At night, Xiao Wanqing packed her luggage in the bedroom alone. The strategy has been prepared, the hotel has been booked, and the tickets have been bought. Lin Xian can't go with her, but she can still go by herself.
She comforted herself that it was not like she had never traveled alone. Sometimes in the past, in order to relax, she even preferred to reject Wen Tong's companions and set off alone, walking around freely and being her true self.
Actually, being alone is pretty good. But remembering Lin Xian, she still felt a little indescribably lonely in her heart.
The phone rang suddenly, and Xiao Wanqing stopped her busy movements. After seeing that it was Wen Tong on the caller ID, she relaxed a little, picked it up casually, turned on the speaker, and continued to pack while chatting with Wen Tong.
With a faint smile and Xiao Wanqing's unexpected expectation in Wen Tong's voice, he asked her: "I asked you about your arrangements for May Day before, but you kept secretively refusing to tell me, can you tell me now? "
Two weeks ago, she wanted to ask Xiao Wanqing if she would like to travel to Changze City during the holiday, and she took her to play, but when she asked Xiao Wanqing about the activities on May Day, Xiao Wanqing answered her cleanly and said that there are preliminary plans. arranged. Ask her carefully about the detailed arrangement, but Xiao Wanqing pushes that it will be finalized at that time.
Wen Tong knew that he might be acting affectionate. But she couldn't help thinking about it, thinking about Xiao Wanqing calling her and asking her "How is Nagasawa City?"
She couldn't help but look forward to whether Xiao Wanqing's May Day... would come to Nagasawa City to find her and give her a surprise. After all, in the past many years, Xiao Wanqing spent most of her holidays and festivals with her.
Didn't you say that getting used to it is a terrible thing
She was vaguely expecting that Xiao Wanqing would notice something, or feel something during the few months she had been away.
But to her disappointment and embarrassment, on the other end of the phone, Xiao Wanqing just smiled, casually, innocently and cruelly broke her overwhelming dream: "I'm going to Qishi to enjoy the flowers tomorrow, and now I'm packing my luggage."
With her or without her, Xiao Wanqing's life didn't seem to be affected at all. For Xiao Wanqing, she is not a necessary person.
In an instant, Wen Tong's deep and bright eyes lost their brilliance. Looking at the lights of thousands of houses in this strange city, she began to doubt why she came here.
It seems that it doesn't make any sense at all.
She suppressed the thousands of thoughts that were surging in her heart, and with the last little expectation of dying, she asked Xiao Wanqing: "You said before that you wanted to come to Changze City to develop, how did you think about it?"
Xiao Wanqing paused, sighed almost inaudibly, and replied, "I still decided to stay."
Sure enough, it's the most ridiculous thing to be self-indulgent. Wen Tong choked his throat, clenched his teeth, and pursed his lips, full of despair.
Xiao Wanqing took a deep breath, stood up, and suddenly had the desire to tell. She wanted to tell her "Wen Tong, I made a very irrational decision." But when she was still hesitating, Wen Tong suddenly interrupted her and told her in a strange voice: "Suddenly someone knocked on the door , I'll go take a look, hang up first."
Xiao Wanqing's courage, like a ball with a hole in it, disappeared all of a sudden. She comforted herself, next time, tell Wen Tong next time, after all, in fact, she wasn't really ready either.
It's just that she didn't expect that in the next month or so, she would not receive any more calls from Wen Tong.
On the second day after Lin Xian returned home, early in the morning, Zhou Qin picked her up and sent her to her grandfather, and then followed her grandparents to the countryside.
She watched the rapidly receding scenery outside the car window, watched the prosperity of the city recede little by little, and the simplicity of the countryside appeared little by little, and her mood gradually cleared up. She lowered the car window, looked at the sky filled with grass, the egret fluttering its wings, and felt the refreshing coolness brought by the breeze, and the little complaints that she had because she didn't sleep well dissipated. She couldn't help raising her hand, facing out the window, took several photos and sent them to Xiao Wanqing.
"It's so beautiful here. It's a little different from the countryside I thought. If only you were by my side."
Xiao Wanqing was sitting on the high-speed rail, leaning against the window, listening to music with headphones on. Seeing the text message, she couldn't help but a faint smile appeared on her lips, and the smile brought out a little sadness.
She closed her eyes, and replied gently: "Then have fun, and remember to be safe." Her earphones were specially downloaded, and the ancient and anime songs that Lin Xian liked to listen to on weekdays were playing. After exiting the text message interface, the screen returned to the background page of ticketing for the offline exhibition held by the game Lin Xian was playing.
If only you were by my side. Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but muttered along with the text message in her heart.
But, Lin Xian, it doesn't matter if you're not by my side.
You are not by my side, but, always, in my heart.
I am willing to try to go to your world through them, feel you, understand you, and get closer to you.
On the first day when he went to his grandfather's old colleague's house, Lin Xian's life was very comfortable. In the morning, she wandered around the village with a few old people, admiring the flowers and scenery, fishing by the pond in the afternoon, listening to the old people talking about the past, and playing with cats and dogs in the courtyard at night, drinking tea and enjoying the shade. It couldn't be more comfortable.
