A rare look of astonishment flashed across Huo Tinglan's eyes, and he almost laughed out loud.
What kind of weird image does he have in Ye Ci's little head...
He quickly suppressed his emotions, held back his smile, embraced the silkworm pupa wrapped in a thin blanket, and held it in his arms.
"It's not just because of this," he pretended to be self-deprecating, "It's just that sometimes I feel that you may not like me that much?"
"I do, I like her so much!" Ye Ci seemed to have been wronged, and he stood up straight in his arms. Huo Tinglan lowered his eyes, and he lowered his head, eagerly chasing those lonely eyes, "Why do you think so?"
Even though Huo Tinglan already had a "bad record", the wet and cold tear marks on his cheeks were real. A top alpha crying secretly at night, how sad must he be.
… It can’t be that I put eye drops in.
Uncle Huo should still have this bottom line.
…
Is there any?!
Ye Ci hesitated for half a second, resolutely put aside the dark speculation, and said carefully: "Did I do something wrong? Just tell me, I will change it." He held Huo Tinglan's hand, sincerely and flatteringly, as if he was coaxing a sad girlfriend, "Point, point to whatever I want to change."
Huo Tinglan shamelessly sipped the wonderful feeling of being coaxed and pampered by his young lover, and smiled helplessly: "Do I have to make it so clear?" He seemed a little embarrassed, and whispered, "I usually want to get close to you, but you always hide, so I..."
After all the talk, it turned out to be this matter, just as he had guessed.
He had worried before whether the two people's out of step would lead to similar misunderstandings, so he guessed it right this time.
Ye Ci licked his lips in panic, his throat tight. In order to clear up the misunderstanding, he had to explain, "It's not that I don't like it, it's just that I don't like it. I'm sorry... Because you're a little bit, just..." He stammered, trying to find a good word, but couldn't, so he could only whisper, "Too, too..."
"Too what?" Huo Tinglan laughed. He really didn't hear clearly this time. He turned his head and put his ear close to the question and repeated, "Slutty? Am I too slutty?"
Ye Ci blushed and said nothing, looking at Huo Tinglan who was repeating aloud with a hint of horror.
Too s, this complaint was full of innocence and inexperience. Huo Tinglan was so excited that it felt like a fire was burning from the coccyx to the back of the neck. He turned over and held the little thing that was whining and complaining. He couldn't suppress the corners of his lips and interrogated with a smile, as if his innocence was violated by Ye Ci and he wanted an explanation: "Why am I so lewd? What did I do, huh?"
"Normally, forget it. But even during hygiene class, your hands were... dishonest." Ye Ci complained, and when he got to the point, his voice dropped sharply, "Always..."
Huo Tinglan smiled and repeated in a clear voice: "I always touch you?"
This clumsy wording is so cute.
Why do you have to repeat it so loudly?!
Ye Ci's eyes rolled back and he almost fainted.
"That's called a physical examination. How can a physical examination be considered hooliganism..." Huo Tinglan argued with him while chasing him and kissing him, making Ye Ci's cheeks pink and lips red, and sweat condensing on his body. Both bodies were hot with excitement, and pheromones blended intimately.
The flowers were in full bloom, the moon was full, the atmosphere was charming, his susceptible period had just begun, and Ye Ci was relieved... Everything was ready, and he could have marked her permanently, but Huo Tinglan restrained his impulse - a misunderstanding was a misunderstanding after all. He smoothed his hair, stood up, propped himself up on Ye Ci, and smiled: "I was just teasing you, I'm not because of this..."
"...Ah?" Ye Ci's blurred eyes slowly focused, and he understood what Huo Tinglan meant. He knew that he was probably being sentimental just now, and he took the initiative to bring up the permanent mark. His expression gradually became hopeless, "That is, what is it... You said feelings, emotional matters..."
This was all he could think of.
Huo Tinglan hesitated for a moment and said softly, "I had a dream."
If Huo Tinglan told Ye Ci about the matter of "going back to the past and living a new life" in a serious manner, Ye Ci might not necessarily disbelieve it.
