lin Xian immediately heard what Shiman was asking. She thought of her sweetheart, and thought of her busyness after the new year, her heart was sweet and astringent, she pursed her lips unconsciously, shook her head in disappointment and said: "No, she is very busy this year, I, I don't want to push her too hard, I want to wait She's busy with this part and then I'll talk about it."

Shi Man took a look at her with a hopeless look on her face, and hated iron for not being able to make it. He said, "It's hard work, I think if it's almost the same, you'll have to take a strong medicine." She was speaking purely from experience. . At the beginning, she also flirted with Xia Zhijin kindly and ambiguously for many years, but she couldn't see any hope. If she hadn't put all her eggs in one basket and put down the strong medicine, if Xia Zhijin accepts to approach her on his own initiative, maybe in another ten years, neither she nor Xia Zhijin will make any progress.

The relationship between Aunt Xiao and Lin Xian is so special, even more so.

Lin Xian was not convinced. It is easier for Shi Man to say it from the perspective of a bystander. As a party involved, she often thinks more, which leads to looking forward and backward. But the more you cherish it, the more cautious you will be. Isn't this human nature? She whimpered back, poking at Shiman's pain point and said, "Then don't bother, I'll ask you." As she spoke, she pressed close to Shiman's ear, and asked cheaply: "I watch Xiao Huangman every day." Shi Man, who is studying technology, did you eat your sister during the winter vacation?"

Shiman was found out about his little secret. After a second of shyness, he became frank. Isn't it normal to want to have fun with his lover? ! However, she didn't succeed.

She drooped her delicate eyebrows and said bitterly, "I can't even slap you."

"Hahahahaha!" Lin Xian burst out laughing, Shi Man, hahahaha, too much like a dissatisfied wives. Senior sister Xia Zhijin committed a lot of crimes, and turned a well-behaved young girl into a boudoir and resentful wife.

Shi Man just wanted to annoy Lin Xian, "Why are you laughing?" Chen Zhi had already finished gossip about Tang Mo's love history, and changed to the next topic. He turned to ask Lin Xian and Shi Man: "The Lantern Festival the day after tomorrow, where is Linkou Jiangtan?" There is a food festival, lantern riddles guessing, and Kongming lanterns, are you going? At ten o'clock, the Kongming lanterns will be released together, it should be quite spectacular."

Shi Man shook his head, and said more and more unhappy: "Zhijin won't go, she said she is going to work part-time. It doesn't make sense for me to go alone."

Chen Zhi wondered, "Don't you take a rest during the Lantern Festival?"

Shiman sighed and didn't speak.

Since Xia Zhijin came back from her hometown during the Spring Festival, she casually mentioned to her that she was willing to travel abroad with her during the May 1st Golden Week holiday. Xia Zhijin began to fall into a working frenzy.

On the second day after she came back, she went out to work. She was as busy as a spinning top and could not see anyone, which made her feel distressed and angry. After she stayed alone in the vacant room for a few days, she thought carefully and found out the reason for Xia Zhijin's abnormality, and repeatedly told her that she didn't want to travel abroad, but Xia Zhijin refused. Xia Zhijin was not willing to change to a place closer to the country. She just told herself gently and firmly: "It's okay, you can go if you want, I will accompany you."

But seeing Xia Zhijin working so hard, she couldn't bear it. She wanted to tell Xia Zhijin a thousand times and ten thousand times that she didn't want any money from her when they went out to play together, but she was also afraid that it would hurt Xia Zhijin's self-esteem. She wanted to ask Xia Zhijin a thousand times and ten thousand times, why she always had to be so clearly separated from her, she was hers, why couldn't the money be hers? But she didn't dare to ask in the end.

Because Xia Zhijin didn't have anyone who wanted her yet, no matter...how she seduced her.

Really, a big failure. She even wondered if Xia Zhijin was frigid!

