Jin Yuwei insisted: "I never thought about these issues seriously, because I like you and don't want to lose you, so I am also very afraid to think about these issues."
"But Brother Blue Whale, I really hate myself, do you know? You are good enough to me. If I want to be more critical, then I am definitely not satisfied."
"But what then? I can't help but think about it."
"Qing Yu told me that the key to my mentality is that I like you too much, and you... Maybe the relationship between us is not equal."
"She said that the balance of unequal feelings will sooner or later become unbalanced. Once one side is too heavy, the relationship will be in jeopardy."
Having said that, Lan Jinglong seemed to understand a little bit: "You mean, I don't have enough feelings for you?"
In life, he actually paid a lot to Jin Yuwei, but his feelings... He never thought about it.
He is willing to give his girlfriend the best things, but it is a bit difficult for him to think about deeper issues.
However, Jin Yuwei asked a question he couldn't answer by himself: "Brother Blue Whale, we have been together for a long time, two years, right? Tell me, do you love me?"
Lan Jinglong did not answer.
Because he didn't want to coax her to say "I love you", but what if he said he didn't love? It doesn't seem to be totally unloving!
The life with Jin Yuwei is very comfortable and close. For a man like him who has no family, where Jin Yuwei is, there is an atmosphere of home.
He never thought about what life would be like without her.
However, Lan Jinglong's silence suddenly darkened the last hope in Jin Yuwei's heart!
She smiled bitterly in her heart, but a faint smile appeared on her face, and said: "It's okay, you don't need to answer."
Before Lan Jinglong could speak, she quickly said: "I told you on the phone last time that we should break up. I didn't misunderstand it because of this incident. This incident was just a fuse. There are too many questions."
In fact, she is too tired of love.
Although he treats herself very well, she can also feel that kind of family feeling, but it is more like he treats her like a younger sister! She didn't feel his love for her, even at the moment of intimacy and negative distance, she always felt empty in her heart.
Song Qingyu said well, she would be very tired if this kind of relationship continued, and one day she would explode. It's better to light this fire now and take a big bet!
"Are you going to break up?" Lan Jinglong meant clearly to her.
The last time she said on the phone that she had broken up suddenly, he did not dare to say anything when he was "being a guilty conscience." Besides, Lin Caiyun was entangled and couldn't do anything. He could only try to deal with the messy relationship around him as soon as possible, and immediately go to the Imperial Capital to look for him. she was.
But now that the matter is resolved, there is no misunderstanding, she actually said to break up
Is that really wanting to divide
"Yes, I think we both need to be quiet, give each other a little space, and think about our relationship. You are with me, and you are so good to me. Is it because of responsibility, because of family affection, or because of …"
In the past two days, Jin Yuwei has done psychological construction, and she speaks smoothly, but she still said in joy: "You know that I like you, and even love you very much. Therefore, for a long time in the future, I will not I may like anyone, and I will stay where I am and wait for you."
She took a deep breath and said, "Brother Blue Whale, if you feel that you have me in your heart after a period of time, you like me or even love me, you call me again."
Lan Jinglong still couldn't understand, and looked at her silently.
However, there is a problem that he has a clear understanding: "You mean, only if I like you or even love you, will we have a future?"
What Jin Yuwei meant, could it mean that if he doesn't have sex with her, then the friends between them would have to do it
He finally had a closest person by his side, and he finally lived a life of concern, could it just end like this
Lan Jinglong was naturally unwilling: "Weiwei, whether I love you or not, since I have chosen you, you don't have to worry about those questions at all. When you graduate... No, you are about to celebrate your birthday? You When you reach your 20th birthday after your birthday, we can get the certificate! As long as you are willing to marry me, I will definitely marry you, and I have nothing to do with me. I can definitely guarantee that if you marry you, I will treat you for the rest of my life. Absolutely I won't do anything sorry for you!"
What he said is very tempting.
But it also made Jin Yuwei's heart cold a bit.
Is Lan Jinglong a person with low EQ
Not really.
Is he a man of bluffing
Not really!
So, what he said was absolutely heartfelt, and his sincere words just showed a message-I will treat you well, whether I love you or not.
He was with her at first because of responsibility, and later because of habit.
Thinking of this, Jin Yuwei's attitude is very resolute: "Just treat me as selfish. For a lifetime, I want to find someone who loves me like I love him to marry."
This sentence is to let Lan Jinglong know that if he doesn't love her, they won't have a future.
Jin Yuwei is nothing but a twenty-year-old girl, and it is understandable that she would have such an idea!
Lan Jinglong also agreed with this. Seeing her eyes were red and swollen, it was obvious that she had not been doing well in the past two days, and he only felt distressed.
If he strongly asked not to break up, she wouldn't be happy, right
After the two were together for so long, he always felt that they were in good time, but he didn't expect that she would have so many thoughts in her heart!
So, when he is very happy, her heart is bitter
"Well, since you made such a choice, I can only promise you." In the end, Lan Jinglong made a helpless decision: "We both need to be quiet. When I think about it, I will call you. phone?"
After getting the result she wanted, Jin Yuwei's tears rushed out.
She feels uncomfortable without breaking up.
She was also uncomfortable after breaking up!
But, don’t take a gamble, who knows if tomorrow will be a sunny day
She covered her mouth with her hand to hold back her crying, and then said: "The little things you gave me, I won't return them to you, but two houses..."
Lan Jinglong quickly intercepted what she was about to say: "If you give it to you, it will be yours. Can't I, Lan Jinglong can't afford to give away two houses?"
Jin Yuwei: "..."
In fact, everything he gave her, she would never be able to pay it back all her life.
Because Lan Jinglong is a typical kind of person who teaches people how to fish as better as teaching people how to fish. She can work hard to repay the material he gave her, but what about her cultivation
That's a deep grace that hasn't been repaid for a lifetime!
After all, she failed him, her too selfish thoughts and hypocritical thoughts, on the contrary, hurt him!
Thinking of this, Jin Yuwei cried more and more.
Lan Jinglong sighed, took her into his arms and patted her on the back: "If you are not willing, then we will not break up. Are we still the same as before?"
Jin Yuwei kept shaking her head in his arms.
She said everything, she wouldn't be willing if she didn't take a gamble.
Take it back now, next time she will definitely not have the courage to say these things again!
And what she wants is really a man who loves her like she loves him, that's a lover, not a family!
After crying for a while, Jin Yuwei left his embrace, turned her back to him, and said, "You go now."
Looking at her back, Lan Jinglong felt helpless and reluctant to give up. But when he said he was willing to fulfill her, he couldn't say nothing.
Therefore, he can only say: "Then I'm leaving, I will call you."
Jin Yuwei did not look back.