"Can't you not go?" The girl asked softly to stay knowingly, with scorching heat, burning into Xiao Wanqing's heart word by word, and burning on Xiao Wanqing's heart that was already dripping with blood.
The pain became more and more unbearable.
Xiao Wanqing finally couldn't restrain her desire to get close to Lin Xian, so she took off the strength from her waist bit by bit, softened her body, and slowly leaned into the girl's embrace.
She knows it shouldn't be.
However, from now on, this embrace, this girl, will become an unattainable dream that she will never get back in this life, so let her indulge a little more, let her secretly lust for a little more, okay
Her back was tightly pressed against the girl's warm chest, feeling the vivid ups and downs of the girl's breath, feeling every beat of the girl's heart that really beat for her. She pursed her lips, almost biting her back molars, and then squeezed out a warm and usual sentence from her throat: "Fool, what are you talking about."
Lin Xian knew that he was making trouble for no reason, and also knew that it was impossible to get a definite answer to his question. However, she was inexplicably very uneasy, so uneasy that only by holding Xiao Wanqing and truly feeling the sense of fulfillment and reality that Xiao Wanqing brought her in her arms, could she be more at ease and calm down.
Xiao Wanqing's unloaded body strength and her intimate movements all soothed Lin Xian very well. Lin Xian calmed down a little while the two were entangled. She looked at Xiao Wanqing's small ears that were close at hand, rubbed the tip of her nose affectionately and affectionately, and couldn't help murmuring: "I know. But Aunt Xiao, what should I do? Before you left, I began to think You." She understood what she said, and it was too ambiguous.
In the face of this impending separation, she couldn't bear it any longer. She was really afraid that Aunt Xiao would understand her feelings and push her away, but she couldn't help but want Aunt Xiao to understand her feelings and embrace her.
She listened to Xiao Wanqing's understated notice, and watched Xiao Wanqing turn and leave without hesitation, and suddenly felt a desire that she shouldn't have.
She longs for an identity, longs for the identity of a lover, longs for an identity that can be legitimately entangled with Xiao Wanqing, longs for an identity that can frankly ask for lingering nights before separation, longs for an identity that Xiao Wanqing will miss her.
She longed to find her place in Xiao Wanqing's heart, as if only in this way, only knowing that Xiao Wanqing's heart took her away with her, could she find the antidote to her anxiety.
However, Xiao Wanqing seemed unaware, and after a moment of silence, she responded to her so frankly and softly: "I will miss you too, Xianxian."
Obviously touching words, but because Xiao Wanqing said it too calmly and frankly, Lin Xian felt that she couldn't give birth to any thoughts. Heart, stuffy.
If you really heard something, there was something, Aunt Xiao, wouldn't you respond to her so bluntly
She was still wondering about Xiao Wanqing's thoughts at a loss, Xiao Wanqing broke free from her embrace with a little force, turned sideways, as if she was a little tired, looked at her face with water-like eyes, and whispered softly : "Go to bed early, I'll go back to my room and continue packing. Good night."
Lin Xian watched her slender figure leaving step by step, and fell down on his big bed dejectedly.
It's just two weeks of separation, and it's just the length of the winter vacation where we can't see each other. What the hell is he being hypocritical about
Lin Xian rolled around and around on the bed, wondering if it was because they were now at the height of uncertainty in their relationship, Xiao Wanqing's business trip, strange city, strange job, and even strange people staying at home , It seems that it will bring everything now to produce strange and unknown changes, so it always conveys a dangerous atmosphere to her.
Lin Xian sighed deeply, thinking that Xiao Wanqing was going to a strange city to deal with strange things, so she sat up again.
She jumped out of bed, took out from the inner pocket of her schoolbag the amulet that Zhou Qin specially asked for her to bless her when she came to college, grabbed it and walked to Xiao Wanqing's bedroom.
When Zhou Qin handed the amulet to her, she laughed at Zhou Qin openly, "What about the materialism that Professor Zhou said?" Zhou Qin slapped her on the head, gouged her eyes hard, and reprimanded her not to Talking nonsense, at that time she still felt that Zhou Qin was bewildered. But now, she has nothing, and Xiao Wanqing is going to a place she can't see. She grabbed the amulet, expecting that it would protect Xiao Wanqing from going in and out with the hope that she would rather believe it than nothing, and when everything went well, she suddenly understood.
It turns out that loving someone very much is like this.
In this way, I lose my mind and want to dedicate everything, everything that can be done, some or nothing, true or false, as long as it may be good for her, to her.
