After the unfamiliar lubrication, Zheng Siqi will probably never forget the process of entering. This is not only because the place of occurrence is too out of touch, or the event itself subverts all his previous sexual concepts, but also because the other party is Qiao Fengtian.
The lingering can't be said for the time being, it's more of the first time. The urgency and disorder of love, and the chaos in my heart. Qiao Fengtian was nervous, and Zheng Siqi was not so self-conscious. The two hugged tightly in the car, not speaking, and the huge reverberation after the combination of panicked gasps.
Zheng Siqi was afraid of his pain, so he held him still, kissing from his temples to his chin, "Unbelievable..."
Qiao Fengtian was full in the back, and whispered unsteadily, "Are you talking about this, it's me."
"All."
"Don't you think it's strange?" If I ask you about such an unethical thing, you did it with me, and you were still in the car. After that, you became like me, and it was a pervert.
"Of course it's strange..." Zheng Siqi chuckled in his ear, and kissed him lightly and meticulously for a while, followed by a moment of silence, and then said, "But I also feel very happy, I feel so close to you, inseparable... "
Why must the union of the body be regarded as a matter of taking the kidneys and not the heart? In fact, for a considerable number of people, it still has an irreplaceable sense of ritual.
Qiao Fengtian's throat choked, and his words trembled, "Are you moving... do you know this?"
"En." Zheng Siqi sank a little and raised Qiao Fengtian's waist gently, "I will do this, I will take it slow, and I will not let you hurt."
He is a person with a particularly strong sense of youth, thin and resilient, as thin as a child who is not fully developed in adolescence, like the green awn in early summer, and has a feeling of youthfulness that is not recommended to pick or possess. The deep inside is sweet and waxy red soil, the water is full of dew, and it is completely soft and mature.
In Qiao Fengtian's uncontrollable humming, in the subtle sound of the seat creaking, Zheng Siqi lowered his head and kissed his ribs in an orderly arrangement. If the next moment's push action is deliberately deep, Qiao Fengtian's belly will be very cute. Shrinking sharply, the ribs are more distinct. After exhaling, it will suddenly bulge, softly sticking to the tip of Zheng Siqi's nose.
Zheng Siqi tried to twitch, rubbing his bulging private thing with one hand.
Qiao Fengtian's place is more exposed, and he needs to be careful when walking, otherwise he will easily lose his way. Zheng Siqi leaned forward, slippery and unobstructed, so he could walk more steadily; if he went further, the path was narrow, and the wild water covered his ankles, so he had to walk more difficultly. There was a clear moonlight all the way. Zheng Siqi looked at Qiao Fengtian's steamy eyes with a fascination, and frowned when he saw him being moved.
Go all the way to the end to see what the view is.
"You...really at such a time, um...don't talk much." Zheng Siqi stroked his back, arched his back to greet him, trying not to press him, "Hmph is so small...like a cat."
"Um..." Qiao Fengtian took a breath and grabbed Zheng Siqi's arm, "I'm so embarrassed..."
"Did I do something wrong?"
"No..." Qiao Fengtian lowered his eyelids, shook his head, and touched his fingers one by one, holding his lower body, "Well... I'm actually very comfortable, and it doesn't hurt in the back... It's just a little bit up... "
Zheng Siqi licked his lips and snorted on Qiao Fengtian's people, "Then... um... you don't have anything to say to me?"
Zheng Siqi maliciously pushed the top down for a while, Qiao Fengtian felt like a blunt bamboo shoot suddenly burst out of his body, he suddenly widened his eyes, "Hmm!", and squinted again, suddenly soft and fascinated. Confused, dazzled.
"me… "
"You said." Zheng Siqi panted and chuckled, sweating on his back, and was touched by Qiao Fengtian, "I'm listening..."
Qiao Fengtian raised his neck and buried half of his face in Zheng Siqi's neck, "I, I want you... I want you... Call me more kiss..."
"En!" Zheng Siqi's stomach froze. He didn't know if the other party was shy, and even the corridor tightened a little, "You... What do you call you?"
Zheng Siqi picked him up, hugged him tightly, and whispered, "Jojo? Every day?"
Qiao Fengtian was undecided.
"Baby, Fengtian baby." Zheng Siqi turned his head and kissed his face forcefully, "My Fengtian baby."
When Qiao Fengtian heard a whimper, his body trembled obviously, and he hugged Zheng Siqi even tighter, not putting his entire face into the other's warm neck.
"You... don't be so tight..." Zheng Siqi couldn't help frowning.
"Just call this, I like this..." Qiao Fengtian muttered in his arms, "then... then move on..."
Zheng Siqi was stunned for a moment, then laid him down and looked at him, then hooked the tip of his nose and said softly, "Okay, my Fengtian baby."
The first time they fell in love, the two were in the underground garage for nearly an hour without knowing it. Mr. Zheng Siqi's technique and skills were neglected, and he was barely in the middle. He gave Qiao Fengtian full of tenderness with all his love, and shooting the body almost became a kind of etiquette with a hot atmosphere like opening champagne at the end of the party. Whether it is passionate or not, after many years, when Zheng Siqi talks about it again, Qiao Fengtian pondered for a while and gave an unusually pertinent evaluation.
You were... polite.
Qiao Fengtian later fell asleep in the car, covered with Zheng Yu's quilt. There is a dream, and the dream is actually the middle of winter, the first month, the sky is full of snow, and the fire trees are silver flowers. There were few people in the dream, just him and Zheng Siqi, walking on the snow-covered road, one foot and one mark, chuchi huchi, holding hands tightly together.
When he woke up in a daze, he found himself curled up on Zheng Siqi's bed and looked up—it was the middle of winter, and the air conditioner was turned on so low.
