Seeing the nervousness on his face, Lilian couldn't help but feel amused, and said, "Isn't it strange? I'm an outsider, and she is so accommodating to me. Wouldn't it be weird if it were you?"
Yan Jinkuan: "..."
He hesitated for a while before repliing conservatively: "It's okay, some people are more agreeable."
Lilian thought it was funny: "Say it, you believe it?"
Yan Jinkuan: "..."
He didn't believe it.
But there is no way, what does he want to say? I can’t say: My mother has an attempt against you, right
"What are you doing so nervously?" Seeing the vigilance and thinking on Yan Jinkuan's face, Lilian felt even more amused.
In fact, she herself is not very clear about her mentality. If the Yan family were like this, she should be afraid and wish to leave early.
But now...
She accepted it quite calmly, and felt that this was also not bad.
Seeing that she didn't look disgusted, Yan Jinkuan asked tentatively: "Perhaps, my mother treats you as her own?"
"What kind of self?" Lilian asked rhetorically following his words.
Yan Jinkuan was silent.
What does he want to say
Taking advantage of the good atmosphere now, I carefully considered it, and then bit the bullet and said: "You don't know, what kind of person she is missing now."
After speaking, he looked at Lillian very nervously, intending to change her words immediately as long as her expression changed a little bit.
Unexpectedly, there was nothing wrong with Lilian, and said lightly: "What about you, do you think so too?"
Yan Jinkuan: "..."
Catching bad guys and fighting criminals didn't face this kind of problem to make him nervous!
Lilian looked at him with serious eyes without any temptation.
It seems that she really wants an answer
Although Yan Jinkuan was uneasy, there was nothing to worry about at this time. He simply went out and asked, "Lilian, are you still thinking the same as before?"
"Huh?" Lilian looked unclear.
He thought for a while, and simply said something directly: "Are you still afraid of getting married?"
Lilian did not answer, but instead took the question and asked him: "What about you? Are you still afraid?"
Yan Jinkuan: "..."
When this question was asked, he felt a little relieved, he couldn't help but smiled bitterly, and said, "I'm afraid, I'm still afraid. But..."
"But what?" Lilian felt that she was a little nervous at this moment.
Yan Jinkuan sighed and said: "I... I am still afraid of getting married, afraid of being tied up by a woman. After all, after getting married, it is very likely that the whole world has changed."
Lilian calmly said nothing. He slowly continued: "But, in life, maybe everyone will have the same thoughts and fears when they talk about marriage."
He turned his head and looked at Lilian, she had wiped her body, pulled up the quilt to cover herself, and leaned on the bedside table.
There seems to be nothing wrong.
He continued: "I didn't understand before, but my mother told me some time ago, and I just understood. People talk about fate and cause and effect. Although being together may not necessarily be happy, what if you don't try it. You know? Even if it’s her... We look like she’s alive now, and my dad almost held her in his palm. But before, she and my dad used to have trouble with each other, and they had a big quarrel. , Had a divorce. Who can imagine it?"
Having said so much, Lilian has been listening quietly.
Yan Jinkuan hadn’t finished speaking yet, he continued: “I’m still very scared thinking of getting married. No matter how persecuted by my family, I don’t want to be tied up with a woman I don’t like. Of course, if I meet someone I like I think it can live a lifetime, that's another matter."
Lilian glanced at him, and then she said: "How are you sure if you can meet someone who can live a lifetime? Once you meet, how can you be sure you can live a lifetime?"
"That's naturally not certain, but I am willing to try."
Speaking of this, Yan Jinkuan smiled and looked at Lilian.
He felt that he had done so much foreshadowing, maybe he really wanted to give it a try.
If the bet is won, the heart is set.
If you lose, think of another way!
With Lilian’s gratitude to JFran, even if she refuses to marry him, she will not cut off her contact with the Yan family... right
"Lilian." He yelled.
Lilian raised her eyebrows and looked at him: "What?"
Yan Jinkuan took a deep breath, and then cautiously asked: "If I... think you are the right person to marry me, would you be surprised?"
Lilian: "..."
The long silence left him with no bottom.
Until Yan Jinkuan felt that she was suffocating and wished she could not speak immediately, Lilian suddenly said, "You mean, you want to marry me?"
Yan Jinkuan hesitated for a second, then nodded: "Yeah."
Lilian asked again: "Is it because your mother likes me?"
Yan Jinkuan shook his head quickly: "Of course not! My mother used to like anyone before, but I might not like it too!"
"So, you mean you like me? I like it to the extent that I want to marry me and jump into the fire pit of marriage?" Lilian's description is a bit exaggerated and not very pleasant.
But she was right.
Whether he or she is good, in fact, marriage is a fire pit.
They are all afraid of getting married.
Yan Jinkuan stared at her for a long time, sighed, and said: "Actually, I don't know if the fire pit is not a fire pit. I only know that you are pretty good, and I have thoughts about it. I like you, and I really like it. Love or not, it's too hypocritical at our age. I think feelings can also be cultivated. How about you?"
In response, Lilian nodded and said: "Indeed."
Feelings can be cultivated, that's right.
"If marriage is a bondage, then a wife is a bondage. If you are the one who has mastered the thread that binds me, I feel I am willing to try." After going around such a big circle, Yan Jinkuan finally said everything he wanted to say.
Lilian looked faintly and asked, "What if this line is broken?"
Yan Jinkuan suffocated his breath: "Can you not be so horrible?"
Well said, what a warm and affectionate moment, she actually said such a sentence!
Lilian couldn't help but smile, but insisted: "Is this completely possible, okay?"
Yan Jinkuan looked helpless, he wiped his face and said, "Well, it is possible. But... You have also seen the relationship between my parents. If you think it's acceptable, I promise Dad is a role model and treats you like my dad treats my mom. What do you think?"
Lilian: "..."
Seriously, she was surprised.
Because, in her consciousness, she really never thought that Yan Jinkuan would say such words and make such a promise to a woman.
After all, Yan Jinkuan is a rough man!
"Why, is there anything you are dissatisfied with?" Yan Jinkuan was a little anxious when she saw her refusal.
Fortunately, Lilian did not get scared away, otherwise he would die in a hurry.
Lilian looked at him, motionless as a mountain, with a cold expression: "There is nothing dissatisfied, I just think that a man may not be credible when he speaks. How can I believe what you say?"