Lin Xian was a little moved when he heard that there were activities on the Lantern Festival, and secretly thought that he would go back and ask Aunt Xiao if he had the time and interest to go and see it together. Then, when she heard about Xia Zhijin's part-time job, she had an idea and hurriedly asked Shi Man: "Where do all the senior sisters work, are there fixed part-time resources and channels?"

Shi Man asked her instead: "What's the matter? You, do you want to work too?"

Tang Mo on the side couldn't believe it: "Really, Xianxian, do you want to work part-time?" After they got acquainted with each other, they figured it out. Lin Xian, a spoiled child, and most of their classmates will try it after the college entrance examination. Taking a summer job is different. Lin Xian has never had a part-time job. One is that her parents are worried and unwilling for her to go, and the other is that she is too lazy to go. We have been friends for so long, and we all know that Lin Xian has always been well-off. This time, the New Year's money has just been pocketed, so it must be when there is no shortage of money. Why did he suddenly become interested

Lin Xian remembered the package that Xiao Wanqing rejected and the sentence that you can't make money by yourself, and his eyes dimmed. Aunt Xiao's birthday is coming soon.

She nodded and joked back to them, "Well, I'm too poor, I have to work to support myself."

Chen Zhi laughed out loud immediately: "Come on, you, if you are poor, how will we people live?"

It was rare for Shi Man not to laugh at her, he looked at her with his chin, and agreed: "Then I will ask Zhi Jin later, she should have some tutoring resources over there, which will be more suitable for you. If, if you are in a hurry If so, there are people I know who are short of part-time students, but it's just..." She paused, stopped talking and said: "I'll go ask Zhijin first, and then I'll sort it out and send all the job offers to You, you choose."

Lin Xian immediately thanked: "Thank you Miss Shi, Miss Shi is really kind-hearted!"

Shi Man glanced at Lin Xian, twitched the corners of his mouth, and didn't want to talk to her.

When eating in the evening, Lin Xian saw today's Xiao Wanqing, who was still eating fast, as she was in a hurry to go back to the study to work a few days ago, and she had a faint premonition in her heart that she would be rejected, but she still had it in her heart. It was a bit of a fluke, and she asked Xiao Wanqing tentatively without giving up: "Aunt Xiao, I heard that during the Lantern Festival, there will be a food festival at the Linkou River Beach, and there will be activities such as guessing lantern riddles and releasing Kongming lanterns. Shall we go and see it together?"

Xiao Wanqing paused with her chopsticks, seeing the girl's cautious appearance with hidden expectations, her heart ached slightly, she wanted to agree emotionally, but rationally, she refused. In her heart, it was as if two villains were constantly fighting. One, I wanted her to agree, and the other, I told her not to. After hesitating for a moment, in the end, Shancun's rationality prevailed.

She refused Lin Xian with difficulty and said: "Xianxian, that night, I... I had a video conference, and I'm afraid I won't be able to play with you." She saw the disappointment and loss that could not be concealed on Lin Xian's face, and her heart seemed to be trapped. What grabbed it hard, but still gritted her teeth, and finished what she should say: "You and your friends to play together? You can go after dinner, if you want to eat outside with your friends, that's fine too." .”

However, Lin Xian quickly and resolutely shook her head and rejected her proposal, and said to Xiao Wanqing with a forced smile, "Then I won't go either." She explained against her will, "Actually, I'm not very interested, I just want to I think that if I can go to play with Aunt Xiao, it should leave very happy and rare memories. I want to go. Aunt Xiao, this is the first Lantern Festival we have spent together. Of course I want to spend it with you Woolen cloth!"

Xiao Wanqing stared at the girl's smiling face, which was clearly lost but still holding on, listening to her sincere and heart-warming words, her heart ached. This is the first Lantern Festival that Lin Xian didn't go home on purpose and stayed to spend with her...

However, she was destined to fail her and not be able to leave her with more good memories.

How many festivals can they spend together like this? she asked sullenly.

She opened her mouth, thinking for a moment, promise her.

But in the end, she still chose to remain silent.

