With his heart rippling, Lin Xian couldn't hold back the desire that seemed to be overflowing in his chest, he stretched out his hand to support Xiao Wanqing's chin, and fondled her cheek with his fingertips. She approached Xiao Wanqing, her forehead was pressed against her forehead, her breathing intertwined, and she murmured eagerly: "Aunt Xiao, I really want to kiss you."
Hongxia instantly covered Xiao Wanqing's fair face. Her wet eyes flickered, and she bit her red lips subtly, her tone was soft, euphemistic and restrained: "Xianxian, there are some things...you are still young..."
Lin Xian raised his forehead, which was close to it, and put a little distance away from Xiao Wanqing. She stared at Xiao Wanqing's charming eyes, frowned, and seriously retorted: "I'm not young, Aunt Xiao. In some countries, I can already get married. My grandma is already engaged to my grandpa at my age. .”
Xiao Wanqing was stunned for a moment, with a little confidence: "Xianxian, that's different."
Lin Xian asked straightforwardly: "What's different? It's a bit early to get married at this age, but it shouldn't be too much to fall in love and kiss, right?"
Xiao Wanqing was momentarily at a loss for words.
She didn't know how to tell Lin Xian that if she was falling in love with her peers, this age is indeed not too young. However, for a person of her age, Lin Xian is really too young. It's not that she doesn't want to, it's not that she doesn't want to have intimate contact with Lin Xian, but she still can't completely overcome the hurdle in her heart, and can't completely ignore the condemnation in her heart that "you are shamelessly seducing" sound.
She thought, it's not too much to kiss, it's too much, she dare not let her kiss herself. There was water in her eyes fluctuating, and she softly implored Lin Xian: "Xianxian, give me a little more time."
Lin Xian saw the helplessness in Xiao Wanqing's eyes, and felt pain in his heart. Her expression softened involuntarily, and she promised her: "Okay, I'll wait for you." In order to ease the atmosphere, she also pretended to be relaxed and joked: "I still have a cold, so I can't infect it to you."
Xiao Wanqing was moved and saddened by the girl's concession and consideration. She couldn't help but leaned closer and raised her head, kissed Lin Xian's smooth forehead, then fixedly stared at her, and said softly, "Xianxian, I have something to tell you."
Lin Xian felt Xiao Wanqing's love and sympathy for her, and her heart softened. She stretched her brows and said, "Okay." Then, she pulled Xiao Wanqing up and sat beside her again. body, solemnly waiting for her next words.
Xiao Wanqing unconsciously shook her five fingers slightly, took a breath, and told Lin Xian the determination she had made after countless times of entanglement and hesitation in her heart when she looked at Lin Xian's sleeping face in the hospital: "Xianxian, I promise you, I won't leave, and I won't run away. But, I also want you to promise me a few conditions, okay?"
Lin Xian frowned when he heard the words, sensitively feeling that Xiao Wanqing's words were slightly different from his own thoughts. She took Xiao Wanqing's hand that was half clenched into a fist, kissed it gently on the back of her hand, and then placed it on her heart. She looked at Xiao Wanqing with burning eyes, and asked Xiao Wanqing, "After the few days I promised you, May I ask you a question first?"
Xiao Wanqing blinked her eyes and said softly, "Okay."
"Have you agreed to be my girlfriend?" The girl's voice was trembling unconsciously, and the tension and apprehension could be seen.
When Xiao Wanqing heard the word "girlfriend", she felt hot and ashamed, and her face turned red up to her ears. She bit her lip, closed her eyes and asked Lin Xian softly as if dying, "What if I don't agree?"
Lin Xian's heart ached, and the light in his eyes dimmed instantly. But after a while, she tightly held Xiao Wanqing's hand on her heart, pulled the corner of her lips to reveal a smile, and said firmly, "Then I will continue to chase you until you promise me, or you don't like me gone."