The door of Xiao Wanqing's room was open. Lin Xian stood at the door and wanted to knock on the door, but he saw that there was no one in the bedroom at a glance. She heard the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, as if Xiao Wanqing was washing.
Lin Xian wanted to retreat, but she would come back after Xiao Wanqing came out. But out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at the open suitcase at the end of the bed. Under several neatly stacked clothes, a corner of a hard yellow card was exposed.
It looks familiar...
Suddenly, Lin Xian raised his footsteps, approached the suitcase step by step, squatted down, and carefully picked up the clothes stacked on top. The cover of the card was lost, and the whole face was revealed - a photo album that Lin Xian is very familiar with.
Lin Xian bit her lip, because of the guessing in her heart, the corners of her lips involuntarily had an irrepressible upward arc. She stretched out her hand and gently opened the photo album. As she expected, the first photo was of her smiling at the camera in a camouflage military training uniform. That was the first photo that Xiao Wanqing took for her. Then, what appeared in front of Lin Xian was one after another laughing, playing and running himself.
Lin Xian knew a long time ago that this photo album is full of her and only her. This is Xiao Wanqing's special album for storing her photos, and they have flipped through it many times together.
Aunt Xiao put this photo album in the suitcase, does it mean that she puts herself in her heart and takes herself on a business trip
Aunt Xiao just answered her, she will miss her too. So, this is not perfunctory for her, but true
Aunt Xiao will miss her, and she needs to see things and think about others in front of the photos.
Lin Xian's heart beat rapidly and enthusiastically, and the sudden surprise made her mind go blank.
She subconsciously put the amulet folder in the photo album, folded the clothes on her lap back to the original place, stood up, and exited Xiao Wanqing's room in a daze.
She sat on the edge of her bed for a long time, trying to calm down, sorting out and digesting the information she just got bit by bit.
Aunt Xiao took her photo album full of her photos on a business trip, and she responded to herself "I will miss you too". So, does this mean that Aunt Xiao actually already likes her very much. Does her calm response just now mean that Aunt Xiao is willing to face up to the relationship between herself and her, so she didn't evade and talk about him
After figuring out this link and capturing this important discovery, Lin Xian was suddenly dizzy with ecstasy.
She silently looked at the air and blinked her eyes. Two seconds later, she jumped up abruptly, jumped onto the bed, hugged the quilt, rolled around, and kept laughing while covering her voice.
Aunt Xiao likes her so much.
Aunt Xiao likes her so much.
Aunt Xiao wanted to take her with her on a business trip with her in mind.
The heart she put on Aunt Xiao finally had a place to stay, and she was no longer homeless.
Nights are long and dreams are many, shouldn't she seize the opportunity now? Lin Xian suddenly stopped rolling, and gradually closed his hands holding the quilt.
Xiao Wanqing had already closed the door, leaned on the bed, and was about to turn off the lights and go to sleep, when suddenly there was a light knock on the door.
"Xianxian, push in." Xiao Wanqing replied in a gentle voice with some doubts.
The door was slowly opened, and Lin Xian's bright and soft face came into Xiao Wanqing's eyes little by little. The girl hugged the snow-white pillow in front of her chest, resting her pointed chin on the pillow, blinking her big black eyes, she looked at Xiao Wanqing innocently and pitifully, softly, and asked her cautiously: "Aunt Xiao, what do I think of you?" You will be leaving in two days, and then there will be only me and a nanny I don't know at home. Thinking of this, I'm a little afraid that I won't be able to sleep. I... can I sleep with you tonight?"
Xiao Wanqing stared blankly at the door, looking at the disturbing figure of the girl, the barely perceptible Adam's apple on her snow-white neck slid up and down, but her heart softened, and she nodded in agreement.
Lin Xian saw Xiao Wanqing nodding, eyebrows and eyes frowned, then he closed the door briskly, climbed onto Xiao Wanqing's bed with ease, put down his pillow, and nestled into the warm blanket with Xiao Wanqing's body temperature.
This is not the first time that Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing have slept on this bed together, but it is the first time that both of them have been lying on this bed together while they are awake.
Seeing that Lin Xian had settled herself down, Xiao Wanqing said "good night" softly, then turned off the light silently, lay down, and closed her eyes, as if preparing to fall asleep.
There are no stars tonight, and the full moon is like a mirror. With the bright white moonlight coming in from the window, Lin Xian can clearly see Xiao Wanqing's long and thick curly eyelashes, covered eyeballs, in the light. It moved lightly.