Compromising step by step, retreating step by step, this is her disastrous posture in front of Lin Xian. She was already looking at herself soberly, and continued to sink bit by bit in the gentle swamp that Lin Xian set up unintentionally. She was afraid that any subsequent compromises, any concessions, would become the final fatal blow, causing her to completely sink and suffocate.

She couldn't retreat, and she didn't dare to retreat.

She drooped her snow-white neck, not daring to look at Lin Xian's distressed appearance, and apologized to the girl over and over again in her heart: "I'm sorry Xianxian... I'm sorry..."

On the day of the Lantern Festival, Xiao Wanqing thought that this was the first major traditional festival she and Lin Xian spent together, and she couldn't help but look forward to it.

She thought, no matter what, Lin Xian should not be wronged. She made up her mind in her heart that tonight, no matter what, she still had to have a good and complete dinner with Lin Xian. If she can do it, she even wants to watch the Lantern Festival with Lin Xian. Really, I haven't watched TV with Xianxian for a long time.

It just so happened that one and a half hours before the end of get off work in the afternoon, the president sent a notice that everyone can leave work early if they finish their work at hand. All of a sudden, everyone jumped up excitedly, cleaned up the table, and dispersed.

Xiao Wanqing smiled helplessly and looked at the rare colleagues who were as happy as children outside the office. She also sorted out the files and turned off the computer to get off work.

On the way back, she made a special detour to the supermarket and bought sauces for dipping in the hot pot at night, fresh vegetables and pork liver to be blanched. When passing by the seafood area, she saw live shrimps that were still alive and kicking, and suddenly remembered Lin Xian's mischievous scaring of her on the first day they met Lin Xian.

Time really flies by so fast...

At that time, how could she have expected that now, there would be such a state between them.

Xiao Wanqing sighed.

Since then, she has taken it seriously, and hasn't bought shrimp for more than half a year. Thinking about it now, Lin Xian felt wronged too. I don't know if she has ever been greedy in the past six months but dared not tell herself.

I still remember Lin Xian's words at that time, and the struggle of the live shrimp when the head was unscrewed. But Xiao Wanqing still frowned slightly, and bought two catties of live shrimp, and then bought two catties of tiger shrimp, ready to go home and make a good preparation.

Unexpectedly, when she returned home with the big bags and small bags, as soon as she opened the door, she heard the sudden chugging sound from the kitchen when the hot oil came into contact with the water.

Someone has already occupied the kitchen before her.

Xiao Wanqing's footsteps stopped, and the next moment, she immediately raised her feet and walked towards the kitchen at a faster speed.

Lin Xian, have you touched a knife again? When she thought of the scar on the girl's index finger that hadn't healed completely after a week because of the deep wound, she panicked all of a sudden.

Sure enough, in the kitchen, Lin Xian was wearing an apron and standing in front of the stove. Hearing Xiao Wanqing's footsteps, she turned to Xiao Wanqing with a sweet smile and said, "Aunt Xiao, you are back. I learned a new dish from watching TV these days, and I wanted to cook it secretly. I will give you one tonight. What about the surprise," she said with her mouth flattened in disappointment, "I'm not happy that the surprise wasn't sent out."

Xiao Wanqing looked at her hands carefully, then scanned the chopping board, and was relieved to find that there was nothing unexpected. She put the ingredients in her hands on the kitchen counter, stood behind Lin Xian, took the spatula in Lin Xian's hand naturally, and said dotingly to her: "There is no surprise, this is a shock. People said that the scars are forgotten." It hurts, your scar hasn't healed yet, have you forgotten the pain?"

Lin Xian let go of the spatula, leaned back with peace of mind, and half leaned on Xiao Wanqing's body, listening to Xiao Wanqing's soft voice falling on her heart little by little, bringing the warmth of ironing, she looked up at Xiao Wanqing's tall and delicate nose , with a smile on his face, he said confidently and coquettishly: "How can I feel pain, because, Aunt Xiao, you have helped me hurt." The tone is soft and charming.