But still melancholy, it would be better if Aunt Xiao was around.
In the evening, she looked at the time and estimated that even if Xiao Wanqing had any team building activities at night, it should be over, so she called Xiao Wanqing.
However, in fact, Xiao Wanqing was still at the concert that accompanied the game exhibition. The venue was too noisy, she didn't hear the vibrating sound of the mobile phone in her bag at all, so she missed the two consecutive calls made by Lin Xian. After that, the mobile phone didn't know when it was out of power and automatically shut down.
Throughout the afternoon and evening, Xiao Wanqing looked like a person from another world who had strayed into the two-dimensional world. She was curiously observing and earnestly understanding the world that Lin Xian loves in her spare time, trying to grasp Lin Xian's little pulse. After ten o'clock, she finally followed the young men and women beside her from the two-dimensional world back to the three-dimensional world in a daze. On the way back to the hotel by taxi, she rubbed her temples tiredly, feeling that she was really old after all.
But no matter how tired and overwhelmed she was, when she took out the game peripherals she bought at the exhibition from her bag—a pair of mobile phone chains and stroked them carefully, she still felt a little satisfaction and joy in her heart.
Does this mean that she finally saw the different scenery in Lin Xian's eyes
Back at the hotel, she charged her phone, turned it on and found that Lin Xian had called her several times and sent several text messages.
She looked at the time and guessed that Lin Xian might have rested, so instead of calling back, she simply replied a text message to Lin Xian: "Sorry, the place where I was just now was a bit noisy, so I didn't hear it. Then the phone It's out of battery, I'm fine, don't worry. Are you asleep?"
Then, she waited for a while, but did not receive a reply from Lin Xian, thinking that Lin Xian must have really fallen asleep, so she took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
Lin Xian made two consecutive phone calls to Xiao Wanqing, but Xiao Wanqing didn't pick up the phone. She was so considerate that she wondered if Aunt Xiao hadn't gotten off the activity yet, so she restrained herself and waited for another half an hour.
Unexpectedly, half an hour later, when she called again, the phone turned off. Now, her whole heart was in a panic.
Obviously, knowing that Xiao Wanqing should be with colleagues in the company, knowing that there should be nothing bad and impossible, maybe it's just that the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery. But she couldn't help being worried, scared, and flustered.
In so many years of life, she realized for the first time how it feels to be restless, ups and downs, and worried to the point of losing her mind.
She never doubted how much she liked Xiao Wanqing. At this moment, it is even more enlightened.
But she also realized once again how much she didn't understand Xiao Wanqing.
She didn't know about Xiao Wanqing's past, except for Wen Tong, she didn't know about Xiao Wanqing's other relationships, and she didn't have any phone calls from Xiao Wanqing's colleagues and friends.
For a moment, she felt extremely defeated.
Reason told her that there should be no need to be so afraid, but emotion still made her worry, anxious and nervous until her stomach ached.
Lin Xian patted her face, feeling that she urgently needed to calm down, and stop thinking negatively and wildly, otherwise, she would be tormented mad by all kinds of terrible conjectures.
She forced herself to put down her cell phone, and went upstairs to the rooftop to cool off. But no matter how cold the night was or how strong the wind was, her thoughts were still entangled in Xiao Wanqing's body and on her mobile phone.
After a while, she couldn't bear to accept her fate.
She lifted her footsteps, ran downstairs in a hurry, ran into the room impatiently, and grabbed her phone to check.
When she saw a missed text message from Xiao Wanqing, she clearly heard the voice of her timid heart because of Xiao Wanqing falling to the ground with peace of mind.
Sure enough, she was thinking too much, which is great. She even felt that her eye sockets were a little wet with joy and reassurance.
She sniffled and called Xiao Wanqing back.
However, unexpectedly, no one answered!
Lin Xian called three times in a row, but they all ruthlessly rang until they stopped, but no one answered.
She bit her lip and waited quietly by the bed with her mobile phone in her arms. After waiting for an hour, Xiao Wanqing's text message came in again, telling her softly: "I'm sorry, I was taking a shower just now, and I didn't hear you." .It's very late, Xianxian, have you slept? Go to bed early, if you go to bed too late, you will be sleepy tomorrow."
Lin Xian suddenly became emotional, inexplicably angry and wronged. Aunt Xiao didn't know what kind of worries she had just experienced, she didn't know how much she missed her all day, she didn't know at all, she didn't dare to call her because she was afraid of disturbing her company activities , How hard it is to endure and look forward to making this call at night.
He obviously agreed to her and wanted her. But, why, she didn't feel it at all.
Like, everything is just my own one-sided heat.
Like, when they kissed that day, she was only forced to accept her tolerantly, but she didn't take the initiative at all.
She carefully looked through their past text messages and call records.
Ever since the relationship, if it wasn't necessary, she always took the initiative to call Xiao Wanqing and send a short message, and then she replied to herself.