She has written many short romance novels in the past. In the novels, when the hero and heroine tell each other their hearts, the sweet and beautiful love words are all at her fingertips. She once thought proudly that she is also a person who has experienced many battles, and if she falls in love in the future, she will definitely be able to coax the other party to be happy and submissive.
But now, facing Xiao Wanqing, she realized that she was actually such a stupid person.
It was as if facing her beloved, all the love words with skill turned into rhetoric, not sincere enough, not worthy of her sincere love.
Can't think of any other words. Thousands of words are combined into one sentence, and the only thing I want to confide or express is: Aunt Xiao, I like you. Even, I love you.
The word cute is too heavy, and she doesn't know if it will appear too frivolous if it is said too easily.
She stared at Xiao Wanqing for a moment, and after a while, she called her firmly in the dark: "Aunt Xiao, I know you haven't slept yet." She stretched out her hand and gently touched Xiao Wanqing's shoulder.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't pretend to be asleep, so she had to turn around, opened her bright eyes that seemed to be rippling with fine water waves, and looked at Lin Xian quietly.
Lin Xian clenched his hands unconsciously, bit his lips to muster up his courage, and finally with the determination to break the boat, he stared at Xiao Wanqing and said, "Aunt Xiao, there is something I've always wanted to tell you."
The young girl's youthful and immature face, under the gentle moonlight, is full of amazing tenderness that does not match her age and makes her heart soften. She looked into Xiao Wanqing's eyes with tenderness like water, Xiao Wanqing felt for a moment that she was almost drowning in it.
Can't breathe, dare not breathe.
She saw the girl's lips slightly opened, and her soft voice sounded in the quiet night where only their rapid heartbeat could be heard: "Aunt Xiao, I like..." I like you.
The remaining syllables suddenly got stuck in Lin Xian's throat, and disappeared on Xiao Wanqing's catkin covering Lin Xian's thin lips.
"Xianxian, what's the matter, can we talk about it when I come back?" Xiao Wanqing's expression was clear and clear, but also clearly rejected. Her voice was a little hoarse, and she looked at Lin Xian with a pleading expression.
Lin Xian stared at her silently, feeling a little chilly in his heart. But she thought of the photo album in Xiao Wanqing's suitcase again, and thought of the sentence "I will miss you too" that Xiao Wanqing promised her, and she couldn't help but soften her heart.
After all, Aunt Xiao didn't completely reject her, but was begging her for time. Lin Xian's eyes became softer again, maybe, give Auntie Xiao a little more time, and when she comes back, they will be able to see things better
She raised her hand, grasped Xiao Wanqing's hand covering her lips, and interlocked her fingers: "Okay, we'll talk about it when you come back." As if to confirm her guess, she tentatively asked Xiao Wanqing: "Then Can you give me a hug first?"
Xiao Wanqing's eyes flickered, her throat was a little choked. After a while, she let out a muffled nasal sound "En.", approached Lin Xian, stretched out her hands, as if embracing a fragile dream, soberly and desperately hugged her beloved girl carefully.
Lin Xian felt more at ease in her softened attitude. She hugged Xiao Wanqing's slender waist back, and Xiao Wanqing and Xiao Wanqing were almost nose to nose, sharing the same bed, breathing intertwined, just like intimate lovers.
Boldly, she raised her head and pressed close to Xiao Wanqing's forehead, imprinted a burning kiss on it, and smiled brightly: "Then Auntie Xiao, good night."
Xiao Wanqing didn't reject her, she clasped her hands lightly on Lin Xian's back, looked at her, and slowly smiled, "Good night, Xianxian."
The girl gradually fell asleep.
Xiao Wanqing opened her eyes, which had been tightly closed all the while pretending to be asleep, and there was a thick mist of water vapor in her eyes. She raised her hand and kissed her index finger, and then, with all kinds of tenderness, tremblingly touched Lin Xian's slightly raised thin lips in his sleep.
Tears wet the pillow towel.
I'm sorry, Lin Xian, for cheating you of a beautiful dream.
Thank you, Lin Xian, for giving me a sweet dream.
When she dragged her luggage and stepped out of the house under Lin Xian's reluctant eyes, Lin Xian said full of expectation: "Aunt Xiao, I will wait for you to come back."
Xiao Wanqing knew that she had gone to thousands of mountains and rivers, and maybe, after a long time, she would never see each other again.
Goodbye, my beloved girl.
She finally hugged her and only answered her: "Take care of yourself."
forget me.