Xiao Wanqing's body stiffened when the girl approached her arms, and the girl's soft words swept across her heart like a feather, directly disturbing her, her heart was itchy and trembling. She couldn't help lowering her eyes to look at Lin Xian, only to see that her straight nose, plump lips, and pointed chin formed a beautiful straight line, every frown and smile seemed to be tempting people to fall.

Xiao Wanqing suddenly looked away, not daring to look again. But the body in her embrace seemed to be burning hot, which made her restless. After a while, she changed the subject with difficulty: "Xianxian, I bought shrimp, can you peel off the head of the shrimp for me?"

Hearing this, Lin Xian left her embrace as she wished, and jumped in front of the live shrimp, surprised and delighted: "Aunt Xiao, you actually bought shrimp?" She grinned as if thinking of something Have to be happy: "Aunt Xiao, are you not afraid?"

Xiao Wanqing's arms were empty as she wished, but in her heart, she was not as relaxed as expected, on the contrary, there was a little more unexplainable discomfort.

She didn't dare to think deeply, and she didn't want to think deeply. Following Lin Xian's words, she replied with a smile: "I'm still afraid. But, I'm afraid you will be greedy."

Lin Xian stared at Xiao Wanqing's bright eyes, and immediately moved back to Xiao Wanqing's back and hugged Xiao Wanqing, and softly sighed: "Aunt Xiao, you are so kind to me."

Xiao Wanqing's body froze again. However, what was strange and frightening was that the pain in her heart caused by Lin Xian's departure disappeared without a trace in the instant she was hugged.

For a moment, she even wanted to indulge herself, so she softened her body and got close to Lin Xian's embrace.

But she can't.

She struggled desperately and told herself, Xiao Wanqing, no, you can't.

She thought, her heart must really be broken. How can it be so contradictory, as if placed in the two heavens of ice and fire, half hot, half cold, half jumping, and half silent.

I don't know how long it took, it seemed like only a second, or like a century, Lin Xian let go of her, and went to help her deal with the live shrimp seriously.

Xiao Wanqing straightened her back, as if wanting to touch the warm air that Lin Xian had left behind her, and finally bent back bit by bit to relax.

At 6:30, a sumptuous Lantern Festival dinner is freshly baked. Because the hot pot blocked the dishes on both sides, Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian did not sit facing each other as usual, but sat side by side for convenience.

This is the first time Xiao Wanqing has eaten with her leisurely this week. Lin Xian was in a good mood, and couldn't help talking more. Like before, she began to talk to Xiao Wanqing about her school anecdotes in the past two days. During the ramble, she suddenly remembered an idea she had pondered for several days, and asked Xiao Wanqing with a smile: "Aunt Xiao, can I learn to drive? Tell me, should I apply to the driving school near the school, or to the one near our home?" How about the driving school?"

When she said the three words "our family" so naturally, Xiao Wanqing's heart softened again, and her brows and eyes couldn't help being tinged with tenderness: "Why do you suddenly want to learn to drive? You have discussed it with your parents ?"

Lin Xian pouted: "I haven't told them yet, but they shouldn't have any objections." She looked up at Xiao Wanqing, and said in a very serious tone: "If I can drive, in the future if you drink and drink Now, I can pick you up." She lowered her voice a little: "Otherwise I would always be worried at home, there are so many bad people outside, Aunt Xiao, you are so good-looking, if the accompanying or substitute driver has bad intentions How to do?"

Xiao Wanqing didn't expect that Lin Xian's reason for wanting to learn to drive was this, and she was stunned. She stared blankly at Lin Xian, and a feeling of joy or pain surged in her heart, which made her heart ache.

After a long time, she lowered her eyes and said in a low voice: "But Xianxian, you are a little girl, and I will be very worried if you go to pick me up by car at night by yourself."

Caught off guard, a soft fingertip brushed against her lips suddenly. Xiao Wanqing instinctively turned her head to look at the source of the movement, and saw that Lin Xian's fair and slender index finger was stained with brown sauce.

"Aunt Xiao, you got it on your lips." There were stars in the girl's eyes.

