149.
I started thinking about the possibility of domestic violence. He won't hit me during the love period, but people, they see people's hearts over time, and they can't pretend to be so good after a long time.
150.
I think Xue Yaozu should not be that kind of person.
But my mind couldn't help but drift there.
Xue Yaozu asked, "What are you thinking, what are you thinking?"
I said nothing.
He said, "What do you want, you can, tell me."
I said, "Nothing."
151.
After the two of us went back, my brother sent a message and said: If you continue to make a fool of yourself, don't come back in the future.
I don't know how to tell him.
I really didn't want to admit that I was sick. He didn't want to admit it more than I did, so he felt that my rebellious period was over. Occasionally, I also feel that I just have a period of rebellion, or that I have a secondary disease.
With that in mind, I want to cancel the reservation again. I checked some posts, and some people said that the side effects of the medicine are quite big, it is bad for the liver all of a sudden, and it will make you fat again, and all of a sudden, the principle of the medicine is to slow down the thinking, so people will have no energy, no energy, and no way to be serious. Think about the problem.
Although I don't have any serious problems to think about, I don't want to be a fool either.
Fool or lunatic, it's a question.
You fucking killed me! Don't let Lao Tzu be born in the first place! It will torture me again when I was born! are you crazy!
I want to scold the street.
152.
Don't dare to cancel, Xue Yaozu did what he said, I don't want to wet the bed.
153.
Thinking about it, I kind of wanted to cancel it on purpose.
154.
No, no, no, I want to be normal.
155.
Xue Yaozu asked: "Are you here, acting, mime? Your expressions are so rich."
I said, "I'm thinking about a very serious question, do you think the balcony or the kitchen is better today?"
He said: "Eat, then, I have something to do, go out. You, go early, rest."
I asked, "What's the matter?"
He said: "Company, there is something."
What kind of company is this? What's going on at midnight? Excuse.
He said: "Really, something happened, just picked up the phone."
When I asked what was the matter, he hesitated and said, "Yes, worker, something happened."
I suddenly became serious and asked, "What's the matter? You owe your salary and won't pay it?"
He said, "No, don't worry about it."
I said worriedly: "Don't owe people's wages, and you will die with you when the servants can't figure it out."
"Don't worry," he said.
I'm worried! What if the person he offends can't beat him and runs over to beat me to vent his anger? !
I was embarrassed to say it, so I had to tell him again and again not to offend people blindly.
156.
Xue Yaozu left after eating. After I collected the bowl and dragged it, I felt more and more uneasy, so I secretly went to his company to have a look.
157.
When I went to his company, I was immediately recognized, and before I could say anything, I was dragged into Xue Yaozu's office.
Everyone looked at me and I smiled embarrassedly.
Xue Yaozu didn't care about me, let me sit and do whatever I liked, and he continued to discuss things with others.
A worker jumped off the building.
The key is that the workers did not owe their wages, so the workers themselves jumped.
The group leader of the worker said that the man looked normal, and he had never heard of any problems at home. He was so happy that he jumped for no reason. No wonder the police suspected murder, but after investigating the scene, the suspicion was initially ruled out.
Some people asked if they were diagnosed with a terminal illness, but the team leader said that there was no time to go to the hospital and that the physical examination at the beginning of the year was normal.
Everyone doesn't know. Of course, the crux of the problem is not here, mainly because someone died on the construction site, and the family of the deceased must be explained, for fear that the other party will cause trouble, and it will also affect the future sales of the property.
Xue Yaozu asked people to suppress news first, contact several newspapers, and don't send news. Then discuss how to explain to family members.
Xue Yaozu meant that the consolation money must be given, but it should not be extorted. There was an accident in a nearby building. The workers ignored safety and the accident happened. The family claimed 3 million yuan. They called a lot of reporters and TV stations.
Everyone discussed it for a while, but didn't come to any conclusion.
158.
After the meeting was over, it was already early morning. Xue Yaozu said, "First, see you off, go back, and rest. I can't leave yet."
