Tang Zuo's fragile gesture of throwing herself into his arms made Shi Ci's heart tremble. She stroked her wet face and said guiltily: "Chirp..."
"I..." After a pause, Tang Zuo suddenly put his arms around her neck and hugged her tightly. The wetness rubbed against her clothes. She seldom showed such emotions. She hugged herself nervously and tightly, trembling and sobbing.
Shi Ci slowly stroked her hair and her back to comfort her. She frowned and hesitated, considering how to start her speech.
"I'm sorry..." Tang Zhao's soft voice came from her arms, "I..."
"I was too anxious," Shi Ci kissed her hair, "If you don't like it..."
"No." Tang Zuo shook his head, "No, it's not that I don't like it..."
Shi Ci's heart skipped a beat. Tang Zuo also paused, and raised his face in her arms, as if he just realized what he had said. His eyelashes became wet, and he looked away suddenly, not daring to look her in the face.
Although Shi Ci couldn't figure out why she was crying, she originally thought that she was resisting her intimacy. Now, as if she was suddenly thrown a handful of candy, she felt both sweet and sad in her heart, and didn't know what to do.
"So, you like it, right?" Shi Ci looked at her and asked very softly.
Tang Zhao's expression froze, tears still lingering in his eyes. He looked a little timid and flustered, not knowing how to express himself. "I..."
Shi Ci couldn't help but lower his head and wanted to kiss her. As soon as his lips got close to Tang Zuo, she hesitated and slowly backed away. Her concerns were so obvious that Tang Zuo leaned closer without thinking, and his pink lips touched the woman's lips.
Shi Ci came back to her senses, the soft touch still lingering on her lips. Tang Zhao's breath was rising and falling, and her cheeks quickly turned red under Shi Ci's eyes, "Actually, I... I..."
Shi Ci's eyes darkened, he held the back of her head and kissed her deeply. Tang Zuo tremblingly grabbed the clothes on her shoulders, leaned into the woman's arms, and kissed her passionately.
The one kissing her now was not someone else, not a stranger, but her girlfriend, her sister Shi.
"Chirp..." Shi Ci hugged her tightly, stroked her back, and comforted her, "No need to say anything..." She kissed her down, along the white curve of her neck, and kissed her ear. Tang Zhao closed her eyes unconsciously, and her consciousness began to blur again.
She liked the smell of Shi Si, her kiss, her caress, and everything about her.
Every kiss she gave her, every touch on her skin, was a thrill of joy.
It was hard not to turn this kiss into a passionate and deep kiss, and a greedy step closer, "Jiujiu... let me..." Shi Ci's hoarse voice disappeared in her hair, "... touch you."
Tang Zuo's tied hair had loosened, with several strands scattered. Unconsciously, she bit a strand of hair between her lips and pursed it.
When they separated, Shi Ci was panting, Tang Zuo's neck was flushed pink, and her two rows of thick eyelashes were soaked, like a black butterfly that had run out of breath and was covered in rain.
The wall lamp was on quietly, and the warm light filled the entire room.
The two hugged each other silently. Shi Ci smoothed Tang Zuo's hair and kissed her forehead lightly.
"I..." Tang Zhao opened her mouth and found her throat was dry. She slowed down and said softly, "I should go back..." As soon as she moved, Shi Ci hugged her and looked at her deeply, "Will you stay with me tonight?"
Tang Zuo paused for a moment, and his eyes widened in an instant.
Shi Ci was stunned by her gaze for a moment, then he cleared his throat and said, "It's not what you think."
The blush on Tang Zhao's neck suddenly rose to her face, "I, I didn't think about anything... I didn't think about..." Shi Ci's eyes moved from her cheek to her slightly loosened shirt collar, and the trace of pink in it. Ask yourself, if you don't think about it, you are deceiving yourself. But it's not the right time yet.
"Chirp, I just want to stay with you for a while longer. Tomorrow is the winter solstice, and it's also Saturday. Can you stay?" Shi Ci said softly.
Tang Zuo lowered his head and grabbed the hem of his coat with both hands.
Shi Ci's eyes reflected a gentle smile, and he whispered, "I promise not to mess around."
What a mess...
Tang Zuo lowered his face even more, feeling more and more confused.
What should she do
Did she want to stay? Yes, she wanted to spend more time with Shi Ci. But...
Late at night in the college girls' dormitory, she and Zhang Zinan would sometimes chat quietly on the bed. In the film appreciation class, those European and American movies occasionally passed some male and female love scenes, and Zhang Zinan would secretly discuss with her the practical application of these scenes. Tang Zhao didn't know what kind of pain it would be the first time, but the kind of secret pleasure that Zhang Zinan talked about, she seemed to understand a little bit after being with Shi Ci.
It would be nice if the nightmares of the past didn't come back.
Why does Shi Ci’s caress feel familiar
Is it because that person is also a woman
Should she confess to Shi Ci
"Jiujiu, what are you thinking about?" Shi Ci interrupted her mixed thoughts. She looked gentle under the light, like a bright moon in the dark sky.
If I tell her, will she still treat me so gently
If I say it, will all my current happiness vanish into thin air
Am I going to be alone again
She heard Shi Ci sigh slightly, "Okay, I'll take you home, okay?" She reached out her hand and touched her head, so gently that it almost made her cry.
