Chen Yiyi thought she was not a reckless or uncool person, but when people get emotional, they often can't control themselves. She heard herself say, "You're still the same. You give Qiao Sha the food you didn't like before."
As soon as these words were spoken, the room fell silent.
Tang Zhao was stunned for a moment. She pursed her lips and bit into a glutinous rice ball. The originally sweet and fragrant sesame filling overflowed in her mouth, but it was unexpectedly a bit bitter. She ate it in silence.
When Shi Ci heard this, her expression darkened and she stared at Chen Yiyi for a few seconds without saying anything.
Chen Yiyi accepted her gaze and clenched his fingers under the table.
Shi Ci turned away, she looked at Tang Zuo sideways, reached out to hold her hand, Tang Zuo's fingers were slightly cold, Shi Ci gently held them, Tang Zuo smiled at her, and the two of them looked at each other in silence, understanding each other.
The snow stopped last night, and the thin sunlight lazily sprinkled on my body, with a temperature that was not very noticeable.
Chen Yiyi waited outside for ten minutes, and Shi Ci changed his clothes and sent her off.
The two walked quietly for a few minutes. Chen Yiyi glanced at Shi Ci from the side. Shi Ci lowered her head. A little sunlight hit her head. Chen Yiyi's thin eyelashes fell back onto her eyelids.
After a while, she slowly said, "We broke up some time ago, and I've been in a bad mood. I came here without telling you in advance. I'm sorry to bother you."
They have known each other for more than ten years, so they shouldn't be so unfamiliar with each other. Chen Yiyi chewed over her words, feeling sour and bitter in her heart. She even felt wronged.
But Shi Ci didn't answer her immediately. Chen Yiyi thought, she still thought I was disturbing her.
She was silent too.
Thinking back to just now, Chen Yiyi finished eating the glutinous rice balls and said she wanted to leave first, and also said that she had not been to Ruin University very often, and wanted Shi Ci to accompany her for a while. Shi Ci did not agree immediately, and Tang Zuo did not seem to object, saying that he would wash the dishes and said goodbye to her politely.
Tang Zuo's face flashed through his mind. This young girl was so calm. She didn't seem affected when she mentioned Qiao Sha. Either she didn't care about Shi Ci, or Shi Ci had already told her about Qiao Sha.
Has it come to this
Chen Yiyi felt heavy and complicated. She couldn't help but glance at Shi Ci again, but Shi Ci didn't look at her: "I'm busy with work and now I'm with Jiujiu. I don't have time to worry about other things."
The tone is calm and peaceful.
Chen Yiyi's heart trembled slightly.
"Why did you break up?" Shi Ci asked again.
Chen Yiyi paused and smiled bitterly, "It's my problem."
Shi Ci didn't ask any more questions, and the two of them walked for a while in silence.
"It seems that this time..." Chen Yiyi's words circled on the tip of his tongue, and what came out was, "You really like this girl." There was still some snow on the tree next to it, and the sunlight fell on it, about to melt.
"Yes, I like her very much." When Tang Zuo mentioned Shi Ci, the corners of his lips rose, "I think... she is the one."
Chen Yiyi was stunned and stopped.
Shi Ci turned around and said to her with a gentle smile: "Xiaoyi, I am very happy now."
Tang Zuo sat on a chair in the kitchen, hugging his knees with his hands, watching the dishwasher working in a daze.
Tang Zhao was not a person with low self-esteem. When she was a child in the countryside, her parents were both college students and teachers. The family environment was harmonious and open-minded. She was beautiful and smart since she was a child, and lived a happy and carefree life. When she grew up a little, they moved to the county town, where her parents taught in the school. She had good academic performance, good family education, and harmonious interpersonal relationships.
On her twelfth birthday, her father saved some money and took her to see a dentist in the city of Jincheng for orthodontics. It was her first time to come to a busy city, full of shops and brands she had never seen before, and the streets were filled with well-dressed city dwellers. It was the first time she felt the vastness of the world, and she had a strange sense of inferiority. Even though her father's clothes were half-worn, he was at ease, neither humble nor arrogant.