Knowing that it wasn't Xiao Wanqing's fault that she didn't receive the call, Lin Xian couldn't help but feel lost and sad from the bottom of her heart.
She didn't reply to Xiao Wanqing again, she just turned off her phone, lay down on her stomach, and buried her face in the pillow.
Before falling into a complete coma, Lin Xian thought sternly: Tomorrow, she will not text Aunt Xiao, nor will she call her, let's see if she will call herself! snort! !
Lin Xian went out with her grandparents to other people's houses. She was really afraid that sleeping in late would leave a bad impression on others and make her grandparents lose face, so she set the alarm clock and woke herself up early.
The first thing she did when she woke up, she instinctively wanted to text Xiao Wanqing and say "good morning" to her. But when she grabbed the phone, she suddenly remembered the bold words she put down before going to bed last night.
No, she won't send it today! She struggled to suppress the eagerness in her heart.
Her activity today is to grow watermelons with a few old people. Lin Xian was a little absent-minded because he had to endure not to send text messages to Xiao Wanqing, and was expecting Xiao Wanqing to send text messages to her.
When planting watermelons, the small insects flying in front of her eyes in the field could scare her, who was momentarily absent-minded, to the point where she couldn't help but let out a soft cry.
Seeing her exaggerated appearance, Grandpa Lin Xian couldn't help laughing, while pamperingly said: "You have been with Xiao Wan for so long, why haven't you learned how calm and calm she is?"
As soon as Lin Xian heard Xiao Wanqing's name, he immediately cheered up and pricked up his ears. She hurriedly approached her grandfather, and asked excitedly: "Grandpa, what was Aunt Xiao like when she was a child? Was she calm and calm when she was a child? Was she beautiful and likable when she was a child?"
Lin Xian looks like a fan girl with capital letters. Her grandfather didn't think much about it, he only thought that she really liked Xiao Wanqing, an elder.
As if he had thought of something, he suddenly laughed and shook his head: "Your Auntie Xiao was very cute when she was young, but she wasn't the pretty one. She was chubby and very cute."
Her grandma heard the words and said, "Your Auntie Xiao had a nickname before she went to school. We southerners always couldn't get it. Later, Lao Xiao didn't like it. He suspected that his daughter's figure was called out by everyone. Why? Ye Huhu changed her nickname. It’s miraculous to say that after the change, this little girl really gradually became more and more beautiful.”
Lin Xian couldn't take his eyes off when he heard it, and was taken aback for a while. She quickly seized the opportunity, coquettishly seduce her grandparents to tell her more about Xiao Wanqing's childhood.
After nine o'clock in the evening, Xiao Wanqing wandered alone in the snack street not far from the hotel. She felt a little uneasy and unaccustomed to it. Lin Xian, I haven't contacted her all day today.
Several times, she couldn't help but want to text her, but in the end, she still endured it. She guessed that if it was convenient for Lin Xian, she would definitely send a text message to herself. If she didn't send a text message, it was probably inconvenient. She texts her and calls her, maybe it will bother her.
She stood alone on the bustling street with people coming and going, looking at the feasting and bustling lights in the distance, but felt that she was extremely lonely and lonely. She suddenly remembered that day, on Xiangnan Road, when Lin Xian held her hand and walked the streets and alleys with her to eat delicious food.
Not far away, young men and women were eating ice cream, puffing out the fog. In her mind, she couldn't help but recall that when they were standing opposite each other, Lin Xian stretched out her hands, her eyes were bright and her smile was like a flower, feeding herself.
Also, that sentence made her heart tremble, soft and gentle: "Aunt Xiao, the moonlight tonight is so beautiful..."
Xiao Wanqing couldn't help raising her head, looking at the deep night sky.
Coincidentally, tonight, there is also a beautiful moonlight.
She shook hands unconsciously, but what she grasped was only the cold air.
The moonlight is so beautiful tonight. Lin Xian, do you know
She closed her eyes and pondered, envious, not knowing.
She didn't know that the moonlight tonight was so beautiful.
I don't know, this is the first time she said she likes herself.
Does this count as a secret sweetness that only belongs to her
At ten o'clock, Lin Xian, who had not waited for Xiao Wanqing's text message, gave himself the last half hour of patience. Half an hour later, if Aunt Xiao still hasn't texted or called her, she will...
She will take the initiative to call her.
She admits defeat, who made her like her so much.
Without her news, unable to hear her voice, the one who suffers in the end is herself.
While waiting, she casually opened WeChat, trying to find out what Xiao Wanqing was doing today from her circle of friends.
However, to her surprise, there were two little red dots showing two unread messages on her top!
Lin Xian immediately jumped up from the carp on the bed, and clicked on the news impatiently.
On the pure white dialogue background is a beautiful full moon picture.
Below, is a voice.
Lin Xian's throat slid up and down involuntarily, with a nervous tremor, he clicked on the green dialog box.
Xiao Wanqing's gentle and pleasant voice lingered in the quiet room.
She said, "Xianxian, tonight is は月が仙丽ですね."
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