After Lin Xian answered Shi Man's call, he had no intention of taking a bath. Although her rationality repeatedly warned her to calm down, her emotions could no longer be suppressed and flew to Xiao Wanqing's body.
She turned on the shower and washed her hair as fast as she could in her life. She didn't even have time to apply conditioner, and then washed her hair in a hurry, and then took a shower without squeezing the shower gel.
She hastily put on her pajamas and wrapped her bathrobe, opened the bathroom door, and ran towards Xiao Wanqing's bedroom impatiently.
She didn't know what she wanted to do, and she didn't think about what to say when she saw Xiao Wanqing. She just had an urgent desire in her mind—to see Aunt Xiao, and when she saw it with her own eyes, she told her with a vow. The tenderness in his eyes when he looked at her.
She has infinite longing and eagerness in her heart, hoping that what Shiman told her is true, and wanting to believe that what Shiman revealed is true.
But in the end, she cherished it too much. She didn't see it with her own eyes or feel it with her own eyes. She didn't dare to believe it lightly, let alone act rashly.
She thought that as long as Aunt Xiao gave her a positive look, she would be able to give birth to great courage.
With eager steps, she hurried to Xiao Wanqing's door excitedly. It was the first time that she was so impolite, with a lingering affection that was too late to conceal, and she stepped into Xiao Wanqing's open bedroom without even knocking on the door.
In the bedroom, Xiao Wanqing was holding the hair dryer and tilting her head sideways, immersed in her own thoughts, drying her hair motionlessly. Amidst the rumbling sound of the hair dryer, she heard footsteps kicking outside the door, frowned, turned off the hair dryer, and turned to look at the door.
Lin Xian was wrapped in a bathrobe, her hair was wet, and standing not far away, Xiao Wanqing's eyes were suddenly caught in the sight of Lin Xian looking at him with scorching eyes.
The girl's beautiful lips were raised high, and in the star-like eyes, there were little lights shining, which were the complex emotions that Xiao Wanqing could not see clearly but was afraid to see clearly.
Xiao Wanqing's heart sank, and the hand holding the hair dryer suddenly tightened. Her eyebrows unconsciously frowned more and more tightly, looking back at Lin Xian's eyes, gradually tainted with the meaning of exploration and examination. Her eyes were still as soft as water, but without warmth.
Cold as water.
Lin Xian was full of enthusiasm and anticipation. When he looked into Xiao Wanqing's eyes, and keenly noticed the abnormal calmness and coldness in Xiao Wanqing's eyes, he was completely chilled.
She subtly glanced down at herself, who was disheveled and inexplicably embarrassed, and then bumped into Xiao Wanqing's silent and stern gaze again.
The four eyes met, and the resistance and depth in Xiao Wanqing's eyes had never been seen before, which made Lin Xian's heart sting suddenly.
Does she have nothing to hide in Aunt Xiao's eyes now? So, Aunt Xiao's reaction...
Lin Xian didn't even have time to think deeply about this question, subconsciously, she instinctively concealed her true intentions, suppressed the heat and tenderness in her eyes, hoping to melt the ice in Xiao Wanqing's eyes.
She deepened the curvature of the corners of her mouth, adjusted her most excited voice, and said to Xiao Wanqing: "Call me and say..." After all, she is not a professional actress, and she cannot be so perfect. The voice that came out was a little strange because it was too excited or too difficult, which made Lin Xian stunned when he heard it.
Panicked, she searched in her mind what she should say to convince Xiao Wanqing that the news was exciting enough to make her lose her composure.
"Manman said that she and Sister Zhijin are on third base!" Lin Xian's mind was a little blank, and after pulling out such a sentence based on intuition, he realized what he had said.
In an instant, her heart was cold, but her face was hot.
Ah, it's crazy, she's talking nonsense to Aunt Xiao. It's always Shiman talking to her about little porn books every day, about first base, second base, third base and home run.
However, unexpectedly, Xiao Wanqing was stunned when she heard the words, and stared at her for a long time with her watery eyes, as if she was a little unbelievable, but slowly, there was warmth and a smile.
Fortunately, it was just her subjective conjecture. Fortunately, it's just that she was immersed in her own emotions and thought too much. Xiao Wanqing was relieved.
She bent the corners of her lips, with a gentle warmth, and softly teased Lin Xian: "Xianxian, are you sure you know what you are talking to me?"
Lin Xian was stunned for a moment, and the next second, she suddenly covered her face, as if she had reacted, she was too shy to meet people, and ran out of Xiao Wanqing's bedroom with her head down.