“The world does not belong to any one person alone. Just like the road under our feet, everyone can walk on it. Chirp, there is no need to be afraid. Just move forward boldly.”
Chen Yiyi is just like those who have lived in the city longer than her. She doesn't need to be afraid or feel inferior. She can just ignore this hidden challenge, but she can't help feeling uncomfortable.
Tang Zuo is not a petty person. Shi Ci is much older than her and naturally has her own past. Her story is also her charm.
She felt a little confused, but there was nothing she could do. As long as Shi Ci still loved her, Tang Zuo felt that she should not be timid and should stick to it.
"What are you thinking about?" Shi Ci came back at some point and stood behind her.
Tang Zhao turned to look at her and shook his head, "I didn't think anything."
Seeing Shi Ci approaching with a caring and compassionate look, Tang Zhao suddenly felt relieved. She was wearing Shi Ci's white sweater, with loose lantern sleeves and a triangular neckline that made her neck look slender and pretty. There was a little bit of sparkling sunlight in her eyes, a bit like tears.
Shi Ci's heart ached, and he walked over and picked her up. Tang Zuo hooked his arms around her neck and let her hold him as they walked towards the sofa.
"I'm sorry for making you feel wronged." Shi Ci said softly, hugging her as he sat down.
Tang Zuo pursed his lips and lowered his eyes.
Shi Ci was also thinking about how to tell Tang Zuo about the past. Although the past is the past, it will also affect the present, especially the past emotional experience. But there is no worse time than now. It seems a bit insincere to let an outsider reveal it. But Tang Zuo is young and needs more security, so she can't help but tell him.
"Qiao Sha is... my first love." Shi Ci said slowly, her eyebrows and eyes were a little nostalgic because of the memories. "We were together in college. She studied art. We had very happy and happy times."
Shi Ci paused here, without finishing his words, like a rope broken in half, dangling in her heart.
"That was also when I came out to my family... We broke up afterwards." Shi Ci rubbed Tang Zuo's hair.
Tang Zuo looked into her eyes and whispered, "You seemed to have told me before that she got sick later..."
"Yeah." Shi Ci hugged her tightly. Tang Zhuo couldn't bear it and raised his hand to touch her face, "Don't be sad."
"Jiujiu, I want you to know one thing," Shi Ci was very pleased with her touch, "Everyone else is in the past, only you are my present and future."
Tang Zuo shuddered. The woman stared at her, her eyes were gentle and her long eyelashes flickered. Tang Zuo was a little dazed. She murmured, "There is a tense in English called past perfect tense."
Shi Ci blinked and smiled, "Yes, they are all my past perfect tense, and you are my present progressive tense, which is also the future tense."
Shi Ci pressed the back of her neck and pressed her face down, shortening the distance between them until their noses were almost touching.
Her breath was fragrant, and there was a slight chill from coming back from outside. Tang Zuo couldn't help but hug her tightly, subconsciously warming her with his body temperature, "Have you seen Sherlock Holmes? When Watson proposed to Mary, he said something that I liked very much..." Tang Zuo's heart was filled with emotions, and she slowly said in English, "the problem your past your business, the problem your future my privilege."
Shi Ci sighed slightly, and she couldn't help but smile. He smiled and kissed her, kissing her slowly and carefully. They were intimate and tender for a while. Shi Ci stared at her deeply, his heart beating incredibly fast. She covered her chest and said, "Jiujiu, thank you for making my love so sweet."
Tang Zuo's face became hot, she touched her lips and shyly expressed that she liked her too.
The two hugged for a while, and Shi Ci suddenly said softly, "The line you just said was said by Watson when he proposed to you?"
Tang Zhao nodded and was about to say "hmm" when she immediately realized what Shi Ci meant. She blushed and stammered, "... well, it's not just for proposing..."
"Well, is that so?" Shi Ci's eyes sparkled and a smile appeared between his brows. "Okay..." She didn't ask any more questions and continued to kiss her.
"Wait, you just said that they were all in the past, they?" Tang Zuo blinked and avoided her.
Shi Ci: “…”
Cough, cough, cough.
Tang Zhuo smiled slightly, "Professor Shi, they are a plural number."
Shi Ci suddenly felt a headache.
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