Even though he was on the verge of credit bankruptcy with Ye Ci, Ye Ci would still trust him on important matters.
However…
Privately, Huo Tinglan did not want Ye Ci to know what a terrible and desperate situation he was in in his previous life, how he was trampled and bullied, and how he died young.
Besides, that dark past can no longer even be called the “past”. The entire time and space no longer exist. So why mention it
It just adds to the unpleasantness.
So he dreams instead.
"A nightmare?" Those few tears became a golden ticket to immunity from death. Ye Ci didn't bother to pursue the teasing he had suffered a moment ago and stroked Huo Tinglan's head awkwardly.
The hair that passed through the palm of the hand was thick and smooth. Without the styling spray, it lacked the elite feeling of having everything under control. It looked real, but also fragile.
"Just tell me, once you tell me about the nightmare, it will be broken and it will not come true."
After Ye Ci woke up, he turned on the night light. The warm light was like mist, floating thinly, tempting people to be honest.
"I dreamed of you..." he began.
As for the accident, he was afraid that his voice would reveal something unusual, so he described it as briefly as possible.
But Ye Ci could still sense the deep and intense pain hidden in the forbearing narration. It was not like the shocking dream a moment ago, but like the grief that had seeped in for years, and the slightest touch would make the bitter juice overflow.
He was at a loss and panicked. He was not good at coaxing people to begin with, and now he could only stroke Huo Tinglan's strong back and repeat awkwardly, "But I'm fine, Uncle Huo, I'm fine."
"Sorry, the dream was too real." Huo Tinglan cleared his hoarse voice and smiled, "Maybe I care about you too much... I can't accept this possibility."
Ye Ci's palms were sweaty from anxiety. He tried his best to grab Huo Tinglan's hand, turned his palm over, inserted his five fingers into the gaps between their fingers, and held them tightly. He wished that all his strength that he had nowhere to vent could be exchanged into words of comfort - he was right, Uncle Huo was indeed an insecure person.
"There is no possibility of this." He tried his best to control his tongue. "I will definitely be very careful to protect myself. I will never touch racing again in my life. Don't worry. Anyway, it's just a hobby... Actually, it's not even a hobby. I just race a few laps when I'm in a bad mood. I feel good..."
All that depression and repression has to go somewhere.
But he no longer needs it now.
“I won’t do anything you think is dangerous in the future.” Ye Ci was torn between his conscience and his desire for a while, and suddenly turned over to get off the ground, “I won’t go to the shooting club… anymore.” He thought that this was what Huo Tinglan was worried about, and he didn’t want to make his lover worry because of such an insignificant hobby, so he wanted to take out the membership card and break it in front of him.
"Come back." Huo Tinglan laughed. He grabbed the thin and tough waist, dragged the man back, and circled him to the head of the bed. He closed his eyes and said sincerely, "It's okay to play with guns. I'm here with you. Racing... I'm really scared."
He was unwilling to use so-called love to restrict Ye Ci's freedom, but in this matter alone, he would rather be an unreasonable person.
"I know, I really know." Ye Ci nodded solemnly, "You don't have to feel that this is... restricting my freedom. I am a..." He swallowed the alpha that slipped to the tip of his tongue and changed the word awkwardly, "A man, especially a married one, should make you feel safe."
—This alpha burden cannot be removed.
Huo Tinglan sneered, quite enjoying the moment when Ye Ci was forcibly enveloping him with his boyfriend power, so he did not try to destroy Ye Ci's alpha illusion, but just said softly: "Okay."
Ye Ci studied his expression, still worried. He organized his words for a while, using the way the psychologist taught him to pronounce words, slowing down his speech, lowering his tone, and saying word by word: "Uncle Huo, don't you think that the fate between you and me is... particularly deep? With your physique, your gene match with others is so low, but it is higher with me, and I, just happened to, differentiate into an omega, as if it was just for the purpose of meeting you."
