Shi Ci smiled, stopped the movie, and closed his notebook. "I don't want to watch the movie anymore. Can you tell me about it?"
Tang Zuo observed her expression, "... It's just a very simple love story..."
"Yeah, do you like it?" Shi Ci leaned on the sofa and looked at her.
"It's okay, actually it's still quite touching..."
Before we fell in love, it was just a simple story, like a meaningless reading comprehension. But after I met Shi Ci, I heard other people's love words, saw other people's love stories, had my own love, and gained my own insights.
Tang Zhao really started to talk about it, "The male protagonist didn't accept the female protagonist at first and made things difficult for her. Later, he was infected by her cheerful and optimistic attitude towards life and gradually fell in love with her. It was essentially a story of a prince and Cinderella, but the prince died later."
Shi Ci chuckled. "That sounds okay. It's just some old tricks. Do you buy it?"
"I was also wondering if the heroine was the hero's second choice? If he hadn't been injured, the girls he liked before wouldn't have been of this type," Tang Zhao lowered his eyelids, "It's as if God played a joke on him. The hero had to go through such torture and lower his standards before he would fall in love with this small town girl..."
It’s just that Shi Ci is too outstanding, and I am not the same type as her ex-girlfriends, so sometimes I can’t help but think too much.
Shi Ci's smile faded slightly, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Love actually requires timing and spiritual resonance, both of which are indispensable. If you don't meet each other earlier, you won't meet each other later. Meeting each other at this moment is fate. If you can still love each other, that's the luckiest thing."
This person doesn't watch many romance movies or read many novels, but he always talks about sweet things.
Tang Zuo was shocked, and his original anxious and pretentious thoughts were instantly soothed.
Shi Ci looked into her watery eyes and smiled slightly. He was also willing to talk to her about the movie again. "Did the male lead die of illness later?"
"No, the ending of the movie is that he falls in love with the heroine, but he still chooses euthanasia because he can't accept himself like this, and doesn't want to tie the heroine to himself like this..." Tang Zuo paused, his tone deepened, "I think this is what makes this work think."
"He loved himself so much that he couldn't accept the lack of freedom of body and soul. He loved her and he loved himself."
In the end, he left some money for the heroine, encouraging her to broaden her horizons, try a new life, and do what she wanted to do.
Tang Zhao turned to the back of the novel and read to Shi Ci the ending of the last letter the hero left for the heroine: "You remain deeply in my heart, Clark. From the first day you walked into my room, your sweet smile and strange clothes, your terrible jokes, you can't hide every bit of your feelings...
Don't miss me often, I don't want to make you sad.
As long as you are well, as long as you are alive, I will accompany you every step of the way in your life. "
Shi Ci held Tang Zhu in his arms and listened in silence. Tang Zhu slightly raised his head and stared at her white and beautiful chin in a trance.
"According to the ordinary people's thinking mode, he is already disabled, but the heroine is willing to accept him like this, and they love each other even more, so they should be stronger and braver to live on. This is what people think of as "encountering true love, being rescued by true love, and having true love means everything." However, the hero did not choose this. He is such a proud and gentle person!" Shi Ci said.
"Proud and gentle," Tang Zuo murmured again.
"He is unwilling to accept a painful and desperate life. That little bit of hope makes him feel hopeless, so he wants freedom and wants to fulfill himself. This is his pride. He is unwilling to restrain the heroine and does not want her to miss out on a better life. He also gives her financial support. After being loved so gently once, she will feel powerful for the rest of her life. This is where I think he is gentle." Shi Ci said, leaning down and kissing her forehead.
"It looks very much like you, jiujiu." Shi Ci smiled again.
Tang Zuo was puzzled. What Shi Ci meant was that in her eyes, he was also a proud and gentle person
"Okay, I'm tired after talking about movies for so long..." Shi Ci sighed and lowered his head to bury it in Tang Zuo's neck.
Tang Zhao subconsciously sat up straight to let Shi Ci lean on her more comfortably, but she was in her arms at this time, and she hugged her tighter when she moved. Tang Zhao's face was a little hot, "... Are you tired? Do you want to take a nap?"
"Well, well, before that..."
Tang Zuo didn't know that she was talking the previous second, and her lips were on his lips the next second. It was supposed to be a light kiss, but the two of them had experienced the intimacy of last night, and even the slightest movement could stir up pink bubbles in the air that only they knew about. They stuck together tightly, inseparable.
Tang Zuo's cheeks quickly turned pink and her eyes became watery.
Shi Ci looked at her like this, and recalled the scene last night when she moaned softly under him and called him Sister Shi. He felt a little bit addicted and his heart was moved.
The feeling of passion is the most torturous. She didn't feel it before, but she realized it deeply when she was with Tang Zuo. In the past, she just liked him, but now she has more pity and wants to protect her more. Let her go naturally, and don't want to force her at all.
They hugged each other for a while, and Shi Ci calmed down and asked her softly, "Do you want to go out for a walk?" Today is the first day of the new year, and it must be very lively outside.
