"What a coincidence today. I just passed by and came in to have a drink. Mr. Miao, I didn't expect to meet you here." Wenwen said.
Sister Miu was already half drunk. She squinted her eyes, took a look, recognized the person, and smiled.
Shi Ci sat down next to her, and Sister Miu became the person between her and Wenwen. Wenwen curled her lips, walked around to Shi Ci, lifted her long windbreaker, and sat down. Shi Ci had no expression on his face and continued drinking by himself.
Wenwen laughed and didn't say anything. She didn't order any wine, just drank water.
After a while, Mr. Su came to pick up Sister Miu. She leaned on Mr. Su's shoulder with her eyes half drunken, and did not forget to say, "How are you going to leave later?"
Shi Ci waved his hand, "Don't worry about it, just go back."
"Oh. Okay, there's nothing I can do about it." Sister Miu said nothing more and left with President Su.
After they left, Wenwen took out a cigarette from her small bag, hooked her finger at the bartender, got a lighter, lit it herself, exhaled, and the green smoke with a faint mint flavor lingered in the light.
"Break up?" she asked with a hint of smile, "The girl dumped him, right?"
He paused for a moment.
Wenwen shrugged, "Yes, I know her. I even met her once."
Shi Ci frowned slightly, "When?"
Wenwen took another puff and said thoughtfully, "… I don't remember. It's been too long."
"… What did you tell her?"
"I don't remember. It's been too long."
Shi Ci drank the wine, asked no more questions, and prepared to leave.
"Can I take you there?" Wenwen followed her.
"No need." Shi Ci lowered his head, his feet felt a little weak, and Wenwen supported him. She smiled, "Okay, don't be so stubborn. It's not safe to do it too late."
Shi Ci wanted to pull her arm away, but failed. There was a plump and soft body in her arm. She said calmly, "It's inconvenient."
Wenwen laughed loudly and waved her hands, "See? I'm already engaged."
"I gave it to you because I was afraid you might fall to your death. I'll just consider it as a way of repaying your favor."
Shi Ci suddenly felt sick to his stomach, pushed her away and ran into the bathroom.
Wenwen sighed and followed her to the bathroom to admire Shi Ci's embarrassing scene which she had never seen before.
The Shi Ci who used to date her was bright and full of vigor. Now, Shi Ci had disheveled hair, tears in his eyes, and could barely stand up.
Wenwen went to help her wash her face in the wash basin and put her loose hair together. Shi Ci looked haggard and her body smelled bad, but she still had an amazing, rare, fragile beauty.
"It seems that little girl hurt you badly," Wenwen was still smiling, "She avenged me."
Shi Qianqian curled the corners of her lips, "Since you feel that your revenge has been taken, can you leave with satisfaction?"
It was the first time that Wenwen heard Shi Ci speak to her in a sarcastic tone. She raised her eyebrows in curiosity and laughed, "You know what? There was a period of time after you broke up with me that I was still reflecting on whether I was too much when we were together, and whether I didn't consider your feelings and didn't cherish you..."
"Later I realized that you never really liked me."
"You are very nice to me, but you have never shown any negative emotions in front of me. I can't feel that you need me. It seems that you have always been playing the role of a perfect couple."
"It's very stressful to be in a relationship with you. I'm greedy, but I don't dare to be greedy. I'm afraid you'll get tired of me and leave. I don't want to act anymore."
Shi Ci sighed, obviously not wanting to hear such words.
Wenwen exhaled, "Shi Ci, you are obviously looking forward to it in your heart, why don't you say it out loud. You are not as strong as you think you are, and you don't ask for anything in return."
Shi Ci was speechless for a long time. Her temples were throbbing and her stomach felt like there was a hard lump in it. The alcohol was surging up her body and she went to vomit again...
It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when Tang Zuo arrived in Hongcheng by plane. He took a taxi and went straight to Hongda University. He encountered many traffic lights along the way. By the time he arrived at Hongda University, it was already half past nine.
On Christmas Eve, the campus of NDU was very lively, with couples on dates everywhere.
The teachers' dormitory area is relatively quiet, and a Christmas tree decorated with lights is very eye-catching.
Tang Zhuo was waiting downstairs. She was really upset because she didn't buy the album. She didn't want to give her Alipay account to the lady, nor did she want to apply for a refund, so she just waited.
She couldn't eat or study for a few days, so she finally made up her mind and bought a plane ticket. It was very expensive, about 1,800 yuan.
She didn't have time to ask for leave in person, so she just sent an email to her tutor and asked her senior sister to explain the situation to her. She packed up her things quickly and flew over.
The winter in Qingcheng was also quite cold. She waited downstairs for half an hour, her whole body freezing. The lights on Shi Ci's floor were still off.
Maybe not in school
She hesitated whether to make a phone call.
Can you explain it clearly over the phone
Would Shi Ci want to meet her
Tang Zuo felt that he had very little courage left.
She remembered that after she said she wanted to break up, Shi Ci disagreed and then she never contacted her again.
In fact, after so long, she has faced up to her inner thoughts.
At that time, she didn't know how to face it. She felt uncomfortable dragging it on and didn't know how to solve the psychological dilemma, so she told Shi Ci that she wanted to break up.