"You and I are not from the same world, let alone... getting married, it's hard for us to have any intersection. But no, it's not just the degree of compatibility, there are so many good and bad things... coincidences, and so many butterfly effects, that brought us together." He had never said such disgusting words to anyone before, and his cheeks and eye sockets were pink with shame, but his pair of black and white bright eyes were full of determination, "My fate with you must be very deep, and it can't be torn apart. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't dare to imagine what my future life would be like... Fortunately, I met you early and was protected by you so early. I feel that all of this is like arranged by fate."
"I was born for you in this life, to cure your illness." He concluded, "You were also born for me, to protect me. Even God couldn't bear to let us separate... So don't be afraid anymore, don't worry about it anymore."
Huo Tinglan stared at his moving thin lips without blinking, his ears buzzing with the sound of his blood surging.
—Maybe you will meet again in your next life...
—The bond is so deep that it can’t be separated…
—Meet him early, protect him early...
—It’s all arranged by fate…
In the dream, Lin Yao's gentle voice was still in his ears, gradually merging with the syllables uttered by Ye Ci's mouth, with a high degree of overlap, and some sentences were even exactly the same.
Is it a coincidence
Or is it really the destiny of this life
The feeling at this moment was difficult to describe in words. He suddenly hugged Ye Ci, who was looking up at him and trying his best to coax him, his voice trembling slightly.
“… I get it, baby.”
The depression and regret deep in my heart are like a lake that has been frozen for a long time and suddenly breaks in the spring.
The spring water gurgled in, gradually becoming turbulent. It melted and soothed the frostbite on his heart, and his chest was filled with a warm and wonderful emotion. He hugged Ye Ci tightly, and a small piece of frozen soil in the corner was about to wake up, and the spring grass was densely breaking out of the soil, making him itch unbearably. In order to relieve the itch that penetrated his bones, he had to hold Ye Ci's face, kiss him stickyly, passionately and sincerely, and hug him tightly regardless of anything.
He would mark him permanently, tonight, right now, at this moment.
"Baby..." A few minutes later, he leaned against Ye Ci, who was about to turn into a puddle of water, and examined the results of his studies over the past few days, "Do you remember the process of permanent marking?"
Ye Ci nodded slightly.
"Even if you know, I still have to remind you again." Huo Tinglan put his forehead against his and rubbed his nose intimately. Then he stood up and took out a small bottle of capsules from the small drawer of the bedside table while talking. He swallowed two capsules with water. It was a drug that reduced the activity of certain z-cells to achieve contraceptive effects. It was only for alphas to take it - permanent marking can only be done by drugs... He couldn't let Ye Ci delay his studies because of this accident, but he didn't want Ye Ci to take the medicine, so he had to take it himself. This bottle of medicine had been in this small drawer for several months.
"For omegas, permanent marking is not a 100% pleasant process..." After swallowing the capsule, he continued to explain.
At first, it was pure joy.
But that is just a vicious deception of the laws of nature.
After the real marking stage begins, the omega needs to open the deep cavity. In the first time, this process is often accompanied by pain and a strong sense of being violated and conquered psychologically. This is the inevitable consequence of the deep fusion of alpha pheromones and has nothing to do with whether the alpha behaves tenderly and considerately.
Therefore, for some omegas with more arrogant temperaments, the mental discomfort may even exceed the physical pain.
"... Especially for an omega like you whose first differentiation result is alpha, you might suddenly feel resistance at a certain moment." The arrow was on the string, but Huo Tinglan was patient and gave Ye Ci a shot of prevention, "By then, I might completely lose my mind. Even if you cry and beg me, or hit me, it will be difficult for me to stop marking... And a solid mark needs to be repeated many times, and it may last for several days. Are you afraid?"
Ye Ci turned his head away in embarrassment, opened his eyes which were filled with tears from being kissed, and lied: "No, I'm not afraid. Besides, I'm not the type to cry..."
When the time comes, he still clings to his alpha baggage.
Really cute.
Huo Tinglan raised the corner of his lips, leaned over, and blocked the lingering sound of his words.
…
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It was four days later when everything was over.
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