"Awake?" Zheng Siqi pushed open the door and came in, went to the bed and picked up Qiao Fengtian, put the water glass in his hand to his mouth like a child, "Drinking water, your mouth is dry."
"Turn up the air conditioner." Qiao Fengtian simply didn't take the cup, let himself lean on him so lazily, and swallowed two mouthfuls of water.
"Okay, little energy-saving guard." Zheng Siqi stretched out an arm to reach the remote control panel under the pillow, "You have two more sips."
"where are they?"
"Don't worry." From 20 degrees to 25 degrees, "I've picked them up, I'm going to sleep."
It was nearly eleven o'clock at night when Qiao Fengtian looked at the electronic clock on the bedside table.
Zheng Siqi brushed off the hair on his forehead, put his forehead on it, and tested the temperature, "I read on the Internet that some people will have a fever after doing it, I don't know if you will. Are you uncomfortable? Feeling uncomfortable or... Pain in the back? Do you want to tell me."
Qiao Fengtian raised his hand and pressed it on his forehead, then smiled, "As for the fever, there is a little pain in the back. No wonder you and your friends always win the championship compared to Xiao Chili."
"Do you remember this?" Zheng Siqi pinched his right cheek.
"I remember all the dark history you told me."
"Would you like to tell you a few more." Zheng Siqi stared at him happily, "I will go west in my later years, and you remember to bind me into a book and organize and publish it."
Qiao Fengtian smiled awkwardly, "How can you be sure that you have to be one step ahead of me?"
The standard answer is that you are too small, but according to Zheng Siqi's urination, such a law-abiding and uncreative answer is impossible. He pretended to be serious and said, "Because I know you are reluctant to leave me alone."
Qiao Fengtian shuddered, "...you turn the air conditioner higher."
The cicadas chirped incessantly in the middle of the night. Qiao Fengtian couldn't sleep temporarily, so Zheng Siqi sat on the carpet beside the bed to accompany him. He took a copy of "Xiang Xing San Ji" from the study and looked at it, lit the yellow light on the bedside table, and when he saw something interesting or sweet, he read it to Qiao Fengtian in a low voice. His hand was always hanging with his, pinching his thumb and rubbing it.
"Did you say this?"
Zheng Siqi didn't have the hesitation in Qiao Fengtian's imagination. He turned a page of the book and said easily, "Don't say it. Even if you want to say it, it's not up to me, and it's not up to you."
Qiao Fengtian turned around, from lying on his back to lying on his side, facing him, touching his clean and smooth fingernails, "You always have to work with her, no, that, don't you feel guilty?"
Qiao Fengtian was afraid that Zheng Siqi would think he was kidnapping him morally.
"It will definitely be, it's normal, baby." Zheng Siqi suddenly called out such a pet, so frightened Qiao Fengtian blinked his eyes, his eyes flew to the side with no silver, and looked elsewhere embarrassedly, "But these things , the best outcome may not be the truth.”
"what is that?"
"Balance, find a balance in the relationship. It is easy for us to go to either end, but it is very difficult to find a balance. No matter how angry I am, and then I am injustice for her, I also need to find a balance between morality and friendship, If I don't do well, it will hurt her as well as you, so I can only wait and see for the time being."
After speaking, Zheng Siqi paused for a while, then smiled, and put his chin on the edge of the bed to look at him, "Do you think I'm sophistry, just for being irresponsible and selfish?"
Qiao Fengtian shook his head.
"I'm already stupid. I've been brainwashed by your Zheng family's three views. I think everything you say is right, and I think it makes sense."
"Anyway, it was also from the Black-faced Hades team back then."
Qiao Fengtian couldn't help but rejoice, "That's really killing you. Go to the MLM den and go undercover, and you will be able to become a diamond-level backbone member in about three days."
Zheng Siqi laughed when he heard it. There seems to be a coincidence in life, and there will be no second time, sometimes it is one thorn after another. Even if it is uncomfortable to get stuck, it will not be difficult to breathe or sit still. Sometimes when I wake up from sleep, I am gone; sometimes I inadvertently say a word after a long time, and I am annoyed to find that it is still there.
Whether it is selective neglect or perseverance is also a kind of finding balance.
"I want to tell you something."
"You said." Zheng Siqi looked away from the page and landed on Qiao Fengtian's bright eyes.
"I want you to accompany me to Du Dong's house. I want to tell him about us. Do you agree?"
Zheng Siqi was startled for a moment, then calmly said, "I'm finally going to see my in-laws? Are you always planning to give me a seat?"
Qiao Fengtian laughed tremblingly in the bed, "Isn't it alright to put gold on his face and let him take advantage of me? I'm not afraid that he will suddenly see through and scare him, anyway... Sooner or later, he can't run horizontally or vertically. "
"When are you going to?"
"On the weekend, he accompanied Li Li for the prenatal check-up and rested."
"Then do I call him Uncle Uncle?"
"...you call it that, that's fine."
"Would you like to bring gifts, tobacco, alcohol, candy or something?"
Qiao Fengtian "pu chi" broke the merit, "how about you propose marriage?"
Qiao Fengtian hopes that at least one person can witness the relationship between him and Zheng Siqi, and there is an outlet that can be expressed calmly. Even if everyone thinks that the two of them are not suitable, there are differences, and there is a big difference, with such a meager blessing, it can give him more courage to not let go and go on.
Later, Zheng Siqi read a paragraph to Qiao Fengtian. The one in "Xiang Xing Sanji" is called "The Third Zhang", which is a letter from Shen Congwen to Zhang Zhaohe, written like this.
"If you are so careful, I can see what you don't say in the letter, but you want to say something else when I see those letters. Sansan, remembering how good we are, I really have to sigh softly, I am very happy, with you, I have nothing left."