Xiao Wanqing pulled out a paper in embarrassment and wanted to pass it to Lin Xian, but unexpectedly saw the girl lowered her head slightly, a thin layer of sweat dripped from the tip of her nose because of the hot pot, and she was rosy in the white. She stuck out her cute little tongue, and gently and slowly licked off the sauce on her hands.

Tongue tip, bright red, moist...

"So Aunt Xiao, you made the sauce yourself." The girl smiled innocently at her.

She seemed to remember what Xiao Wanqing said to her just now, and then asked her coquettishly: "Aunt Xiao, in your heart, I am also very beautiful, the kind that easily leads people to commit crimes?" With a little bit of moving confidence.

In Xiao Wanqing's mind, it seemed that a string suddenly broke down, uncontrollably replaying Lin Xian's seductive action of licking her fingers just now. The heartbeat and the shame began to torment her repeatedly and violently, completely disrupting her heartbeat and sanity.

Xiao Wanqing felt that her voice seemed to be coming from the sky, and she answered Lin Xian, "Very beautiful."

Easy, the crime-inducing kind.

The number one culprit is her, Xiao Wanqing.

She clearly heard the cracking sound of her defense line on the verge of collapse, which was frightening and moving.

She no longer has the heart to listen carefully to what Lin Xian said to her later, and she has no heart to seriously taste the delicious food that she and Lin Xian cooked bit by bit. Every minute and every second is suffering.

fidgeting.

The mobile phone on the table vibrated, like a savior, saving Xiao Wanqing's broken mind. She picked it up quickly, saw that it was from Wen Tong, and greeted her how the holiday was like. However, in the next second, she subconsciously lied to Lin Xian: "I'm sorry, Xianxian, I left work early in the afternoon, and some of the work was not completed. Now my colleague notified me temporarily, and I am in a hurry to get a manuscript. I have to revise the manuscript first. You can continue to eat, and I will wash the pots and pans after work."

After speaking, she couldn't wait for Lin Xian's reaction, so she ran away in a hurry, not even daring to look at Lin Xian again. She walked to the study room for only a few meters, but it was extremely difficult, and she even staggered several times on the flat ground and nearly fell down.

She was so flustered that she forgot what she had thought about, tonight, to spend time with Lin Xian, and even forgot how sad it would be for Lin Xian to eat alone if she left halfway like this.

She closed the door of the study as if she was saved, without turning on the light, she leaned against the door and slipped down bit by bit. The phone vibrated again, she took out the phone, saw that the recipient was Wen Tong, didn't see what Wen Tong said, and typed hundreds of words word by word.

But in the end, she deleted every single word.

After a while, she stood up, turned on the light, came to the desk and sat down, then took a piece of white paper, picked up the pencil in the pen holder, and drew little by little on the white paper.

Her father used to laugh at her, saying that she can learn everything quickly and is good at everything, but she can't draw, she is too stupid, and she doesn't look like anything. But no matter how stupid she is, every time she finishes painting, her father can always find a good point to praise her.

She didn't know why, but at this moment, she suddenly thought of her father and the last words he said to her.

2b The tip of the pencil is obviously so thick, but she unexpectedly, like a Hercules, broke with a little force. She changed a new one, and just as the tip of the pen touched the white paper, it broke again.

Xiao Wanqing became more and more upset.

I don't know how long it took before there was a light knock on the door, and Lin Xian's cautious voice came: "Aunt Xiao, I..."

Xiao Wanqing held on to the knife, looked at the pencil crumbs and pencil ends all over the table, and for the first time responded to Lin Xian impatiently: "Xianxian, wait until I'm done."

After a while, the girl's dull and well-behaved answer sounded outside the door: "Okay."

The painting appeared little by little on the white paper, and the passage of time seemed to slow down slowly. Xiao Wanqing's heart also moved gently with the tip of the pen, calming down little by little.

