About ten days after Mo Xichun came to the imperial capital, Ruan Zhengling had another attack.
Fortunately, it happened after the two separated and entered the room, so it didn't affect Mo Xichun.
But this episode was extremely painful for Ruan Zhengling. He couldn't open the door, so he frantically hit the door of the room with his head.
He heard his painful wailing all over the corridor, as well as the scream: "Xi Chun! Xi Chun!"
The doctor had to have someone give him a tranquilizer and let him fall asleep.
Mo Xichun dared to open the door of the room until he couldn't hear Ruan Zhengling's crazy voice.
The bodyguard was standing at the door, and he was relieved.
"How's it going?" Mo Xichun asked.
The bodyguard replied: "The doctor injected Ruan Shao with a tranquilizer, which temporarily controlled the person. Now he has been sent to the laboratory for blood testing."
Mo Xichun's face was white, and there were still lingering fears.
"Miss, you'd better rest early. Your body can't stand tired now." Although the bodyguard is a bodyguard, there are privately instructed Bai Qingyu to make them pay more attention to Mo Xichun's body.
After all, Mo Xichun was no longer alone at this time.
Mo Xichun nodded and said, "I know, I will rest now."
Knowing that Ruan Zhengling was in the laboratory, she couldn't go to see it because she wasn't sure if he would wake up and have another attack. She was the first target and had to avoid it.
Therefore, Mo Xichun closed the door and went back to lie down.
But I can't sleep!
If someone else’s husband is sick or whatever, the wife can stay with him. But in this situation, she must be avoided. Even if she insisted on coming, it would be better if they never meet.
This feeling is terrible, terrible!
Not sleepy, Mo Xichun kept her eyes open, and she didn't know how long she could endure it, probably because her pregnant body couldn't hold it, so she closed her eyes and went to sleep in the end.
Ruan Zhengling entered the laboratory this time, and as usual, he will be out the next day. However, the results of blood tests showed that his virus activity suddenly doubled, and the doctor and the medical team did not dare to take it lightly, so Ruan Zhengling was detained for three days, and he was released after confirming that the activity had stabilized.
The whole person lost a lot of weight and became haggard a lot.
Mo Xichun looked at the red circles under his eyes, and couldn't help crying.
"Don't cry." Ruan Zhengling couldn't see her crying, so he took her into his arms and said, "I'm fine."
Mo Xichun couldn't say anything, she couldn't say anything that was too hypocritical, but she really felt distressed when she saw him like this.
Ruan Zhengling sat on the edge of the bed with her arms around her, and said comfortingly: "You think from the other side, it is actually a good thing that the virus has changed."
Isn't it a good thing? As long as the virus continues to be active, the doctor will be able to find a way to control it sooner or later, and in the best way, it is to remove it. Then everyone is happy.
Therefore, he is not afraid that the attack will be more fierce, but he may not get better sooner.
Think about Mo Xichun who wants to accompany him during childbirth, and think about her confinement and he wants to take care of him personally. If the virus cannot be completely controlled by that time, how can he fulfill his responsibilities as a husband
His comfort did not relax Mo Xichun's heart, but at least it also calmed her a lot.
She leaned against his chest, put her palm on his heart, and said, "What if this virus has always been like this?"
Ruan Zhengling: "..."
If that's the case, he really would rather die!
What does it mean to be alive
This ghost should be here to torture him, right? Just to prevent him from touching his lover
He was stunned for a long time before saying: "If... I am destined to be unable to cure in this life, then we will get a divorce."
Mo Xichun was shocked and quickly raised his head to look at him.
Ruan Zhengling's face was serious, not like a joke at all, proving that he really thought so.
"Are you really... willing?" Mo Xichun thought about it, and finally used the word "willing to".
Ruan Zhengling: "..."
Is he willing
Of course not willing.
A woman who has liked for so many years, although it is because of such unbearable reasons that she is willing to marry him, there is no love foundation, but the relationship after marriage is still stable, and has been developing in a benign direction.
How can he be willing to let him give up when he hopes to stay with her for life
However, if he is really forced to follow such a path, he has no choice but to let go.
"I can hurt you at any time, so it's better to let you be free so that you have the opportunity to meet the man you like and have a better future."
He said this very unpleasantly.
Mo Xichun didn't expect that he would say this, and smiled bitterly: "Divorced? I am a second-hand woman, and I have a child. Even if this child is healthy, it is hard to find someone I like? Let's talk about it. If I can't have children in the future, it's better not to harm others."
In fact, she wanted to say "I like you", but she couldn't say it after all.
Ruan Zhengling felt even more uncomfortable. In response to her problem, he said bitterly: "I'm not afraid, even if you are divorced, based on your terms, you are not afraid that you can't find the wishful man."
She is the eldest of the Mo family, even if she was divorced and brought her ex-husband's children, she was not afraid of finding a marriage partner.
Thinking of this possibility, Ruan Zhengling felt tight in his chest.
Mo Xichun looked into his eyes for a long, long time.
"What are you doing looking at me like this?" Ruan Zhengling was so bored at first, she felt a little embarrassed when she looked at herself like this.
No, Mo Xichun suddenly smiled: "If you are not willing to say you are not willing, why do you want to say these things that are not pleasant to you?"
Ruan Zhengling didn't say a word, and turned his head to the other side.
Mo Xichun sighed, curled his lips and said, "Haven't you thought about another possibility?"
"What?" Ruan Zhengling couldn't help but wonder.
Mo Xichun's heartbeat was a bit fast, she didn't want to say it at first, but seeing his haggard appearance, she still thought about the problem for her sake, and she felt that she wanted to say what was in her heart!
is not that right
Obviously he has already married the woman he likes, but for her future and happiness, he is still willing to let go, and comfort her not to worry about finding a good partner!
Speaking of this kind of words, it is his own Ling Chi to himself, right
It can be seen that he really loves her!
So, what can't she say something from her heart that makes him happy
Thinking about it, she smiled shyly and said: "Think about it, we have developed a relationship, and I am reluctant to divorce you?"
Ruan Zhengling was taken aback.
Of course he never thought about this possibility!
Therefore, he subconsciously said: "How is it possible? How can you not be willing to me?"
For so many years, is it fake to see her cold face? Is all her hatred of him fake
Mo Xichun sighed again, did not say anything more, but took the initiative to move forward, his red lips pressed against his thin lips.
Ruan Zhengling: "!!!"
He was shocked and his mind was blank.
This is not the first time Mo Xichun has kissed him, but it is the first time he has kissed him on the mouth!
She withdrew soon, and he asked blankly: "What do you mean by...?"
Mo Xichun didn't answer, she glanced at him with an annoyed look, and then averted her head.
Looking from Ruan Zhengling's side, he could only see her profile face. Of course, he also saw that her ears were red!
Is that shy
Ruan Zhengling only felt that her heart was beating fast, and he quickly pulled her body over: "Xi Chun, tell me, why are you kissing me?"