Lin Xian's heart, which was frozen to death by Xiao Wanqing's ruthlessness, revived rapidly the moment the woman's warm body was pressed against her.
She stopped crying in disbelief, with crystal teardrops hanging on her long eyelashes, she turned sideways in a daze, and stared at Xiao Wanqing steadfastly.
Under the movement of her turning, Xiao Wanqing still circled her and did not let go, and the eyes that looked at her, finally let go of the indifference and alienation that rejected people thousands of miles away these days, focused, sad and soft.
Lin Xian pursed his lips anxiously, and just about to speak, he hiccupped unexpectedly. The reaction was huge, and before he had time to hide it, a loud sound came from his throat.
Lin Xian opened his eyes wide reflexively, then lowered his head, and quickly swallowed his untimely reaction in an attempt to suppress it. Unable to bear it, she hiccupped again.
There seemed to be a hint of embarrassment in the air.
Lin Xian raised his eyes and looked secretly at Xiao Wanqing, and saw Xiao Wanqing's moist eyes, still soft, staring at himself, with a faint smile. Lin Xian's heart began to liven up, and the momentary ecstasy made her a little dizzy.
She resisted the discomfort in her body, raised her head, bent her eyes that hurt a little from crying, and straightened her upper body with difficulty under Xiao Wanqing's gaze. She got close to Xiao Wanqing, and carefully pressed a soft kiss on Xiao Wanqing's forehead with her hot lips.
Xiao Wanqing circled her sweaty back and did not refuse.
Lin Xian looked at her sweetheart who was pampering her in front of her, the corners of her lips could no longer be restrained from rising. She lowered her head a little, her hot lips slid across Xiao Wanqing's straight nose bridge, and landed on the tip of her straight nose. She lowered her eyes, and her gaze full of tenderness and joy fell into the eyes of her sweetheart. The second Xiao Wanqing touched her scorching gaze, she shyly closed her eyes, leaving her lovely long eyelashes that were moist and flickering.
Lin Xian was finally convinced, convinced that this was not her exaggerated imagination, not another sweet dream she had after fainting. She turned around completely, stretched her eyebrows and eyes, faced Xiao Wanqing, and grinned weakly. Laughing and laughing, but tears welled up again.
She cried until Xiao Wanqing's eyes began to get steamy.
Xiao Wanqing raised her hand, gently wiped Lin Xian's tears, and coaxed her clumsily: "Don't cry, is Xianxian a little crying bag?"
Lin Xian suddenly burst into laughter, crying and laughing. She stretched out her hands, exhausted all her strength, and hugged Xiao Wanqing back, embracing her whole world. Her dream, word by word, solemnly agreed to her: "It's me. Xiao Wanqing, I started first Yes, I coerced you."
So, don't be afraid.
At four o'clock in the morning, the road was quiet and dead. In the whole world, it seemed that there was only a straight and wide avenue that seemed to have no end, and their car was moving forward through the silence and darkness.
Xiao Wanqing looked ahead and calmed down a little. Her face was calm and worried, but in her heart, she was in a mess because of the decision she couldn't help but not be controlled by reason.
She gritted her teeth and took a deep breath, not daring to think deeply. She turned her head to look at Lin Xian, and saw the girl with a towel on her forehead, leaning tiredly on the back of the chair, with her head tilted, like a well-behaved kitten that has calmed down after being extremely tired. Her eyes were soft, staring at herself for a moment.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't move her eyes all of a sudden, and all the panic in her heart was instantly suppressed by the uncontrollable tenderness of her heart. Her eyes softened unconsciously, and she asked Lin Xian softly, "Do you still want to vomit? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
Lin Xian narrowed his eyes weakly, and replied softly: "Looking at you, it's not uncomfortable." She seemed to have thought of something, and Gu Zi smiled slightly, with a sickness that she had never seen before. The beauty, pale and flirtatious, sincerely sighed with love: "Aunt Xiao, you are so beautiful..."