Shi Ci stood up first. Tang Zuo stared at her back for a while, suddenly feeling anxious. When he remembered, he suddenly groaned and frowned in pain.
"What's wrong?" Shi Ci turned around and asked with concern.
"Hmm..." Tang Zhao froze there, not daring to move, and took a breath, "My feet are numb..."
"Which foot?" Shi Ci sat back on the bed.
"Um, left foot, hey, don't move... Um..." Tang Zhao supported herself with her hands, watching Shi Ci carefully holding her ankle and kneading it gently, "Is the sole of your foot numb?"
"Hmm..." Tang Zuo looked at Shi Ci in a daze. Her entire foot was in her hands. The stiffness and numbness gradually faded away, leaving behind a tingling sensation.
She suddenly realized something and pulled her legs back, "Okay... okay..."
Shi Ci looked up at her, pinched her ankle vaguely, and then let go. She didn't say anything, but Tang Zhuo's face was already hot. They both stood up, and Tang Zhuo slowly followed her and walked out of the bedroom. It was like a slow-motion cut. It was clearly night, but the lights in the room made her mind almost transparent.
She doesn't want to leave.
Actually she is not that brave, she is very timid.
In fact, she is not that open, she wants to keep it secret.
She wanted to keep her best face in front of her.
The memories of the past are potential blades, and before the blade falls, she wants to cherish everything she has now. She was originally a lonely traveler, and now someone is waiting for her in a house with a warm bonfire. Forgive her for not wanting to give up this warmth.
Shi Ci suddenly looked back at her with a sense of something. Tang Zhuo made eye contact with her, and his mind seemed to be suspended in the air, moving back and forth between them. Tang Zhuo took a breath and whispered, "I have to call Zi Nan and tell her not to wait for me and to lock the door... Then..."
After a few seconds, Shi Ci nodded and smiled with his eyes curved.
The lights in the house reflected the rain and fog outside the window, and the lights in the distance looked like colorful candies floating in the air.
After taking a shower, Tang Zuo put on Shi Ci's nightgown, walked barefoot on the carpet and looked out the window.
When Shi Ci came out of the shower, he saw her slender and petite figure from behind. Her skirt was longer than her knees, revealing her snow-white calves.
Her hair had just been blow-dried and was almost shoulder-length.
Shi Ci's eyes slipped from her hair to her bare feet, and then back to her hair. He chuckled and said, "Your hair is very long. Do you want to cut it short?"
Tang Zhao turned her head to the side. She seemed to have never thought about this question. "You can also cut it..." After a pause, she asked again, "Doesn't it look good now?"
"No, it looks good on you. Both short and long hair suit you." Shi Ci smiled, looking very happy to have this kind of conversation.
"Well... I used to have long hair." Tang Zuo said, with a look of nostalgia on her face. She gestured, "When I was in high school, my hair was very long, much longer than it is now."
"Oh..." Shi Ci showed a thoughtful look. She looked at Tang Zuo and thought about her long hair. Suddenly, something flashed through her mind quickly. Before she could capture it, she was in a trance for a second or two.
It was very warm inside. In the past at this time of year, the two of them communicated through radio waves, but now they were face to face, and everything was filled with a rare warmth.
Shi Ci walked to the dressing table to apply skin care products and waved to Tang Zuo, "Come here." After wiping her face, Shi Ci squeezed out the hand cream. Her ten slender fingers, with smooth edges and delicate veins on her nails, spread out in the air like a dancing work of art.
After Shi Ci finished wiping, he glanced at Tang Zhuo, pulled her over, and held her hand. Tang Zhuo sat on her knees involuntarily, and Shi Ci's fingers rubbed from the inside of her wrist to her fingertips, moving back and forth between her fingers one by one, as if playing with them.
She realized belatedly that something was wrong. It didn't seem like she was just applying hand cream. "Is it done?"
"Well, almost done." Shi Ci answered seriously, pinching her fingers tightly, "What are you going to do later, read a book, watch TV? Watch a movie? Or should I tell you a story?"
Tang Zuo was distracted by this series of choices, "All are fine..."
Shi Ci put his arm around her waist, his fingers sliding across the back of her hand, "Then let's go to the living room? Or to the bed under the covers?"
Tang Zuo blinked. What option was this
"Hey, but I don't want to go to the living room. I'm tired after a long day and just want to lie on the bed..." Shi Ci held her and shook her.
"Then..." Tang Zhuo's thoughts were completely led away by her, "Do you want to go to bed early?"
"Well, you see, I'm over 30 years old, I can't stay up late." Shi Ci's tone was also very serious, but there was a smile that couldn't be hidden in the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, "I will get wrinkles."
Tang Zuo lowered his eyes and looked at Shi Ci's face that was close to him. Her face was as white as porcelain without makeup. How could there be a trace of wrinkles
"You don't have any wrinkles," Tang Zuo said, "maybe it's because your face is rounder and has more flesh on it."
Shi Ci paused and looked at Tang Zuo in disbelief, as if he was doubting the information he heard.
Tang Zhao pursed her lips that were about to curl up and said quickly: "Because you are a fat girl!"
Before he could finish his words, Tang Zuo quickly stood up and ran away.
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