1.
After I taught myself a new piece of civil law, I decided to still see a doctor, a psychiatrist.
I am not sure if I have schizophrenia or not, but at least I have fairly severe persecutory paranoia, which is pretty obvious, based on my own analysis of posts on the web.
I've gone from worrying about my enemies being violent to me being scared of being violent by my enemies ten years ago.
One is the enemy I stepped on on the bus, and the other is the enemy I once scolded.
I think they will go to the telecommunications company to buy employees, intercept my cell phone signal, locate my base station, and then squat on me.
How terrible.
The delusion that is as serious as the atrocity is that I am afraid that everyone will try to get my money, and they will frame me in 10,000 ways, such as taking away my careless signature or a copy of my ID card and forging a 100,000 yuan IOU. Although 100,000 is not much, it is also said that it is not a lot. If there are 10, what should I do for a child from the Nanokang family? What if there are 100
For example, they would hack into my computer, install monitors and bugs in the gaps between my light bulbs and air conditioners, and then frantically persecute me.
I have been studying the laws and regulations for a long time. I am not afraid of 10,000. What if the lawyer is bought by them? I can only rely on myself.
2.
Not only that, but I also have a very serious obsessive-compulsive disorder. I can cover the lid of a cup ten times, but I always feel that the wrong way to cover the lid will affect my fortune.
My brother watched me cover the lid of the cup ten times for half a minute and ten times with a very ceremonial attitude.
He was right, I had a problem.
I should go to the doctor.
3.
I also procrastinate.
So I didn't have time to go to the doctor, and I didn't even want to hang up.
4.
Searching for keywords on the Internet, I saw a lot of people saying that they can only be treated by taking medicine.
I suspect that the navy is all alarmist in order to promote drug sales.
But a little heartbroken.
If the medicine is still not good, at least I can know that I am completely helpless. And now I haven't given up on self-help, I think I still have hope.
Although I feel that life is hopeless, I feel that I still have hope.
Thousands of words are combined into one sentence, and the life of a dog is still very important.
I don't know how someone who cherishes dog's life so much has such a problem. I checked the patients and they seem to be desperate and commit suicide, but no matter how I think about it, I feel that all my fears come from the fear of not being able to live. , if I'm going to commit suicide, play a yo-yo.
From this, I may not be schizophrenic.
5.
I don't know what other people are like. When I was young, I liked to put melancholy, depression and bipolar on myself, as if I would get special treatment and an affair.
Facts have proved that after many years, my little boy will only look at me with loving eyes, saying that it was stupid for him to be this child at that time.
I was stupid when I was young.
6.
Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived.
I made a small phone call.
He asked me where I was, I said I was at home, he asked if there was anyone else at home, I said there was no one except Ben Xiaoxiannan, he said then you open the door.
I'm going to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, he shoved flowers into my arms, and followed them to a big living person.
I hurriedly stopped him, pushed him away, and looked outside the door carefully to make sure that he didn't drop anything, and that there would be no unrestrained wind that could take advantage of the few seconds I opened the door to take my identity The card blows out and is picked up by the bad guys to engage in a big conspiracy.
Don't ask me why my ID card that I locked in the safe was bizarrely blown out.
I doubt someone could pry open my safe in three seconds.
Then I closed the door ten times.
This was a sigh of relief.
It feels safest not to go out every day.
7.
Faxiao watched me close the door ten times, sighed, and asked me, "Are you finished?"
I didn't speak, but I was wronged, and I showed him the way I was wronged.
He hugged me and kissed me, and said, "Don't be afraid, if you really go bankrupt, there is still me anyway."
Will you speak! Pooh!
But I am still impressed.
8.
I was moved until my brother came home and said coldly to me: "You are not young and you have no boyfriend."
Oh.
I know.
I just want to make myself feel better.
My brother rubbed my hair, hugged me, and said, "But you have your brother."
9.
I made it up before.
I have a brother, but my brother has nothing to do with me. To be more specific, he was mad at my mother, and then my mother was mad at Xiao Si, and Xiao Si was mad at him.
My brother has now inherited the property of our fathers, the root of all evil, and has swept me out of the house.
But I am not crazy for this reason. You may not believe it when I say it, but I used to be quite optimistic and positive, very hardworking and brave to create wealth with my own hands.
Then my boyfriend took my brother's 300,000 and left me.
Three hundred thousand.
I don't even know how to complain.
This fucking eyelid is too shallow! When I was only nineteen, I made 88,000 with my own hands! Give me another three years, and the 300,000 will be rounded up!
Forget it, why did my brother only ask for 300,000 yuan? ! How about making a million an hour? !
Forget it, the scumbag at least divides me a little, the relationship is not in the business! Can you fucking make those three hundred thousand without me? ! Don't forget to dig wells when drinking water!
10.
Of course, that's not why I'm having trouble. After all, scumbags also lied to my feelings, neither sex nor money.
Later, for other reasons, I had this problem.
That's why I didn't actively seek medical attention.
I'm not sure how much it would cost to take medication for long-term treatment.