I said, "No, let's go with me."
He raised his eyebrows in surprise.
I said, "I'm from the journalism department, and there must be more people in this circle than you know. Let me ask."
He nodded.
I asked again, "What about the family?"
He said, "Already, notified, already. Look."
159.
We were busy pressing news for a day, and the workers' families came.
It was an old lady, her hair was all white, her hair was cut short and neat, with a small black clip on. Her clothes and shoes were not new, but they were clean.
She may have cried all the way, her eyes were red and swollen, but she didn't cry when she saw us, and introduced herself calmly: "I'm Zhang Quan's mother."
We took her to see the corpse. She stared at it for a while, and then she started crying again. She cried very hard. She sat on the ground for a long time and couldn't help it, and scared the people next to her. She cried so hard.
160.
After recognizing the body, we can't take it away for the time being. The police still have some formalities to go through, so we'll take the old lady to the construction site to get Zhang Quan's belongings.
The old lady was very calm all the way, but when she saw the relic, she began to cry again, this time she cried silently.
After the relics were finished, Xue Yaozu said: "You still, did you eat, right? Whatever, here, nearby, have a meal, let's eat."
The old lady glanced at him and asked, "Are you President Xue?"
Xue Yaozu nodded.
The old lady said, "Zhang Quan mentioned you."
Xue Yaozu didn't speak, and he probably didn't know what the other party meant.
The old lady said, "I can't eat it, you guys go eat it, can I stay here for a while?"
Xue Yaozu said: "Of course, yes."
Seeing this, I simply ordered takeout to be delivered.
161.
We were sitting in Zhang Quan's dormitory eating takeout, and the old lady really couldn't eat it, so she was reluctant to eat. In fact, we couldn't eat too much, and we were all quite heavy.
I asked, "Anyone else in your family?"
The old lady said: "No, Zhang Quan's father left very early. There are relatives, but they don't communicate much."
Xue Yaozu asked tentatively, "Is there a problem at home? Zhang Quan, suddenly... we are all surprised."
The old lady said: "No, it was not as good as it was before. Zhang Quan said that your work here is more prosperous than other places, and you have things sent home during New Years and festivals. He has worked with you for the past two years, and there is still a little savings at home. Money, he also said that he would go to our house after the New Year to see if we should buy a house, where we have a small place and the house is cheap."
Xue Yaozu and I looked at each other.
The old lady said again, "I've caused you trouble."
Xue Yaozu quickly said, "No, no."
The old lady said, "I want to see him more, can you help me?"
I quickly said, "Of course I can."
I sandwiched the old lady with Xue Yaozu and tried to help her, but she embarrassed and said, "I'm fine, thank you."
Xue Yaozu said as he walked, "If you have something to do at home, if you want help, please tell me."
The old lady said, "It's nothing."
Xue Yaozu added: "He is at the construction site, where the incident happened, and the company will meet, issue, and comfort money."
The old lady looked at him in surprise and said, "I'll bring you bad luck, no need."
Xue Yaozu said: "You, don't say that. After all, it happened at the construction site."
The old lady hesitated for a moment and said, "It's none of your business. He may have the same disease as his father."
Xue Yaozu and I were both surprised.
The old lady said: "His father also jumped off the building."
162.
Zhang Quan's father jumped off the building when he was in elementary school. At that time, Zhang Quan was quite normal, his grades were also very good, and he worked very hard. But then he failed the college entrance examination for no apparent reason. After repeating it for a year, he suddenly told his mother that he didn't want to study anymore. He had headaches, insomnia, and especially wanted to die.
His mother didn't force him, just let him make his own decisions, or rest at home.
However, the conditions of his family were not very good. Zhang Quan was sensible since he was a child. After resting at home for half a year, he could no longer be idle. He had to follow the people from the village to work in the city.
His mother didn't want him to work part-time, but he still thought he was a good candidate for college entrance examination, so why did he move bricks. However, Zhang Quan said that he could no longer read and only wanted to do physical work.