Xiao Wanqing looked at Lin Xian's mouth where Lin Xian had long since disappeared, the gloomy eyes disappeared, and there was a faint smile on her lips.
What a kid, I told my good friends about such a secret thing, and I was so excited when I knew about it. In Xiao Wanqing's heart, apart from the slight loss that she didn't dare to notice carefully, there was more lightness and peace in Xiao Wanqing's heart.
She didn't know that Lin Xian covered his face and really ran out like an escape, but not because of shyness, but because of sadness. She ran back to her room, closed the door, and slid down the door, hugging her knees and buried her head, crying silently.
This is the second time she cried for Xiao Wanqing.
The first time was wronged.
This time it was wronged and desperate.
She carefully recalled the bits and pieces of her time with Xiao Wanqing these days, and slowly captured the unusual details of Xiao Wanqing's relationship with herself that she had missed. She thought of the kiss on the forehead, the occasional abnormal scarlet color, the deliberate separation during the lunch break and the intimate kiss after she fell asleep.
She knew it, believed it, Xiao Wanqing might really be a little emotional and a little like her.
But she was also aware of the resistance and coldness in Xiao Wanqing's eyes when she might have noticed her emotions just now: she confessed now, Aunt Xiao would never accept her.
In fact, she had already realized this.
She always knew that Aunt Xiao could not accept her easily, but she had never felt so clearly like now: Aunt Xiao could never accept her without resistance.
The feeling revealed by Xiao Wanqing's eyes scared Lin Xian.
It seemed that even if they were in love, as long as she said it, she still couldn't have her. Instead, he would lose her faster.
After falling in love with Xiao Wanqing, she knew that there was no relationship between her and Xiao Wanqing. She always thought that she had the confidence and courage to put all her eggs in one basket.
But when things came to an end, at this moment, she was confused and timid.
Take a step back, maybe you can temporarily open up the sea and the sky.
Further, it may not be able to make a bright future.
She never knew that she was such an indecisive person. She suddenly understood Wen Tong's cowardice and restraint over the years.
It turns out that in love, no one is braver than anyone else.
Can she bet
The bet is that Xiao Wanqing and her are not lovers but sweet days.
The bet is that Xiao Wanqing's liking for her is more important than her fear of the world.
It is not enough to like her, it is enough to like her very much. But what kind of liking is considered a very liking
Now, has the scale tipped in her favor
Lin Xian feels frustrated and disappointed that she still can't win now.
When can we win
she does not know.
Because, she seems to never afford to lose.
For the next few days, Lin Xian's spirit was not very good, and he was a little depressed.
During dinner on Wednesday, Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but once again asked Lin Xian what was wrong, Lin Xian just laughed and said that he was just a second subject in the past few days, and the clutch was not very good, and the points were not right. Always being nagged by the coach, I am tired and in a bad mood, so I feel a little depressed.
After Xiao Wanqing heard this, she kept it in her heart.
Had dinner on a Friday night and night had fully fallen.
In the kitchen, Xiao Wanqing washed the dishes for the first time, and Lin Xian was beside her, washing the water for the second time. The two of them were intimate and cooperated tacitly, as if this was a life that had been repeated for thousands of days.
Xiao Wanqing washed her hands, untied the tie of the apron, lifted her hair and took off the apron, and asked Lin Xian with a mysterious smile: "Xianxian, are you interested in going somewhere with me?"
In the past few days, because Lin Xian couldn't find the answer to his feelings, he lost his direction and lost interest in everything. Except for Xiao Wanqing's every frown, smile, and every move.
She cheered up, smiled, took the apron Xiao Wanqing just took off, helped her hang it on the wall, and asked her with great interest: "Where are you going?"
Seeing that she was more energetic, Xiao Wanqing's eyes softened even more. The suspicion that day finally left seeds in Xiao Wanqing's heart. Later, Xiao Wanqing repeatedly warned herself that she could accept Lin Xian's intimate behavior, but she could not take the initiative to make too intimate behavior with Lin Xian.
She was afraid that the unintentional actions she made with her liking might bring any undue influence or wrong information to Lin Xian.
But in the end, seeing Lin Xian's brisk smile finally recovered today made her feel relieved, and she couldn't help reaching out and rubbing her little head again, pretending to be mysterious: "You will know when you come with me .”
Seeing Xiao Wan's youthful and playful appearance, Lin Xian's heart softened again and again.
To like someone is to give yourself to that person.
Give that person the remote control to control your emotions.
Let her make herself happy and let herself be sad.
Uncontrollable, willing.
Lin Xian sighed quietly in his heart. She raised her eyebrows, approached Xiao Wanqing, hooked her hand, and agreed loudly: "Then let's go. If it's not fun, is there any compensation?"