I have no money, and I still have to pay for my sister and brother to study. They have two twins. They go to primary school and live in boarding. They are not expensive but not cheap.
I don't understand why my brother would rather give that scumbag 300,000 yuan than give me the money. The fat and water don't flow to outsiders. He gave me the money. The result is the same. I will leave the scumbag. , be this scumbag yourself.
Forget it, after all, my mom was fucking pissed off.
11.
I suspect I'm not sick at all, I'm just short of money.
12.
If you are short of money, try to make money.
13.
I found a new temporary job and went straight after get off work to work as a cleaner in the KTV.
On the first day of work, I saw the social elder brother bullying people, or the disabled.
The disabled person is quite tall, Jun is also very handsome and fashionable, but unfortunately he is a stutter, and he is still disabled and sits alone in the KTV singing.
It's so life-like, it's worthy of my learning, and I have to love life so much at any time. He is much healthier than me at this point.
Because it was a working day, there were not many guests today. The entire KTV was relatively quiet. A few drunk guests passed by outside the room. Maybe they heard it, so they stood and listened for a while, laughing like a fool I pushed the door and went in to watch the stammer.
Stuttering said calmly: "This is, I, yes, the box, you, go out."
The social buddies laughed: "You sing one more! Ouch stuttering and singing! How do you sing?"
They pretended to stutter and sang and laughed.
Stuttering did not speak, bowed his head and pressed the phone.
The social buddies went over to grab his cell phone and shouted, "What the hell do you want to do?"
This is overkill. But I was cowardly. I was afraid of retribution, so I ran outside the door and slapped the fire alarm hard.
Fortunately, there are not many people today.
Everyone rushed over and asked what was wrong. The social brothers also rushed out and panicked and asked if the fire was on fire. Where is the safe passage, and they were ready to escape.
I don't think I can keep my job.
I feel very guilty, I shouldn't be impulsive, and I'm also afraid that the KTV boss will hit me.
Mainly because I was afraid he would hit me.
14.
The manager really wanted to hit me after finding out the truth.
Then he received a mysterious call.
His attitude changed, and he led me back to the box, where the stammer was still there, choosing songs calmly.
He stuttered when he saw me coming and asked, "What is your name?"
I said, "Zhang Qiang."
Stutter was visibly silent for a moment.
"He called Yi Gu," the manager said.
Don't tear me apart! I already feel that this stammer is not an idle person! What if he thinks I'm nosy and wants to get revenge on me? ! When you go out for a walk, it's just a few more arena names for self-defense!
Not being able to directly discover that Jin must be registered and an ID card is really the most inhumane part of this KTV.
He stuttered at me for a while and asked, "Can you, sing, do you?"
I can also draw and embroider.
No, I can't embroider, I only mend my younger siblings.
I feel like I'm Cinderella's cool character, I hope my prince doesn't stutter like this, after all, the sense of fate is too serious.
15.
I reluctantly sang a song to Stutter.
He didn't applaud after hearing this, but just said to me, "I, yes, Xue Yaozu."
I quickly said, "Hello, Mr. Xue."
Actually I don't know him.
I was afraid he would hit me.
Although I don't know why he beat me, there are too many ungrateful people in this world. My brother was kind enough to take my mother as a nanny back then, and the ghost knew that he was my brother and sister.
Xue Yaozu looked at me for a while and said, "I am, you, yes, classmate."
I immediately became nervous, he was like a scammer's routine. I don't want to have any further relationship with the new acquaintance, who knows how they want to hurt me, there are so many routines.
Xue Yaozu said: "Your brother, I told you that you have gone abroad."
My brother wants to save face, he can’t say that I came out of the closet, and he can’t say that he kicked me out of the house. It is estimated that when he appeared before me, he would only be blushing and not beating and saying oh, you and my brother look alike, but He is out of the country.
Xue Yaozu asked, "Why, are you here?"
I said cautiously: "Part-time work."
He asked, "Where do you, now, live?"
I warily chose to be suddenly deaf.
Xue Yaozu said: "You, don't be nervous. I'm not a bad guy."
No, no, big brother, you exude the air that you are not a good person, don't you know? ! The little brother who suddenly appeared outside your door also exudes the atmosphere that you are really not a good person!
Xue Yaozu said, "I can help you."
Who are you? !
I said warily, "Thank you, no need."
16.
Xue Yaozu had to take me home.
He didn't even bother to find someone to break into the telecommunications company to intercept the radio base station and locate it.
very scary.
But I can't either.
He said: "You, live, still, okay."
Is he here to step in
I said warily: "This is loaned to me by my friend. I have no money and no house."
Xue Yaozu glanced at me: "No, rent, right?"
I said, "He's a good guy, and he saw me miserable, so he didn't take the money."
I'm really miserable, so don't hurt me, ball ball you.
Xue Yaozu glanced at me again and asked, "Can I help you?"
I said, "Thank you, no need."
There is nothing to be courteous, and it is either a traitor or a thief.
I am mainly afraid that he will steal me.