Xiao Wanqing's heart trembled violently, and her five fingers slightly grasped the steering wheel. After a long while, she found her voice, and coaxed Lin Xian softly, "Close your eyes and rest for a while, I'll call you when you arrive at the hospital, okay?"
Lin Xian blinked her eyes, shook her head imperceptibly, and refused, "No. I can't leave you alone." Looking at the road ahead, she said with a pun, "The road is still far away, I I want to be with you."
Xiao Wanqing's throat twitched and her emotions surged. She called out the girl's name with difficulty: "Lin Xian..." The tone was tender and painful, as if there were thousands of words stuck in her heart, but in the end, she couldn't say a word.
Lin Xian was neither annoyed nor anxious, he tilted his head, weakly, contentedly, tenderly and considerately comforting her with his eyes.
Arriving at the hospital closest to home, Xiao Wanqing stopped the car, opened the door hastily and got out of the car, and was about to take off her trench coat and put it on Lin Xian's soaked clothes. Lin Xian didn't wait for Xiao Wanqing to meet her, and anxiously struggled to move to the driver's seat, holding on to the door to get out of the car.
Xiao Wanqing quickly stopped, and reached out to help Lin Xian. Lin Xian got out of the car, leaned into Xiao Wanqing's arms, and hugged Xiao Wanqing.
"Aunt Xiao, I'm not cold, it's only a few steps away, you don't need to take off your coat."
Xiao Wanqing's coat has been opened. She nervously surrounded Lin Xian inside, closed the car door, locked the car, and continued to try to take off her coat while walking to the emergency room with Lin Xian in her arms.
"Your clothes are all wet, you can't take the wind anymore." It's not a matter of walking a few steps, the temperature outside is no worse than inside the car, Xiao Wanqing is afraid that Lin Xian will not be able to bear wearing wet clothes all the time.
The girl grabbed the fabric at the waist of her coat, preventing Xiao Wanqing from lifting her shoulders, and insisted: "No. Aunt Xiao, you are wearing very thin clothes underneath, and it is pajamas."
Xiao Wanqing almost forgot about this, her expression froze. After a while, she gritted her teeth and said: "It's okay, I don't mind, anyway, no one here knows me anyway." Xiao Wanqing was raised very strictly since she was a child, and it was the first time for her to have such an inappropriate appearance in public. But face and manners are not as important as Lin Xian.
Lin Xian snorted sullenly: "I mind."
While talking, the emergency room is also coming. Lin Xian retreated from Xiao Wanqing's arms, a little dizzy. She supported Xiao Wanqing's arm, stood firm, stretched out her hands to close Xiao Wanqing's open coat, and tried to help her tie the belt around her waist, murmuring: "Aunt Xiao, you look so charming in your pajamas , how can I let others see it casually." The tone was extremely serious.
Xiao Wanqing was really angry and funny, her face turned white and red. She couldn't help but raised her hand and knocked off Lin Xian's hand on her waist, quickly took off her coat, and then, when Lin Xian was still immersed in the astonishment of "Aunt Xiao" beating me, quickly untied Lin Xian's coat. Xian unbuttoned his coat, put on his dry coat, and finally put Lin Xian's wet coat on himself.
She hugged Lin Xian's shoulder again, helplessly and dotingly: "That's all right, let's go."
Lin Xian held back a smile and turned his head to the side, looking at the gentle jaw line of the person he liked, couldn't help pecking her chin, and softly said: "Xiao Xiaowan, you are so kind."
Xiao Wanqing's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and her steps staggered. She subconsciously looked up at the empty aisle in the emergency room ahead, and when she saw that there was no one in front of her, she was relieved and turned her head to say something to Lin Xian. But looking at Lin Xian's bloodshot, contented smiling eyes, she bit her lip, but finally didn't say anything.
Because Lin Xian has always been conscious, and has never said that he is uncomfortable, and has taken antipyretics before coming here, Xiao Wanqing thought that the fever should subside a little. But I never expected that when I measured it in the consulting room, the temperature actually rose instead of falling, from 39.6c to 40.2c.
