With some time left before boarding the plane, Shi Ci went shopping. Naturally, she looked at some slightly younger brands.
While trying to control herself, she bought a thick pink double-breasted coat, which she compared and found to be quite suitable for Tang Zuo's height, and a pair of simple leather boots with low heels. She remembered that Tang Zuo only had one pair of canvas shoes, which she wore from summer to winter. The winter in Qingcheng was rainy and snowy, and very cold and wet. If she was not afraid that she would refuse, Shi Ci really wanted to buy a few more pairs.
Before leaving, I saw a pair of black patent leather Mary Jane flats with pointed toes and a circle of delicate little pearls on the instep, which looked elegant and a little childish.
It is very suitable for Tang Zuo. In the spring and summer of next year, you can wear it with some small skirts.
She bought it without hesitation.
This shopping experience is great, and it would be even better if her girlfriend could accept everything she bought.
Shi Ci sighed slightly. That little silly bird was too principled. So far, she had only agreed to take her scarf, a quilt, and some snacks.
Between lovers, the one with better financial ability will naturally want to take on more responsibilities, especially Shi Ci, who is used to taking care of her lover.
Tang Zuo was the youngest and most independent person she had ever dated.
This girl is full of contradictions. She looks as light as a flower, but her character is as tough as a tree. She has a quiet and indifferent temperament, but she is warm and considerate when approached. She is very young, but she is very mature in her dealings. This is related to her experience of too many separations and deaths and the fickleness of human nature.
It would be great if she could live like girls of her age, act like a spoiled child to her and make many demands on her.
She told Tang Zuo that she trusted her and could act coquettishly with her. But so far, Tang Zuo had never acted coquettishly with her, and the time she went to her house when she was sick did not count. Shi Ci knew that Tang Zuo liked her. Her gentleness during the kiss, her shy response, and her involuntary little movements could not deceive anyone.
After returning to Hongcheng, Shi Ci was busy and wanted to make time to meet Tang Zuo, but Tang Zuo told him that he had to prepare for the competition and had no time to meet recently.
Shi Ci: "Then when can I see you?"
"… The game is over…"
Shi Ci: “…”
What should I do if my girlfriend isn't clingy enough to me
What should I do if my girlfriend doesn’t act coquettishly towards me
What should I do if my girlfriend is too diligent and studious
Shi Ci had never thought that she would be troubled by these problems. It was too sweet, too unpredictable, and too painful. Perhaps it was because she had been so confident in her previous relationships that God couldn't stand it anymore and let her suffer a little
The provincial competition is held at CUHK and there is still a whole week left. Why can't we meet for such a long time
Shi Ci sighed and could only do what he was told. It would be fine if he could talk on the phone every day. But accidents always happen. Once, Tang Zuo was in a hurry to answer a call and his phone fell and broke. He could not make a call and could only answer it. Sometimes the call was intermittent and the screen was black.
Tang Zuo told her to find time to repair it, and still did not mention the meeting.
Shi Ci was very depressed. He didn't know how many days he would have to wait for this repair. How could this little stupid bird bear not contacting him for such a long time
After much thought, she finally couldn't help but buy a new phone and looked for Zhang Zinan's phone number. Fortunately, she had glanced at Zhang Zinan's number last time, and Shi Ci, who was sensitive to numbers, remembered it immediately and saved it in her phone, which came in handy this time. During a break between classes, she spent a few minutes asking Zhang Zinan to give the phone to Tang Zuo.
I didn't discuss it with her beforehand, it was just a special case, Shi Ci thought Tang Zhuo would accept it. A bit of self-mockery rose in my heart, giving her a gift must give her a reason to accept it...
She believed that she had been open about her feelings all her life, and had never been afraid of other people's eyes. She had to be cautious, considerate, patient, and restrained herself for Tang Zuo...
She suddenly realized that this was a feeling similar to resentment and grievance. It was so unfamiliar that she was stunned for a long time when she realized it, and her mood became more complicated.
The mobile phone had just been given away and Tang Zuo came that evening.
Shi Ci looked at the unopened box on the coffee table. What could she not understand? She was at a loss for words for a moment.
"This is too expensive... I can just take my phone to be repaired." Tang Zuo lowered his eyes.
"Jiujiu, is this why you came to see me? I thought you couldn't spare the time." Shi Ci said, "If I had known earlier, I should have..."
Should it be delivered earlier
Shi Ci didn't finish what she said, but the meaning was self-evident. Both of them were stunned, especially Shi Ci. She didn't expect that she would say such sarcastic words to Tang Zuo.
"... My phone is still usable." Tang Zuo said slowly after several seconds.
Shi Ci was silent for a moment, then said calmly, "I didn't buy something very expensive. This brand has the best value for money in the same price range, and it's less than three thousand. I chose black, the same color as your original phone. If you don't look closely, others may not notice that you have a new phone."
In addition to resentment and grievance, there is also a feeling of being blocked.
