When Qiao Fengtian first came to Linan, in a small rental house, he chased after Chen Kun and Dong Jie's version of "Golden Fen Family".
The background of the warlord is completely different, and the lines are not very clear. But the sentence "Let's talk about a vigorous love" can still be remembered, and Jin Yanxi's dedicated expression and calm tone in the camera at that moment are still clear in his mind.
Qiao Fengtian didn't know at all what love should be like, let alone vigorous, it sounded so intense and scorching. But the flaming flames of Hunting Hunt are not just a handful of embers at the end, and the wind blows and disperses, and the dust returns to the dust, and what can be left.
Between him and Zheng Siqi, it seems that there is not such a strong concentration, such a strong attachment, like looking up into a floating cloud, where the wind blows, it goes.
Zheng Siqi is excellent. When Qiao Fengtian said that he liked him at the time, he also wanted to tell him immediately - I like you, not because you appeared by my side when I was sad and helpless. It's because of getting along with you bit by bit, I know your bearing, your knowledge, your breadth, and your gentleness and fun. Tell him that I'm being attracted to you like a normal person, rather than kidnapping your relationship with me in my own experience.
Even if you are an ordinary person with smooth sailing, you will love you without realizing it. But when she said it, it was like a maiden with a sense of spring, and Qiao Fengtian couldn't say a word.
But I am different, I am inferior and insignificant, and in the mouths of others, I am the servant of the Lady Rabbit Lord. I actually like to scold people, but when I bump into you, I unconsciously restrain myself. In fact, I also bullied the soft and feared the hard, but you didn't know me before, so you don't know any of this.
If you don't communicate with people, you can wrap yourself tightly, pretend to look open, close your ears and cover your eyes, and continue to live a restless life. But once I really want to pack my bags, pack my bags, and live in someone else's heart, I still feel that my feet are not clean, that my body is gray and rainy, and I don't deserve to be stained with the bright and clean life of others.
But how do you say this
Even if he told Zheng Siqi, Qiao Fengtian believed that he would still coax him with such a gentle smile. But aside from himself, his friends and colleagues, his father and students, his daughter and sister, and even his long-dead wife, and the young man in Ronghua Cemetery who always remembered him. The world is still in the sky, so many pairs of eyes always have to surround Zheng Siqi, he can neither sit idly by nor ignore it. The sum of his many responsibilities will always be greater than his liking.
What Qiao Fengtian didn't want the most was to make it difficult for others to do it; he was even more reluctant to make it difficult for Zheng Siqi to do it.
When He came to the hospital to visit, the fifth son was writing, and Qiao Fengtian had just finished feeding Qiao Liang. In the past, when Lin Shuangyu was still there, he couldn't even hold the spoon, but now he has improved a little, and he can drag the handle of the spoon with three fingers. It's just always shaking and shaking, and the clothes are messy. After many failures, Qiao Liang was tired and didn't want to try anymore. Instead, Qiao Fengtian frowned and urged him to come again, and his tone was suddenly severe.
Unless you go back to Langxi and lie down for the rest of your life, relying on your seventy grandma to serve you all your life!
After speaking so sharply, seeing the other party blinking blankly, he smiled helplessly, patiently untied the cloth pocket on his chin, got into the toilet, twisted it cleanly, and hung it on the hanger of the vent.
He Qian waved his hand outside the door, raising the milk flowers in his hand.
"You sold the house... just because of this?" Leaning on the open-air corridor of the hospital, it was just a little bit of moonlight, Qiao Fengtian looked at him with a sullen expression, but his eyes returned to the original look. Once the taut strings are cut off, there will always be some looseness.
"Don't tell me at all, you can do it."
"It's no use telling you." Qiao Fengtian raised his eyebrows, "Can I let you sell my house for me?"
He Qian smiled, "You can borrow money from me."
"Don't come." Qiao Fengtian stared at him, "I don't know yet, the car loan hasn't been repaid, and the deposit is cleaner than your face."
"Whoever gets the salary these days is not a flower, so you are just like an old lady and save it."
Qiao Fengtian raised his head, and sighed faintly, as if his breath was heavier, "Yeah, it's useless to save." He turned to look at He Qianxiao, "After passing a hurdle, it's all gone. It's been so many years, there's nothing left."
He Qian didn't speak, but pursed his lips and patted the stainless steel fence.
"Did you find out what it was?"
"gins." He Qian stroked his hair and replied, "I was thinking that if this symptom is not AIDS, it must be gins, and it turned out to be."
"gins?" Qiao Fengtian didn't hear it.
"Sometimes I really wonder if you are gay if your family can't connect to the Internet." He Qianle, "I don't even know gins while squatting in this circle. Let me give you a popular science - gins, benign venereal lymphadenopathy syndrome. The symptoms of the disease are similar to those in the early stage of AIDS, and the homosexual group has frequently occurred in recent years.”
"Is it serious?" Qiao Fengtian couldn't help worrying.
"Take medicine, you won't die."
"Don't take your life seriously, okay?"
He Qian burst into laughter, "Then why do you think I take it seriously? I quit my job, shaved my house, ate fast and prayed to Buddha? Or what? Hey, I'm sick, I'll be cured now, and the mud bodhisattva crosses the river, so don't you count on me in the future?"
"Where the hell do you get so many sets?" Qiao Fengtian was unhappy that he didn't enter the oil and salt, as if he didn't have a lot of heart, "I mean let you... let you."
"what?"
Take a little weight. Qiao Fengtian's words were all in his mouth, and he always felt that it was so funny to tell a big man.
Qiao Fengtian closed his eyes, "I want you to cherish yourself a little bit, find what you think is important early, and protect it well."