Xiao Wanqing's heartbeat seemed to follow Lin Xian's heartbeat felt in his hands, rising and falling together, beating rapidly. The accelerated flow of blood made her whole body hot. She stared at the girl's strong and persistent smile, and finally, she gave up the last struggle and promised, "I promise you."
Lin Xian's slumped heart suddenly revived. She let out an excited "Ah", stretched out her hand and hugged Xiao Wanqing's slender body, like a puppy wagging its tail wildly in joy, her small face rubbed wildly on Xiao Wanqing's shoulder, crying and laughing and choking Said: "Xiao Xiaowan, why are you so bad, making people so sad all of a sudden, and making people so happy all of a sudden."
Xiao Wanqing's shoulders were wet, and her heart was also wet. Listening to Lin Xian's soft accusation, her heart was filled with softness, and the corners of her lips could not help but have a slight curve. She raised the girl's little face buried on her shoulder, gently wiped away her tears, shaved her red nose, and tenderly teased her: "The little villain dares to call others bad."
Lin Xian couldn't bear to move his eyes away, and stared at Xiao Wanqing's gentle and beautiful face that was only shown to her for a moment, pouted, hummed, and didn't dare to answer.
Xiao Wanqing saw that her mood had calmed down, so she continued to return to the original topic, with a serious expression, and said seriously: "Xianxian, I hope you can promise me three conditions."
"you say."
"First, I hope you can temporarily keep our relationship a secret from others, especially... especially your family members." She thought of Zhou Qinlinzhan, teacher and teacher's wife, and Lin Xian's grandparents. The feeling of self-loathing suddenly made her a little out of breath. Ever since she indulged herself and responded to Lin Xian, she has kept her ears covered, not daring to think deeply. She didn't know what kind of face she should use to face them from now on. She is like a despicable thief, stealing someone's priceless treasure, and greedily hoping that the other party will find out later, and later.
Lin Xian always knew that Xiao Wanqing must have concerns about her family, and understood that Xiao Wanqing must be afraid to let them know about their relationship right now. Therefore, there is not much objection to Xiao Wanqing asking her to keep her family secret temporarily. However, she couldn't help reminding Xiao Wanqing: "In the future, they will know. I will definitely convince them." She is going to stay with her for the rest of her life, and sooner or later she will tell her parents to let them bless and accept.
Xiao Wanqing whispered: "But not now."
Lin Xian noticed her avoidance and didn't want to get stuck here. He sighed and skipped the topic: "Then, I think Sister Manman and Zhijin seem to have guessed our relationship, can I not keep it a secret from them?"
When I was young, when I fell in love, I always wanted to share the sweetness and joy in my heart with the whole world. Xiao Wanqing herself also came here from that time. She knew that she asked Lin Xian not to tell others at all, which was too cruel and demanding for her. She was just, just afraid that Lin Xian's simplicity and bravery would hurt herself. She was afraid that Lin Xian would suffer unreasonable malice and harm if he announced his love and orientation prematurely without knowing it. Lin Xian has never experienced it, she doesn't understand, Xiao Wanqing doesn't want, nor does she want to let Lin Xian experience the grievance and resentment she has suffered.
Xiao Wanqing thought, Lin Xian is still young and can't bear it. She should always be so optimistic and brave as if she had never met herself. She shouldn't have paid such a high price for this short-lived pleasure and this impulse that didn't know how long it would last.
"They have nothing to do with each other." But she doesn't mind someone she trusts.
Lin Xian nodded, indicating that he understood. She only thinks that Xiao Wanqing is just starting now, and she still has a lot of worries, which she still can't let go of. She comforted herself, as Aunt Xiao said, give her some time, and she can fight for it later. Now, hold her hand tightly and don't let her escape.
Xiao Wanqing then continued: "The second point is, Lin Xian, be yourself, do what you want to do, and walk the way you want to go. Don't let me influence you." The last sentence was especially earnest.
"Being with you is what I want to do and the way I want to go." The girl said frankly and disapprovingly.
Xiao Wanqing knew that Lin Xian still couldn't understand it, but it was fine, as long as she remembered it. She stroked her hair, was noncommittal to her answer, and continued: "The third is..."
