At around three o'clock in the morning, in the boundless darkness, a dazzling light lit up. The sound of drizzling water came from Xiao Wanqing's bathroom.
The cold water flow gradually cooled the abnormal heat of the body. But when you close your eyes, raise your hands, and apply shower gel to rub against the skin, the girl's long and slender knuckles like jade and the flirtatious and bright face when she is nostalgic and demanding appear in the dream again involuntarily. The feeling of being ruthlessly occupied and penetrated between the legs was like a dream, and the more I wanted to forget it, the more I remembered it, which set off a wave of shame in my lower abdomen. The clean and refreshing water kept washing the whole body, but Xiao Wanqing felt in a trance that between her legs seemed to be very wet and greasy all the time.
It wasn't until her fair fingers were pale and wrinkled after being soaked in water for a long time, and it seemed that the skin would be broken just by rubbing lightly, Xiao Wanqing finally ended the long self-torture of herself, weakly pressed the faucet, turned off the flower. sprinkle.
Putting on clean and refreshing underwear, Xiao Wanqing turned sideways, staring at the drenched pair of underwear with low eyes.
After a long while, she clenched the five fingers hanging by her side, bit her lip tightly, reached out to pick it up, and stepped on the lid of the trash can, like throwing away a dream she didn't dare to face up to and didn't deserve, her eyes were red , tremblingly abandoned, abandoned it.
She closed her eyes, making up her mind.
It's time to make a break.
When eating in the morning of the second day, Lin Xian had been carefully and secretly looking at Xiao Wanqing. She knew it later, and always felt that the point of view that Aunt Xiao specially stated to her last night meant something.
But Xiao Wanqing sat with her waist straight and dignified as usual, biting the sandwich in her hand seriously and delicately, without looking sideways, it seemed that the unexpected rebuttal between the two of them last night did not bring about any different consequences.
Lin Xian really couldn't figure out Xiao Wanqing's thoughts. She took a sip of milk and decided to retreat: "Aunt Xiao, I thought about it later. I was too excited when I argued with you yesterday, and my tone was not very good. I hope you don't take it to heart."
She stared at Xiao Wanqing with burning eyes, for fear of missing any clues that might be of special significance that she reacted.
Xiao Wanqing's heart skipped a beat when she heard the girl's sweet and soft voice. She raised her eyes and took a deep look at her, and when she saw that face that was as bright and charming as in a dream, there was a lot of tenderness unconsciously in her eyes, as if there was a lustrous water light rippling shallowly.
Soon, she drooped her snow-white neck, dared not look at Lin Xian again, and teased Lin Xian in a warm voice, naturally: "Xianxian, you think too much, we are just discussing rationally, am I such a small-hearted person in your heart? ?”
After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for Lin Xian to respond, and added: "I think what you said is right, maybe, this topic is really not suitable. I will go to the magazine society in the morning to discuss it with my colleagues."
Lin Xian kept staring at Xiao Wanqing, so although she restrained quickly, Lin Xian still caught Xiao Wanqing's tenderness when she looked at her. As if, in an instant, she stretched out her hand to touch Xiao Wanqing's fiery heartbeat, her heartbeat drove her, and she couldn't help but palpitate.
Before she calmed down, she heard Xiao Wanqing's retreat on the topic of teacher-student relationship, and her heart jumped more and more in an instant.
Was it her words yesterday that moved Aunt Xiao? Did Aunt Xiao listen
Immediately, the corners of her brows and eyes were filled with unconcealable joy, her eyes were as bright as twinkling stars, and she happily asked Xiao Wanqing with anticipation: "Aunt Xiao, do you agree that it is love?"
The girl's joyful and expectant voice pierced Xiao Wanqing's heart. She couldn't imagine how disappointed and sad she would make her one day in the near future.
Xiao Wanqing quickly looked at Lin Xian with a complex expression, and paused for a moment. After a while, she changed the subject dully: "Xianxian, are you going to practice driving this afternoon?"
Lin Xian didn't hear the expected answer, so he pursed his lips, obviously dissatisfied with Xiao Wanqing's avoidance of answering. She just wanted to pursue and continue to question, but she looked at Xiao Wanqing's tenderness and seemed to have a fragile expression, and her heart was a little soft.