No fucking way, let him go.
163.
We helped cremate Zhang Quan's body and wanted to send the old lady home, but she refused, saying, "I haven't been in the city for many years. Zhang Quan said that he would take me to live in the city for a few days during the Chinese New Year this year. Now I'm here, let's go around with him."
Xue Yaozu wanted to accompany the old lady, but she refused, saying that she would not bother anyone.
Xue Yaozu didn't say any more, just found two people from the company and asked them to follow the old lady from a distance, for fear that the old lady could not think about it.
164.
Hearing those two people say that the old lady didn't think about it, she put Zhang Quan's urn in her bag every day, and took it to visit various scenic spots in the city, which was very sad.
After walking around like this for a few days, the old lady planned to go back, called Xue Yaozu, said thank you, and planned to leave tomorrow.
The old lady's eyes are good, and she has long noticed that someone is following her. At first, she was afraid of being a bad person, and she wondered where she looked rich. Later, after thinking about it, she remembered that she had seen those two people in Xue Yaozu's company.
Xue Yaozu wanted to see her off, but she wouldn't say the train schedule, but only said don't bother.
Xue Yaozu questioned for a long time, and the old lady said that it was the bus at 7 o'clock tomorrow morning.
165.
At twelve o'clock that night, the two younger brothers called Xue Yaozu and said that the old lady was missing. It was the team leader of Zhang Quan's group who wanted to see the old lady, but when they asked the old lady to check out early and left, they searched the neighborhood for a few hours, and went to the station for a few hours, but they couldn't find anyone. Just called Xue Yaozu.
Xue Yaozu and I were going to sleep, but after hearing the call, the two carps got up and ran out.
166.
Actually, we don't know where to find the old lady.
I thought about it, if the old lady really can't think about it, she has to find a good place to commit suicide.
It shouldn't be possible to jump off the building. She was afraid of causing trouble, so she jumped into the river.
Xue Yaozu said while driving: "You, think, the angle is quite, strange, ah."
I do not speak.
167.
We did find the old lady by the river.
Holding the bag with the urn in her arms, she sat on a bench beside the river beach, looking at the river in a trance.
Xue Yaozu and I breathed a sigh of relief.
She was also surprised to see us both, and asked, "Why are you here?"
Xue Yaozu said: "Eat, supper. Come, take a walk."
The old lady smiled and said, "I also came for a walk after having a late night snack. I suddenly remembered that Zhang Quan said that there is a barbecue restaurant that is very delicious. The owner's daughter is very beautiful and has been on TV, so I just wanted to come and see it. "
Xue Yaozu said: "Then, it's just right, it's getting late, let's, wait a minute, let's take you to the station together."
The old lady said embarrassedly, "then I'll trouble you again."
Just as he was talking, it was dawn, and the sun was round and red, slowly rising from the river.
Xue Yaozu said, "Can you, alone, go back?"
The old lady smiled: "I came alone, but I went back two."
Xue Yaozu was about to say something, but the old lady said, "Don't worry about me, I won't get distracted. I never knew why Zhang Quan and his dad got distracted. They were not afraid of death, how could they be afraid of living. Surely you can't make it through?"
168.
We just took the old lady on the return train.
Xue Yaozu didn't speak for a while, looking very sad.
I don't know what to say either.
Driving back all the way, he parked the car, but didn't get out of the car, but asked me: "Very, is it uncomfortable?"
me?"
He asked, "Will you marry me?"
me?"
His thinking is much broader than that of the mentally ill.
He said, "What do I want to do, you won't, like Zhang Quan?"
I said, "I'm not like him in the first place."
He stopped talking.
169.
In fact, I am no different from Zhang Quan. I think Zhang Quan must have tried repeatedly to save himself, but it was too painful to do so.
But I am a little timid and braver than Zhang Quan.
I am not afraid to die, and I am not afraid to live.