Tang Zhao shook his head, "I don't want to go out."
They had stockpiled enough food before, so they didn't have to worry about food. Now it was winter vacation, and the two of them didn't have to work or go to school, so it was a rare time to be alone. Tang Zhuo just wanted to be alone with Shi Ci.
Shi Ci understood what she meant and kissed the top of her head, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
The two of them huddled together, silent and without speaking.
Tang Zhao suddenly remembered something and sat up straight. "Do you want to call Aunt Ding?"
Shi Ci uttered an "eh".
Tang Zuo hurriedly said, "I'm not asking you to do anything, it's just..." She just felt that Shi Ci had some unpleasantness with her family yesterday, and she thought Shi Ci's parents must be worried about her. There is no overnight grudge between parents and children. As a child, there will be nothing wrong in taking the initiative.
But this is Shi Ci's business. If she speaks rashly, it seems a little inappropriate.
She was struggling with her thoughts when Shi Ci suddenly ruffled her hair and smiled brightly, "You are right."
She went to get her cell phone and dialed Ms. Ding's number. After a few rings, she picked up the phone. But no one spoke on the other end. She could only hear some car horns. Shi Ci called out, "Ms. Ding..."
"... Hey, I was driving, and your dad answered the phone... Your dad pressed the speakerphone button..." Ms. Ding's voice was far away, but still loud, "What's wrong with you talking to your daughter?"
Shi Ci paused, glanced at Tang Zhao's caring expression, and pressed the hands-free button, "... Dad."
“… Ahem, yeah.”
Tang Zuo pursed his lips when he heard this.
Shi Ci felt a little uncomfortable.
Ms. Ding on the other end of the phone laughed and said, "Your father and I just went to the temple to burn incense. There were too many people. We are on the way now and will be home soon. Will you come over for dinner today?"
Tang Zhuo raised his eyes to look at Shi Ci and said silently, "You go."
Shi Ci said, "Oh, I won't go today. I want to accompany my girlfriend."
Tang Zuo took a deep breath.
"Oh, then bring her along..."
Tang Zuo blinked, and his heart was lifted up.
Shi Ci sat back, holding the phone in one hand and holding Tang Zhao's shoulder with the other, comforting her, "... Got it, I'll ask her opinion."
"Okay, whatever you want." Ms. Ding said in a cheerful and relaxed tone, "I'm driving, so I won't talk. Old man... don't just sit there and keep silent. Your stomach hurts again... Oh, it doesn't hurt. Is your mouth okay? Oh, it's okay. Then talk to your daughter..."
Shi Ci frowned, "Dad, you have a stomachache? Is it serious?"
Shi Bingcheng finally spoke, "It's okay, I was fine last night. Your mother didn't let me drive because she felt sorry for me."
Ms. Ding laughed again, "Yes, yes, I feel sorry for you. You are weak and frail..."
Shi Bingcheng: "What kind of idiom is this?!"
"I'm praising you! I'm praising you!"
"Are you complimenting me?"
"Yes, yes, that's a great idiom. Don't worry, it won't damage your masculinity at all!"
The conversation between the couple came clearly through the receiver, and one could easily imagine the following scene: Ms. Ding was talking with a smile on her face, while Mr. Shi was frowning and looking serious, and their back and forth was quite interesting.
Tang Zuo couldn't help but smile.
Shi Ci held his forehead and said, "...Okay, Mom and Dad, don't talk on the phone for too long while driving."
"Okay, I won't bother you anymore." Ms. Ding no longer suggested taking Tang Zhuo back home, leaving them all the space. "Please say hello to little Tang Zhuo for us..."
Upon hearing this, Tang Zuo subconsciously sat up straight and wanted to say hello, uncle and auntie. However, opening her mouth would prove that she was listening to the speakerphone, and it would seem impolite whether she said it or not. She was so anxious that her face quickly turned red.
Shi Ci suppressed his laughter and said, "I know." After hanging up the phone, he smiled and teased her, "It's okay, it's okay, don't be so nervous."
Tang Zuo: "It's not that I don't want to go, I just... I just..."
Tang Zhuo was flustered. Did Shi Ci like her so much? He was going to take her home, and her parents had accepted it. What about her? What could she do
What if all this becomes a bubble in the future
Can she have it permanently
she…
Tang Zuo was held in her arms in a daze, his mind was in a mess and he didn't know how to untie the entanglements.
"It's okay, don't feel stressed." Shi Ci saw all of Tang Zuo's panic and helplessness. She stopped smiling and felt as if her heart was being stabbed and she felt pain all the time.
Tang Zuo no longer has parents and no family, and she still has many shadows from the past in her heart, but she doesn't dare to talk about them for the time being.
She knew Tang Zuo's temperament better than anyone else. Once she fell in love, she was a soft and docile little bird. At the same time, she also had a proud and unyielding soul. If she felt imprisoned and not free, she would fly away.
The author has something to say: Foreshadowing.
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