87.
I went for a run with Xue Yaozu, worshipped Buddha, watched a movie, and held hands. When I went to the top of the mountain to watch the night scene, I even kissed him, and he kissed me too. It was very good.
Then my friend asked me to go out for the weekend.
I said I didn't go to school, my friend asked me what was going on, and I said I went to school to see my sister.
88.
Xue Yaozu swore that he didn't mean to look at my phone screen, but his eyesight was so good he turned his head and saw it.
Whatever he wants.
He asked me to play with friends.
Actually I really want to go, I haven't been out with my friends for a long time.
Just as he was talking, my friend called directly and said that he was going on a blind date, but his family gently persuaded him to change his image so as not to fail again, he could only think of me.
I said politely, "Your plaid shirt and jeans look good."
My friend said, "Needless to say, you will help me this time."
I know this is his excuse, he just wants me to go out for a walk, he insists that going out for a walk will cure all my problems.
I thanked him for his kindness and agreed.
89.
Xue Yaozu asked, "How many of you are there? Me, go together?"
I said, "Just two people."
Xue Yaozu said: "Then, I'll take it, you go."
I said, "No."
He didn't say anything.
90.
My friend and I chose a bunch of clothes. He can't choose his own clothes. I don't know how he can find so many plaid shirts that are almost indistinguishable every season. Except for the difference between long-sleeved and short-sleeved and with or without fleece, there is no difference. The same goes for his jeans.
He was still muttering, "Is it true that the clothes you chose will not make the girls think that I am cheating on the marriage?"
I said, "If you wear your usual clothes, the girl will not consider the question of whether you are cheating on marriage."
He grimaced sadly.
91.
My friends and I went to eat after shopping for clothes, and Xue Yaozu called.
I glanced at it, hung up, and didn't answer.
My friend asked, "What's wrong?"
I said, "It's okay, hallucination."
He was bewildered.
Xue Yaozu called again.
I don't want to take it.
My friend asked, "What's wrong?"
I said, "It's fine. I'm going to the bathroom."
92.
I hid in the toilet and called Xue Yaozu back.
He asked: "It's raining, what, when, you, go home? I, go, pick you up, let's go."
I was moved and said, "No."
He said, "Then, you, take a taxi."
I said ok and hung up the phone.
93.
It was really raining outside the mall. Fortunately, my friend came by car, so he insisted on taking me back.
When I sent it to the gate of the community, the car could not get in. I saw Xue Yaozu waiting for me with an umbrella from a long distance, so I quickly said to my friend: "Okay, I will go back by myself, you can go first."
My friend said, "It's raining so hard, I have an umbrella, but only one. I'll send it back to you first, and then I'll go back."
I said, "No."
My friend said: "Who cares if you want it or not, just walk around."
I threatened him: "Your car's license plate will be copied."
"No, there is parking here," he said.
I said, "Five bucks is money, just stop for five bucks."
He said, "What the hell are you trying to do anyway?"
I said no.
He insisted.
I had to get out of the car with him and walk to the gate of the community.
Xue Yaozu saw us and waved at me.
I pretended not to see it, and my friend and I continued to walk forward, passed in front of him, entered the community, and said hello to the security guard in the guard booth behind Xue Yaozu.
I looked back when my friend wasn't paying attention, and Xue Yaozu was standing there holding an umbrella with a confused look on his face.
I raised my finger and made a silent gesture to him.
94.
My friend sent me home and drank a cup of hot tea. Seeing that it was getting late, he told me to leave, so there was no need to send it.
I watched him get into the elevator, go home, close the door, and feel like my life was broken.
I was sitting on the sofa and suddenly wanted to cry.
95.
Xue Yaozu opened the door and came in, squatted in front of me for a long time, and said, "Slow, slow. I, next time, no, in front of you, my friend, appear. Today, it's raining, I'm afraid, you have gonorrhea."
I didn't speak, he got up to pack up and said, "I, still, go back, let's go."
Actually he has nothing.
He is an illusion after all.
96.
That's right, I reasonably suspect that Xue Yaozu is an illusion.
He was imaginary when I was going crazy.
I'm not stupid, how could someone suddenly come out and say that he wants to have sex with me and still treat me so well.
I don't want my friends to know that I have hallucinations. I can go to the doctor in less than half a month, just take medicine. Hope you'll be fine with the medicine.
However, after taking the medicine, Xue Yaozu was gone.
However, that proves that I am fine, and I don't need him anymore.
But, I really don't need him anymore
I don't think I'm sick, and I also want Xue Yaozu to stay.
But if I'm not sick, I have a lot of friends and I don't need him anymore.
Whether I need him or not, I want to heal myself.
I don't want to be a lunatic, I want to be a normal person.
Xue Yaozu said: "You, don't cry, what's wrong? Say it."
I said, "Don't go."
He said, "I'm not going."
He can only stay for about half a month, and soon I will go to the doctor to take medicine, and he will slowly disappear.
97.
Before he disappears, I have to make more memories with him, thank him for showing up.
98.
It took us two days to make memories, and in the end I couldn't, and if the fuck stayed, I wouldn't be able to live without the doctor's prescription for me.
99.
I had a dream while I was sleeping.
When I dreamed that those people were photographing me, Xue Yaozu knocked them away very coolly.
100.
When I woke up, Xue Yaozu was not there, and my phone rang.
It's my brother.
His face was still so cold, and he said, "Grandpa is going back to China. You bring back Yiqi and Yisen."
Grandpa doesn't like my brother or me, but he likes my younger brother and sister very much. He has said several times that he wants to take my younger brother and sister abroad, but my younger brother and sister refuses, mainly because my sister refuses. He is a very cold male god. According to her, she may be able to catch up with Xiaoliu before graduation. What can I do, I can only wish her well and privately threaten my brother not to put any pressure on that boy. My brother was indignant, saying that the fucking little kid is still cold and crazy.