It wasn't a breakup. She never wanted to break up in her heart. She didn't know what she wanted to do at that time...
Now she understood that she was too dependent on Shi Ci. She wanted Shi Ci to solve the problem. She felt that Shi Ci must have a way, but maybe... they were all too passive.
She wanted to apologize to Shi Ci, ask for her forgiveness, tell her that she didn't want to break up, that everything in the past didn't matter anymore, she just wanted to be with Shi Ci, and asked her to accept the long-distance relationship...
Tang Zuo stamped her feet and waited anxiously. She took out her cell phone and wanted to type, but she deleted and deleted and couldn't find the specific words. A car drove over and a woman got out first.
Tang Zuo didn't notice.
The woman walked to the other door and helped the woman get out of the car. Tang Zuo was stunned.
It's a word of speech.
It took Tang Zuo a while to recognize the other woman as Shi Ci’s ex-girlfriend. Her name seemed to be Wenwen.
Tang Zuo completely forgot the draft that she had practiced countless times, and she took a step forward unconsciously.
Shi Ci walked unsteadily, with half of her body almost leaning on Wenwen. Wenwen was very close to her, and seemed to sense something, and glanced in her direction.
She watched Wenwen help Shi Ci up the stairs.
She stood there for a while, until all the heat in her body was used up. Then she stiffened her body, turned around and walked away step by step.
The last train starting with K to Beicheng was at 11:10, with hard seats. It was late at night and everyone in the car was drowsy. Tang Zhao's vision was blurry and clear at times, until finally crystal tears shattered on her coat.
Wenwen walked Shi Ci in. She leaned against the door, half of her body seemed to have no bones. "Do you want me to accompany you?"
Shi Ci ignored the hint in her tone. She looked very bad and had a splitting headache. Hearing this, she glanced at the diamond ring on Wenwen's hand.
Wenwen chuckled and stood up straight, "Okay, then you have a good rest, I'm leaving."
Shi Ci nodded reluctantly and closed the door.
Wenwen suddenly thought of something, "Yes, I seemed to have seen it downstairs just now..."
Shi Ci didn't finish listening and closed the door.
Wenwen looked at the closed door, snorted, and turned away. The figure looked a bit like Tang Zuo, but she was not sure. She was not familiar with Tang Zuo and had only met him once. She felt that they looked alike and didn't look alike, but it was none of her business.
Shi Ci went to the bathroom, quickly washed up, and without taking a shower, he took off his clothes and fell asleep on the bed.
I slept soundly and had a chaotic dream. When I woke up, the curtains were not drawn and it seemed that snow was falling in the half-dawn sky.
On Christmas Eve, the tiny snowflakes look like a lonely stage under the lights.
Shi Ci looked at it for a while, then fell asleep again in a daze.
When I woke up again, it was bright and white outside.
She sat up, pressed her forehead, and it took a while for her to recover. She got out of bed, stepped on the clothes on the floor barefoot, and took a hot bath, which restored her spirit a little.
Ten minutes later, she stood at the French window in the living room, holding a glass of hot milk, looking at the scenery outside. She looked indifferent and tired, and it took her a long time to take a sip.
After two soft meows, Qiuqiu slowly came over, rubbed against her feet, and lay down.
Shi Ci squatted down, scratched her belly, and her eyes unconsciously glanced at a book.
On the third-to-last shelf of the bookshelf, it was not her book—it was a collection of poems by Emily Dickinson, a female poet that Tang Zuo liked very much.
Why is it placed here
"I think you read her books often."
"Well, if you have nothing to do, just take a look."
It was also winter. Tang Zuo was wearing a white sweater and jeans. Her black fluffy hair was tucked behind her ear. She was half leaning on the sofa, looking up and smiling at her. It was warm and dreamy.
Shi Ci walked over and teased her with a smile, "Then I'll read you a song."
They were in love with each other, so Tang Zuo didn't refuse and opened the book.
Shi Ci reached out and took it, saying, "Let me pick one... Here, read this one."
Tang Zuo came over, "I have a birdspring / which for myself doth sing"
“yeti not repine /knowing that birdmine /though flown /
learh beyond the sea /melody new for/and will return.
(But I am not haggard, because I know that my bird, although it has flown away, will learn profound songs and wonderful rhythms for me on the other side of the sea)…”
She spoke with a British accent and a serious expression. She felt numb when listening to Shi Ci. She didn't pay attention to what she read. She just thought, "This song is too long."
Tang Zuo gave her a glare, as if to say, "I'm reciting poetry, this is a very serious matter and you can't interrupt me."
Shi Ci couldn't help laughing. Before she finished reading, he hugged her and sealed her lips.
…
The sofa was empty except for Qiuqiu, who had come over at some point in time, lying there and stroked his fur.
Tang Zuo couldn't finish reading the book at that time. It was probably dropped in some corner. It was probably found by the hourly cleaner who was hired to clean the house and then stuffed into the lower shelf of the bookshelf.
So the book was forgotten.
Shi Ci held the book and hunched her shoulders, seemingly unable to resist the unexpected memory. She closed her eyes in pain.
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