Shouldn't she be pushing too hard? At least, Auntie Xiao has let go and didn't deny it. In fact, it's her acquiescence, right
There has been progress and progress, so give Aunt Xiao a little more time to convince herself. Lin Xian pursed his lips, softened his eyes, and comforted himself optimistically.
In the office of the editor-in-chief of the magazine after the morning meeting, Xiao Wanqing held the pen horizontally in both hands, and her eyes were fixed on the computer screen for a long time, motionless.
Assistant Xiao Ke was sorting out the documents received in the morning meeting at the edge of the table, while secretly looking at Xiao Wanqing several times, secretly wondering, what happened to the editor-in-chief today
Suddenly, Xiao Wanqing put down the pen and called her by name: "Xiao Ke?"
Xiao Ke was slandering Xiao Wanqing, caught off guard, felt guilty, trembled all over, suppressed his astonishment in a panic, and answered Xiao Wanqing: "Editor-in-Chief, what's wrong?"
Xiao Wanqing seemed a little embarrassed to speak, Wenxiu's face showed some embarrassment, and said softly: "Although it is still working hours, but because the matter is urgent, can I ask you a personal matter?"
Xiao Ke knows that Xiao Wanqing has always been measured, even if it is a private matter, it should not be a private matter that is difficult to answer. She quickly agreed, "Of course, what's the matter?"
Xiao Wanqing consulted her: "I seem to have heard you say that you had an aunt who used to be a confinement woman, and she just took care of a difficult employer and gave birth to confinement. She is going to be an ordinary nanny for a while, right? ?”
Xiao Ke didn't understand, so she nodded: "Well, yes, editor-in-chief, you have a really good memory." This was just what she accidentally mentioned when they were eating and chatting together, but Xiao Wanqing still remembered it.
Xiao Wanqing continued to ask: "Then has she found an employer?"
Xiao Ke shook his head: "No. Nowadays, the people looking for nannies are generally old people, and those who are healthy and only need to cook are mostly widowed male employers. My cousin thinks it is not suitable for conservative, and there are also female employers, but most of them are in poor health. Too healthy to take care of, and she feels too tired, no different from a confinement lady."
Xiao Wanqing's eyes sank, and she asked in a soft voice: "Then you can ask her for me, is she willing to take care of a teenage college girl who lives alone? There is nothing special, as long as she takes care of her diet and three meals a day, and buys fruits regularly Drinks, cleaning occasionally to keep the house tidy is fine."
Xiao Ke asked in surprise, "It's the editor-in-chief, is your family looking for it?"
"No, I'm looking for it." Xiao Wanqing replied in a deep voice with her eyes closed. "Do you remember my niece who came to see me? It was to take care of her."
Xiao Ke was overjoyed immediately. The editor-in-chief's niece looks beautiful and friendly, not to mention the editor-in-chief's gentle and good-tempered, the employer may not be able to find her even with a lantern. She agreed repeatedly: "Okay, editor-in-chief, I will call my aunt during my lunch break and tell her, can I ask her to contact you directly?"
Xiao Wanqing smiled slightly, and thanked: "Okay, I will trouble you." After finishing speaking, she clasped her hands together, took a deep breath, stood up, and walked out the door: "I'll look for it President, you can tidy it up and put it in the blue clip next to me."
On the way to the president's office, Xiao Wanqing's steps became heavier and heavier, and her face became paler and paler.
When she thought of Lin Xian's bright expectant smile, the decision she was about to make, and Lin Xian's face that might cry, she felt as if there was a sharp knife in her heart, which was repeatedly stabbed and pulled out mercilessly, puncturing blood dripping one after another. The holes are riddled with holes.
But step by step, she still walked firmly, without retreating at all, and walked into the president's office.
During the morning meeting last week, the president revealed that the head office intends to respond to the development trend of new media with promising development prospects, and to open a branch in Hezhou, the southern economic center at the forefront of new media development. Send people to conduct a two-week exchange meeting and market research to explore the way.
The president said that those who are interested in learning about new media developments in the past can come to him in private. When talking, Xiao Wanqing noticed that the president was looking at her intentionally or unintentionally.
In fact, she understood how much the president valued her. At this stage, it is said that it is doing short-term research to explore the way, but it has already started, and it should be put into practice in all likelihood. If this branch is really opened, the leader of the team, if he wants to, can take people there with absolute certainty and become the leader of the branch.
