Forever Worthy of Your Love

Chapter 541: I am selfish

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After the meal, Qin Wanyu and Feng Xi walked on the stone road at the back of the town.

Qin Wanyu couldn't help asking about that matter, "Feng Xi, I heard that you are actually the most likely top Feng Shui master in the Feng family in recent decades?"

"Ah, those old men are drunk and start talking nonsense to you again?"

"It's definitely not nonsense. I understand it. Why do you refuse such a glorious thing?"

"You mean the Patriarch of the Feng family? Well...it is indeed a very honorable thing, but I ran away before the coming-of-age ceremony..."

"You ran away for three years." Qin Wanyu added.

"Yes, after running for three years, I was severely despised by the tribe." She laughed softly.

"I'd love to know why you gave up?"

Feng Xi raised her head, her expression became a little subtle, and after more than ten seconds of silence, she said, "Ah... yes, why did you give up, maybe because I am selfish, the head of the Feng family is a very prominent position, and he can command the heroes But the head of the Feng family cannot be reincarnated after death. It has been the case throughout the ages. We have been spying on the secrets of the heavens and consuming spiritual energy all our lives. So after death, we can only be yin and yang guides, and can no longer be reincarnated. I heard that my grandfather It’s there now, it’s an endless loop, there’s no solution, that’s how the world is, what you gain is what you lose.”

"Is it true, is it so mysterious?" Qin Wanyu was also in a cold sweat when he heard that, it was the first time he heard that he could not be reincarnated after death.

Tired of walking, Feng Xi squatted down, grabbed a handful of white snow from the side of the road, rolled it into a snowball, and played with it in the palm of his hand.

"Just treat me as selfish. People don't kill themselves. I have the right to refuse. I don't want to be imprisoned after death like the heads of the Feng family. I just want to eat and drink in this life and be reborn into a good family in the next life.”

"No problem, you are very reasonable in saying that, and I agree."

After understanding Fengxi's difficulties, Qin Wanyu suddenly felt sorry for her.

She was valued by the family at the age of eight, and she was constantly brainwashed to let her inherit the great power when she grows up, and lead the family to glory. Is this a heavy psychological burden

The most powerful thing is that after being brainwashed by the family for ten years, it is also powerful to be able to escape at the last moment.

Feng Xi is really interesting and has personality.

"Stop flattering."

"No, I really agree. You are right. Everyone has the right to choose the way they want to go. You can refuse this burden and live a more relaxed life. There is nothing wrong with the Feng family without you. Destruction can only be less prominent than before, but this cannot be blamed on you."

"Oh, forget it, don't talk about this, I feel stuffy."

In fact, Feng Xi only told Qin Wanyu half of what he said, and the other half he didn't say.

The head of the Feng family couldn't help being unable to reincarnate after death, and even more so when he was alive, he couldn't have the seven emotions and six desires.

That is, you can get married and have children, but you can’t marry the person you like, because once you really like someone, the aura will be weak, and in the end you won’t have enough skills to control the title of super Fengshui master. I heard Grandpa also had a sweetheart back then, and later became the head of the family. He broke off contact with that woman, married a grandmother whom he had never met, and finally gave birth to Feng Xi's father, who didn't like Feng Xi's mother either, so he followed the family arrangement and married a nearby grain and oil store. The boss's daughter has such an ordinary life.

Feng Xi always felt that these things were too difficult and inhumane, so she always refused in her heart.

In fact, she is also afraid that if she really likes someone in the future, she will be unable to be together at that time, and it will be painful.

Although she really didn't want to get married or touch love, what if? What if there are variables