Shi Ci was not used to this kind of mentality. She frowned slightly and turned away. She did not look at Tang Zuo's expression when she spoke for the first time. She also did not see the panic and fragility that flashed in Tang Zuo's eyes when he listened to her and raised his eyes to look at her.
"..." She realized the unhappiness in Shi Ci's tone. She was too familiar with Shi Ci's tone. In the past, when she spoke to her, she always had a soft smile on her face. But at this moment, the woman turned her face away, and the deep and delicate profile lines seemed a little cold.
She didn't sit next to him, and she didn't hug him as usual.
Tang Zhuo was at a loss for words. She realized how bad it felt when Shi Ci was cold to her. She wanted to explain and break the unharmonious atmosphere, but her mind was full of thoughts, like a trapped beast, and it was difficult to walk.
Neither of them spoke.
After a while, Shi Ci sighed and said, "Jiujiu, whatever you want. Give me your old phone and I'll fix it."
Tang Zhao was stunned for a moment, the tip of her nose turned red, and she whispered, "I'm sorry."
Shi Ci was also stunned, and at that moment his heart felt like it was stabbed by a sharp weapon.
Why does it hurt even when I like someone
"That's not what I want to hear you say, Jiji." Shi Ci sighed deeply and stared at her, "Why don't you let me take care of you? Why don't you want to accept even a little bit of my kindness?"
"I know you may think there's a big gap between us, but..." Shi Ci frowned, feeling helpless, confused, and sad. It was very uncomfortable. "I'm older than you, I have more experience than you, and I'm financially better than you, but that doesn't affect my liking for you. These are what make me who I am, and I want to share them with you. Am I wrong?"
"I'm not..." Tang Zhuo's eyes turned red, he bit his lips hard, and said hoarsely, "That's not what I meant, I..."
Shi Ci's heart ached again. Her expression was really deadly. She walked over and sat next to Tang Jue, touched her hair, and said slowly: "Juju, don't you believe me?"
Tang Zhao bit her lip, her eyes were filled with mist, and she shook her head vigorously, "No."
"Did I not do well? Or do you just not like me..." Shi Ci's tone was a little bitter.
"No, no, Professor Shi..." Tang Zuo blinked hard, and her vision suddenly became clear. Shi Ci's hand was on her shoulder, but her eyes were looking elsewhere, like sinking into the water, without any ripples, and the depths were filled with grayness, which made her panic. "I," Tang Zuo couldn't help but reach out and hug her, choking and saying, "I like you."
Tang Zhao's eyes hurt, and so did his heart. How could he not like her? She was his sunshine, and the person closest to him. She was so good to him that it brought out the anxiety that had been hidden for a long time. The nightmares of the past followed him like a shadow, and he didn't know how to face them, let alone how to get rid of them.
Shi Ci was shocked, and he turned around to hug her. Tang Zuo buried his face in her neck, and his voice was weak as if he was sobbing, "Too happy... I'm scared..."
Shi Ci's throat tightened sharply at these words, and she choked, feeling both sudden realization and regret. She suddenly realized that this was the reason, and she regretted that she shouldn't have forced herself to speak out her feelings harshly. She should have been more patient and gentler.
She has grown so many years in vain.
But even though she had been in love many times, she didn't have the confidence to win in front of Tang Zuo. Tang Zuo had no sense of security, so how could her coercion reflect her sense of security
She wanted Tang Zuo to act coquettishly to her, but in the end it seemed like she was the one acting coquettishly and seeking attention every time
Feeling wet on the side of his neck, Shi Ci clenched Tang Zuo's soft fingers and whispered, "I'm sorry."
The girl in her arms froze, and slowly raised her face to look at her, her teardrop mole wrapped in crystal, "Don't apologize..."
"I want you to know that you can rely on me. You may not have discovered that I rely on you just as much..." Shi Ci murmured, his forehead against hers.
Tang Zuo opened her eyes, not daring to blink, and the crystal slowly slid down. Shi Ci held her shoulders, moved his lips down to kiss her slightly wet eyes, then moved down again, gently kissed her lips, then held her on his knees, hugged her tightly, Tang Zuo leaned against her, and her heart was bright for a moment, and all the obscurity and darkness disappeared at her words.
"I want to work harder and get the qualification to continue my studies. I want to study translation, become an interpreter, learn more knowledge, and go to more places. This is also my father's ideal. I also hope to stand by your side..." Tang Zhao bit his lower lip, his heart beating wildly with excitement, and the words in his mind gradually became clearer.
"That song you like, Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter, I also want to experience the flow of the four seasons with you..."
Although I am a liberal arts student, this is my first time in love. I don’t know how to say sweet words and I can’t express myself coherently.
From now on, I want to watch the spring flowers, autumn leaves, summer rain and winter snow with you.
Even though the years are different, the spring, summer, autumn and winter after love are the same.
Shi Ci took a breath, said nothing, lowered his head and bit her sweet and soft lips, slowly moving deeper and deeper. The hands of time seemed to slow down, and the air was filled with tender feelings.
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