Xiao Wanqing laughed, followed Lin Xian out, and replied calmly: "No. You should be prepared, it shouldn't be fun."
Lin Xian immediately acted like a baby: "Then I won't go."
Xiao Wanqing clasped her hand tightly, as if she was afraid that she would escape, and said arrogantly: "No, you agreed."
Lin Xian felt the touch of being clasped tightly in his hands, and secretly delighted in his heart. If possible, I would like to be held by Aunt Xiao like this for the rest of my life.
She will never run away.
Going down to the parking garage downstairs to pick up the car, it wasn't until Xiao Wanqing stopped in front of an old and unremarkable white car that Lin Xian realized belatedly: "Aunt Xiao, have you changed the car yet?"
Xiao Wanqing pressed the button to drive the lock, and smiled at her: "Stupid. How can the car get worse and worse." She opened the door and explained to Lin Xian: "It was rented by me and the car rental company."
Lin Xian got into the car in half-shock and doubt, and just wanted to ask Xiao Wanqing why she rented a car suddenly, what happened to the car? Seeing Xiao Wanqing's movement of starting the car and putting it into gear, he was suddenly blessed and enlightened.
She turned her head and looked at the beautiful side face that Xiao Wanqing had left for her, her heart suddenly became swollen and wet.
Did she remember all the words she said casually in her heart so seriously
How much does she like her? Lin Xian really wanted to reach out and hold her hand lightly on the shift lever, look into her eyes, and ask her seriously.
But in the end, she just gradually clenched her five fingers, pursed her lips, and fell silent.
The car drove all the way to an asphalt road that Xiao Wanqing had never been before. The road seems to be built behind the village, with vast fields on both sides. In the distance, the dark horizon seems to be connected with the sky.
The strange thing is that the road is wide, and the street lights on both sides are brightly lit in rows, but almost no vehicles pass by. Occasionally, there are passers-by walking leisurely, like pedestrians walking.
The speed of the car slowed down slowly, and finally, it came to a steady stop. Lin Xian lowered the car window and looked out, only to find that the car had already reached the end of the road, and there was no way to go any further.
Xiao Wanqing opened the car door neatly and got out of the car. She said to Lin Xian with a crooked smile, "Wait for me a while." Then, she closed the car door, walked around to the trunk at the back, and carried a worn-out tool bag and a Take out the long wooden ruler and walk forward.
Under the heavy night, the tall street lamps cast a pale and desolate light. The woman is pulling a tape measure, holding a chalk, half-kneeling on the ground with one leg, carefully measuring and drawing points, as if with the rice seedlings swaying with the night wind behind her, Strangely blended into a warm picture scroll that makes people unable to turn their eyes away.
Lin Xian stared at the thin and tall figure. My heart is soft and sour. She finally couldn't hold back any longer, opened the car door, walked quickly in the night, hugged Xiao Wanqing's slender back tightly from behind, and pressed her face gently against it.
Xiao Wanqing's body stiffened imperceptibly. Then, she said softly, "Why did you come down? Is it a little cold? I haven't drawn the garage line yet." Seeing that Lin Xian didn't speak, she explained: "This road has not been fully repaired and opened to traffic, so there are no people there. There is no car, you can practice here with confidence, step on the clutch, check the points, find out the feeling, I will help you look at it. Later, I will help you to block the accelerator, don't be afraid. "
Lin Xian was unmoved, just buried his face behind her, and asked her in a low voice: "Aunt Xiao, why are you so kind to me?" It seemed that there were thousands of words, but in the end it was only suppressed into one sentence Restrained questioning.
Xiao Wanqing's heart sank slightly, and the calm smile on her face gradually subsided.
The heat behind her, and the almost murmured depressing voice next to her ears reminded her of Lin Xian's scorching gaze at her in the movie theater that day, and even the illusion-like thumb gently rubbing her lips touch.
After a long while, Xiao Wanqing smiled lightly and answered Lin Xian: "Because I am your aunt."
She noticed that the girl behind her raised her face slightly from her back after hearing the answer.
Cold wind poured between them.
Xiao Wanqing narrowed her eyes and added a sentence.
"Besides, your mother was very kind to me when I was young."
It seems to be reminding Lin Xian, and it seems to be reminding herself.
The author has something to say: Shiman Grumpy: Am I a pervert? Why would I call you on purpose to talk about this kind of thing? Lin Xiaoxian, you ruined my image, I will clean you up!
Lin Xian fell into the passive situation that a crush often has, and was persuaded.
Therefore, it was Aunt Xiao's routine that ended the secret love, not Lin Xian's confession.