The flower market is not big, and I had to walk through a deep alley by accident, like a leisurely place hidden in the world. The shops selling flowers, grass, and small fish, birds, and pets are arranged on both sides. They are all small, and the green plants are densely placed in low places and high places. The lintels of the doors of each household.
Bird sellers hang a hand-woven rattan birdcage or wire birdcage on the edge of the fern and spider plants, and there are birds with a touch of red or emerald on their heads, chirping and chirping. People, and wild. The little puppies also leaned back in the small iron cage, forming a soft mass.
There were few pedestrians coming and going, so the owner of the shop was leisurely, moving a rattan chair to the door and leaning up. Seeing someone walking in, he didn't rush to get up to introduce himself. He nodded and finished counting, lazily unwilling to move.
Qiao Fengtian's knowledge of potted plants is beyond Zheng Siqi's imagination. Unfamiliar plants. If you are interested, pick one of them and ask questions, and Qiao Fengtian can also talk about his habits and characteristics carefully.
In Zheng Siqi's eyes, Qiao Fengtian looked like a swimming fish that he put into the water, waving its fins and tail, looking at ease. I really regret not being able to hold hands in this situation. So he looked at him tenderly and held him with his eyes.
He said to Qiao Fengtian, "If you are not old, you can also open a flower shop."
"Don't." Qiao Fengtian shook his head like a rattle, "Then I can't live without doing business in my life. I have to open a barber shop for half my life and a flower shop for half my life."
"Actually, what do you want to do most?" Zheng Siqi asked him, "If you didn't come to Linan."
This question is really far away. Looking back, it is already like watching the lights from the other side.
"Be a teacher in the county, it's stable, and there are many fakes." Qiao Fengtian touched his nose, "But you know, my writing is extremely ugly. If I really want to do this, I can't get the teacher's qualification certificate. ." He raised his eyes and glanced at Zheng Siqi, "It's not like you, your writing is so good."
"So you like me, in fact, to a large extent because I'm good at writing, and I'm a teacher?" Zheng Siqi made fun of him.
"There are all of them. In general, on the premise that you have an equal score of 90, you can get full marks in these two points. It's the kind that blows the lights out for you."
Qiao Fengtian looked up at the sky and happened to see a snow-white plane line. When I was a child, I did not know where the popular way of playing was. It is said that when you see a plane passing by in the sky, you have to compare it with a frame and take a picture. If you frame a hundred, you can make a wish come true. At the beginning, I was stupid and counted on the ground, but after the count, it became messy. I can't remember it, and I don't take it seriously.
"Mr. Zheng."
"kindness."
The two were walking, and Qiao Fengtian's shoulder was about to touch Zheng Siqi's arm. As soon as I touched it, my heart softened for a while, so that later, the two people who were unstable seemed to do it on purpose.
Zheng Siqi wanted to say several times, if you can call me Siqi, I will call you Fengtian. When no one is there, I will call you Fengtian baby. But love sometimes has such secret thoughts, the more I want it, the less I want to say it, the more I want to wait for you to find out, the more I want you to give it, not me.
"I actually wanted to make it clear before, but I think you understand." Qiao Fengtian didn't think he was saying a lot of things, "I'm born gay, and it's not because I like you that I like boys. That kind of person, but because of you, the premise is that the boy, the dopamine in my body, will make me choose to like you."
Zheng Siqi laughed that he even said "dopamine", and then said, "So you want to tell me that I'm different from you, I'm not gay, and I don't like men because I like you. That kind of person. I'm like this, just because you're a man, so what I like is also a man, right?"
The two of them talked like they were talking in a third-rate way, and they each scrutinized the other's words in their minds for a long time, and then they managed to get the logic straight.
Qiao Fengtian nodded after being silent, always smiling, "It's not fair to think about it all the time, I chose you in a conventional way among thousands of optional races, but you abandoned the conventional and gave up you for me. Thousands of options."
If it's a deal, you're not worth it.
Zheng Siqi leaned closer, the tip of his nose almost touched his forehead, and when he put a finger between his fingers, he left again, "I never felt that it was my loss. Really, you are better than thousands."