In the past two years, an associate editor relied on this method to go to the branch in the next city and successfully promoted several levels. Only she, after taking the position of editor-in-chief, stayed in place consistently, neither fighting nor grabbing.
She doesn't have too many expectations for life, and she doesn't have too many material needs, so she doesn't want to be too tired to fight for anything, and she doesn't want to work hard to adapt to the new life. So she knew that if she didn't leave and continued to stay, there was almost no room for promotion at the headquarters, and she was willing to be mediocre, and she was willing to watch the back wave keep obliterating her front wave.
But now, she had to go.
She clearly saw the surprised and appreciative gaze of the president when she said "I am willing to go". The man put away the pen, said with a refined smile, "Xiao Xiao, I've been waiting for your words for a long time. This market is very big, and I'm very optimistic about it, and I'm also very optimistic about you."
However, at the moment when he agreed, Xiao Wanqing felt that the sharp knife in her heart finally stopped Ling Chi. Not letting her go, but gouging out a large piece more cruelly and directly, bloody, empty...
She thought that she might have an ugly smile, but she still smiled politely and thanked the other party for giving her this opportunity.
Thank him for giving her a chance to force herself to end.
During the lunch break, after talking with Xiao Ke's aunt, Xiao Wanqing called Zhou Qin and informed her that she would be on a business trip for half a month and might be stationed abroad for a long time in the future. She was afraid that Zhou Qin would be too worried about Lin Xian's life, so she reassured her and said, "I found a reliable nanny for Xianxian to take care of her three meals, and I will also pay attention to her diet and work and rest regularly, sister It’s okay if you don’t worry…”
Before she finished speaking, Zhou Qin interrupted her: "Xiao Wan, what kind of nanny are you looking for for her? She is so old, can she not take care of herself? If not, let her pack up and go to school The accommodation is ready, Xiao Wan, your work is important, so don’t worry about her. But you are outside by yourself, so take care of yourself.”
Xiao Wanqing listened to Zhou Qin's gentle and concerned exhortations from the mobile phone, feeling ashamed and warm in her heart, and her nose was a little sour. "It's almost a month since school started, how can Xianxian adapt to accommodation at this time." The most important thing is that Lin Xian thought that she would come back for a while, and she would definitely not want to leave.
She hesitated for a moment, concealed her astringent voice, and said with a sharp heart, "But next semester, I may have to work in Hezhou for a long time. If Xianxian doesn't mind being alone, she can always be alone." Living here with me, home is always more comfortable than dormitory.”
Sure enough, Zhou Qin immediately vetoed the proposal: "Let her go to the dormitory next semester, she is such an adult, it's time for her to learn to grow by herself, integrate into the society, and take care of herself."
Compared with Lin Xian's whereabouts, she is more concerned about Xiao Wanqing: "If you really go to Hezhou, how long will you work there?" She sighed, and said: "Forget it, if you live and work in another place, you may not be able to know each other. Some newcomers." She said earnestly: "Xiao Wan, I have to hurry up on my own affairs, my sister has always been worried about this year, and I hope you will be happy." Her parents and relatives are gone, and with the mentality of an elder sister like a mother, she can't help but get angry all the time, but Xiao Wanqing plays Tai Chi very well every time, so she feels embarrassed to go too far and force her to urge her.
Zhou Qin babbled about her care like a sister like a mother, which made Xiao Wanqing's heart feel heavier and more apologetic. She felt that every thought she had for Lin Xian, and every thought Lin Xian had for herself, was due to her kindness and revenge into Zhou Qin. The sharp knife in the heart.
She didn't dare to respond, her nails sank deeply into her palm, and she reflected on herself in pain.
There will be no happiness.
She is such an ungrateful and ungrateful person, maybe she should be punished like this.
You can't love, you can't ask for it.
There will be no more love in this life.
In this life, I can't love the person I want to love.
But in this life, it would be nice to see Lin Xian and his family happy.
The author has something to say: Lin Xian covered her face: Aunt Xiao cares so much about my driving practice, I... I will definitely practice my driving skills well!
After thinking about it for a while, the ranking of driving skills for the first time should be Shi Man>Zhi Jin>Lin Xian>Wen Tong (this person’s skills are really bad, so I’ll light up the wax for Shi Jinglan for a second)