Seeing the degree displayed on the thermometer, Xiao Wanqing felt a little weak. On the contrary, Lin Xian acted as if nothing happened, and kept comforting Xiao Wanqing: "It's okay, I've burned higher than this one before, and it will go down in a while."
The doctor was amazed and praised the little girl for being strong.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't listen to their words, and tears fell down her cheeks. She led Lin Xian to run up and down to draw blood and take films, heartache, restlessness and fear overwhelmed her heart.
If anything happened to Lin Xian, she would never be able to forgive herself in this life, and she would never be able to feel at ease in this life.
How could she be so stupid, so stupid, so nonsense.
Fortunately, the film showed that there was no pneumonia in the lungs, and it was nothing serious.
After finally finishing the skin test and confirming that the infusion is possible, Xiao Wanqing felt relieved and sat beside the bed in the empty infusion room with Lin Xian. She looked at Lin Xian's haggard slap-sized face on the bed, looked at the bruises on Lin Xian's bare and tender wrist, thought of the traces left by the blood vessels just after two blood draws, and wished she could show her body. generation.
She raised her hand and gently swept the heartbroken and messy bangs on Lin Xian's forehead, begging her: "Xianxian, next time, stop making fun of your body, okay?"
Lin Xian blinked her eyes, and agreed: "Okay. As long as you are by my side." Seeing the sadness and disappointment in Xiao Wanqing's eyes when she heard the answer, she added in a low voice: "If you one day , you really don’t like me anymore, I won’t use this to force you.”
Her sensibility and ignorance made Xiao Wanqing feel equally distressed and heartbroken. She couldn't say harsh words to Lin Xian, and she couldn't bear to say harsh words again.
Xiao Wanqing had no choice but to caress Lin Xian's straight browbones tenderly, and said softly, "Go to sleep for a while, I'll watch the drip."
In fact, Lin Xian was reluctant to look away at all, reluctant to close her eyes and not look at the treasure she lost and recovered. Even though she was so uncomfortable that she wanted to lose consciousness.
But seeing Xiao Wanqing's worried expression, she still couldn't bear to make her worry like this. She stretched out her hand and gently grabbed the corner of Xiao Wanqing's clothes, as if grabbing something reassuring, then she closed her eyes, and obediently responded to Xiao Wanqing: "Okay."
Xiao Wanqing looked down at the restless and cramped hand on her waist, and there were obscure and dark waves in her eyes. After a while, she lowered her handbag to hold Lin Xian's hand, spread out her five fingers, interlocked with her, and promised in a low voice: "Lin Xian, I won't leave, don't be afraid."
It seems to be for Lin Xian, and it seems to be for her succumbed fate.
She saw that the girl closed her eyes and moved them gently, with tears streaming out of the corners of her eyes. The girl closed her eyes and did not open them, as if she was asleep, but her hands were gradually clasped tightly.
The dark blue night sky outside the window gradually brightened, and the morning light was faint.
It was as if the prisoner had passed the long and restless trial period, and when the unchangeable sentence was pronounced, he accepted his fate and gave up his mind. Xiao Wanqing looked at the sky that was about to become clear outside the window, and her heart, which had been in a hurry, gradually calmed down in the sound of Lin Xian'an's steady and heavy breathing.
She is not innocent, let alone wronged.
She is guilty.
Because, she has selfishness.
She tightly held the warm reality she was greedy for in her hands, thinking sadly and willingly, she couldn't escape, she admitted it.
If she can really bring Lin Xian a little joy, a little happiness, then she is willing to sacrifice the rest of her life.
I don't want to last forever, I just want to be with Lin Xian until she gets tired of it; I just want Lin Xian not to blame her for wasting her time.
From then on, no complaints or regrets, willing to keep memories, but the rest of my life.
The author has something to say: Lin Xian: Hiccup... giggle... (Ah, don't laugh, I have a girlfriend and a backer!)