She stared at the painting she had just made, and her sanity gradually returned. She finally regained her composure, recalling the dinner she hadn't finished with Lin Xian, and thinking, how could Lin Xian still eat well by herself. Something seemed to flash in her mind, and she suddenly remembered, did Lin Xian call her, her, what did she say back to her in a bad tone

All of a sudden, Xiao Wanqing couldn't sit still anymore, her heartache and guilt overwhelmed everything and buried her heart. She stood up, and quickly walked out the door with distress and guilt.

However, she did not expect that as soon as the door opened, Lin Xian was standing leaning against the wall opposite the study, with her head slightly closed and her eyes closed.

Hearing the sound, the girl slowly opened her eyes. Seeing Xiao Wanqing, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, like a pure little angel, she curled her lips and smiled softly: "Aunt Xiao, are you done with your work?"

Xiao Wanqing felt that her throat seemed to be choked by something, and she couldn't make a sound anymore. Has she been standing here and waiting since just now

She bit her lip and nodded with difficulty, as a response to Lin Xian's question.

Distressed, as if it was about to break into pieces.

The curvature of Lin Xian's lips became more and more upward, and her eyebrows were gentle and considerate: "Aunt Xiao, you didn't eat much for dinner. I was afraid that you would be hungry after you were busy, but eating too late is too greasy and not good, so I I cooked millet porridge, Aunt Xiao, would you like some?"

Her questioning was so cautious, it seemed that she was afraid of causing trouble to Xiao Wanqing, and she seemed afraid of being rudely rejected by Xiao Wanqing again.

In the eyes, the hope is so obvious, but also so forbearing.

In the past, Lin Xian was such a flamboyant and lively child.

She must have made Lin Xian wronged just now.

She wronged her girl.

Xiao Wanqing's nose was sore, her eye sockets were swollen, and she was about to shed tears.

"If you're not hungry, Aunt Xiao, it doesn't matter if you don't drink." Seeing that Xiao Wanqing hadn't answered her for a long time, Lin Xian lowered her eyes, and added something obediently with almost imperceptible disappointment.

Like the straw that broke the camel's back.

Xiao Wanqing couldn't bear it anymore.

The thought of wanting to make her happy, wanting to make her laugh, and wanting to hug her, like a ferocious lion finally released from its cage, swallowed up all her other hesitation and hesitation.

She stretched out her hand tremblingly, hugged the girl's delicate body gently, placed a pious kiss on the girl's smooth forehead, and said softly and apologetically: "I'm sorry Xianxian, I was so fierce to you just now, I made you worry. "

Her lips pressed against the warmth of Lin Xian's forehead, and her heart was burning with joy.

She thought, she surrendered.

She likes Lin Xian because she is dirty, shameless, or disgusting.

However, hurting the innocent Lin Xian because of her fault was even more wrong.

If she likes it, there is no need to respond; if she likes it, it is just to be nice to Lin Xian; if she likes it, it can make her happy and look at it brings her a smile.

Then, can her crime be lightened

This is Xiao Wanqing kissing her for the first time.

Lin Xian's eyes widened, flattered, and he even forgot to laugh.

Xiao Wanqing stared at her deeply, the tenderness like water in her eyes seemed to be overflowing. She slowly curled up the corners of her lips, shaved Lin Xian's nose after a long absence, and asked her softly, "Xianxian, do you still want to light the Kongming Lantern?"

She seemed to see, on the edge of the cliff, there was a black figure, with both feet in the air, falling rapidly into the abyss, and finally sank into the bottom of the sea, lifeless.

But she also saw that on Lin Xian's bright and ignorant face, a sweet and bright smile gradually bloomed, and it became more open and fuller.

This is enough.

Xiao Wanqing thought, she was willing.

She is willing to give Lin Xian everything she wants, and she will not be stingy with every penny.

She can just give Lin Xian what she wants, and she will not be greedy for a single cent.

As long as Lin Xian is happy.

She drank arsenic with a smile—

Sweet as sweet.

In the study, hidden on the paper under the messy pencil shavings, is an ugly flame fluttering moth, burning hot in the candle.

willingly.

More than enough to die.