She gritted her teeth, took a deep breath, and said with difficulty: "Lin Xian." She called very seriously, and her eyes, with a bit of sadness that Lin Xian could not understand, begged her: "One day, you will Go, tell me generously. But, your regret, please don't tell me, okay?"
She knows that she is guilty and shameless, and she is willing to be condemned by thousands of people and condemned by her conscience for Lin Xian and for this relationship. However, she was afraid that she alone would not be able to bear it, the resentment and accusations that Lin Xian's enthusiasm had cooled down.
That is to punish the heart.
She might, would die.
Lin Xian's originally stretched brows were suddenly furrowed, with indescribable pain in his eyes, he said in a hoarse voice, "You don't believe me?"
"Aunt Xiao, there won't be that day, there will never be." The girl's voice was clean and moving.
Xiao Wanqing just looked at her and gave a wry smile silently. In her deep eyes, there is the sadness and vicissitudes that make Lin Xian sting: "Lin Xian, all the lovers who really love each other in this world, at the very beginning, they thought that they could grow old together forever." She looked at The void behind Lin Xian seemed to have seen his innocent past.
"I am different from her, and we are also different from those people!" Lin Xian raised his voice and retorted firmly.
Who she is referring to is self-evident. Everyone in this world has probably thought that they are different, right? Pain flashed in Xiao Wanqing's eyes. But she looked at Lin Xian's green face, after all, she couldn't bear to say anything more. She forced a smile, comforted the girl and said, "Lin Xian, don't think too much. Just agree and remember what I said now, okay?"
Lin Xian looked at Xiao Wanqing's desolation and sorrow, feeling distressed and wronged in his chest, as well as a little faint anger. She resented, resented why she was born so late, why she was only with Xiao Wanqing now, why, why let that person who didn't know how to cherish drain all of her Xiao Wanqing's courage.
But it's okay. It's okay, Xiao Wanqing, let me prove that all your bravery for love and selflessness for love are right.
Let me tell you, you are right.
You just haven't met the right person.
You just, didn't meet me.
She stretched her arms around Xiao Wanqing's shoulders, hugged her tightly, and pressed her ear, apologizing in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I was late and made you go through so much alone." Her tone was so distressed , so emotional.
Xiao Wanqing's heart trembled, she was wronged and sad for no reason, her nose was sore, and her eye circles were red.
"I know what I say now can't really dispel your anxiety. Actions are always more convincing than words. Aunt Xiao, let time prove my heart. Thank you for giving me a chance." In Xiao Wanqing's ears, engraved in Xiao Wanqing's heart.
She hugged Lin Xian back, and leaned her chin on Lin Xian's shoulder. For a moment, she felt, in a trance, as if she had found the long-lost sense of security and belonging in the girl's thin arms.
In this world, there is a person who wants to put her on the tip of his heart and take care of her.
There is a person who desperately needs her and cannot live without her.
There is a person who loves her so dearly and passionately.
This person happened to be her sweetheart.
The corners of Xiao Wanqing's eyes were green, and tears rolled down unconsciously.
While being moved, Xiao Wanqing suddenly felt a warm kiss on her cheek, followed by a soft and moist tip of her tongue licking her cheek lightly. Then, she heard Lin Xian muttering to discuss with her: "I still really want to kiss you. Can I charge a little interest first?"
Xiao Wanqing's heart trembled from being licked by her, and her whole body felt a little weak. She was afraid that Lin Xian would discover her abnormality, so she gently pushed Lin Xian away, with a nasal and soft voice, she said coquettishly, "Are you a puppy?"
Lin Xian's big bright eyes were full of sly smiles, she thought of the agreement they had said that whoever mentioned the Tong Yan who proposed to marry when she was young was the puppy, and said seriously: "Well, I am a puppy, I want to be a puppy. Be Xiao Xiaowan's Lin puppy for the rest of her life, so she won't forget to marry me."