Bathed in Zheng Siqi's love words, Qiao Fengtian was weak and almost collapsed. Before raising the white flag to surrender, he made a final struggle.
"Zao'er said last time that she wants her mother."
Zheng Siqi paused for a moment before continuing to ask softly, "Did she tell the truth?"
"she… "
It's not that the original words are true, but how can the original words be taken seriously.
Zaoer is so young, he has no intuitive concept of gender, nor does he know the ethical relationship under gender. Good and bad all depend on your own likes and mistakes. The age will always pass, and you start to pay more and more attention to the relationship between yourself and the outside world, and it is more and more impossible to ignore the comparison between yourself and others. Growth is indeed a process of becoming more and more narrow and narrow in disguise sometimes.
"If you don't say it, you're lying to her. When she grows up, she will understand everything. You must know... She will definitely blame you." Qiao Fengtian thought, and she would even blame me, and maybe hate me.
"You can look at it." Entering a store specializing in small potted plants, there were a lot of flying mosquitoes, a pocket on his waist, and after speaking, he leaned back into the rattan chair, "It's all on the price, you can take it if you like it."
Aloe vera and gardenia are placed all over the place, and there are 180 kinds of succulents raised in small pots as large as palms, and they are placed on the flower stand on the upper and lower floors according to their size. Qiao Fengtian fiddled with the green leaves in one of the pots, his eyes were lowered, his eyelashes were drooping, he looked at the flowers, and he didn't care to look at the flowers.
Zheng Siqi felt very distressed for him. Thinking of the person in front of him and the first time he saw him, he pressed Zhan Zhengxing and slapped him hard. From a main trunk of his body, two branches were peeled off, so he was always open to himself, and he was always timid towards those he cared about.
Worrying about gains and losses, fear and fear, are probably common in love. Because I like it so much, I realize how precious I have something that I can hold in my hand. If I hold it loose, I am afraid that it will fall off when I walk away. The mind of nine bends and eighteen bends.
"I didn't plan to keep her a secret." Zheng Siqi raised his head and looked at the meat in the pot, the thick and oily leaves, and put his hand on Qiao Fengtian's back naturally, "As soon as possible."
"As soon as you don't ask my opinion." Qiao Fengtian leaned into his arm.
"I didn't plan to discuss it with you." Zheng Siqi shook his head.
Qiao Fengtian turned his head and smiled, "Hey."
"Because no matter what the outcome is, I don't want you to feel that the burden is on you, and the responsibility is on you." Zheng Siqi lowered his head, "First of all, I want to confess that I want you, and my family and friends are also mine. Anything we face together is nonsense. Myself, I don't want you to take risks for me, I don't want you to be implicated and hurt because of me."
Qiao Fengtian leaned on his shoulder, and found that the succulent flower pot in his hand had a round, round smiling face because of the rough painter.
"I can treat Zao'er very well, but I can't be her mother, and she won't really want me as a man in the future. You're with me, and you've messed up her normal life. It's okay to pull one down, you're welcome."
How can that be done.
I just like you, I just want you, I like you more than Wang Zengqi Jia Shen Congwen Jia Yu Dafu, I like you more than the sum of all students, I like you more than my family and friends, I like you as Zaoer in a certain There are more aspects than jujube.
I want to take you to the supermarket to buy groceries, and see you hesitate to choose a shampoo for me; I want to take you to the flower and bird market, and see you move pots of your rare things to our place without any effort Fill it up; I want to sneak you into the classroom, let you listen to my class, write the detention homework I assigned, and give you the highest score selfishly; or teach you to write hard pen that you are not good at, horizontal Folding, holding your hand, teaching you the trend and strength of the strokes.
I'm not happy when you laugh. I think the May flowers are just right, all because of you.
"As his father, from now on and forever, I will respect all his choices in the future. On the contrary, as my daughter, he should also respect my major choices in life, including respecting the lover I solemnly choose."
Qiao Fengtian was struck by the word "lover" for a while.
His eyes drifted out of the door, and he glanced at the boss who had been lying on his back on the rattan chair. He then retracted his gaze and fell back to Zheng Siqi's face.
"I'm so glad you said."
Zheng Siqi kissed him, and quickly and forcefully sucked on Qiao Fengtian's mouth.