He didn't make fun of him before, he just watched him grow up for a long time. After a long while of wind, Qiao Fengtian's eyes were slightly astringent, and he spoke softly, rarely serious, and unexpectedly sincere and warm.
"Thank you very much, sincerely, thank you for still remembering me as a rotten person." He reached out and fiddled with the other's forehead, "The black hair is beautiful and clean, and it doesn't look like me at all. Same."
After chatting for a few more words and mentioning the room, He Qian snapped his fingers and remembered something important.
"Look at my sickness and my brain is broken. What, have you found the house you want to live in next?"
Qiao Fengtian nodded.
"Hey, that's fine. Mr. He's son and daughter-in-law just came back from abroad last week. The husband and wife are thinking of selling you to that suite and renovating it before returning to the country. The meaning is to make room for you as soon as possible. Mr. He Mr. is thin-skinned. He said earlier that he promised to let you stay here for a while, but he regretted it. He was embarrassed to mention it to you. ."
"… I found it."
"I can't live here for the time being?" He Qian blinked, listening to the hesitation in his words, "Don't tell me sooner! I'll go and ask if I can help you, if you want to hurry up, you can find a good one this week. Where am I? It's too small to be too small, if you don't want to go to my place and squeeze it."
"No, I can move, I can move."
"real?"
"real."
Qiao Fengtian was used to being stubborn and stubborn, and he felt annoyed when he saw Xiao Wuzi when he returned to the room. Relying on this matter, it was originally to beg for someone else's advantage, and it was my own fault. If I were alone, I would be able to sleep in McDonald's; I swore that I would take care of my five sons and grow up, but right now I don't even have a place to live.
Du Dong's house is quite empty, but Li Li is pregnant, so it is always inconvenient for outsiders to live in; there is also an attic in the store, which is enough for two camp beds, but Li Nan is even more delicate and drizzle in summer, and children are always Afraid of getting wet. Qiao Liang was about to be discharged from the hospital and returned to Langxi in a blink of an eye, letting Lin Shuangyu know that he was in an embarrassing situation, how could he let go of it with peace of mind.
Qiao Fengtian messed up a handful of hair in the toilet, pacing back and forth without stopping, leaning against the mirror, rubbing the greasy white sink screeching.
After a while, the phone rang, and the tone of picking it up was a little anxious for a while, "What's wrong?"
The other end of the microphone didn't ring for a while, and Qiao Fengtian looked at the caller, his heart skipped a beat, and he blinked, so he took a breath and said softly, "...Mr. Zheng."
"I thought you were angry." Zheng Siqi spoke nicely over there, speaking in a low and deep voice, "I was so scared that I thought it wasn't the right time for me to fight."
The gloomy thoughts in Qiao Fengtian's heart were soothed by giving him a word. The wind was clear and the moon was bright, and a small area gave him an instant refreshment. Sticking to the receiver, I felt relieved, and in the blink of an eye, I forgot the wind and rain tomorrow.
"No, you can call anytime... you can."
I am all happy.
Zheng Siqi laughed at the other end, and his snoring made a slight movement in the receiver, as if brushing on Qiao Fengtian's ear, "Want to see you?"
Qiao Fengtian thought for a while, and touched the smooth eaves of the sink, "Then tell me, if it's convenient, I can go to Lida to find you, or your home."
"That's not good."
Qiao Fengtian stopped touching his finger, "...Why?"
"Because I told you that I liked you first, I should be chasing you, right?"
Half of Qiao Fengtian's face was numb. He squatted on the ground and covered his mouth, holding back his laughter. After a long while, he coughed vaguely and said softly, "Full score for love words, I'll give you a green card to advance."
"Then you can't get down?"
"Where are you going?" Qiao Fengtian raised his head and bumped into the sink. With a "dang" sound, he resisted not making a sound.
"At the door of the hospital, just a little while, very soon."
Zheng Siqi saw that Qiao Fengtian's short shirt was blown up by the wind, and his eyebrows looked more intense under the orange color of the street lamp. He ran over from far and near, looked left and right, looked unsure, and the smile on his face was both bright and restrained.
"You really came."
"Go and make some photocopies, and drop by and give you a hug."
Qiao Fengtian didn't know that he could achieve such success, and almost choked, "University teachers are so idle."
Zheng Siqi took him by the hand and led him to the shade of the shadowy trees, "Graduation season is very busy, please help students with their graduation thesis defense one by one, and there will be a graduation show at the end of next month, it's just a series of twists and turns, I'm just taking a break from my busy schedule. ."
"Come on." Qiao Fengtian let him hold hands, "do one thing, eat one meal."
"Why do you talk like my sister?" Zheng Siqi turned back and smiled, and when no one could see clearly, he wrapped his arms around Qiao Fengtian, "From now on, I won't be encouraging to hug you, that's all There are other thoughts."
Qiao Fengtian smiled on Zheng Siqi's shoulder.
"You're so thin, you feel like you're picking it up as soon as you hug him." Zheng Siqi couldn't help but pass his arms through his armpits, pulling him tightly.
"Hey, don't, don't!"
Before Qiao Fengtian had time to stop him, he felt his feet off the ground. He subconsciously grasped the material of Zheng Siqi's shirt tightly, stiffening his upper body and daring not to move. With only a pair of dark glasses left, he stared at Zheng Siqi nervously and blinked, "You, you, you, can you let go?"
"Just one click." Zheng Siqi leaned up and sipped on his chin, "You are really light, so small."
The cicadas chirped inadvertently, and the buzzing sounded, and Xia Yi suddenly became stronger.