Lan Jinglong never understood what the girl was thinking, and naturally didn't know what Jin Yuwei was thinking at this time.
After Song Qingyu’s instructions, he learned a little smarter and said, “I’m sorry, I’ve always been a passable person, so we... After something like that happened, I immediately thought of being responsible to you. Having been together for so long, I feel at ease accepting your kindness to me, but it didn't give you a relative sense of security."
When she opened her mouth, she was sorry, which surprised Jin Yuwei, and quickly raised her head to look at him.
However, my heart became more anxious.
He is so foreshadowing, is he about to say decisive words later
Lan Jinglong looked at her and said, "As your boyfriend, I thought I had arranged everything in my life for you, which was a reward for you and me. But during this period of time, I thought about it for a long time, and passed The reminders other people gave me, I realized that what you want is not that."
"You don't have to listen to others." Jin Yuwei replied lightly.
Although the words were very weak, his heart was extremely tense, and his hands were tightly twisted together.
Lan Jinglong shook his head and said, "You know I have always been alone. My parents have been very busy since I was a child. I was very rebellious and never obeyed my parents' discipline. Later, after the family broke down, I grew up ignorantly. I learned to take care of myself and learn how to live, that's what happened in the past few years."
"You walked into my life and made me feel at home again. I want to take care of you because I want to maintain this feeling."
"But I don't know what to think about, what you want."
Listening to him speaking slowly, Jin Yuwei's heart sank.
This kind of argument, especially, seems to mean to be completely cut off with her!
She was a little anxious: "You don't need to say that, actually I..."
"You are not wrong." Lan Jinglong snatched her words: "Bai Qingyu told me that women all need a sense of ritual, including her. I understand what the answer you want is."
Yes, he thought a lot this night and figured out a lot of things!
Jin Yuwei opened her mouth slightly, but found that she couldn't find anything to say.
Lan Jinglong sat down towards her, took her wringed hands, and said: "Viwei, on the day you said you wanted to break up with me, I didn't even want to understand what was going on. I don't understand. Why do you have to have an answer and don’t understand what the answer is in my heart. But after so long of thinking, I have figured it out."
Looking down at his clenched hand, Jin Yuwei was a little excited.
Lan Jinglong also looked at her hand, and from the sweat in her palm, she could feel how nervous she was!
He smiled and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my negligence."
After clearing his throat, Lan Jinglong said formally: "Jin Yuwei, I want to be with you, not just because of responsibility. It's very comfortable to be with you, not because I'm comfortable with what happens. Maybe... I don't know when I myself , I have an inseparable affection for you. Although we are not very old and say that it is too long for a lifetime, but now I wholeheartedly want to go on with you, are you willing?"
He still didn't say he liked her, he didn't say he loved her.
However, that point has already been expressed.
Jin Yuwei guessed and asked, "So, you like me a little bit now, but you still don't love me to the degree, do you?"
"That's what I mean... No, I don't want to express that... I am..." Now Lan Jinglong is nervous, in fact, he doesn't know how he feels in love, he only knows that he doesn't want to break up or miss her.
His incoherent speech made the tension a lot easier.
Jin Yuwei asked softly: "Then what do you mean?"
Seeing that she was not angry, Lan Jing's heartstrings eased slightly.
He sighed fortunately that his woman was not difficult, trying hard to express what he meant.
After a while, I said: "Affections can be cultivated. Before we two were together, I never thought that you would be such an important person in my life. So now I can't think of you in the future. What an important position it occupies in my heart. I don’t want to be obedient to lie to you. I can only say that we are still very young. Give each other another chance. This is the first time in our lives. Let’s explore it slowly, okay?"
These words can be said from the bottom of the heart.
He really didn't coax like other men with bluffing words. He knew that she wanted to hear the words "I love you too", but because he was uncertain in his heart, he wouldn't say it to make her happy.
Such sincerity made Jin Yuwei feel at ease. She looked at him silently without speaking.
Lan Jinglong was a little anxious: "Weiwei, I am wrong, but I also want to give you an opinion. Would you like to listen?"
"You said." Jin Yuwei said.
Lan Jinglong looked at her and felt that he was still going to give advice at this time, and he was really looking for death.
But since they all started, he can only bite the bullet and say: "What do you think in your heart in the future, please tell me directly? I am very stupid in this respect. If you don't say it makes me feel, I really I can’t feel it. But as long as you say it, I will try my best to do it for you, okay?"
"Listening to what you mean, it seems that we are definitely going to get back together?" Jin Yuwei asked.
She hasn't agreed to reunite yet, and the breakup was reconciled in less than ten days, which was too far from her expectations, okay!
Lan Jinglong's heart tightened: "But, you didn't refuse me to hold your hand, didn't you just agree?"
Jin Yuwei silently lowered her head and glanced at the hand held by the two of them. She suddenly felt hot on her face, and quickly wanted to get her hands free.
But where would Lan Jinglong let her escape? Even if she broke free, he took her into his arms, put his chin on her shoulder, and said, "Vivi, promise me. Let's not break up, okay?"
Jin Yuwei: "..."
Her heart is disturbed.
The answer I wanted was that Lan Jinglong was with her because he loved her, but now Lan Jinglong’s answer is that he is not sure if he loves her, but he is willing to try to love her...
Does that mean
What if you still don’t love after trying it
Some people will never love if they don't call!
Would it be more cruel to let her peel from it at that time
Her heart was filled with anxiety, and she didn't know how to answer.
However, she couldn't refuse such Lan Jinglong.
"You... let me think about it?"
In the end, Jin Yuwei did not directly agree, but gave a dim answer.
Although Lan Jinglong was a little disappointed, he knew that he couldn't just give up.
He let go of her, looked down at her eyes, and said, "Okay, can it be done in three days?"
Jin Yuwei: "..."
When I broke up with you, I said that I waited until you had an answer before telling me. I didn't give you a time limit!